Lyrics that bring up deeply personal and painful feelings? I'll start

Lyrics that bring up deeply personal and painful feelings? I'll start.
>pink ribbon scars that never forget
>I've tried so hard to cleanse these regrets
Also inb4 edgy self harming teenager. That line refers to track marks.

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The entirety of The Ticket Inspector by Chance Waters. Oh, and Jimme's Song by Emanuel and The Fear. I feel like I'm going down the same road as the song's subjects.

i carved your name into a tree
it scarred the same as it did me

"The cuts on your skin, the red in my eyes" d - r.b.u.

The whole song gets to me on a deep level but some of the key lyrics to me are:

Never want to say we're sad
Thankful that we got some chance
I know you won't get back your time
I wish that you could take it back


and


Conscience says, "I'm okay"
You don't hear what they say
"He's not my son, search his home"
Off to war
It's time to go hide inside


and finally, this line accurately describes my relationship with my dad


Hits you on the head when nobody's there
Then he says, "come here could you fix my tie?"

Forgotten tomb - Disheartenment

Lying in a dark corner
The black candle light is dying out
Trying to refuse this suffering
As coldness burns my pale naked flesh

I faced my fears a thousand times
Endless doubts - Life of paranoia
I try to find a way out
From this state of suicidal urge

I watch with empty eyes the blade
As tears begin to fall down my face
Another night alone with myself
At one with melancholy and depression

I bleed because the dark is near
I cry as i realize you can' t be here
I need to caress your skin in the night
But now my only friend remains this knife

Why must i live with these fears?
I know my only tragedy is my mind
Sometimes i think i'm wasting all the joys
And with this bitter thought i fear to die

I feel so jaded now, so far away
I can't face next morning with this pain
Another cut lacerates my flesh
Sometimes i think it will be the last

I'm only trying to objectivate this hate
I prove towards myself and life itself
I only need to watch these fifty wounds
I opened upon my body in the night

I only need to stop these sick death thoughts
And cry for joy when you'll be here again
I'll watch you sleeping naked at my side
I'll kiss you and this blood will stop to flow

Everyone can kill himself one day
Life brings pain and suffering on our way
Cut your wrists, it's simpler than it seems
But in death you'll know...
Disheartenment wins

>I am my father's son
>I am no one
>I cannot love
>It's in my blood

Time by Pink Floyd

>We walked down the hill, I feel the coming on of the fading sun
>And I know for sure that you'll never be the one
>It's the forbidden moment that we live that fires our sad escape
>And holds passion more than words can say

fag

>Always thought you are holding me back but,
But it turns out you were just holding me together

This whole song really though lads youtube.com/watch?v=oojMM3APqK8

>you remind me of why i hate myself
>you're everything i'm not
>i hate myself because i wish i was

And maybe, and maybe my issues are not your issues
But everyone has to sleep and everybody carries weight
You can't escape regret, but you might regret escape
If you closed your eyes and held it would you recognize the shape?
Regardless, give my regards
To the inner child that managed to break
Free from the confines of this skull sized cell
The taming of the shrew, the high hopes fell
The shaming of the true made your own private hell
And maybe I'm not here for you to listen to
And I'm not here to steer you just share my vision
Maybe drop a hint or two, maybe a few opinions
Maybe learn from you by watching you and studying your positions
The mission started off as nothing but better living instead of giving truth
Better living was found through keeping secrets
Enlist me as a crunch
Spreading the message of funk
Lettin' the rest of the spunk
Clog their veins with that junk
All limp, swingin' like the willows in the wind
Moving like the mountains when Armageddon begins
Vampires you're all a bunch of demons
When you talk I close my eyes it sounds like your screamin'

>and everywhere I go, I know I'm not welcome

Forgotten Tomb is incredible, Springtime Depression is possibly my favorite DSBM album.

Mutual Slump by Dj Shadow reminds me of my dead cat, I was so upset that day and hearing that song made me cry really hard for some reason out of all things.

