Im literally on the verge of killing myself right now. im 20 years old, have no f riends, dont go to school...

im literally on the verge of killing myself right now. im 20 years old, have no f riends, dont go to school, never fucked never had a girl never had anyone interested in me, ugly, with ugly parents, ugly parents decided to have a child and made me. how can anyone be so fucking selfish?

wherever i search for help and advice it's always the same fucking useless shitty advice people give others to make themselves feel better, open your heart, not everything is measured with looks, someone will look past your looks once, beauty is in the eye of the beholder, it's all the same shit that boils down to one thing, you're a worthless piece of shit, genetic trash.

im sick of this fucking loneliness, never having anyone care, wasting my life aaway thinking of how ill get surgery knowing it wont help since you can't get close to the naturally pretty people. your life is suffering if you're physically unappealing. i will fucking do it tonight. take this post however you want. attention whoring, cry for help? I dont give a fuck

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Timestamp with how you're gonna do it?

Date a blind girl.

Also, post your face so we can see, you have nothing to lose anyway.

>ugly

Well, let us decide that.

I can see how the same old advice gets old...someone else is the right one...the right people will be friends...

...i say fuck em...

if you truly don't give a fuck. take out your savings, by a ticket to some country you have never to before and only take what you can carry on your back. THAT is living life my friend!

I wouldn't recommend this to people who are not intelligent.

Gonna get lost and robbed/killed and end up homeless in a country that doesn't speak english.

savings? he just told you about all the things he doesn't have, which means he is fundamentally lazy. lazy people don't save

OP get in here and show us your face faggot

dude im fucking 20 with no job and no savings, still woudln't do it. i just want to stop existing, im sick of this life. nothing makes me happy anymore, even the things that did before, like video games. everything seems so pointless...

Stop being so ignorant you fucktard. Theres ugly and blind girls out there that would love you.

so your parents are two ugly people yet they managed to find "love" ..i bet you have stupid high standards and thats why ypu cant find anyone.

Get past the looks of the girl and you will find a girl that is willing to look past your looks to have someone as well. sorry but that the way it is.

of course, if you are rich it doesn't matter how ugly you are, you will get the hottest sluts. but thats not really love.

WOULD THAT MAKE ME FUCKING HAPPY???? WOULD THAT MAKE ANYONE HAPPY???? you don't seem to understand the human nature. NO ONE IS HAPPY WITH UGLY PEOPLE, NOT EVEN UGLY PEOPLE THEMSELVES! might come as a surprise to someone who never had to worry about shit

Jeez if you're not ready to look past someone elses uglyness and find love and happiness then maybe you should just kill yourself.

The fastest and most painless way is to just overdose on some sleeping pills or whatever you can buy at walgreens.

You know what man, you're just a cunt. Do it already. It's not like a blind girl would love someone with this sort of fucking attitude, cause that's your problem. There's definitely girls who can get past your looks, but from your posts it seems you're a deplorable piece of shit too.

Your face. Post it to us.

>so your parents are two ugly people
yes
>yet they managed to find "love"
yes, "love". it was more of a benefits marriage than anything else. my dad was scared of going to the army so he hid in my mum's house, my mum never had anyone "like" her before sexually, so she jumped at the first fucking opportunity she got. i'm just a product of their time spent together. they divorced when i was 3. seen dad for 1 year then he disappeared from my life. what an amazing love, indeed

As someone who is.....interested where does one find blind girls?

if he wants to die anyways, who cares, at least this will be more exciting than anything most of you have ever done.

so you put in zero effort in life and expect things to go your way some how?

I used to feel the same way as you OP, then I met a girl and it turned my life around. I'm not saying it always happens but I feel that it's worth waiting another 5 years

foreign girls are even better...just saying...and what an experience. I guarantee you if someone actually did this, they would experience more of this world than anyone else they would ever meet...

How ugly we talking here?

Like Mick Jagger ugly or former Senator Henry Waxman ugly?

you're truly fucking retarded, arent you? it's not the fact im not ready to look past someone's fucking looks, i've been doing that my entire life, GIVEN THE FACT IM IN A DIRE SITUATION MYSELF AND HAVE NO RIGHT TO JUDGE ANYONE, the fact is, human organisms, by fucking nature, aren't attracted to ugly mates. IT'S JUST HOW IT FUCKING WORKS. that doesn't mean i can't like a person for who they are and not for what they look, BUT THAT'S CALLED RESPECTING SOMEONE, not being physically attracted to them you asshole. you don't seem to understand what im trying to say.

yes, i was born a cunt. wow, you just uncovered what caused my ugliness, what caused my dad to leave at the age of 3, what caused kids from the different city i moved to make me feel unwanted, what caused the stepdaddy to beat me up, what caused me to become a cunt. YES, YOU'RE A FUCKING GOD MAN!!! YOU'RE A GOD AMONGST MEN! YOU KNOW EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING!!

yeah man, i never gave a fuck about anything and anybody, and all of a sudden i just want to kill myself. yes. that's how life works

The blind girl store. Nigga, idfk.

matt smith and benedict cucumbercock's baby ugly.

boohoo ..stop making excuses for yourself, the world doesn't owe you anything, you got to get out there is you want things to get better. a girl or job or cool experience isn't going to come find you at your house.

i seriously don't get why some people make zero effort and then sit there and wonder why they haven't got things that other people have got.

