So I'm trying to quit cp...Or have been trying...

So I'm trying to quit cp...Or have been trying. I'm too afraid of hurting someone permanently and it's a disgusting part of my personality that I'm ashamed of.

I know people joke about the pedos on this site but they're still there nonetheless. Is anyone else trying to stop? Maybe it would help to be in the company of people in a similar situation? Or maybe this post will just get buried under pickles and trap threads?

Other urls found in this thread:

youtube.com/watch?v=gRJ_QfP2mhU
youtube.com/watch?v=k-Fx6P7d21o
liveleak.com/view?i=faa_1334605690
twitter.com/SFWRedditVideos

Whatever happens, I'll just dump...whatever stuff I happen to have saved. I know art shit isn't related to pedophilia but eh...

oh boy this fucking guy...

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I know there was that TED talk about quitting watching porn, where he says that any images you look at repeatedly you can use to program your sexual response. Could try reprogramming yourself to be attracted to normal porn over time to change

youtube.com/watch?v=gRJ_QfP2mhU

did this just turn into an art thread?

how does one even get cp? like honestly i dont need any im quite alright not getting arrested. Like really though dont you have to KNOW someone to get it.

What's weird is that I'm still attracted to normal porn; the urge to watch cp only happens like once a month. My strategy is to just quit for a couple weeks if I can, and then focus on normal porn when I get back into it. Just haven't had the willpower to fully stop for...some reason.

I mean, I'm just posting whatever. If other people want to start posting art that would also be pretty cool.

Not really. You don't even have to go further than a couple chat sites or Kik to get it. It's easy to get once you know how, and that's the problem.

are we talking high school girls pics are easy to get or younger? its a sad world if you can get cp of children under 13 easily

After seeing some of the stuff I've seen...yeah, it's a pretty fucked up world. Unfortunately most of what circulates is much younger than 13.

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god i feel so bad for the children who have to endure those types of things. Its one thing to have this attraction to minors, but another thing to act out on those urges. idk what to say user if this is foreal its probably not the smartest thing to admit you own/watch cp on this site. At least you know you have a problem thats always the first step.

very cool

Do people actually share stuff in the kik's posted by other anons? I remember with older p2p you could find it even if you weren't looking for it due to misnamed files.

SPAHGET

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Pasta you like?

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>2017
tryna stop
nice b&
>2008
tryna stop dling captain planets from limewire is more like it.

give this a go op

youtube.com/watch?v=k-Fx6P7d21o

Serious tube, OP. I've never been into CP but I have been into really fucked up shit. Like, watching animals get sexually tortured and cut to pieces/fucked with their own severed limbs, getting ground up in those industrial grinders, etc.

So, I became really scared of myself for a while. It was extremely scary to think I might actually do something like that one day, because I actually love animals and I have a dog. But you know what, like most of my fetishes it was a phase. I slowly lost interest and for years I haven't been interested in that shit at all. I look back with a bit of revulsion, but I understand sexual fetishes can't really be controlled by the logical part of your brain. I also have a lot more understanding for people who have really fucked up fetishes due to my experience.

Just keep looking at whatever porn you want, user. I bet you'll lose interest after a year or two and that will be that.

Serious time * sorry I'm on a phone and Gboard has fucked me again

Is that op in the vid?

See a psych instead of talking about it here mate.

Is limewire still going? I haven't kept track of that. Also anyone know any other good p2p?

>spotted the newfag

>spotted the pedophile

I intend to; thanks for the concern though. Mostly I just wanted to see if anyone else is dealing with something similar.

Both pretty interesting points.

>cp relapse

that happens to me too

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im confused here does cp stand for colored paintings,

first of all, this thread is about pedophilia, so....i guess we're both right?

>its probably not the smartest thing to admit you own/watch cp on this site

this is what i was really talking about.

Yes, of course it does. What did you think it stood for? Chicken Parmesan?

i wish. some cunt judge had it shut down in 2010 i think. frostwire is shit. can't get those classic "porn" downloads by the fuckton when you hit search in any p2ps that i know of now. no libby hoeler, no duke university girl fucks dog, no cumfiesta, COHF, captain stabbin, MILFhunter, Collegefuckfest, all the good shit from way back when.

youve dumped all your paintings ur fucked already

have to go to emule for that shit

Could you give me a few of those Chat sites? I really could use more Classic Paintings.

