Jesus fucking christ Sup Forums i fucked up bad and now i want to kill myself

jesus fucking christ Sup Forums i fucked up bad and now i want to kill myself


>wife and I have been married for 8 years
>been watching cuck porn for past several months and find it incredibly arousing to me

>finally work up the courage to ask wife to do it before anniversary

>reluctant at first but agrees

>we end up finding a 6’ foot black guy (i have a black bull fantasy)

>comes over and i introduce my wife then we go to the bedroom

>he pushed her on the bed, takes off her panties and starts eating her out

>both enjoying it and so am i

>he then pins her hands over her head and begins kissing her on the neck

>he then begins to penetrate her

>she moaned deeply with lust and satisfaction and at this moment my stomach dropped

>quickly realized that when i was watching cuck porn i wasn’t getting off on being the cuck but rather i was getting off on being the bull

>felt sick but they were already fucking so i sat there and said nothing

>he creams the inside of her pussy and i rushed him out as he was done

>tell my wife to take a shower and didn’t mentioned a word about since

For the past couple of days i keep thinking about the way incident. The way she moaned, the way she grabbed him and looked into his eyes

I can’t stop crying that i let this happen and now i feel like killing myself is the only way out of this

Tl:dr

Do it on chaturbate yadayadayada

Fuck another woman infront of your wife. You might get that feeling of being "the bull"
Fgt

Hahahahahaha you pathetic cunt ypu got what you deserve.

Now she will be addicted to bbc

Can't tie a proper noose with all those tears.

well there goes your fuckin pride and self respect

this

He could freeze them into an icicle and stab himself in the face, bonus points for it freezing faster due to the salt content.

wait, you say you get off on being the bull, yet your fantasy was black bull?

talk to your wife.

she was just moaning to make you feel good, she probably didnt even like it

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that's gay.

You should kill yourself for letting a nigger in your wife. You're disgusting

Really so funny

Kill yourself for believing in that stupid ass myth.

I'll take attention seeking bullshit that never happened for $800 please Alex

Do it!

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Nah I believe him. Just hilarious.

done something relatable.

had a 2 boys 1 girl threesome fantasy. did it with gf that i loved much. one of the worst decisions of my life.

solution: broke up with gf. not sure if this would solve your problem, but still...

Do you think she will start asking for it? Really you owe her at least 1 more big dick because she did this one for you.

OP IS A NIGGER ABBANDON THREAD

There's pretty much nothing you can do now.

Your anxiety and crushing regret will eventually tear apart your marriage because you were a fucking moron and thought porn was a good thing to emulate.

Nothing to do now but watch it fall apart because you're an idiot.

invite hooker to your home and let her watch

then break up

Oh boy.........this lame copy pasta crap again.

This. So hard

>quickly realized that when i was watching cuck porn i wasn’t getting off on being the cuck but rather i was getting off on being the bull
How the fuck do you 'realize' this? If being the bull is what you get off to you should know that when you are jerking off too it. Fuck you're retarded.

i love this website, that's for sure

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