Drinking/feels thread. Drinking alone at the bar. I know

Drinking/feels thread. Drinking alone at the bar. I know,
>at a bar
>on Sup Forums
I like to people watch. Drinking coors light cuz there's late night specials on domestic and taking shots of tequila. Just ran into my "her." The one that got away. We exchanged an obligatory awkward hug, and made painful small talk for less than 5 minutes until her two friends (one of them was a guy and who I'm assuming she's with right now) pulled her away to leave. Now I'm sitting here trying to get her out of my mind. What and why are you guys drinking tonight? Got anything you want to talk about? Tell me about it.

It's morning here, so no drinking right now.
Godspeed user.

Sleep well brother. Thanks for stopping in. Only midnight here.

Shameless self bump. I could really use some company guys. I don't want to talk to the people here at the bar, I want to talk to you guys.

My sad story. I've been drinking since morning.

Talk to that cutie

Why did you start drinking this early?

Not too many to choose from. They're all with their Chads. There's a fat black Woman sitting across from me though.

Maybe you can talk to one of em alone while smoking outside.

Yeah man I've been chatting a little with random people. I really just love sitting and watching. I'm not actively seeking like I should be. I have a really hard time doing it when I'm in this kind of mood. If I hadn't seen that girl earlier I'd be a lot more social.

What happend between you and this special girl?

Here, I'ma fill this up and join in here, love drinks and conversation.

It's not a terribly interesting story. We met at work and agreed to be fuck buddies, and agreed we didn't want to date. We both started developing feelings for one another and because of that she started pushing away. She avoided my calls, almost stopped hanging out with me entirely. So I just tried to shrug it off. But then she'd see me with other women and freak out and show up at my place drunk at 4 in the morning crying and telling me that she loves me, things like that. Telling me that she wants to kill whoever I'm with... but she doesn't want to be with me. Meanwhile she's fucking half of Florida and expecting me to be cool with it. I called it off permanently a couple years ago and haven't gone back on my word that I'd never fuck her again. Recently we've been chatting as friends through text and it hasn't been a big deal, til I saw her. She came up and started rubbing my back and shit and it just brought a lot back. Sorry for no green text, story isn't interesting enough and she doesn't deserve the attention for that much detail. She would lie about who she was hooking up with, accused me of getting her pregnant and got an abortion 3 months in when I asked for a DNA test like a reasonable person, etc. shit sucks.

Thing is, I'm still in love with her even though she is a piece of trash. I still love her so much.
Thanks bro, love your threads if that's actually you. Cheers.

LOL, why didnt you just buy a 6 pack and drink at home like a normal person, you creep...
>people watch
stalker detected.

Not a stalker. Just like the energy of other people in the room. Having other people around me lifts my mood a little bit. Alone in my room I start to go crazy after awhile.

ok columbine, like you said

>I called it off permanently a couple of years ago and haven't gone back on my word

you did that for a reason, you know the baggage and trouble this crazy bitch is, brush it off.
She did that shit on purpose, who knows how many dicks shes had since you stopped seeing her.

I'm sure it's been a LOT of dicks. I'm steadfast on my resolution. I will never fuck her again. But them feels just won't go away. I hate it.

those feelings are just leftovers, residue from something you enjoyed bruh, forget it.

Yeah. Plus she's kind of fat. Still it bugs the shit out of me thinking about her cumming on some Chad's cock.

sounds like you haven't gotten laid, the cure
get some pussy... none at the bar? Go see an escort, enjoy yourself.

Good call. I'll go to an Asian massage Parlor tomorrow. I've gotten laid before there and I'll do it again.

Sending love your way, man. I've been there. Take care.

Thx user.