I'm a man of my word. I'll be dumping chapter 1-3, plus 4 and 4.5 tonight.
For those of you who are living under a rock, I wrote a greentext story a few weeks ago that a lot of you guys have enjoyed. Its about my high school crush, who is also a lesbian. Originally I wrote it in exchange for a doctor's note, but you keep asking for the rest so I'll dump.
Just make sure to bump the thread and if you have anything you wanna ask, I'll answer. HERE WE GO
>So back in highschool when i was 16 year old underage ban, I joined my theatre program in my school since i heard there were dozens of girls thirsty for the D(which was true, due to the influx of gays which left an overstock of pussy). I join and become friends with a lesbian, lets call her M(she’s not the focus, her girlfriend is). >I hit it off with M, a les who’s short with the fattest booty this side of the Mississipi and eyes the same color of Walter White’s meth. >Very talented singer and actress, but a bit too much of a feminazi for me. >Meet her gf through theatre. Tall, curvy, blonde. Perfect smile, pefect body, also had a big ol booty. 10/10 dick daimond on first glance >hit it off with GF, gonna refer to her as D from now on (no homo) >D and I both 16, have a lot in common (like all these stories go). We start hanging out outside of school and she’s lowkey flirty with me >hella dumb beta male, never notice until later >M starts noticing, starts getting hella jealous
Connor Carter
>At the same time all of this is happening, we’re getting ready for my first big show/the biggest show my school has put on >D ends up dying her hair black to fit her character >HNNNNNNNG.jpg >Out of pure fucking luck, D ends up being my main dance partner for one of the routines >MOAR FUCKING HNNNNNG >P.s at this point, im a relatively attractive guy, like 7/10 but i am bony as fuck and D thinks i can’t lift her for one of the routines >lift her on first try, she’s impressed and compliments me >DICK IS PURE UNREFINED COAL
Lincoln Jones
>D and I grow even closer as we spend tons of time rehearsing our dance >rehearsals are daily and as opening night gets closer, we start doing weekend rehearsals which means an extra 4 hours of us all up on each other >also means me SEEING DAT GOSH DARN BOOTY IN SWEATPANTS >blah blah blah skip to opening night >D is super nervous, so the whole time we’re backstage im trying to calm her down >“Trust me D, we’ve got this” >“…but I don’t know user, what if I mess up?” >“uh no, you wont. at all. You’re great at this. believe in the me that believes in you” >RARA FIGHT DA POWAH >our routine goes ABSOLUTELY FUCKING PERFECT >We go backstage, hug, and I can still feel her shaking from the nerves. Honestly, she was so warm and it felt nice that i could comfort her a bit >She starts calming down >“…thanks, user :)” >I smile back at her and leave my hand on her back while she’s still pretty close to me. >M comes walking and sees us from the other side of the stage and sees us >pure rage in her eyes
Alexander Flores
>M: “ummm user, why is your hand there?” in a tone so condescending I would’ve slapped her if I wasn’t so hard from how I killed that routine >D:“ don’t worry about it. He was just being there for me, so don’t get pissed” >M rolls her eyes like they we’re on fucking ecstacy >I turn away and let my face twist into a smile so wicked, it should be a spongebob meme >D defened me >IknowWhatIMustDo.jpg >blah blah blah show goes great. I end up sticking with theatre because i’m crushing on D, even though her and M are still together >D and I start hanging out more, she starts telling me about their relationship problems and how M is jealous of me for no reason >“no reason” >time skip: couple months. M & D finally break up. >Introduce character D’s dyke best friend, V >V fucking hates me, a common trait that all of D’s girlfriends have, including her current gf (blatent foreshadow. I’ll explain the juicy bits later) >at this point, D and I are texting each other on a daily basis. Flirty texts, still don’t realize D is interested >V and D start getting really close. I start getting left out more and more >I dont notice as much since I start dating this other theatre girl >Also tall and blonde, well call her A. she’s german with perfect legs (in case you haven’t noticed, tall blondes are my type) >D and V start dating. D and I start hanging out less and less >feels, but I was focused on graduating and my gf >Graduate at 17 with honors as a thespian funny enough, still together with A as I start at a pretty good university nearby
Caleb Adams
sorry user. I usually like this type of stuff but the way you write made me bored. I had to stop and tell you.