A perfectly normal 12 year old girl had the balls to off herself... you're a pussy if you don't do the same..

True, there isn't really a dating site for them cus they can't see it XD

Guys quit taking his bait

He has not and will not show is his face, ergo he isn't ugly nor serious

You lack both confidence and discipline. Start faking both immediately & commit to actually having both. No girl want's a guy who doesn't have a sense of what a man should take care or one who won't do shit to make things happen.

Stop blaming your family, lack of friends and living situation as your right-to-faggotry crutch. Accept your reality for what it is & make the small changes you need to actually change as a person.

or kill yourself, i guess that's an easy way to deal with not having to become a man.

Stop wasting time and just become an hero

I've seen a lot worse than that.

Post your face. Don't be shy, Sup Forums is a friendly place.

Get a job that pays decently (Truck Drivers can make up to 75k a year and if you side hustle with stocks you can make six figures) than fly out to a foreign country and get a wife. Or join them military and hope to get deployed overseas and get a wife.

theres little african babies with maggots in their pee holes wishing they were white people in america so SUCK IT UP AND ROB A BANK

for any of that stuff to work, OP would need to stop being lazy.. sounds like he is just looking for the easy route all the time.

who cares if no one cares? just pursue your own interests. fuck a prostitute so you can say youve done it. honestly who gives a shit if youre not "with someone" you make me sick OP

pretty sure your personality has more to do with it than your ugly looks

I don't think you're "literally" on the verge of doing anything if you're still in this thread. GTFO.

School for the blind dipshit, there's almost one in every state here. I used to cruise the deaf campuses here.

...

Suicide is painless,and I can take or leave it if I please

You can't just say you cruised these campuses and not greentext it. I gotta hear stories about this.

OP is you decide to an hero, livestream and do a better fucking job than this 12 year old dumbass who did it recently. couldnt even bother with good lighting like really?

What if when you kill yourself you end up in a place that's worse than this and you're even uglier and less attractive to the other sex

Instead of ending your life, why not start another one in a different country or something, have faith in the lord man. He'll be with you every step of the way

Whining pathetic milennial bitch, you are the product of our declining society, raised on a diet of an endless feedback loop provided care of social media platforms, you have been conditioned to compare yourself against others you see in more favourable situations and aspire to be like them, be with them, be them in fact, but poor genetics and an absence of any work ethic beyond opening the refrigerator door or playing video games has allowed the gulf between your desires to achieve these false realities and the means to do so is increasingly wide. You do have time on your side, it's not too late to go and get a trade, or enlist, and make something of yourself and achieve satisfaction through material wealth - along the way you will hopefully realise it's not the be all & end all. Anyway if you are too lazy to do that then save the state some future welfare & medical bills and do the bravest thing you've done to date & fucking kill yourself.

what makes you think i never made any effort? where exactly did i state i never tried to do anything about anything in my life and so the conclusion i have come to is to simply end my life? im just saying im sick of having to work 10x harder than most people for the same things while getting shat on constantly and not getting noticed by anyone. you haven't been in my fucking skin, yet you apparently know my entire life.

i dont understand why i would be baiting with this, pretending to be an ugly kid while im actually a model? why would anyone want to do that? also what does sharing my face and getting exposed on the internet have to do with you believing my post is serious?

what if i told you that you're not born with a certain personality, but actually a predisposition to develop one, and life kind of shapes you to become one giant turd? no, i'd be making no sense then, right?

it's not that im not with someone, fuck sake. im lonely all around. i dont care about having a girl or not. i just wish i had some friends, like a group of people to hang out with. but my past experiences led to me becoming a social retard, and if you're an ugly social retard at that, you just get assfucked on every turn. trust me when i tell you, i wasn't always like this. once upon a time i was actually a happy kid, until a brick called reality hit me. now i can barely get out of bed..

i think those little babies don't even know what the fuck america is. also im eastern european.

ow right. yeah. laziness. i was born lazy so i became ugly. since i was a lazy kid no one wanted to be my friend, because everyone was too busy making money. yes mate. laziness is why i can't get a friend. if you consider having dudes you've never met in your life and whom you talk to over skype and play video games with real life friends, then sure. i've got plenty. fuck off.

im starting uni for mech.eng in a month

>have faith in the lord
which one? it seems there are so many to choose from, i guess ill go with Cthulu?

post a timestamp selfie OP we'll let you know if we think ur ugly. ive seen beauts come from ugly parents but i dont know about the sons

>Be me
>Get the urge to fucking the deaf
>Go to school for the deaf
>Plentiful insecure deaf qts
>Crippled or some shit?
>Talk to them like mong
>That actually offended most of them...like really, the fuck?
>spend the next eight months learning flirtatious sign language.
>Go back, try my newly aquired hand jibberish
>First deafette says I'm garbage
>"WUR DO OO YERN DO SINE, OO AH ZO BED"
>So I just write her flirty shit in a spiral backed note book
>hit it off
>The fuck? It worked?
>Fuck her a week later
>Learned what deaf girls sound like in bed

And that was pretty much the end of my fetish for the deaf.

