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Secrets / Vent / Advice

This is, as far as I remember, the first time that I really saw her in a sexual light. I spent all night just thinking of possibilities that may come to pass when we get together.

Just us laying in her bed after our date, with her covered in cum. Maybe sharing a shower early the next morning as well

Before now, I really never saw her as such

Met this french girl last night while out of my head on ecstasy. I've never had any real attraction to a girl until now, however she's leaving to go back home this sunday and its frustrating me more than anything else ever has

This was strange as fuck.

At work, I saw a woman that looked EXACTLY like the girl I am into. Same fucking hair, body type, nose, skin tone, eyes. Everything was the same. Except she was Around 40 or so, compared to the 20 year old that I am Into.

So weird. Bad or good omen?

Fuck. I am not really bi, but I fucking love traps and cute cross dressers

bump

I'm gay

Ended up finding this older chick who had 2 kids on Whisper when i was 19 and got her League of Legends summoner name. Long story short, ended up going to her house, fucking her, then never talk to her again.

Was she hot? Or decent at least?

While taking care of my kids during the separation, I read my estranged wife's diary. She diligently entered the various rendezvous locations and how much she loathed me for over one year before she said that she didn't love me anymore. I keep it a secret because I am ashamed of violating her privacy. I took some slides of particularly hurtful passages. Two years ago, I digitized them, but they are hard to read. I seldom look at them, but I allow grief of an old loss to take root in my thoughts.

It happens to many others, so I know better than to talk about it. But I see that I did here.

This just happened. I used to fight with my girlfriend all the time and I realized I was an asshole so I told them I loved them and I stopped. It was my fault but sometimes every now and then I just get pissed, but this one time i wasnt angry at her. I was just angry because it was just rotten luck and it was my fault and I was angry at myself.

She got pissed at me for being angry in general this time and I told her I had the right to be upset that I had a bad time today and I told her none of this was her fault. She was just glaring at me and I told her to just leave then, to go back to work.

But then I told her to stopa nd I tried to explain to her it wasn't about her.

ANd she relaxed told me she didnt want me to be self destructive and all that. I then asked her if she was going to leave me and she didn't look at me in the eye and she said "no" then she had to get back to work..

It really freaked me out. Everyone I've known has left me for some bullshit reason. I don't think I could handle this if she does leave, weve been otgether for over two years. Also shes a devout catholic hoe pthat helps

>secrets/venting is for /r9k/
>advice is for /adv/
>wrong board
delet this

She actually was. She was like 5'1", and really pale. She had black hair and a cute face. Nice DD tits and a big ass. She was a little chubby though, but more thicc. I'll tell the whole story if people want me to.

>Sup Forums is Random, where everything goes basically

kinda this kinda body?
And go a head

What do you all think of her not looking at me when she answered? I dont know how to read people very well

I solved this but the Sup Forumsfags all argued cause they could not answer it(the answer is 70)

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YOu'd know I'd be really pissed if I made all these sacrifices to become a better person for the one I love, only for them to leave me beacause that wasn't good enough.

I don't think I could ever trust anyone ever again

>not really bi

because you're gay

She's probably thinking about it

Could someone please pray for me?

Wow, thats pretty damn close. She was a little bit chubbier, but almost perfect match. Even have a similar face. Funny enough, i actually met that chick a couple months earlier. She said she needed money and I pretended i would give her money if i fucked her. Got her to send me nudes, but then i told her i didn't have money. Stopped talking to her shortly after.
> A couple months later I message some chick that says she's into League of Legends. I was 19 and she was 22 when this happened.
> Get her summoner name and we start playing and i add her on skype.
> Ask her to send pics of her face and realize it's the same chick.
> Joke around and get her number cause she thinks im cute.
> After a couple weeks of flirting and her sending me nudes and her thinking that I'll be her new boyfriend I got to her house after school. Her house was like an hour away and it turned out to be in a trailer park.
> Turns out she slept on the couch and someone else slept in the bedroom.
> She opened the door and i gave her a hug and we kissed.
> Walked in and saw her half-black 1 year old baby in the crib.
> Didn't care so i just kinda initiated with a crying baby in the room.
> I tore off her clothes and began making out.
> Went down on her and ate her pussy for a couple minutes. Then asked for her to suck my dick but she wouldnt
> Just shoved my dick inside her pussy instead.
Fucked her for a good hour but it wasnt all that enjoyable.
Her pussy was loose from having 2 kids and she just laid there and didn't really help. Turns out she hadn't had sex in a year, so she got tired pretty quickly. Ended up not cumming because sex just wasnt good and didnt like how the kid was staring at us the entire time. Ended up just pretending i got a call from work and left. Played one more game with he after it happened. Insulted her and she joked how I would never get pussy if i acted like that. Told her the sex sucked anyways lol. I feel really bad about it now though.