Christian Walker
You're back Sick kun! How're you bro? Been waiting for this new chapter
Cooper Turner
>D and I still talk often, just not daily. We both have our gf’s >I end up breaking up with A after finding out she cheated on me with another guy in the department and lied to me about it. >heartbroken >D hears about it and texts me. I tell her. She’s pissed >“user, i would never treat you like that… you’re don’t deserve that. I wanna beat A’s ass so bad right now” >boner >D and I start talking everyday now….She starts telling me about how hard things are getting between her and fucking dyking V >D and I start getting close again, hanging out all the time, texting daily, all that shit >one day D asks me “hey user….um…would you ever want to shower with anyone else…like maybe me?” >she knows I have the biggest fucking shower fetish( hot water running down a girl’s body turns me on) ever >“YES” >YES YES YES YES YES YES >we start talking shit about all the things we would do to each other (we’ve had convos like this before, but I skipped them as not to bore) >“I’d love for you to squeeze my butt while you cleaned me user” >“so…how big is your ummm…."thing” user?“ >” honey dripping all over me? how’re you gonna clean that? please tell me more user" >“lol that sounds so hot user ;) lets plan it out. well im going to bed, goodnight at this point my cock had torn through my boxers and was now pulsating like a fucking star >balls bluer than Papa smurf teabagging Grover >spend rest of the night planning out this fantasy we wrote. fuck, im too boner to sleep
Blake Davis
samefag, no one cares about this bozo.
Christian Gonzalez
Sick-kun: I'm doing good, just been enjoying the holidays and what not. Haha glad you like it, I'll dump it after the first 3 chapters. I'll also be dumping 5 next week
Mason Jenkins
>THE DAY FINALLY FUCKING COMES >sunday afternoon, my parents leave me alone in the house since they have to go to some friend’s party >Notice the opportunity, immediately text D >“hey you wanna finally try that shower thing we were talking about?” >She’s reluctant at first…but says yes and decides to come over >DID I MENTION HER AND V ARE STILL TOGETHER HAHAHAHAHA. FUCK V, THAT DAFT CUNT >she comes over. I am pure fucking spaghetti over the fact that the girl ive been crushing on for nearly 2 years is in my house ready to shower with me >she was also pure spaghett. Its adorable, but I realize quickly this is going nowhere >I make us gin and juice to loosen up a little and we start playing strip poker. >Snoop dogg smiles in the distance. >STILL SO SPAGHETTI. I end up losing while she’s still in her bra and work pants. >too pussy to show dick then. Take off shorts for a second while she isnt noticing and put them back on >wtf was i thinking???? >we end the game and we’re both a little tipsy. I finally get the courage to ask >“so D, wanna come shower with me?”
Isaac Collins
>the most sheepish “sure” falls from her lips >my boner is about to destroy the only thing I was wearing at this point, these fucking grey shorts >I grab her hand and lead her up the stairs >We make it up to my parent’s bathroom( remodeled and nice as fuck. Built in jacuzzi tube, seperate shower, tile floor, the whole 9) >We’re still obviously nervous around each other. I haven’t mentioned this before but I’m pretty sure this is the first time she’s ever gone this far with a guy >Just the thought of being so close to tasting this forbidden fruit and all the erotic thoughts of what could happen have got me harder than a resident evil puzzle >“ So…um D, are you ready?” >“Yeah…but em, haha what’s that?” she says, pointing directly at my hard on >I HAVE BECOME SPAGHETTI INCARNATE. I had forgotten that since I lost at strip poker, I never put my underwear on, which means nothing is restraining this erection. >Try to play it off as cool as possible. >“lol sorry, just the thought of having you D…has got me this” >“lol user, don’t worry. I just didn’t think I’d turn you on like that…” >Hearing this, my boner boner grew 10 times the size of the Grinche’s heart. >“Im still…umm, a little shy about getting naked around you user"she says this, hesitating a bit >"How about I get the shower going and step in. get undressed and join me when you’re done?” I say (my dick is speaking for me at this point)
Daniel Young
There's an art to greentext, and it's to keep it short and get to the damn point.
Carter Scott
okay fag you always act this new whenever someone posts OC and someone else likes it?
