I'm going to suicide in 30 min and I want share with all you. depression won this war, I can't more. I need sleep 4ever...

I'm going to suicide in 30 min and I want share with all you. depression won this war, I can't more. I need sleep 4ever. Sorry mum, I love you dad, I love you sister.

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So... What makes not being here so much greater than being here?

Don't do it... I promise you from one fucked up person to another, it will change and it will get better!

No shit...

>mum
Not amerifat so don't kill yourself
Tl;dr op is a fag but shouldn't kill themself

What kicked it? Why you wanna do it? And why now?

Why not? I can't more guys. Depression can with me. I'm exhausted. Anxiety is horrible. My life is horrible. I can't stop crying. Nobody can't help me. I'm very exhausted.

Just go on antidepressants like i have. If you have strong anxiety as well they usually prescribe citalopram.

Can you explain more, what made you make this huge decision?

I did it, but it's useless for me I don't know why, depression arrived to me 4 years ago, and I can't more. I CANT MORE

Because I'm exhausted for living. depression won this war. My life has not mean for me

Tell them its not working then, they'll either prescribe a higher dose or give you something stronger.
Was it the side effects?

Is that the metro of Madrid?

yes

Fucking dumb cunt

If your life is useless then go gather all your stuff sell what you can and travel the fucking world
Or do a lot of cool drugs like psychedelics

Remember you can do whatever the fuck you want cuz there is zero risk because you already want to kill yourself

You don't know me but I can relate to how you feel
Do only reason I tried to change is because of what I wrote
That will give you a base to work on and with
I'm still workin boys
I just want to stop repairing boys

If you go on with your plan
I will see you on the other side user

>Be me 2 years ago
>life sucks
>about to kill myself because with nihilism noting really mathers at the end
>think about how dead is part of life so dead isn't any better than living at the end and that it doesn't matter
>made promises to myself to try out life till 25 and live it at its fullest
>set up goals
>go to college
>get bracers for ugly teeth
>planning on traveling to Africa
>meet cool ppl
>do crazy shit I normally wouldn't do
>At the end I still think about killing myself every day
>but promised myself to wait it out

Thank God nihilism

Side effect I think are anxiety, nervous, a lot of nervous, and sad. I want die my friend, I pass all day crying and sad

Stay with us, faggot.
Don't be one of those number who ends in christmas holidays. It's too conventional. You're not a normie, are you ?
Whatever depression you have, it has an origin. Therefore it is comprehensible. And by that, it can be fight.

This place already lack of good people, don't leave us now.

Trust me on one thing, it will get much better. But if you hero out, then DON'T do it with cyanide.

Livestream it, if you're actually enough of a pussy to kill yourself and this isn't just for attention

What is the most crazy shit you did, user ?

You don't understand how depression works do you? Being somewher elese doesn't change anything. I've been thinking a lot of the same as of late. Life isn't pleasant to me.

Well, it's your life, do whatever the fuck you want with it...
And that's why I suggest not committing suicide, atleast not yet...
Do something you've always wanted to do, make major changes in your life...heck go to another country, if all fails and nothing works, consider suicide
Don't give up too early

Why not?

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Smoke a joint and chill nigga

Just have a wank m8

Ty for ur message, but I think I'm going to do my plan, today is my worst day and I think it's better if I die.

At least make a video of yourself ending it, if you jump off a bridge do a cool flip on the way down. Go out in style.

If you an hero, you'll just be passing on your anguish to your family, you selfish prick.

At least kill some people that you don't like first.
(thats what i would do)

I think people hate me bro, I have no friends, and I don't know how to do friends, it's very very difficult to me. I'm alone, I'm crying all days alone in my room. Nobody loves me.. it's sad but it's my real life

Just don't do it. You won't believe it, but just don't do it.

Then get it over with and quit posting for attention on Sup Forums. Really, nobody gives a fuck.

11 Minutes, OP.
Good luck on your journey, i'm sorry no one could persuade you to take a step back.

Nah it's not good to kill yourself.
youtu.be/HKI_oYMUNK4

you are awesome you awesome person you

Mostly conventional cliff diving stuff
Jumped off a plane this year
Went to explore the Dutch sex industry (been driving escorts) kinde hop from interests

I would like to tell you that life is worth living and you can always give it another shot but at this point I am not even sure myself.Do what you want OP,I am supportive whatever your desicion is

I was considering suicide a lot of days, it's a difficult decision, but I don't know how to be happy.

This

I knew it, you're considering suicide cuz of a bad day, that's why most people kill themselves too, it's a split second decision, if you just refuse this idea today there's a very high chance you'll not do it
So just push yourself one more time and don't do it today

If your body and you are useless explore drugs or world
Do coke, doesn't matter that you od
Do a fuck lot of mdma, doesnt matter if you od
Eat 20 grams of mushrooms, doesn't matter that you go mentally insane

YOU CAN DO WHATEVER THE FUCK YOU WANT RIGHT NOW
And hey, if it doesn't workout the way you like you're back to the same point

It's the truth. My cousin killed himself this summer, and it's the ultimate selfish act. Now my whole family is depressed as fuck because of him. I miss him, but I'm kind of pissed at him at the same time.

I think i speak for all of us Sup Forums when i say you should kill yourself, and do it it on webcam

Do it faggot.

Sounds nice enough. You're doing it all alone or you join any group that you met ?
Also, what do you plan for next year ?

OP, before you go, remember this:
> tfw no girlfriend

No, but... What's so bad about cyanide for suicide? Is it more painful?

Don't do it m8.
Life can be shit.
Go to your doctor and get some sertralline or something, it made a big change in me.

I've told myself if I ever get that low again instead of suicide, I'll just devote my life to making someone else's life great.

