Ok, Sup Forums, need some ideas

Ok, Sup Forums, need some ideas.
I need to punish myself. Through some recent life choices I've made, done some bad things that I got away with, I can't handle this. I need to punish myself. I can't leave any marks that people will find though, how do I hurt myself? I'm a piece of shit and I deserve it. This isn't some sexual thing either. Will dump porn in the meantime. It can't leave a mark,

Look in the mirror

Take a long wood spoon and without thinking or flinching full swing onto your foot. Repeat 5 times each foot, then move to shins if you have any balls.

I might do this.
any other suggestions?

well what did you do

Buy a 20,000 car on your credit card, max the fucker out

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Don't have a credit card, almost no money, won't be an option unfortunately.
i'm never repeating it anywhere. it wasn't illegal, but it wasn't good.

staple/cut/pierce the inside of your mouth or drink boiling water; no need to swallow though

well if it wasnt illegal then what's the big deal, you're on an anonymous forum and you bring up doing something bad, least you can do is say what you did

shes so boring when she fucks, no better than a star fish

Yeah same long spoon and or hammer on fingers and toes. Best places again shins if ur ballsy, balls if your really ballsy. Electric shocks are for pros you can start small

I don't know if that'd work, my gf might notice when she kisses me.
i know, and im being a piece of shit by saying i did something bad and not telling anyone, but i'm not telling anyone so either give me suggestions or go be gay somewhere else.
she has a nice pussy and big tits tho
how to electric shock? will it leave marks?

still a boring bitch. nice pussy and tits is no excuse someone teach her how to fuck

you let a gang of niggers gangbang you in the ass with their Big Black Dicks, you will have to wear diapers after that for a few days because you butt wont close good enough to keep shit from running down your legs

I'd rather not get aids

Suck off an old fat man

Electric shock to genitalia. Glhf

Only the guilty get aids

you're not guilty, are you, user?

eh, i kinda like it. gives off the aura that i could fuck her to my hearts content and she'll just let me.
again, rather not have aids
incredibly guilty, it's why i want to hurt myself

Ok user its story time

another option is to scratch the gingiva right above your teeth with a toothpick or a needle. hurts like hell, heals fast.barely noticeable, dosent bleed much. bonus points if you drink cold water right after

I already said i'm not telling anyone. I did something bad, and I got away with it. That's it. I want to kill myself, I don't deserve to be alive, but I can't do that to my gf/family

A conscience is a hell of a thing you can move past it you know but you have to be careful. Getting past your conscious mind is dangerous, it leaves just the instinctual mind.

One wire in penis
One wire in mouth
Both in wall socket
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Post pics

how do i?
i think i deserve to feel like this forever though

Precisely you think you do. Ill tell you what if you tell me a little bit about what you did il help you out

Catholic fag here, go to confession. I know you were looking for physical pain but if you want to actually move past it and not just create more problems I suggest it. you dont have to be christian and the priests are BOUND BY GOD not to tell anyone. if you choose to do the prayers and shit they give you in order to be forgiven, fine, if not , more power to ya.

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USE A BELT AND WHIP. JUST DONT BREAK SKIN. I DO IT AND IT WORKS

I don't know how to elaborate without revealing anything, i'm sorry
i've been genuinely considering this

Just be yourself, OP :)

No Video Games for one whole week.

Meh, you're not really sorry if you want to avoid bruises or cuts

I'd say amputate the the tip of each finger to the first joint in from the nail

Then feed them to a dog

If you think it would actually help you, do it. I just hate the idea of you dealing (possibly) permanent damage to yourself when you can work through them

I need to avoid any marks, if my girlfriend finds it she'll just be sad.
what if i deserve the permanent damage?

who decides that, you? Yeah I guess. But I would try confession first before setting the bottoms of your feet on fire or some shit

maybe i will, thanks user.
but i cant get away with it.
i cant hurt people.

anytime user, good luck

If you end your life then you DEFINITELY won't do it again