William Hall
>I turn on the shower and try not to cum from the fact that D is getting naked out of eye’s reach. >try to center my chakra. A leveled head is one which doesn’t come within a minute >I hear D walking towards the shower and see her (so you can get a better idea: parents bathroom has one of those shower surrounded in tile besides the door leading to it, which is made of steel and glass) >I turn and look at her, her body oozing pure perfection. >She was still shy, but now naked and it was worth every bit of time I spent waiting >Her legs were so perfect, creamy and soft. It almost looked a like a sin the way they ran so perfectly to her thicker thighs. Even then, she looked like an angel standing before me, with every curve slowly being accentuated by the water that dripped off my body onto hers >And, of course, in D fashion, she was still shy and covering her boobs with her left hand. >“haha D, are you serious?” I said, making it obvious I saw her trying to cover up >“Oh shut up, user!” she said teasingly. just the way she said it gave me enough courage to lean for the kiss >PERFECT >We start making out and I pull her closer to me. Our kisses quickly grow more passionate while the shower head drenched our bodies in water
>Background: at this point in the story, I had lost my virginity to my ex girlfriend, A. I kinda knew how to handle sexual situations so instinct started to take over with D >My tongue is rolling against D’s and I’m just trying not to lose myself to lust so quick (hooking up with a lesbian: nightmare mode) >My body just starts moving on its own. My hands reach for D’s ass for leverage and i pull her closer, my dick now rubbing agianst her thighs. >I put my weight against the tile walls. I knew if i didnt get some sort of leverage in this situation my knees would turn to jelly. >I start sucking on D’s lower lip and I hear her breathing heavier. >This becomes even more evident when I feel her hand running up and down my chest. >I know she’s trying to work her way towards my D (haha), I just need to lead her the rest of the way >I start kissing her neck (i was taught proper form at a young age, so I like to think I’m pretty top tier) >My lips start pressing across her neck, each time using a bit of tongue. >Her breathing gets a bit heavier, so I turn it up. I let my tongue draw circles in the most sensitives spots. > SUPER EFFECTIVE >P.S my mind is nearly numb from lust at this point >my mind is on autopilot, my dick is fighting for full control >My finger start rubbing up and down her thighs while I never miss a beat with her neck. >She’s really feeling it
>Her hands reach lower…until they’re running down my abs…then they reach lower… >its almost as if I can hear her smile when she gripped the base of my cock >the second I feel her soft hands against the hardest part of my body…he know’s he almost has full control >She starts to stroke my solid snake >I’ve fucking lost it >I push her up against the wall and her hazel eyes look back at me with surprise as I slip my tongue back in her mouth. >Her heaving breathing has now turned into moaning. >While she’s still playing with my cock, my fingers inch towards her pussy. >I’m right by her clit, yet run my fingers around it. I want to tease as much as i can >her moans are getting higher and higher in pitch >All i can see is her and the color red, my need for her is regulating how long itt'l take for me to come >(it takes a lot for me to ever get to the point of being enthralled in lust, even now at 22) >I pull my tongue away from her for a second and we both stare into each others eyes >My head gets closer to her, we’re both breathing heavy at this point. >My nose is right against her’s, never breaking eye contact. >I slip my finger in her pussy >She starts moaning into my ear and its only fueling me >My fingers start rubbing her clit, her lips, and slip inside her every so often >she’s so fucking wet
>the entire time, she’s never stopped stroking me. It started so slow, but now from all the heat, it’s picked up and i honestly don’t know how i haven’t came at this point >I start fingering her faster, her moans are getting more consistent and louder with each movement >I cant fucking stand it, I push her hand away and slip my dick right between her thighs >she lets out the sexiest moan ive ever heard >I start thrusting between her thighs, the midsection of cock rubbing right up against her pussy >after the first few thrusts, she grabbed my chin and was ready to open mouth kiss me >as she got closer, i slipped the same fingers I was using to play with her pussy right into her mouth >MFW she sucked them clean >HNNNNNNNG >CALL ME TEASELORD >Her tongue was still wrapped around my fingers as i pulled them out >I couldn’t do anything but watch in awe, until lust came back and I shoved my tongue inter her mouth, using every make out jutsu i knew >My thrusts, which started out slow, grew faster with every tongue rotation >Her lips kept on pressing against mine, her breath resting against my upper lip and cheeks. >I kept on thrusting, not giving a fuck if I came or not. Her pussy was dripping against and all I wanted to do was slip it in. >IM FUCKING DOING IT >I pull away from her lips as we both look down. Her pussy juices clinging to my cock while it throbbed against her thigh >We both looked down, then back into each other’s eyes. I started propping her leg up and she let me, as if giving permission. >Her arm’s were wrapped around my neck >And as I was finally about to slip inside the girl I had wanted for over two years I heard it…..an unfamilair ringing blaring from the bathroom floor >D’s face turned white as she looked towards it >“omg fuck, user” >“What D? what happened?” >“fuck fuck fuck”… she kept on repeating as she looked towards where the sound was coming from
>She pulls away from me >I’m left as basically a confused, horny mush of jello >D jets out of the shower towards her phone and says “I’ve gotta go” >“D wtf are you talking about??” >“Its V… I’ve got to pick her up from work. I knew if I was with you I’d lose track so I set an alarm” >“So.. you’re leaving because of an alarm?”… honestly at this point I was lost and feeling a little heartbroken >not because i didn’t get my nut, or because i spent all this time trying to set up the perfect sex scene…but because when it came down to it, she still choose V over me… end of part 1.