WHEN IIIIII WAS A CHILD
I CAUGHT A FLEETING GLIMPSE

OUT OF THE CORNER OF MY EYE

I turned to look
but it was gone
I cannot put my finger on it now

The child is grown
THE DREAM IS GONE

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYAHA
HAVE BECOME
comfortably numb

track marks don't look like pink ribbons you retard

>You're insecure
>Don't know what for

I love you, of course

FAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAADE OOOOOOOOUUUUUUT

AGAAAIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNNNN

>I shake like a toothache
>when I hear myself sing

Joy division - passover
song always gets to me on a personal level

This is a crisis I knew had to come,
Destroying the balance I'd kept.
Doubting, unsettling and turning around,
Wondering what will come next.
Is this the role that you wanted to live?
I was foolish to ask for so much.
Without the protection and infancy's guard,
It all falls apart at first touch.

Watching the reel as it comes to a close,
Brutally taking its time,
People who change for no reason at all,
It's happening all of the time.
Can I go on with this train of events?
Disturbing and purging my mind,
Back out of my duties, when all's said and done,
I know that I'll lose every time.

Moving along in our God given ways,
Safety is sat by the fire,
Sanctuary from these feverish smiles,
Left with a mark on the door,
Is this the gift that I wanted to give?
Forgive and forget's what they teach,
Or pass through the deserts and wastelands once more,
And watch as they drop by the beach.

This is the crisis I knew had to come,
Destroying the balance I'd kept,
Turning around to the next set of lives,
Wondering what will come next.

>They'll clap when you die
>They'll love you when you're dead
>And they'll understand
>And you'll be forgiven then

that's the dream

His father died and left him a little farm in New England.
All the long black funeral cars left the scene
And the boy was just standing there alone
Looking at the shiny red tractor
Him and his daddy used to sit inside
And circle the blue fields and grease the night.
It was if someone had spread butter on all the fine points of the stars
'Cause when he looked up they started to slip.
Then he put his head in the crux of his arm
And he started to drift, drift to the belly of a ship,
Let the ship slide open, and he went inside of it
And saw his daddy 'hind the control board streamin' beads of light,
He saw his daddy 'hind the control board,
And he was very different tonight
'Cause he was not human, he was not human.

And then the little boy's face lit up with such naked joy
That the sun burned around his lids and his eyes were like two suns,
White lids, white opals, seeing everything just a little bit too clearly
And he looked around and there was no black ship in sight,
No black funeral cars, nothing except for him the raven
And fell on his knees and looked up and cried out,
“No, daddy, don't leave me here alone,
Take me up, daddy, to the belly of your ship,
Let the ship slide open and I'll go inside of it
Where you're not human, you are not human.”

But nobody heard the boy's cry of alarm.
Nobody there 'cept for the birds around the New England farm
And they gathered in all directions, like roses they scattered
And they were like compass grass coming together into the head of a shaman bouquet
Slit in his nose and all the others went shooting
And he saw the lights of traffic beckoning like the hands of Blake
Grabbing at his cheeks, taking out his neck,
All his limbs, everything was twisted and he said,
“I won't give up, won't give up, don't let me give up,
I won't give up, come here, let me go up fast,
Take me up quick, take me up, up to the belly of a ship
And the ship slides open and I go inside of it where I am not human.”

when it comed to depressing and touching joy division lyrics I tend to think that Love Will Tear Us Apart was their most accomplished work

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Lots of stuff Ian Curtis wrote

>Mother I've tried please believe me
>I'm doing the best that I can
>I'm ashamed of the things I've been through
>I'm ashamed of the person I am

>Guess your dreams always end
>They don't rise up just descend
>But I don't care any more
>I've lost the will to want more

>We would go on as though nothing was wrong,
>And hide from these days, we remained all alone
>Staying in the same place, just staying out the time
>Touching from a distance, further all the time

what makes Ian Curtis lyrics so profound for me is how relatable they are. Dude wrote straight from the heart, no gimmicks

Leaders Of Men

Born from some mother's womb,
Just like any other room.
Made a promise for a new life.
Made a victim out of your life.

