How much of a degenarade am I Sup Forums ?

How much of a degenarade am I Sup Forums ?
I lost my anal virginity to a 60 years old man when I was sixteen and I have sucked his dick several times before. When I turned 15 i stopped playing with my dick and only anal play. Im 19 now i havent fucked or kissed a girl yet but I have swalloed semen from this 60years guy and I was abused by him several times. Should I try to get a girlfriend or kill my self?

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Did you enjoy being with the 60 year old man at all? How'd it happen?

An hero

>19
i am disappoint

Kill yourself

Faggot

Jesus thats a trip to a mental hospital in the making. Get that fucker arrested for grooming you and get a gf or bf, whatever your actually into.

I made an registration in an online dating site to hook up with men, this guy was the first to earn my trust and was pretty chill. Fastforward to when he started fucking me every weekend or so he secretly snapped pictures of me sucking him and when I had to travel for 2 weeks he tried to blackmail me. He said that he wants to fuck me everytime he wants to or he releases the pictures. He found out my real name and sometimes fucked me with several of his friends.

That's kinda hot. Care to go into details into how it went down? Was he aggressive/dominant?

Try and get a gf if you really want. That's entirely up to you my man. Just start slow and eventually everything will feel normal but it'll take time to feel comfortable again

>average "traps are not gay" subhuman

He was agressive only so much that he wont make me run away. He was gentle and carring at the begining tho. The first meeting was in his car and when I got in he said lets drive somewhere where people would not see us. He drove to some odd place up the mountain took a piss while looking at me. Then he said do you want me to suck you off or you will start. I was so horny at that moment so i straight went into sucking him of, he came quickly i swalloed all and told him where to drop me off.

are you bisexual?

As much as it may have been against your will, did you enjoy getting gang banged? How'd that go down?

I find some girls attractive but havent fucked one yet so Im a faggot for now

It didnt hurt like physical pain but I was forced to do things to old gross people against my will. I like to get fucked if that is what you are asking.

You are fine young man. Just do what u want

What things were you forced to do? I'm detail pls

OP I'm just like you and I love every minute of it

Have you considered that you might be gay?

Greentext

I cheated on my ex (she never found out) with about 35 escorts or Asian masseuses. Likewise, I also had sex with about 5 other non-escort girls.

Recently, I have been selling myself to wealthy gay men. Pay is meh, but I'm there for the experience more or less. Some have proven to be very good resources.

Show us that slut ass

>faggot for now
>for now

You're either bi or gay... indefinitely.

Not much to a greentext
>Started young on a online hookup site
>Sucking and getting fucked in parking lots and gloryholes and forests and truck stops
>Met a 70 year old man who took me in as his "son"
>Turns out he was pretty wealth
>We go to orgys and what not
>Essentially now we just travel a lot and fuck people and relax

It's not a bad life I've been with him for 5 years now. Not sure if I'm in his will or not but he doesn't have family so here's hopinh

Like lick his balls while taking a piss. Licking his ass, sucking him in front of his friends and while he drives etc.

Jesus Christ

What you need is to get some serious help OP

Talk to a psychiatrist

I want to have some reletions with a girl but since I have done only gay things Im mostly gay

Wow he really made you his bitch. I wish thatd happen to me!
What would happen when his friends were there? Were you passed around? Did he ever make you wear panties?

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You could get him and his friends thrown to jail. You seem to enjoy being his whore too much to.get him jailed

Try and find a girl that wants to fuck and tell her you're mostly gay but don't know for sure. Be honest and I'm sure she'd understand and go slow for you!

I was passed around but he didnt want me to wear panties. All he wanted was my ass to be baby clean my body hair removed perfectly and to be naked when im in the car or in his apartament.

Are you still being blackmailed now?

Did he ever tie you down?

If you look like the dude in that pic I'd fuck you every day and night

No he got bored of me and he didnt tie me it wasnt that abusive but just imagine old men with strange smell who point dicks at your face laugh grin and fuck you. I admit i enjoyed the fucking but sucking their dicks realy made me want to throw up they all looked strange (their dicks) and smelled strange

Hah im 67kg 189cm high light brown hair green/gray eyes and pale skin

You're a total anal whore and your boyfriends bitch to boot
Faggit

Is this you OP?

Thanks I already knew that have a nice day annon

Yeah okay I get why it was a bad experience then. That sounds fucking gross. Kinda hot if not for the smelly part.

Just go slow with women and if you don't like them then you're probably gay

A little taller and my hair is darker

indeed the smelling part was gross but at least my ass fell full and nice

Sine yall stopped replying have a nice day thanks for the advice

this

what was the horniest moment you experienced?

also could you "paint a picture" of what you look like?

This is a dick of a 60 year old man: