I mostly fap to gay porn, but but outside of porn I'm only attracted to girls (so far). Anyone else relate? Thoughts?

I mostly fap to gay porn, but but outside of porn I'm only attracted to girls (so far). Anyone else relate? Thoughts?

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That's fair, but I'm usually brutally honest with myself which is why its so confusing. Right now I feel gay as fuck cause I've been fapping to dicks all night, but once I go outside and see a pretty girl all of that goes out the window. Literally night and day.

Bisex maybe?

like what kind of gay porn?

and, I would say, you are actually attracted to both but see guys as just a way to get off, while girls trigger the latent animal urges as well

Perhaps. I just don't feel anything for guys when I'm around them, so its really weird considering how much I love gay porn.

Mostly traps, 2d and 3d, and amateur gay porn with just normal dudes. Usually self insert as the bottom, even though after experimenting with my butt I doubt it would be very pleasant to do the real thing.

Bisexual here. Maybe youre just into the male image in a sense that there's a part of their physique you'd like to see on yourself. It's the same reason I fap to gay porn, hit the gym, and blow my ex

After fapping to girls for so long you need to look at something more out there to get off. You're not attracted to guys irl because you cant put yourself there in your mind. Your place is with a girl, right?
I wouldnt put money on it. You said yourself you imagine yourself as the bottom. I bet youre gonna meet some beefy dude down the line and be really surprised when you wanna suck his dick.

yea I'd say its inline with this. You like big ol' dicks because you like the power they command, not because they are attached to gross sweaty dudes. Think about most fetishes, it isn't the direct thing that gets folks off but the greater implications of the act.

Maybe you just haven't met guys you're interested in yet. Do you think you would be interested in any of the guys when you watch porn?

I'm gay and cocks barely attract me. :(

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>experimenting with my butt I doubt it would be very pleasant to do the real thing.

You're not doing it right. It's an acquired taste. Are you attracted to the guy in these porn like are you able to recognize one gay pornstar from another ? Or are you getting of the idea of being fucked by a big dick no matter who it's attached to ?

You're in the thread too, imbecile.

How are you compelled to fap to gay porn instead of straight porn if you're attracted to girls?

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>You like big ol' dicks because you like the power they command, not because they are attached to gross sweaty dudes.

That's a good point. A girl with no vagina is still attractive to me in so many way, but take the dick off the guy and there's just nothing left for me to be into unless hes on the fem side.

>I bet youre gonna meet some beefy dude down the line and be really surprised when you wanna suck his dick.

Yeah that's what I'm afraid of. So far so good though. Sucks though because now that I'm so insecure about my sexuality I find myself overthinking every interaction with guys.

I've crushed on some cute traps, but that was just online, never been around a dude of any sort and felt that same electricity that comes with being around a qt girl.

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Let's pray the gay away user. Dear father, We ask that you help heal OP's wounded mind for he is a lost and confused son of yours. We ask that you give him the strength to abstain from these sinful thoughts and use his free time to do more productive things like help the less fortunate or better himself as a man. We would like to thank you for another day on your amazing earth and leave you with the admission that we are not perfect but we will strive to be better men with each passing day so that one day we may spend eternity in your glorious kingdom while the faggots burn in hell until the end of time. Amen

>Are you attracted to the guy in these porn like are you able to recognize one gay pornstar from another ? Or are you getting of the idea of being fucked by a big dick no matter who it's attached to ?

Nah, its never about getting fucked by anyone in particular. Just the thought of being cute and getting fucked into oblivion gets me off like crazy.

Well I started off just fapping to girls. Then I would self insert as the girl and that was fun, then came shemales and traps, then full on gay porn. Now its a mix of everything, but I'm usually on the receiving end of getting fucked in my fantasies, I'd say at least 80% of the time.

It is low self esteem probably caused by a particular incident like a girl betraying you or wrecking your heart.
Also probably a mixture of porn escalation over a long period of time.

You are attracted to girls.

The dick thing often comes from watching so much porn that your brain registers all the dicks in normal porn, and ties it with the feeling of pleasure you have while fapping. Like training a dog, rewarding it for behaviours.
Try stopping porn for a few months. Fap to pretty girls you've met.

If you can't stop, switch to hegre art, and no fap until you can successfully ejaculate from watching just hegre girls.

Beyond that, boost your confidence and self esteem by accomplishing challenges that you set for yourself. Start small, work your way up.

