Stabed myself in the eye 5yrs ago. I see nothing but sihouettes

Stabed myself in the eye 5yrs ago. I see nothing but sihouettes.
Is anyone out there with other disabilitys and how do you deal with it

2 years ago I was diagnosed with autoimmune diseases (where your immune system attacks your own body). It causes deafness and attacks your vestibular nerves (you use them for balance). It also attacked my liver, but thankfully medicine's helped fight that.

Medical expenses are destroying me though. Surgeries and medicines cost so much, even with really good insurance.

How do I cope... I don't honestly. I used to love restoring cars. I can't drive anymore so that's over. I was always a ladies man -- but I can't date with my conditions, I can't even walk straight.

I've lived a good life. I'll stick it out for a while. My dad's got late-stage dementia though, he's the best person I've ever met. That hurts me way more than my medical stuff.

I got punched in the face 3 weeks ago and I still have blood in my eye, it's starting to clear up now though. The day after was fucked, half my eye was solid red.

Really bad ear infection when I was a kid, lost 90% of the hearing in my left ear. Have to switch all my music to mono when I wear buds/phones.
Feels bad man, but could be worse.

i was born left handed. it's fucking awful.

I have the curly hair deformity. I try straitening it, shower often but not too often, tonnes of hair product, hood up when windy so doesn't frizz everywhere, looking into mirrors when possible, hood up when windy so doesn't frizz everywhere, drink, drugs, dream.

I was born black

Kill yourself. Sorry dude but it's the best you can do since medicine won't be curing you anytime soon. In a little bit you'll be in a hospital bed and begging for mercy, so you better end it now.

Had a stroke at the beginning of 2016. It mainly hit my eyes. Can't really focus anything anymore. For example, when there is a line visible on my display I see a second line above it.

Worst part of the whole thing is, when my blood pressure rises it gets harder and harder to focus and my left eye starts to tear.

So whenever I watch porn and masterbute I have to be either fast to not get my blood pumping to much or the porn I'm watching ets all blurry and my eye drowns in tears.

I have the big dick disability. Everytime I sit on the toilet, my dick falls in the water.

Got fucked over by a truck when I was a kid. Most of it healed but I still have thinking problems and i slur my speech a lot. Like it took me 2-3 minutes to write this.

I feel you man
hope you get better

Same. I feel ya Sup Forumsrother

bump

Wrap around your waist

Poor soul if only Germany was still working on that cure

Fuck scissors.

not before I take some of you fags with me.

a piece of shit like you has no place amongst human beings. and you know it.

Not sure if that eye belongs to a gook or chink or just female or chink/gook female.

Drove a bottle opener into my right eye while wearing hard contact lenses. I have wicked bad floaters in that eye now.

I know

What a bitch wanting to take out innocent people. Be a man and leave discreetly.

That has been a non problem for me. It's good to left handed in handball.

I must confess
I am a jew

Who the fuck plays handball

i think i have an autoimmune disease too but i dont go to doc cause i hope i die earlier (cancer hopefully too)

My dumbass friend sliced the cornea of my left eye with his fingernail (he doesnt cut them often, its disgusting, but it was an accident, we were both drunk and hes my friend not some random dude), it was another dimension of pain. Doc told me to be careful with it or the wound will tear open again due to mechanical damage. I will probably never go to any concert, club or anything crowded and party-like again because I'm scared someone will be flailing his arms like a spastic retard, hit me in the left eye and leave me with only one functional.

I'm a happy Israeli Zionist-Jjew. I just helped win something big.

soory bud

I KNOW THIS SO MUCH.. have a damaged left eye and am so afriad of getting my right one damaged too
xD

best of luck to you friend
scincerely truck user

for everyone who's in pain here, I hope you recover and I hope you will be happy again.

this is hard stuff. know this: you're not alone.

i have blood under my eyes since 12years. its streaming around while i look(under the lence). looks like im possesed but sometimes forgets about not talking about it cause people cant relate and just talk about their useless shit

truck, stroke, and the eyes: you will recover. even if you can't see 100% OP, you have your life. remember this too pls: medical technology is making massive advancements daily. for strokes, eyes, ears, traumatic brain injury etc.

we may be broken. but we're not destroyed.

Story of how I got fucking crippled.