Sick-kun: Chapters are pre-written from past threads. I know people like to keep up so I'm dumping pretty quick so I can get to the new shit without letting this 404, you know?
PART 2: Sick-Kun Chronicles >D and I step out of the shower. She starts getting dressed and my dick is standing at attention >I pretend to start drying myself off from the shower, but im just watching her get dressed. Ive never seen a thong get completely eaten by a butt the way hers did. >I CANT FUCKING HELP IT >before she can even put her pants back on, I slide my boner right between >D lets out a low gasp/ moan, im guessing its from seeing my manhood pop out right under her thighs >D leans back into me, her legs massaging me as she does >shit nigga, even i had to moan when she did that >i grab her hips and start thrusting slow between dem legs. >her moans >mah cawk >HNNNNNNG.JPG
>D is really feeling it (SMASH 4 REFERENCE) >She's massaging the head of dick while I'm thrusting more and more. >I'm doing my best to not fucking nut all over her without finally receiving the holy grail >"D....I want you so bad" >"user..." >"D...I want you on the floor right now...I need to taste you.." >"user...we can't...." she says between moans >"Please D..." I can literally feel her dripping through her panties onto me. I honestly don't know how 18 year old me didn't cum at this point >"user...." and before she can even fucking say anything more, her phone rings again. >ITS NOT A FUCKING ALARM, ITS FUCKING V CALLING HER LIKE THE COCKBLOCKING CUNT SHE IS. AHHH FUCK MAN I HATE V >I grab her by the hand and lead her to my room >I'm completely naked still, the only thing even covering me is a false sense of courage >D btw at this point worked for an upscale restaurant as a server (she's really pretty, so she banks from tips). >She was dressed in black pants and a black dress shirt and I swear, I still wanted her just as much as if she was naked >Instead of us going down the stairs, I lead her to my room
Heaven's trips request it, you shall receive >I'm too harded, I knew i wouldn't ever forgive myself if i let her just walk out of my house after everything that's happened >"user, where are we going lol?" >"you'll see" I say through a smile as I walk D into my room for the first time >She steps into my room and looks around, just taking it in >my room is plain af. Queen size bed(I'm 6'2 so i needed it), matching dresser, night stand, Tv and my 360. My walls are soft blue, for the sake of your perverted imagination >"user, what are...." >Before she can say anything else, I push her against the walk and I kiss her >her breathing grows heavy again as I start lifting her leg up so i can press myself against her >Her tongue slips into my mouth and I immediately pull and suck on it >My tongue starts massaging hers and I only pull away so I can bite her bottom lip >Once I hear her moan, I start kissing her neck >"user...please, we've got to stop...." >I can tell she's getting hot again >I whisper her name into her name and lift her up, her butts resting on Solid snake and her legs are wrapped aroud me >I walk her to my bed and lay her down and Im now resting on top of her while we're still making out >We keep on making out and its getting more intense as the minutes go on >She starts grinding her hips against my dick and the feeling was only comparable to winning the lottery >I roll over so she's completle on top of me, her hair falling down onto my face. It smelled like childhood crushes and strawberrys
>PLEASE DON'T FALL INTO FULL LUST MODE. >IM TRYING MY BEST BUT IM ALSO NOT TRYING TO DIE FROM SENSORY OVERLOAD >Her hand starts exploring down my frame >It creeps lower and lower and I'm so afraid i might cum from pure anticipation >She pulls away from me for a second. All I could think was "NOOOO, she's leaving" >Her hazel eyes are staring so deep into mine and I start getting lost in them. Every bit of her stare was so warm and inviting, she couldve asked me to anything and I would've without hesitation >Her lips lift into a smile and I feel her fingers wrap right around the base of my dick >She starts playing with dick again and I couldve died at that very moment and have been happy >I didnt mention, but i could tell her it was her first time from her grip and how clumsy the handjob was, but shit its still my favorite hj to this day >She starts slow, still looking me in the eyes. i can tell she's teasing me >I lean my head back and let out a breath(more of a self-esteem boost for her so she thinks her first handjob is godlike) >The second I do, I feel her free hand pull my face to hers. >The moment I feel her tongue, her grip gets tighter and her rhythm starts getting faster
OP is being an attentionwhoring faggot. Pretty obvious what it's about.