Except I am mostly attracted to regular girls.

shit

fuck that was hard to read. Not because it's said but because your wife's handwriting fucking sucks

good luck in the dating world, Sup Forumsro

I was an addict for 5 years, and nobody knew but me. Not my family, nor my girlfriend of 6 years. I have been sober for 1 month, and I can not let anyone know of the addiction that I beat. It's been a rough and lonely battle, I can hardly believe that I'm completely clean. I think about getting fucked up and giving up every day.

She was a nice girl and thought we were dating which is why she let me fuck her. I hope she found a nice guy. She ended up deleting my number and off skype and league too.

What were you addicted to?

What does anyone else think? Same conclusion??

Benzos. It took me months to safely taper down and get off without risking having a seizure. The withdrawals were unreal. Hopefully my struggle can give hope to those who don't see any light at the end of the tunnel

>be eu fagg
>work for big company
>they want to promote me
>user we send you to germany
>company branch there
>user you work and learn there for 5 moths
>we gonna pay your stay
>ok.jpg
>3 moths there made some casual buddys with few coworkers from poland
>im east eu fagg
>go out one night drink a lot like real east eu faggs
>meet random russian girl there
>all going well
>go to her place
>she have all kinda fetish shit
>leather handcuffs dildos etc
>i like it rough mmmok.png
>drunk fuck her like mad stick this big ass dildo in her let me anal
>basically we drink more and fuck and drink and fuck
>she put strapone wanna fuck me
>mfw but drunk and horny as fuck agree
>she do it
>not that bad
>go home when we weak up
>she was slim long dark hair small tits but nice small ass pussy was alright but used as fuck
>hang out with her after that
>fucked more
>never let her touch my ass again tho
>best sex i ever had
>but she was into some crazy shit
>go home never seen her again

Keep on trucking nigga

Thanks man. It feels good to talk about on this thread, the only encouragement so far has come from my self and the only pats on the back I've received until now have been from my own two hands.

I have bacterial vaginosis

My girlfriend has lichen planus. She saw a vulvarian specialist and her life is slowly starting to improve. Keep your head up.

Yea it's 70. Kinda middle school level problem solving.

I know I'm about to have a kid, which I'm stoked for, but It's my wife I'm worried for. Shes lazy as fuck, takes terrible care of herself, and I personally think she'd make a shit mother. She's not a bitch, just super neglecting and has no sense of personal accountability (i.e. if she forgets something or loses an item, I'm to blame for not reminding her)

How does she respond when you talk to her about accountability and what having some will do for your future child? Were you two trying or was it a surprise?

Quitting benzos is one of the hardest things a human can do. Doing it alone without blowing up your relationships is admirable. Someday it will be a distant memory.

One time my doctor gave me 10 .5 mg pills and I took .25 twice a day for 10 days straight. When I stopped I felt like shit and wasn't right for at least a month.

I still think .25 mg of xanax and a nice cup of coffee is one of the finest little highs on earth.

Oh FYI I'm not saying this is equivalent or that I was addicted. I have seen it kill some people I know.

Just saying I have experience that makes me appreciate your shit.

You druggy faggot

Well. Almost that day. The day that I'll find out if she was serious with her response, or if it was to just shut me up.

She has the emotional maturity of a child, so any and all criticism is met with tears. We've been together almost 6 years, married for 4 of them. She's the quiet wallflower type, not a princess by any means. However, anytime I've tried to have a calm rational talk about her crap (the filthy and slobbish tendencies especially) I'm met with tearful resistance.

There's no talking to girl who has streams of snot running out of her nose.

I appreciate your support. The withdrawal symptoms were absolutely unreal. Insomnia, nightmares, crawling skin, restless legs, pouring sweat, depression, hopelessness, the list goes on and on. After 3 years I was too scared to stop. Once I started to taper I realized how much I needed it for everyday shit, like work, sleep, family events...