>Be 19 years old, strong love for cars and speed.
>Have my first car, a Volvo 244.
>Car is tricked out, old rally parts under the hood.
>Be going home after school, late autumn.
>Drifting like a proper Swedish teenager around every corner.
>Come out on the main road leading up to the village, 70km/h speed limit, I'm going 120.
>Fucking tractor comes out of nowhere, out from a field.
>I swerve and miss the tractor, but all control is gone.
>Slide sideways into a ditch, car flips over, roof caves in, flips several times.
>I'm already passed out.
>Wake up in ambulance helicopter going to Umeå Hospital, the crew looks surprised as fuck, pass out again.
>Wake up in hospital bed now, sudden jolt of pain so I try to scream but can't.
>Have tubes everywhere, down my throat, everywhere.
>Panic so nurse comes running, my sister and dad soon after.
>Family is crying, I don't know what the fuck is going on, pass out again.
>Wake up later with a trauma nurse, doctor had removed my breathing tube.
>She explains that I have a broken back, scull fracture and several internal bleedings.
>Shit...
Took me 11 months to regain around 70% of my mobility in legs and arm, had a stroke during the rehab and lost my ability to speak properly.
Now 15 years later I'm still a fucking sack of potato. Can only walk slowly with a cane, I get dizzy as fuck if I move fast and my back hurts non stop. I sound worse than Stallone when I talk so people think I'm retarded...
I cope with videogames, my girlfriend who somehow loves me and alcohol when it gets bad.
>Lesson from this kids is, don't drive like a fucktard.

inb4 only for whealty

this one time when I was young, we had this neighbor family who were niggers. one of the daugher's name was Renita, and she didn't know how to ride a bike.

so we took the negress to the top of the biggest hill and pushed her down on the bike, then she hit a huge curb at the bottom and flew over the handlebars.

she almost got hit by a car even.

>this fucker has a gf
>I don't
did you meet before or after?

Im not gonna recover dude
can't hear shit out my right ear since I got sick as a baby. Don't think I'm not grateful to be alive though. Life's good.

I've walked in the rain once with an umbrella whit one of the spines broken and it had a hook swinging around. One day it swung into my eyelid and got stuck. My pull away reflex tore into 80% my eyelid and started scratching into my eye. I managed to stay calm and i saw a woman in front of her shop smoking a cig, i go to her, holding the umbrella carefully and ask for a mirror. She gasped and pointed to one inside. I carefully removed the metal hook and went to school like nothing happened, sat down and passed out. My eye is fine now but i have a scar on my eyelid.

you are lucky user
lesson: be careful around evil umbrella

Born without a left hand I use a jacket to hide/cope so at least I can pretend I'm not a freak

I met her after in rehab. She was there recovering from an accident as well so we ended up in the same support group.
She was there when I had my stroke as well, only person who didn't just stand there when I started projectile vomiting and having seizures... After that things just happened.

nothing gets the romance going like trauma and projectile vomit

good on ya lad

When I was a kid, my dad would threaten to beat me if I didn't poop fast enough. He would stand outside the door and drum on it hard with his fists every so often, and tell me he was breaking it down. When I'd get out he'd hit me.

I've spent my life since then with anal prolapse, every time I hve to poop my asshole turns partially inside-out and I have to tuck it back in where it belongs with costco butt-wipes. My asshole looks kinda funny, people who've fucked me ask about it rarely.

...

fucked up my ear drum a couple of years ago now i have tinnitus. can usually just ignore it if anything is going on but when i try to sleep its distracting.

Don't worry. Life in general sucks but death in the end is a relief. Try to enjoy what you can, play vidya and get high on some prescribtion opioids or something. Acquire new hobby, try learning guitar or piano for example.

That will take couple of months to clear up. Better go to doctor just in case though.

Yeah, me either.

Sounds more like you blocked out the memory of your dad fucking your ass inside out.

No, but my grandpa was a pedophile, and used to rape my aunt. I've lived a pretty colorful life.

damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

Well I guess since we're letting it all out. My grandpa fucked my uncle as a kid. Fucked him up and then he raped my mother, fucked her up. I lived with my grandparent for the first two years of my life sometimes my but herts.

America, lady's and gentlemen.

At least you still have gf, how is that possible? But otherwise it sucks though. What vidya you play?

What is it with old folks and child booty?

Anyway, my mom got really mad that I didn't want to go to his funeral or send him flowers. She knew, so maybe she's in denial? Or just a horrible person. I honestly can't tell, and I'm 28 years old.

>how is that possible
I don't know. Luck I guess. But it is nice to have someone who cares for me and doesn't judge me on the first look..

I play a lot of Mount & Blade, CS:Go, Battlefield 1 at the moment and tons of racing games. Can't drive in real life anymore so gotta get my kicks somewhere...

