I am so lonely

I am so lonely
can someone please acknowledge my existence and cheer me up

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i know dat feel mane

I LOVE YOU.

I got the same feels. This too shall pass.

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Your niggas on the Sup Forumsoard are here, fam.

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Strangers acknowledging your existence is akin to a band-aid. It's not going to do anything for you except get you through until your next breakdown.

If you want to tell us more about your position, we could try to help you make some positive changes in your life.

:/

I expected a higher ratio of people calling me a faggot, thanks guys.
But I don't want to think about real life.

Find a coed club in your town be it an outing club bird watching group book reading whatever historic tour thing it doesn't funding matter you'll make friends overnight but they'll be either like you or 60. Otherwise take a laid back class at a Community college, preferably an art or creative writing class because A) 75% chicks B) laid-back casual atmosphere where you'll spend half the class just talking and working with people. No other CC classes will have this atmosphere though so be warned.

Authors note: I've never done any of these things and am crippling lonely, take my advice is purely theoretical and should be taken with a grain of salt.

pic reminds me of demonophobia

There is no point, an hero

I acknowledge and accept you for all your positives and failures user.
Live a life of love.

happiest thing a man can do

Then your problems aren't going away, and you're wasting everyone's time (yours included).

I love you user. In my strange disconnected hateful passion for anons. I love you. I wanna ill myself too. just waiting for mum and dad first

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We're here op.
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There is no reason to live nor to kill ourselves

Hi! Im lonely too. What do you do for fun when youre alone? I deleted all my social media so i dont exactly have friends anymore! What do?

Anxious depression. Wan die, but don wan die :c see value in life, but where my value?

dont blame genetics or "learning disabilities"
your a sad fuck who is also retarded because you spend all your time thinking about how sad you are and not working to get smarter because you think your a retard. its just effort that changes things, and the mind set that things can be changed dip shit. I want to fucking kill you because of how dumb you are

Don't forget that loneliness is a state of mind, do something you like even if you're alone and you'll cheer up

>show me that smile OP

hey So Lonely, i´m dad

hey op, how was your day?

The truth is I have trust issues and I'm scared of getting too close to people, but I also desire a human relationship
heh
Post on imageboards, watch anime, play video games.

it's not to late to change your hikikomori ways anonkun

page 10 save rave

OP is ded

this is why you don't have friends OP, cuz ur ded

Trust is faith. Trust doesn't just plop itself into your lap. You have to be willing to get burned. That's just the way it works.

I'm right here

Cheer up guy, you're not alone.

So now what?
Any advice we give you is generic and ultimately it's up to you to make better choices user

got some really bad news yesterday
>no one to even tell

4fam is my only friend

What was the news?

oh shit the dead can solve captcha

>wtf is all this sushi up in my captcha

You here it's all good. Life's shit, but you get through it a day at a time. Just do what you like and do what you need

the nanny quit

>be me
>stay at home dad
>have twins
>most brutal fucking thing ever
>the last 3 years have absolutely broken me
>last 6 months have nanny come 2 afternoons a week
>only break I get from the twins (they go to school for 2 hours 4 days a week but all I can do is fucking crash and sleep to try to catch up)
>they just went down
>they will be up at 6 am tomorrow
>7 days a week
>365 days a year
>times two

anyway this is the only nanny who has lasted and she got a "real" job and is starting monday. I know it's a weird complaint but I'm the only one it affects and I swear having the kids day in and day out and day in is killing me. I think my mind literally broke the last time this nanny skipped coming twice.

maybe you could hire a different nanny

are you employable? could you get full time help by working?

raising kids is a thankless job, I know that because I haven't thanked my parents yet

Is op gone

No

this nanny was the result of 3 years of constant searching asking everyone, posting ads- twins are quite literally like having 3 kids. it's too much for most nannies.

the real bitch is all our "friends" who swore they'd help when we were pregnant just fucking disappeared- literally disappeared. my wife is friends with some other twin moms but "it's a mom thing" and they don't want some creepy dude coming to their little social club (and don't get me started about playground moms...)

>by working
slaving 80 hours a week seems like a fucking vacation right now. the real problem is I don't really want to leave my kids with anybody-

A) there is a ft nanny at kids school for one of their little friends. the nanny treats the kid like a fucking handbag- literally just shoves her in a car seat and then goes and does her own thing. she'll sit and text for 20 minutes in the parking lot, just leave the kid sitting in the back seat.