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You're alright mate. I'm the same way.

I've tried taking that extra step and sucking some dick from Grindr. Got a date set up and shit but then fapped and lost all will to suck dick or take it up the ass.

I don't know about you OP but after cumming I don't feel anything towards gay shit anymore.

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Porn escalation dude.
Go to the website yourbrainonporn.

It explains everything there.

Think about who you were a few years ago, now do you want to end up as an ugly tranny pleasing fat old aids ridden men off craig's list, or do you want to end up with a pretty young wife and a couple of kids down the road.

Make the choice then do something about it.

Stop porning, after 2-3 months you won't have any faggot fantasies at all.
Your brain will just feel clean and in line with what you actually want to do with your life, not just self-destructive fetishes.

I feel the same way lad.
I don't think of myself as bi, but not quite gay or straight either.
Then again, I've not sucked a dick yet, so will have to try that to see how much I like it.

>It is low self esteem probably caused by a particular incident like a girl betraying you or wrecking your heart.

lol spot on. 7th grade to be exact, from there I just gave up on girls and tried my best to be happy without them. Kinda worked since I never felt bad about being single or a virgin, but as you can see its lea to some pretty gnarly confusion.

I have noticed that the faggotry tends to subside the higher my self esteem is and the more goal oriented I am, I've been in a slump lately though so its gotten pretty out of control. Not that I even think being gay is bad, its just confusing when your fantasies don't match up with reality.

Yeah the post fap guilt use to be really intense, but I've done it so much now I'm starting to become desensitized. Now its like "welp, did that again *refreshes Sup Forums*"

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>implying pretty young wife can't fuck their husband into oblivion with a fat rubber cock

>I mostly fap to CP, but outside of porn i only flirt with women of age
Do you realise how truly retarded you sound OP?

I was the exact same way. It's denial. I grew up in a place where I was taught being gay was the worst thing you could be. The thought of kissing a guy repulsed me but the thought of sucking a cock made me diamonds.

Eventually matured enough to come to terms with it. Wish it happened much sooner, it was like I could finally live my life.

This sad fuck faggot in denial again KEK

Post ass

Need bigger goals and to generate some momentum.
Exercising every day helps a lot, strength exercises like weight lifting or pushups.
They releases happy chemicals and muscle mass raises testosterone.
There is the mental effect too of accomplishing something considering your own body.

>porning

GTFO with your bullshit. My brain is perfectly in line with what I actually want to do with my life. I watch porn once or twice a month and I have a perfectly healthy and active sex life with my girlfriend. Sex is one part of life and it does not control everything I do.

Yeah, I know what you mean. The first time I came to gay porn I felt like shit right away. As if I made a decision that I wouldn't be able to go back on. But yeah, eventually it just didn't matter anymore. Porn is porn and whatever helps bust a nut is welcome.

No I know, but I fap to furry too and I don't like real life animals, so I guess such a thing is possible. Plus I don't really fap to gay porn for the dudes, its mostly just stare at the dicks, unless its trap stuff.

There are guys like you, then there are guys who were just worried over nothing and turned out to be straight, so I don't know where I stand between the 2. I don't have any reason to be in denial, I have nothing against homos or trannys, worst case scenario I like things I didn't know I liked.

Yeah I got pretty fit over the summer. Winter just hit me with a hard bout of depression and Iv just been masturbating like a madman. I need to pull it together I know.

You're most likely just bisexual but have just a physical attraction to males ,but have physical and romantic attraction to females

I understand you OP. I do the same thing. I never look at guys in RL and think I'd want to be with them. Always checking out girls. But when it comes to fapping I really get off on some twink and shemale shit. I've tried prostate play on myself and find it unenjoyable. This has lead to the belief (shared by the many horrible facial expressions of any "catcher" in gay porn) that gay sex is painful.

Now I get off on that pain. I think it's hot that the little shaved receiver actually wants that pain, or can handle it to get paid enough. I self insert as the top as the giver of pain. The top steals all the pleasure.

I never had anything against gays, I just didn't identify with the gay culture and didn't want that life for myself. That was before I realised that you're not in a binding contact to flail around in your underwear at pride parades, describe yourself as "fabulous" at every fucking oppertunity or only order sugary cocktails at bars.

I think gay porn is more authentic. I can't see when a woman orgasms but when a guy cums from getting his ass fucked, they can't hide it. There's no faking involved.