Feels thread guys. I feel like being sad today

Feels thread guys. I feel like being sad today.

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bump, please don't let this thread die

It's a long ass story, but I recommend you read it while listening to some good ol' blues.

Eric Clapton ft. B.B. King - Come Rain Or Come Shine

Go watch Grave of the fireflies. That will make you cry plenty.

sorry user but that movie didn't made me cry.

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Ariel

She killed herself and left me an apology letter.

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Fuck mate. I'm sorry. Truly.

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I spend my time getting drunk and playing video games. I get no enjoyment out of life anymore. I can't even play video games without being drunk.

Bump

>nobody will ever love you back like you love them

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Trying to deal with my father's passing by consuming his whisky collection, what are you guys feeling for today?

OP that literally brought tears to my fuckin eyes fuck

relateable

mass bump incoming

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I'm usually the happiest most fulfilled person i know, but lately ive been sad.

i crave affection more than i realized and this is the first time I havent had it in a while.

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mu dump is done

relatable

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These threads make me want to end myself.

Ending yourself is a way to see a new beginning.
That doesn't mean you have to kill yourself to be better, you just need to realize your alive and you can still do anything.

Me too, kinda sucks

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I've been miserable for so long that I don't know what it is to be happy anymore. Even the thought of not being miserable scares me because I don't know what being happy is like, and I'm afraid that I won't like it.

I hope so, I still have time left to use, but everytime I take a look back I feel empty, like I missed something important in my short life or I lost something in the past but I can't figure what

damn, i'm sorry b/ro.

This is the gayest shit LOL

im at the point where im paying for it. it makes me even more sad but i really just need it right now.

fuck dude this made me feel terrible about all the times I've been mean to my sister who looks up to me

Hey man, that feeling of wanting to do more is natrual.
The best time to plant a tree is 20 years ago, the next best time is now.
Don't ever think it's too late to be happy/make a better life.
It's hard, it requires a lot of work, motivation and patience.
But it is possible. Never think otherwise.

shit, i'm truly sorry, man. i'm a little bit bummed out, but alright. i hope you're ok soon mate.

Can't be solved

"My game may be ending but yours is just beginning."
fuck.

eventually i feel like i don't even want to be saved, like i want to lead this sad, miserable life

fuck, this one really got to me.

Broken

kek

Never again will i be a asshole to my little sister.
Will never let anyone lay a hand on her

my brother passed on recently and my whole family has been really broken up about it. My mom and dad broke up a few years back and that was not easy on any of us. So I go to see my dad on christmas and I am looking through the house when I walk in on my younger brothers room there is a small pile of gifts on the bed each of the have a tag that says dad will always love you my heart just broke. I walk out of his room and go to mine and ball my eyes out. it hurts man it really hurts

Thanks for the motivational speech Sup Forumsro' take care of yourself. I'll try to improve on my mindset, I guess that's the best way to start from scratch.

damn...
also orange and blue corners and yellow centers

My mom had divorced from my father before I was born because he verbally and physically abused her. He even punched her in the stomach to try and make her lose me. She raised me with the help of my grandparents. My grandpa was like my dad and treated me as his own kid. My mom developed heart disease and fought for over 10 years. She was in and out of the hospital and she just wanted to go. I spoke to her one night before bed and an hour later I got the call she was gone. It still hurts that I didn't do as much as I should have for her. She did everything for me, but I feel I didn't do everything I could for her. FF 4 years later and my grandpa who was also my friend has a massive stroke and passes away a week later. I miss them more than I could ever express.

God dammit how did they fuck that up

have a heart you gook

Bitch please, try losing your best friend to an unecessary war

Inb4 thread deleted because we got hold of a mods snapchat username hahaahahaha

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>every rude word to the innocent little creature, still looking at the world with curiosity and fragile happiness
>every second watching her cry thinking that's revenge for you
>older now, knowing none of what happened was her fault
>not the alcoholic father
>not the bi-polar, pothead mother
>she didn't get more love
>she gave more love
>now she's suicidal,
>cynical, just like her big brother
>big bitter, cruel, monster of a brother
>Can't even cry, all i can do watch in awe how life creates more and more trainwrecks like us.

what goes around comes around

It hurts man, it always will, the only thing we can do at this point is to remember them, both when we're sad and happy. Sometimes it just hurts out of nowhere, and we need to embrace that feeling, because it usually makes us feels closest to the one we lost.

