G'morning b

g'morning b.
hope you slept well.
tell me why you will not KILL YOURSELF today.

Because the hole I've dug myself in isn't resistant to escape.

I'm not yet at my point of no return.

what do you mean?

Because I have a wonderful family, wonderful girlfriend and work my dream job

Things can't get worse, right? Nowhere to go but up!

I've tried it many times, wanna see the cut scares ?
But I digress, I'm sorry, I will not kill myself today because I enjoy fucking the girl I'm having an affair with. And I like fucking my GF who has a great job, and can afford to buy me cool shit. And I like masturbating heaps.

I have a doctors apointment today and if it goes well, my life should be improving drasticly.

I think of suicide often, but it serves as an Option Z rather than a plan or a goal.

I've made many mistakes and I wake up every morning with a knot in my stomach because I hate who I am. But the damage I've done hasn't sunk to the point where I can't fix things. The fact that there is still hope for me to turn things around is the only thing keeping me here.

I try to improve, and why I struggle with improvement, the fact that I'm a teeny bit better everyday gives me a bit of hope.

Because I'm not a selfish cunt

thats great user.
good thinking
glad you stop trying
g'luck at doctors.

Thanks babe!

Being audited by the IRS owe 100+ got ripped by a shady accountant...... i am flat broke about to loose house and have 3 mouths to feed......

The first time in my life I'm enjoying the start of the day.

I enjoy making myself a cup of tea and getting to work.

Currently training as I applied to be an officer in the army without the qualifications necessary, but im going to try regardless.

Even though my family has talked of evicting me, i'm the best i've ever been.

So I'm not going to kill myself today. Thanks for the pasta OP.

Out of sheer curiosity, OP

Because out of all the posts thru out the day yours has the best porn.

im catolic and im afraid i will be damned for suicide and go to hell. So i think maybe better to suffer few mor years than suffer for ethernity. Actually its only one reason

g'luck, maybe you can workout a payment plan.
that sounds great user, have a good wknd too
about the future?
happy to help.
to each its own. hope you end up in heaven user.

i choose not to die today

too many video games to play.
plus x-mas is almost here

I can't die, I've tried.

I don't really know if things are really fucked for me yet. So far, it seems as though my plans for success are working. If backup is ruined, then i'll definitely an hero.

I never know why I don't. Just chickenshit I guess

Because, I've already paid my security deposit to climb Mt. Everest this coming year.

r u immortal?
hope you are successful user.