Jaxson Nelson
>I'm trying my best not to lose myself, but holy shit, this entire moment is so sureal and carnal >Her hand keeps on stroking me at the same pace, but now I can feel her rubbing her pussy against me through her pants. >HOLY FUCK >I'm losing myself to lust again and I DONT GIVE A FUCK >I roll her off me so shes laying on her back.I'm mounting her and solid snake is still rubbing up against her box >! >I lift her shirt and bra and immediately start sucking on her tits. to this day im still in love with her boobs, she's a smaller b cup but her nipples are blond(i guess that would be the way to describe it, they arent pick. Dirty pillows?) and its so satisfying when I'm sucking on them >She's moaning so loud >I havent stopped thrusting against her pussy >My dick is literally drenching her black pants in precum >Im dying to taste her >All I can think about is how delicious she must taste right now and I want every bit of wetness against my tongue
Tyler Ortiz
>I start kissing her neck and working my way down. >I stop at her belly button, which is pierced, and start running my tongue against it >She's fucking loving it and arches her back against my bed >I grab her hips for leverage and pull her closer. >My tongue is rolling against her stomach and I'm doing it painfully slow, just to torture her for all the times she the same to me before >My hands start working on the button on her pants >I honestly would've ripped them off at this point >She notices and pulls my head closer to her pussy as I start taking her pants off >She's only in her thong (sidenote: if D wasn't cute enough, she was wearing a thong with a lightbuld on it that said "turn me on". She knew) >I'm finger reach into the lace of the thong and as they start sliding off...D's phone rings >its fucking V
Anthony Howard
I see that,but OP is actually delivering for once. Dont get why theres all this spamming
Carter Morris
anyone who thinks this is sick-kun is retarded
Lucas King
>D immediately pushes me off and answers the phone. I guess she was so into it she lost track of time and her responsibilities hit her back all at once. >I can hear V screaming at D over the phone and D face turns from one of pure ecstacy tojust sadness... >My heart starts to sink...I can't stand seeing her upset. >D is getting bitched out by V and I see her expression grow more depressed as the phone call goes on >I hate those types of situations, when you someone is getting awful news on the phone. I never know how to consol someone like that. Should I hold them? Do I draw their attention back to me (which feels so selfish to me)? Or do I just wait, since I know their detached from everything accept the voice in their ear >D finally hangs up >"user....I'm sorry....i really need to go" >Her voice is so faint, if she wasn't the only sound in the room, I wouldn't have heard her. >She's holding back tears... >I dont know what to do. My boner is dead, I'm still naked, and I'm furious at V for being the cunt stupid bitch she is... >I just embrace D out of insinct >She pulls me so tight and shes still so warm
>my selfish thoughts of wanting to fuck dissipate for a half-second and only what I can assume she's going through hits me all at once: >She just hooked up with one of her closest friends who's a guy...the gender she swore off years ago. If her conscious wasn't the only thing telling her no, now her psycho cunt longterm girlfriend called, pretty much signifying how wrong everything we were doing was. >I wrestle with the thoughts of how confused she must be since her being a lesbian has a part of her identity...plus the guilt of knowing what she's done... >I let go of her and let my nose run down along hers. I kiss her. Not with sexual intent, but just so maybe I can get across that I'm here for her. >She kisses me back >I get dressed and I walk her downstairs >D is looking down the whole time >She walks ahead of me to unlock the door >I can't see her like this >As she opens it, I pull the handle closed and pull her to me >I lock my fingers between hers and I kiss her >"D....please come back to me" >She smiles...her eyes still wattery... and says >"I will" end of chapter 2.