B) one kid (school again) was getting yelled at by her grandma because she didn't tighten the lid on her water bottle and it leaked a little in the lunch box- "YOU DON'T GET ANY MORE WATER AT SCHOOL YOU HEAR ME, I GIVE YOU A FULL BOTTLE IN THE MORNING AND YOU CAN'T GET THE TOP ON RIGHT"

the moral is you don't know what the fuck other people are doing or saying to your kids.

3) there is a theoretical payoff to all this: full time school. I just don't know if I'll make it at this point.

C) we interviewed a nanny who seemed like a great fit and we had plans for her to start when she texted and said "I'm not comfortable with the situation, won't be coming" the only thing we could figure was that my wife works in a home office and while she doesn't help with the twins during work she DOES know what the nanny is doing.

basically people fucking suck and my kids have drained the life out of two pt nannys before this one...

Here OP, the manliest brohug. :)

Hey man, people are replying they feel bad for you, so cheer up broseph...also porn helps, lots of boobiez.

if you were in colorado I'd be your friend OP

faggot

It's ok man your cool

no you don'y exist. who are you? no I'm ignoring you.

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Acknowledged :)

nice quads fampie

After awhile its all the same

I am so lonely too and. . .i want to die but...I do not want to feel any more pain.

I feel you user, I always hated the idea of having kids, but now I have a strong urge for some reason.

Short of spying on a nanny, it looks like all you can do is keep searching.
Try something different in your approach to that.

On the plus side you don't have too many more years before it starts to get rewarding

that sounds bad
how do you wanna feel user?

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I would like to feel happy. . .but it's impossible. . .

I'm kinda over whelmed from all this attention, I didn't expect this thread to get this big.

kids are fucking awesome. your own kids. I've never in my life known true joy before them. not a solution that works for everyone, and not what I was expecting but it is truly fucking amazing.

the down side is I can't bear the most tame kid-gore anymore, oh and the crushing physical burden of not having enough slept for three years and the brain thing in my head lol it's fine strawberry.

goodspeed anons. goodspeed OP. we'll be her for you.

(You)
we most of us feel like you
some of us are you
I might be you

You would like to feel happy.
Well user I think that's a definite possibility.
>impossible
y?

nice

I know, I'm not the only one who feels this way

> the brain thing in my head lol it's fine strawberry

this post sums up raising kids pretty nicely, I need more sleep

I could not explain my situation and may be stupid compared to other people, but it's all for me. . .

It's not stupid to feel bad
you don't have to explain, it doesn't matter if there are worse problems

I can not take it anymore but I do not want to leave this behind. . .while I'm alive

I do not know what to do and I do not have the courage to take the decision to die

Yo, OP. If it makes you feel any better, I'm a fucking loser who let everything he ever cared about float away like the sperg I am. I'm also emotionally dead on the inside ever since the love of my life cheated on me a year and a half ago. It's almost a comedy at this point how stupidly lonely I've gotten. Every time I work up the gall to ask a woman out despite my terrible social anxiety, they've either flaked on me or went through with it out of pity. My family is the only group of people who are doing something with their lives. I've just decided to stay away from them and not spread my shitty depressing personality with them. They're too good for that. My "friends" are dead beats who smoke pot and complain all. Fucking. Day. Even though I know they make more money and their families are well off. But the most painful thing is still looking at other couples being happy while I'm trapped trying to attempt to claim even a smidgen of that happiness.
It still hurts, OP.

Btw I would totally sniff your farts if that would make you feel better

Hmm... i suppose so

because you want to live
and you want to be happy

It's not impossible user, I've done "impossible" things before

If you feel like killing yourself dont do it let other people on Sup Forums do it

You need to get some self-respect and take care of yourself first and foremost
when you love you, bitches will love you