Becuase if you were gonna an hero it wouldn't matter if you posted your face user, now would it?

You still care about yourself which means you not kill yourself which means it isn't that bad, which means your probably not dead ugly.

>Get urge to fucking the deaf

My sides evaporated

you mean "where" starting uni ..killing yourself remember.

>laziness is why i can't get a friend.

exactly why actually ..people don't want to have around pathetic with the bad attitude. you need to put in effort to make real friends.

the denial is strong with you. hopefully one day you look back and wonder why you wasted so much time not trying

But you said it was for the blind user....not the deaf...

I can also imagine the sounds they make but can you give us an idea?

do they make much noise? i mean i know it's silent for them but do random sounds come out all the time?

so the deaf sex sounds turned you off them? what did it sound like?

Thank you. Not op but have bow realized im a pussy like op.today that changes

Son. Im 20yrs old too. No school, barely friends and a cycle of depression all year round, along with a confidence that doesnt let me have a gf let alone a job. And yet i know im a whinny ass faggot who has made bad decisions out of bad situations. If you wont recognize yourself that you are a loser because of yourself from now on, you are as good as dead to everyone, friends or not.

At 20yrs old you shouldnt dwell on if ur ugly or unwanted, because the persons that matter will want you. You wont draw any of those potential people if you dont love and have respect for yourself

Stop being a faggot and accept the advice of the actual people on this thread who wouldnt even come to help you in other cases. And for fucks sale stop swearing so cassually, you sound like the dude everyone avoids for saying "kek" irl

wow you're so amazing man.

Depression isn't real you are just a fucking bitch.

Do it over fb live and give us a heads up.

If you are looking for disabled love there are plenty of centralized areas for them to look. I had an urge for deaf girls so I went to the local deaf uni.
Yeah it was definitely the noise. Zero volume control and they sound like some sort of ape like howling, nothing sexy about it. It's like startling a flock of geese on their nesting ground's and they fucking just start honking and hissing at you until it's overwhelming. I faked nutting in her and even shelled out 60 bucks to get her unnecessary Plan B to spare her feelings.

i never said i wasn't a whiny pussy, im just saying that im pissed that nature is the way it is, and as a result people are going to value pretty people more, doesn't matter if they have exactly the same identical set of skills, personality, actions. this is the thing that makes me look at life as nothing more than a game of monopoly, the luckier one always wins. i accept the faults that are mine, i resent my parents for making theirs. i just dont see a point in dragging this miserable excuse of a life for another couple of years until after i've finished school, gathered money and had my surgeries, and realised it was all pointless in the end since i can never reach the desired outcome.

stream it,

And what do you say to people with clinical depression? call them bitches? you do realize not every person in the world has the same starting position? the fuck am i doing taking here this fucking bait...

Not that user, but his greentext story inspired me, and yes, there is plenty of deaf porn - defo rule 34.

As for the sound, it sounds like a potato getting fucked:

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if you feel like a miserable piece of shit that you're parents are dragging around, change something. although it may not seem like it now, you have the ability and the chance to change your life around. the first step is just your attitude towards life as a whole. killing yourself will make others feel like you do right now, which clearly is not good. so don't do it. change. c'mon man, I'm some random dude on the I internet, and I'm rooting for you.

If you don't live in poverty then your problems aren't significant. You are probably just an entitled millennial who didn't get their way.

Go on a blind date.

thanks man.... i know it'd hurt my mum real bad but i just feel like a complete wreck...

I'll admit that's pretty fucking weird

Pull a Dolly

Don't leave us hanging.. or do

is that just because of friends and shit and that you just feel like a failure?

Have you tried seeking professional help and not advice from people who could give less of a rats ass about
your life? Because if you haven't, then do so.

I am that user and yes...that

Get disability and enjoy being a recluse.

You are gonna die anyway.
Why do natures work for free?

Relaxe bro
Your past is not you, your past are just experiences you can learn from.
You can do anything.
Be the hero of your own movie.
if your life was a movie that begun right now, forget about your past failures what ever it may be....What would the hero of your life's movie do right now? Do that! Dont define yourself on your past failures ....Write down your goals, gt rid of the negativity in your thoughts, and go forth. You can do it user......Improve yourself, be the best you that you can be...the girls are not goals, but side effects that will come if you become the best you.....I believe in you user

Lmao im a fucking ugly cunt yet im friends with tons of people

yeah

ill do that. promise. some actually gave some decent advice, i do agree with you about the rest

i envy you, honestly

moving words, really