Experienced an abstract feel and would like to discuss. Background I am 20 years old...

Experienced an abstract feel and would like to discuss. Background I am 20 years old. My female friend in this story is 19 and I have known her practically all my life. She is a little latina girl in my almost all white town.

>Have friends over my place for cocktails last night
>5 of us, 3 male 2 female
>Drink and make merry until 3 AM
>We all sleep in one room
>Strip to my boxers because I have known everyone for a long time
>Get in bed next to girl
>She is wearing my clothes because I spilt tequila on hers
>No underwear
>cock gets hard
>other friends are asleep
>I move closer and hard cock touches her ass
Continue?

Also may post cock if it will help you feel the feel

Bumping

Keep going .

>never been sexual with her before
>she doesnt move away
>Press cock harder, almost between cheeks
>Loud exhale
>She's awake
>oh boy

Bump this shit breh

Go on....

>Drunk as absolute fuck
>heart is pounding
>she stirs, arm is moving
>puts hand on my hip while still facing the other way
>hand is sliding onto abdomen
>further more

>I do have a girlfriend who is not present
>This is one of her friends
>Her hand finds my cock and begins to stroke it through my boxers
>Officially cheating, we both know it
>Don't care
>Cock is diamonds and she strokes good and long

>Soon I drift off into sleep and so does she
>Next morning
>Other friends have woken up, they are getting ready to leave
>Everyone leaves except her
>Once everyone is gone she pulls my arm over her and we spoon
>Hard again.jpg
>She sits up now
>Looks at me and begins to slide her shirt off
>Head is pounding from hangover
>Feel guilty for cheating on gf
>2 big latina tits in front of my face
>Fuck it
>Suck da tiddys
>She loves it
>Kiss her neck and face
Continue?

bump

>Back to the cock stroking
>Headache is too bad
>Getting softer and she can feel it
>Whats wrong user?
>No longer drunk so I have to confront human emotions
>We talk
>Tells me she's a virgin full stop
>Never sucked cock, never had her tiddy's sucked or ass smacked.
>Tell her its okay
>She wants to fuck
>tfw dick is soft and I own 0 condoms

>Fuck me
>Slide her pants down and flip her over
>Smack that latina ass like it called my mother a whore
>She loves it so much
>Doing everything to distract her from my flaccid dick
>Grower not a shower
>Thing looks ridiculous
>Hold her down and rub her clit
>Squirming like a fish out of water and moaning
>Wet as a waterfall
>Cock is unresponsive
>Zeus's birth to Athena tier headache
>0% chance of fucking her
>tfw totally fucking up thicc latina first sexual experience

>Lay back down and cuddle naked in defeat
>She says nothing
>I say nothing
>Do this for an hour
>I roll on my back and begin to stroke soft dick
>She gets up and puts her clothes on and sits back on bed next to me
>Still no words
>Watching me play with myself in my boxers
>Spark.jpg
>Cock is growing and she is interested
>She still has not seen it fully erect yet
>I tease her, hard as diamonds but I won't take it out
>Still watching, she finally begs me to take it out
>slide down boxers
>She finally sees my sizeable cock in all its glory
>7.5x5.5
>She watches me stroke it a few times
>Gives in to instinct

AND DOES WHAT user I NEEDS TO KNOW

>She grabs the base and puts the head in her mouth
>Licks entire length of shaft like lollipop
>feelsfuckinggood.jpg
>Still havent said a word in hours
>She can't now, cock is in her throat
>I rub her clit and she sucks passionately
>Well the best she can anyway
>Rub rub, suck suck
>Going to cum and cum HARD
>She is trembling

>puts clothes on
>rub her clit

make up your damn mind user

>hereitcomes.jpg
>first rope of cum goes directly into her throat
>I feel her start to cum too
>Stops sucking
>She takes the next 4 ropes to the face while she screams from her O
>Never felt more alive

She had on just plush pajama pants and no underwear so I could feel everything

Any more?

>She smiles and licks some cum off her top lip still shaking
>I am out of fucking breath
>She goes upstairs to get cum off face
>Still half hard, put boxers back on
> comes down with all her stuff, she is leaving
>I am standing up now
>Looks at the boxer tent I'm pitching
>Cute giggle
>Puts fist out
>Fist bumps me
>See you later, user.

but you have a gf user? what would she think of this. do you even love your gf?

>tfw may never see friend of 10 years again because I came on her face.
>Happiness
>Sadness
>Guilt
>tfw Girlfriend will be here in an hour, have to pretend nothing happened this morning.
>Oh yeah and dinosaurs or some shit

In the end you didn't actually fuck that pussy and she"s still a virgin ... how sad

I don't know, I'm in an emotional twilght zone at this time in my life. I've had gf for 2 years but I'm not sure I could really say what love is

cheating just sucks man. she probably really trusts you. did you ever want nothing more but to see your gf? or like kinda ache when she was away? if you cant trust yourself to not cheat her maybe its time you split

Maybe it is. I have a myriad of psychological issues and it makes deciphering my emotions murky at best. Its been 8 hours and I'm still in a spinning pool of emotions

i feel like ive turned this hot story into a sad psychological mess now

make another thread when your gf gets back im curious as to what will happen

Here's my cock for any of you fags

nice cock man

Thanks!

Will post pic of qt gf

Picture by me, Gf's tits