It is selfish, but you know what else is selfish? Saying i'm not comfortable with dealing with it so I want you to not kill yourself and live a life of misery because it'll make me feel better.

5 min for my suicide. I can't stop crying

Do it faggot

it dissolves your body from the inside out, so yeah, painful.

im not saying you should OP, but if you do, a bullet to the temple (1 in in front of the ear) is the fastest way.

Godspeed OP, and good luck, which ever you choose

I used sertralinne for 2 years ago. I think is useless

DON'T DO IT OP

dubs speak the truth

have you tried joining a gym? To get out of the house and exercise? I am a sales person and am alone 99% of the day. Get use to being okay with just yourself.

Don't do it, you'll regret dying :'(

>Changing the area you live, work or are does not cure depression
>Doing 5 grams of shroom will not cure your depression
>Doing mdma each month will not cure your depression

The only thing that helps with depression is a lot of discipined work (what is very hard and rare in those times)
Nothing in this world will cure you but you
Not family, friends, your gf
The only thing you may pray is that the right tools are available for you at the right time.
Secondly you have to believe that you can survive

Why... I'm alone in this life.

time flies when you are a faggot

“I didn't want to wake up. I was having a much better time asleep. And that's really sad. It was almost like a reverse nightmare, like when you wake up from a nightmare you're so relieved. I woke up into a nightmare.”

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Thats why you should kill yourself

these cucks wont miss you, no one will

What's your way of suicide op?

Call a suicide hotline NOW. I don't know you but I feel for you and your family.

Please don't OP

Get off the drugs.... I quit the pills and weed months ago and can actually think clear and eat healthy. Don't let a pill or drugs control your life. -anxiety is a bitch but exercise works wonders

Well there must be something you want! You will be happier with more money, or a close friend, or a partner.
Whatever you want, if you're so couraged to take your own life you're probably capable too to get what you want!
It's all mind games, you tell yourself you're gonna kill yourself your brain will obey, try it.
Your brain will resist happieness as much as it resisted suicide, but it will submit at one point or another

Have you considered doing massive amount of drugs and hookers until you run out of cash?

You should at least have some fun in your life before you die.

Dont do it fam

Jump 5 floors

Yeah, except it's not just me dealing with it. His mom, his dad, his brother, me, my sister, my father, my mother, our grandmother, and our two great aunts. If all of us are selfish, then so be it. Try to deal with the problem before you hit the easy button. Suicide literally and figuratively leaves an absolute mess behind for your family to deal with.

Its time OP

Op I'm not going to try to stop you, just know we care. Trips live stream

I can't stop crying, I have a lot of nervous at this moment.

Talk to us man. We're listening to everything you have to say. Just don't say goodbye.

GOOD BYE FAGGOT! SEE YOU IN THE AFTERLIFE!

Dont do it.

What dosage? Well there will be something that works.

I used to spend days on end staring at my ceiling, the same room every day.
Like I was in a waiting room before I die.

Fucked up a job, education and a relationship.

Since 6 months of sertralline I wake up and sit in the garden, go for a walk, and take pleasure in things u thought I would never again... like the fresh air of the seaside, the sun warming your back.

Sounds emo as fuck but it's the truth.

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You should livestream it op, otherwise you die in vain

My mind want to do one thing, my head says me other

You keep complaining and whining. Still, no ones hears your story so far.
So care to take 5 to tell us why your life is more pathetic than the rest of us ?

Good luck, we're on Sup Forums, chances are we are most pathetic and still get up in the morning.

watch james bond skyfall, that shit with the evil guys half rotten face was astonishingly accurate

If you do it, do it like Budd Dwyer!
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I'm crying all time. I want do it. I need it. But I have too nervous now.

Your life is more than thinking about suiicide. Change your life NOW, do whatever makes you happy. And most importantly get out of your house bubble and get outside and smell the beautiful air and enjoy the light that this earth gives us. December is a tough month to get through remember summer is right around the corner.

By myself, got into the sex gig because I order a escort myself.
Next year I'm off to South Africa.
All my ex's wanted to go there for some reason so it seemed nice to post some FB pics of the 'improved' me and figure out what the hype was about.

Call a hotline, just do it
It's just a phone call, do this for all of us in the board, youll make us feel better, even if you went, just call the hotline please

they are the same thing you stupid fuck

maybe you should kill yourself you fucking degenerate

I'm think about it. I'm very very nervous

fresh air, exercise, social interaction, decent diet, regular sleeping hour (as in during the night), getting up showered, shaved, dressed like a generic human. try this for a month and see if it helps. take vitamins: especialy the B vitamins. Don't drink/take drugs. look up mindfullness and call the doctor or a helpline. I f you're still alive now you can kill yourselg anytime: why not try just for a little time? you realsie suicides happen in clusters? Who will your suicde push over the edge? I f you're sorry for your actions to come then don't fucing do it. Phone your mum, tell her you love her and don't leave her wondering fro the rest of her life 'what else could i have done?'. Would you really torture your own mother with that guilt?

If there's anyone in this thread that should kill themselves it's you.

Come on dude. Change your life now, u fucker

I bet you dont even know how you plan on killing yourself you cuck

get organised, get the livestream going, get your shit together, and an hero

I felt the same way 2 - 3 years ago.
Started smoking cannabis oil a year ago and now I'm moving to Jamaica in a month and my life couldn't be any better. Just spend a month in the bush alone, it'll fuck with your head, and if you survive you'll be a completely new man. Trust me, it'll work, and if you can't survive the forest, you'll have your faggy suicide wish faggot.

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Sleep on it OP, then tomorrow call your doctor.
I know only too well how exhausting despression can be.