Okay Sup Forums, so I have a dilemma: I am a rapist in the making

Okay Sup Forums, so I have a dilemma: I am a rapist in the making.

It's my ultimate fantasy: I want to hold down a 10/10 woman and fuck her against her will. My ultimate goal would to be to set up a sex dungeon and keep her long term so I could rape her whenever I wanted.

I fantasise about rape almost every day! Reading news articles about rape is boner inducing for me. I always search for hardcore/rape porn. If I see a beautiful woman out for a jog by herself late at night I have to use every ounce of will power to stop me following her to a poorly-lit part of the foot path and attacking her.

I work as a labourer for a restoration building company at the moment and I have the master key to every unit in the complex we're carrying out works in. There is a young woman, Lilly, 20-25yo who lives by herself in on of the units (not one we're working on) and I feel like she has been the biggest temptation of all. I've even been in her unit while she was at a uni lecture so I know the key works. Only problem is that it wouldn't take long to track me down being one of 3 people having key access to her room. Basically, if I knew I wouldn't get caught I'd have gagged her and dumped my load in her weeks ago.

I feel like the right thing to do is see a therapist or something and get help but what if they report me to police as a potential threat to society. I'm 100% certain that one day I will crack and I will give in to my urges.

Please don't suggest role-play because I've tried before and it doesn't scratch my itch.

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you could use therapy. For real, not judging you. It is a sign of something, perhaps you are angry to women or something like that

Would you rape her?

Dont be paranoïd about therapy. They will only report you if you confess an actual crime. I know what I'm talking about, I did a therapy myself for a similar problem...

I'm not 100% sure, but I think that a therapist would only inform the police if it would clear that you're going to commit rape in the next times for sure. So if you're keeping calmly and don't tell them that you need it now, everything will be fine.

And perhaps they can even 'help' you. You can't be taken down for a crime you didn't commit, so give it a try.

Just do it. If you won't do it you will forever have your life dominated by that one thought. Never free.
Get one from the park though. Apartment complex is dumb.

Therapy is for retarded soccer moms. Shit don't work.

You should def see a therapist my dude

Zomg so edgy

Get

You have a key to every suite? That won't make you a suspect at all

Also what's working st that company like?

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I think it may have something to do with one of my first girlfriends who I still consider the hottest girl I've ever dated. We used to do everything except actual intercourse as she wanted to wait until marriage. I feel like perhaps this is what started it.

So telling a shrink that I currently have strong urges and have been in a strangers apartment without their knowledge would not warrant police intervention?

I couldn't be more serious when I say go to a thearapist. You may look like a monster to they for a second but hey I feel as if inn a pretty healthy individual I just come here to bullshit and I have shit like this come into my head here and there but u do not dwell on the temptations. Ya sex is cool but its not worth putting someone through a tramatic experience and the chance of you getting thrown in jail is really high. It all screams bad news, is say if you want to keep you freedom and be behind bars one day. Go see a fucking therapist before you really hurt someone and yourself.

Confess to your local Padre.

P.s I feel that consensual intercourse is one of the hottest things ever. Think about it a girl is willing to hand you her body for pleasure and depending on how intense it gets that just might become your new kink. Be a good boy and follow the right path sir!

I think I covered that in my original post. I'm well aware that no sign of forced entry would quickly point to the fact that the perpetrator had a key and then to the company carrying out works on the complex.

All I'm saying is that it would be so easy to commit the actual crime. I have the pin-code access to the site shed and the master key inside. I could do it at like 1am and gag her while she slept, fuck her and then leave.

The company is easy to work for. I basically keep the site clean and help the tradies set up and carry in their gear/materials.

They have to report if they know someone is in danger/abused because of you. They dont report all illegal activities, as creepy as this activity might sounds.
But if it scares you, lie a little bit and just tell you WANT to do that.
About the strong urges, I can assure you they heard shit like this every days...

I mean is one 10/10 pussy really worthy of spending 25% of your life behind iron bars OP? If you do it you will not only go to prison but you will most lilely never get pussy after it without paying for it. Not to mention that nobody is going to employ you after it so you might live the rest of your life homeless. Also your family and friends are going to leave you at the instant they hear about it. Think about it OP. I'd recommend theraphy and maybe you could try to stop masturbating to get rid of the horniness.

A girl walking on the street walking like this would make you rape her?!