I'm actually crying

this hurt.

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>graduating soon with a MSc
>no gf
>no friends to hang out with
>no social skills
>father having serious trouble with his health
>destined to drone on for the rest of my life in a meaningless shitty office job
>alone
>bitter
>tired
>"it'll get better soon, it's just a phase" they said
>9 years ago
>why am I still here
Each year waking up gets a tiny bit more unbearable. Thinking of being dead soon comforts me.

Holy fuck, that actually made me cry.

Little backstory, I haven't legit cried in 2 years.

>be me
>be born
>Same day other kid was born
>according to parents, we were inseparable in the nursery
>always had to be next to each other or cried
>turns out, we lived in the same neighborhood in the city
>always grew up with one another, never was apart
>lets call friend Mike
>we lived in a bad neighborhood, so always played indoors
>Mike didn't really like video games, like I did, he liked reading books
>kid was smart, really smart. almost like a prodigy
>was reading almost collegiate level books at 8
>his favorite was the fantasy series "The Witcher" by Andrzej Sapkowski
>couldn't understand the book, so never bothered
>ff to 8 years old
>we were playing outside once, cant remember why
>was trying to cross road
>something in my gut tells me to stop so i do
>dont say anything to Mike
>he tries to cross
>I see a truck
>I didnt say anything
>truck must not have seen him since we were so short
>died on impact
>i just stand there in shock

>fast foward 7 years
>living in suburbs now
>see game on steam "Witcher 2"
>bought it, played it, loved it
>Loved Witcher 3
>W1 was alright
>own all the books
>bought copy of Geralts Medallion (Pic Related)
>Never take it off

Why didn't i say anything?

Fuck, I need to go.

Was getting an apology letter a relief or a burden? Would you have preferred if she had left no letter?

don't beat yourself up, man. you were a kid and reacted normally

15? mods

Feeling sad used to be a warm, heavy feeling in my chest that kept me in bed for days. It was something I hated, but found comforting, being able to cry and feel like I'd exhausted any excess emotion I felt. I couldn't describe what I feel now, not in lieu of descriptive terminology, but in light of my own cold, prying attempts at forming some sort of emotion anything like those that I squandered whenever I may have had them last. It's like a drug you've developed a tolerance for.

yeah i just think about it alot, its really heavy

well am 20 now. Didnt do a ff cause i forgot to mention it until i posted

Is anybody still here? Wanna know if it's worth the time typing out a post.

Dude. This is legit happening to me rn. Help?

>Sometimes, at the end of the day I sit back and think
>Who cared about me today?
>Who started the conversation, who was happy to see me, who would have cared were I not there?
>Sure, there's always the little stuff. The pleasantries.
>Thanks for the __insert activity__ help, user
>Is that all I am to you, a helping hand?
>No, that's not what I think about.
>I think about the people who came to me, not with problems, but with interests
>In the form of the generic "How was your day?" or a "Have you seen this __news/picture/whatever__ yet?"
>I think about these people
>And then I realize
>That there are none.
>If, for a day, I were to turn off my phone
>Nobody would worry that I were gone
>Nobody would try to find me, to talk to me.
>I don't know what I'm doing wrong
>I go through the motions
>I have friends, I "hang out"
>But when the moment is gone and it's 2am and I've thought too much and I've done too little
>I find myself all alone.
>All I wanted was to be important to someone
>But now it seems I mean nothing
>Like a background character in my own show.
>Ready to disappear between acts in the chaos of a change of set
>And nobody would even notice.
>I don't want to die
>But that thought keeps creeping in
>Who would care, user, if you were gone?

I'm here, where else have I got to go?

post my friend, im here

>>Who would care, user, if you were gone?
no one

Capped, thanks for contributing, user.

I have a few things i need to get off my chest.
First, my girlfriend broke up with me yesterday because she says she can't envision her future with me in it. She says she still loves me but I'm just not what she had in mind for a partner. She comes from a very rich background and my family is like dirt poor. I'm the first in my family to go to college. I'm understandably hurt and angry. I really did love this girl, I still kinda do, but she can't accept who I am and she has the nerve to say that she still loves me.
Finally, I feel really alone. I just need people to talk to. I have an unusually low number of friends for my age.

I"m not sure if i'm happy i can't relate to these, i know its supposed to hurt, but i've never been in love or felt any stronger emotions and i feel like i'm missing out, i just want to finally feel something

>>Who would care, user, if you were gone?
No one.