KEK user you fucking kill me

at least you are not me
here is my attempt at telling you my story
>flash back to 11 year old me
>friends with an older neighbor
>we become very close play video games, lax, and hang out
>he started showing me porn (he is 15)
starts forcing me to do sexual acts with him until he finally rapes me
>I start to develop depression that I still have to this day
>flash forward I am In a relationship with a 6 at best
>a 10 starts talking to me and asking me if I wanted to fuck her
>I told her that I was raped in a relationship and that I didn't want to because I was scared of sex
>after 30 minutes I tell her you know what fuck it I need to get over this fear
>we start hanging out a lot
>she tell me that she wants to take it slow because she likes me
>she tells me that she loves me (I have never been told this and felt like they where telling me the truth)
>she then starts to force me into sex with her
>I let this happen because I loved her and I felt that she loves me
>flash forward to Thanksgiving this year
>she gets very sick and goes to the hospital
>I was at the beach and unable to be with her so I constantly text her telling her that I love her and what not
>she gets angry at me and chews me out so I do the same
>she started to make fun of the rape situation and everything I told her
>I make fun of her kinks she then stopped talking to me until Tuesday last week
>she tells me that her friends think that we should break up and that she doesn't want to she calls for a break to see how she feels
>flash forward to yesterday (wendsday)
>she texted me that she wanted to talk
>so I said how about today
>saw her today and she told me about her week and says it won't work out between us
>then texts me "I lied I was using you as a rebound and I never loved you I hope you get worse asshole"
so that's why I feel like shit

Tried it over and over but it always ends the same way, my whole life was the same

When I'm actually with a woman I'm trying to get to know, I feel like there's always a chance. I smile for real and I get that warm feeling inside.
Then they usually lose interest, even though I try to make plans.
Btw I'm a 5'7 somewhat fit Irish piece of shit.

failure doesn't mean the end of all things user

it means you discovered something that doesn't work

>my whole life was the same
you are the captain of your ship

you are a human being and you probably make someone really happy when they are with you ...

Just try chatting with people over social media. I've found Twitter is a great way to get to know knew people.
Even for someone as autistic as me. I mean.. I'm still lonely.
But for me, the feeling that it's possible to sometime leave this loneliness behind is really comforting.

Bruh

Please don't think of this in the context that they are being tricked into liking you
Like they are charity to you
Like it's some game you can win with the correct combination of responses and actions

You are a human bean and there's another bean out there you can get in a pod with some day

But that's the only thing that matters to me in life, Is the only thing that made me feel alive the only thing that made me happy. . . :' / I know thy say it's not the only thing in the world. . .but in my case it is because that was my world

Damn, that's horrible.
I hope good times come your way.
I wish that person would tell me.
How do you meet people on Twitter? I have no idea how to use social media.

worlds are what we make of them, user

So I'm the problem?

no user, you're the solution
if you choose to be

this is what all women do. she did care at one point, she is just lying to you and more importantly herself to make it easier for herself, you don't even factor into the equation at this point. Sadly for women, it is more important what her friends and family think of you than weather or not you are good for her or make her happy. god speed user.

I once got a girl high because she asked me
she started crying, saying "my friends will judge me"

I sat there confused and not sure what to say

I try it many times, I was positive every time I was beaten I did not stop but at this point I can not anymore I do not know what to do

Make an account and start looking for people that have roughly the same interests as you. Look through their timeline and see if you think you might like this kind of person.
If you do, just comment on some of their recent tweets. If you get positive responses, send a direct message and start chatting.

Got to know some really qt girl through this, we've been talking for half a year now. Probably meet sometime in the future.

Don't get discouraged. It took me 3 days to muster enough courage to actually write her for the first time.

happyness is not a one-time-fix

my father only stopped beating me the day I grew stronger than him, user it's not that I don't understand, I simply believe in the potential that you don't see in yourself

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the world doesnt owe you shit

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Sup Forums is a terrible place to meet people, especially Sup Forums. Meeting people is hard, but you want to chat on something Im always down. Though I am probably not in the best of mind sets to try and talk through you with anything.

Tell the world I don't owe it shit, I didn't choose to be born but society always expects shit from me.

It's like trying to pull a wall with my head. . .I really try even though I feel I can not, but I keep trying

No one said it would be easy, or fair
It's the hardest thing you'll ever do in fact

Do you know what being happy really means?

I know what my happiness is

>555
It means at some point you'll be OK.

And you will have made an unconscious decision.

The decision would be to not let the past affect you quite so much.

This is a decision you can make any time, and only you can do it, no one can help you do it.