I am a musician and I played huge shows in front of thousands of people as a lead singer & guitarist. Taking xanax gave me extra confidence. My most recent performance just wasn't the same for me. I was extra critical of myself, and that's coming from a huge self critic. I hope my brain will recover soon so I can continue on stage.

I purposely seek out early-mid 20's single moms on dating websites because they are easy to fuck. I seduce then act like I want to be a baby daddy and shit. Then as soon as I get as much pussy as I think I can, I leave them.

This has worked six times so far and I don't think I can stop. Have told nearly all of them I love them when it's an absolute bullshit lie.

Hahaha I laughed out loud to myself when I read the last part

I'm on steroids.

Lost my virginity to a 50yo when i was 19.

How did it start? The xanax I mean.

nah it's 15

Really hoping this is bait

I've been with my girlfriend for 2 months and we haven't had sex yet.

I'm sure the raging hormones right now aren't helping either. I feel what you're saying though, my girlfriend of 6 years is happy to criticize me if she thinks I have room for improvement, but absolutely cannot take any back. One technique that has helped me get through to her is timing. If I catch her in the act of doing something stupid, I calmly approach the action and ask her what she'd say if I did the same. I also do not let the tears dominate the conversation, persevering calmly through snot dripping out of her nose until there is not one more word that can be said. The minute you give up and decide that the conversation isn't worth the tears is when you've lost. Just keep your cool and continue helping her grow, for your future child. Congrats by the way on being a father!

I think I'm a little masochistic

I was coping with my sister's suicide attempts & mother's severe alcoholism without a father around. I was taking care of both of them before myself, I wanted to appear strong for them, which was the end of me.

damn know that feel, had a gf 3 months, actually just nothing, couldnt even call that a relationship

I've been having thoughts about women that I don't understand.

Same

What? How old are you?

what sort of thoughts?

Sometimes when I'm home alone I cross dress in my sister and my mothers clothes

Whenever I attended open house for school I would touch my dick and not wash my hands, everyone I met has touched my dick

Sure thing dude

i was raped at summer camp by a holy nun

Decided 2017 is the year I make my move.
Preparation is everything.
Sun Tsu : Win before the first move is made in the game, and thus, possess the game itself.
It is all about to drop into place.
Nothing stands in our way now.

The die is cast. And our victory is cast in steel.
Nobody will come close for years.
We are 15 to 20yrs ahead of our nearest technical competitor.
Nobody knows this yet.
We haven't published.
We have kept this so quiet.
We may not even be allowed to publish, for who can say for sure.
We are so far ahead, the offerings the other tech companies are presenting seem pitiful and sadly inadequate, antiques before their time, before what is ours.
Their efforts are puny.
Weak. Laughable. Old and obsolete... yet brand new and have cost them dearly.

We are preparing to rule... quietly and totally.
The day is coming.
Our day is coming.
Its day is coming.
I... taste... it.

We will dominate.
We can do nothing but dominate.
They are as nothing compared to what we have. Even the rig in the lab, under test and incomplete, makes anything over in the usa look like an amateur child's joke.

They have no idea how far behind they are... how far ahead we are.
We left them behind two years ago. The breakthroughs came quickly. Tumbling over, one then more, an avalanche of improvements and performance boosts, as the model exceed even our wildest expectations.

We are the future. It belongs to us.
It belongs, in large part, to me.

Have fear. It is coming.
It will ruin your life and your future, your children will likely never have a job, your grandchildren will suffer in its grip. It will reshape the world as you now know it.

And it belongs to me...

Holy shit dude, that's pretty raw

Not sexual thoughts. It's more of a social perspective. Women aren't as good as men. It's men's responsibility to guide and mentor women and when women fail it's men's fault for not instructing them properly. These thoughts are very paternalistic. I also am beginning to see why women see things the way they do. They're proper children. Most men learned how to get along with others because they had "bullshit" beaten out of them as teenagers by other guys. Most women never had that experience and for this reason they never learned why treating people well is essential. Most of them could do with having those noses broken.

This is just the beginning.

Hey can someone answer me? Do you think she's going to leave me?

That's only hot if you are a grill

Can we see a pic?

Are you mentally challenged, Sup Forumsro?
It's 27, ffs

Are you m or f? What happened? Did anyone cum??

i have consensual sex with my adult daughter regularly.

Busted, post-baby pussy is worst pussy

Opiates here luvs. Been like this for last 5 years. Got sober for about a year of that but I was miserable and thought about offing myself every single day. Recently had to switch from roxy to heroin because of money problems and I feel so shit about myself. Always told myself I would never take it this far.