Chapter 3 >After the event of chapter 2, D and I slowly start growing more distant between each other >We have each other on social media, so I still see she's with V, which pisses me off >At this point I've gotten really strong feelings for D and I spend a lot of time thinking about how much better I'd be for her than V >I still flirt with D, but her replies slowly grow more stale as time goes on >Again, I barely see her anymore, which just pisses me off even more since I try putting in an effort to her >Since chapter 2, I'd only seen her twice in a 5 month period, one of those being my birthday, where she was only able to stay for half an hour >I realize she's made her choice, but I'm still trying to convince myself I have a chance >We're texting each other as usual, conversation as dry as a white person's unseasoned chicken >"D, why don't we see each other anymore?" >"user....you know I'm always so busy with work, it's hard for us to see each other" >"But D, you know I ask you all the time if you'd like to hang out on your days off?" >"user...you know on my days off im too tired to want to go out" >"Oh yeah...you know I just want to see you, right?" >"lol user, aren't you with your friends right now?" >"Honestly, I rather see you" >here comes the punchline >"oh haha user" >...."oh haha"....
Sick-kun: haha I get this all the time Sup Forumsro, don't be so butthurt.
Yes the persona is gay as fuck and I fucking hated tripfags. I had to pick a name so people know its me when i post new parts of the story OR so its easier for them to find the thread archives.
>he thinks this as acceptable rationalization for being cancer
Austin Kelly
>for months I tried to stay optimistic, but every conversation we had regarding "us" more or less ended like the last one >I start getting fed up over it, but for a while I don't do anything, knowing im too caught up in my feelings for her >I try for months just to see her, so that maybe if we see each other in person, her feelings for me would just come flooding back >PUREOPTIMISM.JPEG >Not once was I able to see her >after all this time, my hopefullness was finally wearing thin >My conversations with her are just dry and bitter remnants of what they used to be >all my close friends are telling me im wasting my time, I should be talking to other girls >"She's a lesbian dude, what'd you expect?" >Finally, I decide to just do it, and I stop texting her >She didn't text me back either...which hurt a bit more...but at that point I just wanted to get over her >"If she doesn't care, why the fuck should I?" >about 1-2 years go by without us ever talking to each other. We still have each other on facebook, we still watch each other's snapchats and see each other's twitter pages, we just don't talk >My friend's knew what happened, never really asked about her since they knew I was hurting a bit >Heard from the grape vine that her friend's were asking about me. Even though a lot of them are gay, they still always thought D and I looked cute together(her coworkers/my coworkers thought we were dating whenever they would see us out) remember to bump the thread, you gays
>time skip: during the time D and I hadn't spoke, I ended up getting into other relationships, the biggest being with ex girlfriend M(important to the story). M and I date for 7 months and we fall completely for each other, but sadly, we were dating long distance and the relationship crumbled. >Was completely heartbroken over it, to the point that I decided to make drastic life changes: taught myself to cook, became vegetarian, started working on music again, started focusing more on my own career. In the process, i lost a good amount of weight and got published in my first magezine. The biggest thing I did though...was deciding to let go of old grudges and forgive some people from my past who hurt me(FORESHADOWING) >Also during the time D and I were'nt speaking, she had broken up with V. She started dating this new chick(lets call her S....oh yeah, she also hates my fucking guts). Things get serious between them and they move in together after D's parents move to Georgia. >Things are pretty serious between them, I really only found out any of this info from her snapchat and social media. >So a few months have gone by since M and I ended and I finally start feeling more emotionally stable...well atleast stable enough and confident in how I am to do what I did next >I texted D, after not talking to her for nearly 2 years >"Hey D, how're you?" >"....user, you're actually texting me?" >This took me aback, since I had 0 context for wtf she could mean >"yeah lol. You came to mind and I wanted to talk. Why wouldn't I text you?" >"ummm lol, we just haven't spoken to each other in so long...to be honest, I thought you hated me"
>reading ^ that now breaks my heart a little, but at the time I was just as surprised >"D, I never hated you (I was mad at D, but I didn't hate her). I just stopped talking to you since I felt you we're pushing me away" >"Yeah, I'm so sorry user. I was pushing you away. I knew how you felt for me and I didn't know what to do, I didn't want to hurt your feelings..." >"Not talking to me is better? lol" >"I'm sorry...at the time i thought it was right. It wasn't, but I didn't think you'd leave" >At the time this happened, I wasn't still in love with her. My feelings and intentions for texting were just this: I wanted to have her friendship back in my life without wanting her the way I did before. The way I had acted previously was selfish and i let our friendship end just because she wouldn't reciprocate my feelings. >blah blah blah...nah fuck that. I care about this girl genuinely...or atleast I did...so much that I keep on fighting to have her back in my life. I just want to do it right this time >"I'm sorry too, D. I was...I was being too selfish with you too. How about we just leave all that in the past and start over, okay?" >"okay :)" >THE END nah jk fags.