What racing games? Is that rally racing game that came out last April good?

user I know you, we went to school together. I remember that.
All you bastards should have seen him after the crash, most of us classmates came to visit. Never seen a person so broken before.
(Jante va? Länge sen vi prata nu, allt bra?)

Dirt Rally? Yeah that game is great, takes some practice to get good though, not an arcade game.
I play a lot of Forza (Motorsport/Horizon) and sims on the PC like iRacing and Assetto Corsa.

Shit det var ett tag sen. Antar att du är Fredde va hehe?
Jag mår väl hyffsat under omständigheterna, jobbar inom IT halvtid och får lite ersättning från Fkassan så det går runt.

is this swedish or slavic?
how do you even type this

Trevligt att höra. Jobbar med avsågning själv ute vid Tuleträsk.
Får fan ta en öl nån dag. Du bor väl kvar utanför Ume.

Haha this is Swedish. We use Swedish keyboards with the letters Å Ä and Ö.

Japp bor i samma stuga. Kom förbi nån dag vettu, jag jobbar Måndag-Onsdag men ledig resten så sväng förbi när du vill.

min rakning är nära min farfar dotter.
how is my Swedish?

Well if you wan't honest the translation for that would be "My shave is close to my grandfather daughter"
Tell me what it was supposed to be and I'll help you.

Omg! This is exactly like that one time when I was in kindergarden and my friend fell down into some nettles. It looked really hurtful, but it was kinda fun to see him fall off his bike, lol! Hope he is okay, and this shit aint easy. For neither of you.

Min raka min dotter
I took a semester of Swedish in high school

Still that sentence doesn't make much sense I'm afraid. Everything is spelled correctly but the word "raka" means shave or straight (as in straight line).
First I thought you meant "räka" but that means shrimp and doesn't fit the rest either.
What was the sentence in English?

Got a weird disorder called fibromyalgia. Pain all over, fatigue, irritable bowel syndrome, insomnia, nausea, can't think properly, bouts of depression, restless hands and feet when sleeping, stiffness. Pain can be so bad I start sweating. Nausea makes it so I can't eat, ibs gives me severe stomach cramps. Feels like having the shit beaten out of you.

Had a six month period with no symptoms but they are returning. Think it was from drinking tea so I've given that up and symptoms subsiding.

Nobody knows the cause. Many doubt the existence of the disorder. Just gonna enjoy life while symptoms are minimal and work and make money while I can.
Can only see it getting worse as I age but I'm good for now so meh.

haha Dane-fag here. Why the fuck would you take a semester of Swedish! And your Swedish is ON POINT bro, just keep it up! Don't let the Swedes fuck you up with some non-sense "that doesn't make any sense", because it is just something Swedes do all the time to mess with other nationalities... fuck em

my shave is close to my grandfather daugher
xDDDD i die now

That just kinda means "I shave my daughter".

confirmed by a swede
your swedish is good man

>fibromyalgia
That disorder is pretty fucked. Saw a documentary on that a while ago, sounds horrible.
Hope you get better.

Dane fag talking about language..
>Danes can't even speak their own language properly.

Amen hvad fanden snakker du om? Du er jo helt væk din lille lorte svenske fede bøsserøv... Kæft mand, at I har en konge burde være nok til at lukke din røv! Vi har en fucking lækker Dronning, som til hver en tid vil sutte pik for fædrelandet, hvorimod jeres konge ikke kan andet end være en bøsse hvis han gør det samme... Kæft hvor ulækkert

I got shingles on December 23rd and it's been terrifically painful all along. The disease spread to my eye and now I can barely see out of it. I hope the pain subsides soon.

Äh håll käft danskjävel alla vet att ni är inavlade allihopa. Inte tillhör ni norden heller där nere i söder. Ett låtsas land med inavlade bönder som inte kan prata normalt. Fy fan.

lets play csgo, whats your steam name?

Hellere indavl end det I har gang i. Hvad fanden er det for noget med jer og jeres indvandrere? De fucker med jeres DNA, og I bliver trukket ned i værdi (fra undermenneske til sandneger)

GO TO A FUCKING HOSPITAL, THEY MAY SAVE YOUR VISION OP

That last line... at least you learned your lesson. I know retards who crash their cars under dumb circumstances and still drive like idiots

Pup jugg stis svengnig jorgen gisvigns valen stropugs ämalugs

Thanks bro

How did you stab yourself in the eye?