I remember Ares being good what happened to that?

different person i am actually a new fag. Do they not monitor the site or something like cant you get in trouble for saying stuff like that?

i'm not the OP - original pedophile.

back in the day, CP was dropped on this site all the time. Now days the mods are pretty quick to stop it, but it still happens from time to time.

Well, I'm not banned yet, probably because I have no intention of distributing illegal pornography or asking people to do it. Plus, there are other communities online devoted to discussing this kind of thing.

I would instead recommend not seeking them out and being able to live with yourself.

Everything posted are artistic works of fiction we're just making shit up for entertainment no one is actually serious here

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I should add, a HUGE part of the appeal was how "forbidden" the shit I was looking at was. Going on the deep web and looking up videos I know would cause any of my friends or family to disown me gave me this huge adrenaline kick.

What really helped me get over it was thinking of it as completely acceptable to look at. I convinced myself not to think of it as a big deal, and eventually it lost that "forbidden fruit" appeal. Instead of "oh man am I really gonna look this up again I can't believe myself" I'd just think "alright, this is fine" pretty much. Won't happen immediately but keep "lying" to yourself and you'll eventually believe it.

I think the problem with this approach is that you're advising someone to continue engaging in illegal activity. And though it did work for you, it might just cause the person to escalate to gradually more and more fucked up stuff. It seems to me like advising a junkie to keep taking drugs until he gets tired of it. Just my two cents.

Oh yeah, and don't try to force yourself not to look at it. Look at it whenever the fuck you feel like it. Obviously, take steps to prevent incriminating yourself: store files on an encrypted volume within an encrypted VM whose image file you keep in yet another encrypted volume (to keep from having to look it up repeatedly).

Do you also watch loli hentai?

I mean, it's a possibility, but he's already doing something illegal and this method anecdotally worked for me. I'd say it should work for anyone stuck on something because of its "forbidden" appeal, but obviously I don't have the sample size to prove it. Take it or leave it, OP, but I hope you get it sorted.

I've looked at loli and shota but like I said before, not really my thing.

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>Seriously animals getting fucked with there mutilated limbs,industrial grinders


user I've heard/seen zoophila but what the fuck man?


Webms? Links I'm feeling curious

I haven't watched it in years but this was a favorite for a while: (NSFL) liveleak.com/view?i=faa_1334605690

The other shit is only to be found on the deep web and I'm not going there for you sorry.

I browse the deep web now and again but I get scared now and again when ever I see some of that disgusting shit (necro)


How do I find good sites?

I just found it from the hidden wiki. Can't really provide any other guidance ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

You know what op, while I think your disgusting for watching it if your gonna quit you have at least earned a bit of My respect. I just hope your strong enough, don't pussy out. you seem to know how wrong it is so remember that next time you want to look at it.

Thanks

I'm also trying to quit it because I'm starting to feel disgusted by myself, not knowing where the appreciation for children comes from.
I've always viewed myself as a person with reasonably stable mentality, not prone to acting out urges, fantasies etc. but last week I had a massive panic attack thinking that my roommates knew everything about me so I destroyed the cp flash drive with pliers and deleted everything illegal from my pc.
Next thing you know, I went back at it again yesterday.
As you pointed out, it's really hard to stop once you know how easy it is to get it.

>2017
>not keeping a microwave at arms length

i really don't understand pedophilia..particularly the attraction to pre pubescent girls

nobody would morally accept their undeveloped child being sexualized by some piece of shit pervert, so i find the best way to counter this disgusting shit is public humiliation, castration, or just hanging them

How do you intend on talking to a psych about this?

that's okay user you'll get caught soon enough and nobody will feel bad for you when you're in the pokey and getting assraped by some butch fag with aids

What the vast majority doesn't realize is that inside the "pedophilia society" or whatever you want to call it, there's a subtle difference between those who actually adore children (pedo-PHILE) and those who enforce dominance over them (child rapists). Pedophiles are very very unlikely to harm children in any way because the love for them is stronger than the selfish will to fuck up their entire life, so they find comfort in fantasies, being aware that they can't fuck up anything in real life.

Would you also want to punish them?

>this
I'm at work and I am ten feet from tossing my phone in the microwave at any second in the workday
>that wasn't my bagel? Fuck