When your time's on the door,
And it drips to the floor,
And you feel you can touch,
All the noise is too much,
And the seeds that are sown,
Are no longer your own.

Just a minor operation,
To force a final ultimatum.
Thousand words are spoken loud,
Reach the dumb to fool the crowd.

When you walk down the street,
And the sound's not so sweet,
And you wish you could hide,
Maybe go for a ride,
To some peep show arcade,
Where the future's not made.

A nightmare situation,
Infiltrate imagination,
Smacks of past Holy wars,
By the wall with broken laws.

The leaders of men,
Born out of your frustration.
The leaders of men,
Just a strange infatuation.
The leaders of men,
Made a promise for a new life.
No saviour for our sakes,
To twist the internees of hate,
Self induced manipulation,
To crush all thoughts of mass salvation.

I know it's over, and it never really began
But in my heart it was so real

I'm scratching at my skin to take my mind
Off the absence we've created
The lines blur together like the veins in my arms
And I wish I wasn't so alone
You are the difference between hell and home

When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry

[...]Te vuelves sólo a casa
Con la falsa ilusión de ser
Alguien mejor que yo
Que no te dolerá esta vez
Y no queda nada aquí
Que ahora te pueda retener
Cierra las puertas tras de ti
Por si se te ocurre volver[...]

[...]Te vuelves sólo a casa
Con la falsa ilusión de ser
Alguien mejor que yo
Que no te dolerá esta vez
Y no queda nada aquí
Que ahora te pueda retener
Cierra las puertas tras de ti
Por si se te ocurre volver[...]

[...]
Me dueles tanto
Que no quiero volverte a ver

Me dueles tanto
Que no quiero volverte a ver

Me dueles tanto
Que no quiero volverte a ver[...]

Zahara - Photofinish, an spanish singer.

Open your eyes, look up to the skies and see
I'm just a poor boy, I need no sympathy
Because I'm easy come, easy go, little high, little low
Any way the wind blows doesn't really matter to me, to me

I keep my eyes firmly closed, hoping I won’t see your face. But you are everywhere a shadow, and I am so alone.

Only thing I've ever done
(Ticking time is running out)
Closest I have ever come
(Ticking time is running out)
Oh so tired on my own
(Ticking time is running out)
Best days I have ever known
(Ticking time is running out)

Yesterday, I found out the world was ending
Yesterday, I found out the world was ending

A little more
Every day
Falls apart
Slips away
...Well I don't mind...
...I'm okay...
...Wish it didn't have to end this way

These four walls are closing in
Ticking time is running out
Oh all the things that might have been
Ticking time is running out
Watch young lovers walking by
Ticking time is running out
God forgive me if I cry...
Ticking time is running out

A little more
Every day
Falls apart
Slips away...
...I don't mind...
...I'm okay...
Nothing ever
Stays the same
While we can
Remember when
We always were
Yes, even then
Stay with me...
Hold me near....
While I'm still here....

>im not really livin, im just killin time

>let down and hanging around crushed like a bug in the ground

"In the woods I found a faithful friend, who spent their days with me, we laughed and cried and shared our hopes before I had to leave" - Wolfgun - The Woods. Reminding me that I had friends before I moved and traded it for loneliness in 2015.

all of two headed boy part 2

I have a dead brother

I prefer Two Headed Boy part 1. Cool to see that others have a feel for part 2. The title track to ITAOTS makes me tear up a lot too.

part 1 is the better song, part 2 means more to me though, lyrically at least

so many time :(

for me it's the next lines

"What I had to say is unsaid
What I had to do is undone"

"Eating snowflakes with plastic forks
On a paper plate of course
You'll think of everything"

In The Aeroplane Over The Sea, Two Headed Boy Pt. 1, and Fool all make me tear up as well