What do you call wanting to be dead but not wanting to die ?

What do you call wanting to be dead but not wanting to die ?

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>pussying out

My life/paradox

thought so too desu

Depression.

Don't be a faggot, op. Just fucking an hero, but livestream it, yeah?

nah i still wanna do your mom a couple more times before i leave

I want to die so badly but im too pussy to kill myself. I just couldnt do it to my parents and family. Im a worthless fucking loser and not a day goes by that i dont think about wanting to be dead. Im tired of life and the bullshit that surrounds it

be honest, you don't give a single tiny little fuck about them, you're just afraid of the pain and what you could be missing out on

Ooooh shit edgy af. Watch out guys he's got edges so sharp it could cut you.

>af
seems like i'm not the only one who should an hero here, millenial filth

What do you call wanting to die but not wanting to kill oneself ?

The act of killing yourself is inherently selfish and the truth is i just cant destroy my parents lives like that. As much as i hate life and the daily struggles, im apparently destined to be on this earth for a long time. Why do we even exist if life is pure shit. The world we live in isnt natural. We arent meant to live like a bunch of herded sheep.

well excusez-moi then

Why do you view selfishness as such a heinous act ?

Just fucking do it, bitch. It'll be entertaining for the rest of us. If you're not gonna do it, then move the fuck on. Sitting around and wishing you were dead won't do you any good and whining to Sup Forums won't help either unless you're gonna quit being a bitch and livestream it to cure our boredom for 5 minutes.

Depression

wanting to sleep?

Apathy

>whining
motherfucker all i did was ask a question sit the fuck down and stop smashing the keyboard with your fucking asshole jesus fuck

adolescence

I don't give a fuck about your question I want you to an hero or get the fuck out. Make up your mind about your life.

seriously fuck off already said i'm not gonna an hero piece of shit and i swear if i were to do it i'd spend my life looking for you so i could see you take your last breath with your eyes red begging me to let you live you fuck

Oh shit, bro. Don't kill me. plox no omg. I don't want to die. What ever will I do?

that's just a low level of suicidal ideation. thinking about it but not currently interested in actually putting together any kind of plan or have any intent to make a plan in future. Sort of passive death wish.

When I was in therapy (i have a few mental illnesses) I talked about this and pdoc seemed to take it pretty seriously. I guess sometimes people with this light suicidal ideation may refuse to take life saving measures when in life threatening situation.

easy on the edge there, son.

you where thinking.

If you think about something for too long u think that that illusion is real.

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that conditioned thinking (u didn't put it there. u didn't design it. is it perfectly objective and rational?), it can influence ur behaviour!!!

so try to find the gap between the thoughts. and just be present with what you can experience in the moment. Relax. just be with the moment.

You are the thing that watches the thoughts come into your consciousness. if u get attached to one which is suicidal u can keep being absorbed in them and u keep thinking it but if u suddenly got shocked by something dangerous and u had to run away u'd stop and just do it.

so stop and try to find the gap between the thoughts.

then take little bits of time. to think. about how can i think about, and how can i... get out of these crisies so that I can be in a place that is just meeting my needs in a simple (not pathalogical, or dependant) way?

That's what i'm asking too, took you long enough to be on the same page

It's called life.

you call it being edgy.

...sauce?...

>samefag
Op listen to me. I get that you need to vent, but you're honestly wasting your time living in limbo. If you have a death wish, use it to your advantage. Go do something exhilarating. Life is only shit if you let it be shit and you're letting it be shit. Go talk to that girl if life is a game to you. Go do donuts in a parking lot and drag race if you're not afraid to die. Go party and have the time of your life, but don't sit around and just wish you were dead.

that voice... must have took a lifetime of smoking

IIRC it's messyangel.com/

Tf is that picture? Give sauce

contradicting

Thank you kindly.

life

fear to the unknown

you know i deleted what i wrote like 5x before posting this message. You kind of have a point actually...

Apathy

I'd probably just end up raping and robbing tho since I've always abided by the law, something like a reverse michael jackson

Here's some porn. This is what life has in store for you. Yes, this is Uldouz.