So, why haven't you killed yourself yet ?

So, why haven't you killed yourself yet ?

Why do you want me to?

Op is a faggot

Because I have a bunch of books to read
>Lame but it's working I guess

All my shit's here

Because it would upset my family.
Thats the only reason

Because I am le tired.

I'm right on the edge.

I have one chance in life so I'm not gonna be retarded and waste the amount of time in my life even if it's just full of pain.

Ditto. That's why I'm on Sup Forums

I thought I was pretty happy until I was introduced to Sup Forums but this place made me realize just how alone I am in the world

Because of all the porn I haven't jerked it to yet

Because i'm such a pussy

I've often had the same feeling

How is that ?

Tried to. Failed. In rehabilitation.

Care to share a bit more detail?

Because I'm going to break up with my fat bitchy ugly girlfriend and get my own great apartment. Then I'll fuck the girl I'm cheating on her with on all my new furniture.

Generally I'm just too lazy. I'll get to it eventually but for now I'll continue eating, sleeping and masturbating.

because i don't want to

Because I don't want to die yet.

Because my dick is too big and you haven't tasted it.

There are some cool TV shows...once they end my autistic world will disappear and i will go back to the shitty dark hole im usually at and question if my existence is worth. The shadow creatures are cool tho, they make me feel like shit in a cool way.

I'm a huge pussy.

>implying we havent already killed ourselves

Because the I am not in control of when the Abyss claims me.
I will rejoin, but when I am finished.

waiting for cannonlake

Lost my Job. Too poor to buy a rope

lol

Any time now...

1) I'm scared of pain

2) Would forever fuck up my family. it's not their fault.

laziness, have a gf, things could get worse

Because Hillary Clinton lost the election.

Because I have good grades in uni, a qt gf, started a new job in a distillery, and I'm about to go see her now. That's why. Have fun, Sup Forumsros.

I am not encouraging you but:
>A bullet to the brain is painless
>Do it in a very ver far away place from home at least they will never find you, fake your real death and say you decided to escape and find a meaning for your life.

Because I make life my bitch.

Only laziness holds me...

So? She would have been a boring, run-of-the-mill president. Instead we got 70 year old man-child with no impulse control whatsoever.

What a time to be alive

I'm a fucking faggot, I'm not brave enough.

Too many hats left to try on.

I don't want to miss out on any dank new memes.

I haven't killed my self yet because i still feel like somewhere inside myself is a glimmer of hope and strength, that is left over from what once was the entirety of my consciousness. I haven't killed myself because everyday i wake up in a better mood, have great people to talk to at work as soon as i start pt at 0630 all the way till work is done at 1600. I still haven't killed myself because each and every single day starts on a new slate. but at the end of the day, im home alone, in my house i can afford, with a nice car, house full of furniture. i'm in a silent place. a place where my chemical interactions within my meat bag called a brain can run wild. and the only thing it can run wild on is the pain and anguish people have caused me in my lifetime. ive been cheated lied to, stomped on, and tossed out like every other human being in this machine that is the biological process of our planet.

my life to others looks great, ive accomplished allot, and i am what others strive to be. but its not enough. it's never enough. I'm afraid im drifting into alcoholism and severe depression. i've moved far away from original friends, and family because of my occupation.

And i have no idea why i am like i am. i cant blame it on my ex, who decided to leave me just before i moved when she said she would go with me deciding that she couldn't leave her family and friends. when i had no choice, i would have had her, but now i have nothing. she has what she wants and i have nothing. it could be that my father is a drug addicted chronically depressed alcoholic. but really you can never blame it on one thing

you ask me why i havent killed myself yet. and its because i know that somewhere deep inside, i will find my will to keep going every morning, I will always find a reason to wake up, and continue the cycle i always do. believe me i have thought of it. i have rifles and shotguns and it can easily be done. 100% painless.

but what does that achieve

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Its a long story of my decent into deep depression, and then hope. But in the very end(aka now), i see no hope, there is no light at the end of the tunnel anymore. Im clinging onto what i hope happens very soon. I dont think theres much fight left in me.

they will all pay