Jesus fucking christ Sup Forums i fucked up bad and now i want to kill myself

jesus fucking christ Sup Forums i fucked up bad and now i want to kill myself


>wife and I have been married for 8 years

>been watching cuck porn for past several months and find it incredibly arousing to me

>finally work up the courage to ask wife to do it before anniversary

>reluctant at first but agrees

>we end up finding a 6’ foot black guy (i have a black bull fantasy)

>comes over and i introduce my wife then we go to the bedroom

>he pushed her on the bed, takes off her panties and starts eating her out

>both enjoying it and so am i

>he then pins her hands over her head and begins kissing her on the neck

>he then begins to penetrate her

>she moaned deeply with lust and satisfaction and at this moment my stomach dropped

>quickly realized that when i was watching cuck porn i wasn’t getting off on being the cuck but rather i was getting off on being the bull

>felt sick but they were already fucking so i sat there and said nothing

>he creams the inside of her pussy and i rushed him out as he was done

>tell my wife to take a shower and didn’t mentioned a word about since

For the past couple of days i keep thinking about the way incident. The way she moaned, the way she grabbed him and looked into his eyes

I can’t stop crying that i let this happen and now i feel like killing myself is the only way out of this

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end it

sanders and hilary peoples army

fucking kill yourself.

KEK

convince her that it might be a good idea to try a ffm... might make up for it?

The most hilarious story on this board RN. But I'm not you.. guess it sucks.

Seriously though just explain how it traumatised you, say you have ptsd or something

That's what you get for being faggot pussy who likes seeing his wife get by a Nigger. I suggest you go to the nearest bridge and AN HERO yourself

You're a faggot OP
Bye bye

Honestly, time for a divorce. You'll never get over the fact that you've never made her look at you like that.

here's your reply

Get cucked fag.
Might as well get her into a bbc gangbang then.

Thanks, OP.
I kek'd so hard at your stupidity, I broke a rib.
Now I'm going to sue you too.
Enjoy homelessness... and paying to raise 'your' negro babbi...

There's really only one solution to set things right.

Get the pull back to your house. Get him to anally penetrate you while you moan and look into his eyes. Let him fill your insides with his seed.

This will balance the scales.

Cuck Porn: Not even once

this is why I avoid that genre

lol Im lonely and depressed

should I kill myself? nah Im jerking off to some trap

just divorce her and move on because you now know you'll never be able to satisfy her ever again

That's only hanging niggers.

>he creams the inside of her pussy

So you let some guy raw dog your girl? That wasn't very smart of you

LOL OP, bruh...

Weak, beta-male, pussy. You have no life with that woman ever again. She'll never forget that it was YOU that invited the black guy to pleasure her. If she finds him, asks him back, it's entirely your fault. Might as well learn to take it up the ass yourself. That, or yeah... hang yourself.

nice pasta

>he creams the inside of her pussy and i rushed him out as he was done

>I wasn't getting off on being a cuck

K

it sounds like you have insecurity issues.

as the "bull" > dominant.

(do you think you craved the dominance ? and not the mess..)

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it sounds a bit, like your sex life got a bit boring, and you made a big mistake.

also, feel insecure (re: pleasuring your wife ?).

or alternatively. wanted to "dominate" her, whilst being, to psychologically "kind" to be kinky to her etc ?

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to be honest though, if you did do what writeen. it's suggestive you need to h\ve worked on your marriage anyway, needs working all the time.

so, basically, there is no difference before and after event.

you need to work on your marriage together

(just you and her...)

imho.

silvergames.com/omg

AHHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

>dreamed about being the bull
>doesnt do anything to stop it from happening

also this is an old copy pasta

Be more alpha than this black dude. Only way out, shouldn't be a problem if you re getting off being a bull. Just destroy her, sexually ofc.

even if she says everything is alright between you both - she will seek out the boyfriend for many repeats.

with the look she gave him and how he creamed her married pussy - don't think for a minute she is going to forget that experience.

rather, she is likely planning the next date behind your back right now.

when you are at work, going to the store, any time you have her out of your sight for more than 30 minutes - will give her the time she needs to be fulfilled with his hot driving creampie.

dude, you messed up.

hope those visuals of your wife spread wide and being taken deeply - last in your mind for a long time.

so many new fags

LOL.

If you newfags can't recognize this copypasta then you should leave. This shit is stale as fuck.

Stale pasta

obvious bait, take first letter from each line

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You fucking stupid race traitor. Letting a nigger fuck your white wife. You deserve all you get cunt

If you get off on cuck porn you should kill yourself.

leave this thread right now

Bro youre in a perfect situation now to have an open relationship start pitching the idea of a threesome or that you've been wanting to have sex with (insert some female) and have fun man dont kill yourself