Michael Myers
>Things between D and I start off slow, we basically catch up on everything >"user, I saw you were dating that pretty blonde girl? you guys broke up?" >"Yeah user, I'm living together with my partner now. We've been together for a bit(over a year, don't know specifics, don't care to ask)" >"Yeah, I got laid off my old job user. I'm working at this new restaurant(which is conviently 10 min from my house. Not like it matters) >"Wow user, you've done all that in this time. I'm really happy for you :)" >"lol user...btw, whats your schedule like? would you wanna hang out sometime soon?" >my natural instinct would be to HNNNNNNG....but...nah. no hnng. Not even a little one...I just don't get excited >I don't want to get excited all over again over nothing....
>As if out of habit, we talk more often. Not daily like before, but still a few times a week >Honestly, it felt nice, like remebering a warm dream. Seeing her texts makes me smile more often than i'd admit and we even ended up hanging out a week after she texted me >We would've hung out sooner but I'm the one pretending to be busy now >"Sorry D, I have class all day today" >"Sorry D, I made plans already, you should've told me sooner!" >"Sorry D, I'm working on some personal projects today, is any other day okay with you?" >I hate to admit it, but the breakup with M left me a pretty emotionally numb. That coupled with the fact I was feeling alone from not having anything substantial since M...it just left me as a carefree husk. > we finally hangout and I'm expecting all this awkwardness and emotional clutter to come between us but...no. Not a single bit of awkwardness. We hung out and we laughed and joked and played around as if nothing ever seperated us. >"lol whatever, everybody has a good day. I'm not going to see her for like half a year since shes always so busy" is what I thought to myself. >She starts texting me everyday >FUCK >I usually reply, but from getting used to being alone and being emo and not caring about shit: I'll end up not texting her back for hours at a time or just not at all >Happens every so often, but she's in a relationship so why should she even want to be talking to me? >One night I end up going out with some friends to have some drinks and hang out >Don't realize it but D had texted me early in the afternoon...i never even replied >Get home around 1 a.m, pretty drunk. >As I layed on my couch i felt my phone vibrate... >D had texted me something she's never said to me before... >"user...I hate you"
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>Maybe it was the booze >Maybe it was me being tired of feeling like I was better off alone >Maybe I just didn't want to pretend like she didn't make me as happy as she did >Maybe it was me wrestling to admit that I still felt the same as I did when we first met >But I replied >"Please don't say that D. You know how much I care about you" >As if the way I was acting lately even showed that >"user, you hate me. I know i used to do the same thing to you, but please don't treat me like this" >"I'm not doing this to spite you D, I'm always just busy you know" >"Please user, I dont want you to hate me. You're the only real friend I have left" >My head falls into my hands as I read that text, my phone sitting on my lap. >and i just layed there, on my couch, marinating of every drop of feeling like a piece of shit
Logan Brown
>I apologize to her and just sit and think >I'm just as fucking selfish as I've ever been >I ask her what she means by "only real friend left" >She starts telling me how all her fake friends started slowly leaving her life after high school. Her close friends (a lot of which who I'm close to) moved. All she has here is her partner...and now me >We start talking about our past...her change of feelings for me...the whole nine yards(just going to leave in the important parts) >We talk it all through, from our past feelings for each other to the hardships. We even talked about our chemistry and how strong it is between us. >Its gay af, but I definitely said something along the lines of "you know everytime we even look at each other, we feel something" >cringe.mp3 >shit well tbh, even now I still feel a spark everytime D and I look at each other >We spend a good amount of the night with the back and forths, until she finally falls asleep and I basically pass out. >I wake up the next day, looked at my phone, and smiled >"Morning user :)"
Jonathan Kelly
>he doesn't know how questions are formed >he assumes anyone who dislikes what he likes must like what he dislikes You're too stupid to be on my site.