I've always had anger issues, but lately they're just getting out of control. I'm always angry, and the only way I know how to deal with it is to repress it. It's lead me to become angry all the time, silent and ready to lash out at a moments notice, and I really don't know what to do about it.

I really hope this goes well.

Most seem to think that it will. But for some reason I really feel like there is a good chance that it won't happen.

Probably just anxiety and self confidence issues acting up

I found a whole set of my friends girlfriend on Sup Forums. Been fapping to her like crazy, and sometimes hear her moaning as he fucks her.
>Pic related

I post a lot of bullshit in these threads. Things I've never done, or would ever do.
The only true thing I've ever posted here, is admitting that I cheat on my wife constantly. I've no shame in it either.

You're on thin ice with her, from what I can gather

Take up boxing or a martial art.

do i know you?
'blackhole' as code

Both 21

What was your reason?

More

HOLY SHIT

YOU MUST GIVE GREENTEXT THAT STORY, FOR THE LOVE OF GOD...

>How did it start?
>How was your first time?
>how did you carry on your relationship afterwards?
>how does that affect the rest of the family?

No matter how humiliating you might think it will be, just go to a doctor. You'll get some pills and get all cleaned up and be all good, but leaving it untreated can just lead to worse shit.

Here you are

Much respect, user.

this lil cutie is my neighbors youngest and prettiest daughter.
she comes from a very very poor family, my neighbor is a fuck up, she drinks a lot and all the money he earns goes to booze, his wife must work two lame-payed jobs just to get the house running, so the girls (3 of them) are left on their own.
they go to school whenever they want, they do whatever they want, they don't have any authority in life.
the youngest one caught my attention when she was at my place several times to play with my puppies that i was giving away for free.
since then i called her to come and play with them whenever i saw her passing by.
i was always there for her, we talked, played, joking around and jokes where usually with sexual innuendo.
i noticed she liked that like every girl her age, and that was the point.
after some time she started opening to me, how she lives hard and they don't have the money.
so i started giving her money like a gesture, very small ammounts so she can't say no if i am very pushy.
after some time i started buying her some stuff.
clothes, some things for school, so we became a very good friends but she always kept it low cuz i am 39 which is just two years younger than her father.
she started coming to my place more often and since she hit the puberty i was the one supporting her to embrace the bad girl inside she was.
i bought some booze several times,and told her that we can do this whenever she wants but only two of us alone, cuz that way she will be more up in front of the kids her age.
i bought her cigs she started smoking. i am a smoker to so we just sat there, drank some beer and smoked a whole pack for the night.
it was the coolest thing for her.
and every time she was a little drunk i was able to turn the party on the playing and fun side.
so we would tickle, wrestle and do stuff like that, where i could touch her and feel her body.
after several times she noticed what i was doing but played along..........

Nude or revealing shit?

Thanks for answering

I'm looking into that, but where i live has little in the ways of boxing.

my teens and 20's. Cut alcohol and drugs and start powerlifting. Constantly challenge your limits and you'll find you are the tired-kinda-chill most of the time. It also instills a sense of power and self-worth, which goes a country mile for repressed anger.

Are you me

Jon?

I actually do lift like a motherfucker, have been for the past year and a half. Been running like crazy for even longer.

......cuz every now and then she took some money from me i guess her thoughts were "well i can return in some sort and he is a good friend"
exactly my intention.
after some time i started touching her more often, even when she is not drunk, and i saw she wasn't into it at all so i told her while hugging her to put a hand in my back pocked.
she did and found a phone i bought for her.
the smile and her face was crazy wide and she hugged me strong, so i used the chance to kiss her neck and lick it with my tongue.
now she let me do that too.....
i knew the money can do stuff with her.
my hands were all over her body that night and i didn't go down but played with her nips over her shirt.
since she knew this was nothing that bad, in fact from her breathing i knew she likes it a lot.
after some time i got to her lil puss, and rubbing over pants before letting me dryhump her.
i came in my pants so many times, i took her hand several times and place it on my hard cock while it was hard.... and also after when i cum, just to make her curious and feel my wet junk, and what she is doing to me.
it took me two weeks more with dryhumping and some more money to finally fuck her.......
she has the tightest pussy ever, and apparently i was her first.........

8/10 would poo in her loo

it was just the drugs bro