My two cents OP:

1. IMO not worth the jail time and constant paranoia of maybe getting caught.

2. Easier ways to get laid these days without having to resort to rape (Tinder, escorts, etc.)

3. Sex is overrated anyway. You're hyping it up in your brain making it worse but the moment you rape her and realize it wasn't that big of a deal you'll feel like shit.

Also: Think about why rape is so appealing to you? Perhaps you think its the only way to fuck a solid 10/10? If so, that's not true (see above).

On the other hand, if you get horny by watching other people suffer, then sure rape sounds like a match for you. That said I hope you get counter-raped in jail by a pack of wild niggers because you're officially a shit-tier member of society who can't get a hold of his emotions.

Also think about this if you get caught what do they do to rapist in jail? Huh... They fucking rape them, unless you want to throw away your hard work, family's core love for you and ruins someone life maybe you should be getting it in the ass for the rest of your life without consent. I'm fucking serious dude, don't fuck your life up. Don't fuck your victims life up, just save the hassle and fight your fucking demons. You know they exist and now the next part is to find out how to deplete their existence. Don't be a fuckhead and think you can get away with it. There's soooo many ways you can get caught. Way more than your fucked head can think of. Get some fucking help man.

Dude, go on vacation and chill in a foresst for 4 weeks. Learn that there is more in life than sex, also i bet you hve no ctual friends, go find them. Youre 100% a loner cause youre scared that your precius world might be more complex than you think.

Karma is watching you.


Also, get yourself a pet and throw your computer out of the window.

Now this is my kind of thread.

You're a sick fuck.
You need therapy, but I suspect you won't seek any.
In the long run, due to your misconduct, you'll probably be raped yourself.

September 16, 2002, Abilene TX. Apartment complex works just fine. Lot's of people coming and going.

cheer up, op, I rape a lot I mean A LOT. Everybody in our village knows that but they have no guts to tell the police because I have a gun. come and visit me we can join our forces

Nature loves you guys, stop hiding in your black hole of sadness and go outside

wut?

Truth

You go in her place. Spike all her drinks with sleep pills.

Wait til night time.

Fuck her brains out. Leave like nothing happened.

Only 15% of awake rapes are ever reported. The number is even less than 1% for sleep rapes. Those are numbers I just pulled out of my ass, but they seem good.

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You need to pick a target that isn't connected to you in any way. learn the patters of a random girl somewhere on the down low, don't let others know you are out and about at that hour. It is better for you if people think your home asleep or something

Rapists need to die. THEY NEED TO DIE. Death punishment. You should go to a psychatrie and they should put you inside a room to keep people safe.

You need medication or something. Everything is better then raping. Fuck Im not even sure if you should die or not right now. You are a threat to society and humanity.

The only way to get rid of a temptation is yield to it. Resist it, and your soul grows sick with longing for the things it has forbidden to itself, with desire for what its monstrous laws have made monstrous and unlawful.

You're sick but you gave me a chuckle ill give you that.

Gemma Baruma?

>Those are numbers I just pulled out of my ass, but they seem good

Me again. I don´t want to judge you but you have to do something so it never happens. It must absolutely not happen.

There can´t be understanding for rape. You have to do anything to make it not happen.

>Karma is watching you.

Lmao. The only thing watching you is your own guilt.

Look at pic related. He rips people off, assaults and rapes women with no problem. There is no karma except what you create in your head.

Fully agree!

Yeah you can't really get in trouble with the police for urges. Go to therapy. Rape sounds all fine and dandy until you get caught and wind up on the receiving end of said rapey rape. Cuz guess what's in prison? People who don't want to suppress those urges, and think you probably have a pretty tight asshole.

I'd say therapy is the better option

Underage edgelord detected.

This is a child's advise

we see us in the afterlife dude :3

>Rape sounds all fine and dandy
I think you go to therapy too, dude.

Me and all these people think its a completely bad idea. Listen to us user seek help. I really hope you, I'm going to leave this thread now but I believe in you user you seem smart. Smart enough to set yourself straight. Don't do it and seek help and for now in don't dwell on those urges.

You don't want to help people who are mentally ill, but you'd rather want them dead.

That rather makes you a threat to society and humanity. Ever think about that?

People like OP need help, not a bullet to the head.

Semantics. I've just been here too long.

The most obvious way is to wait for her to bring back a dude from uni. Wait for them to fuck and him to leave. Head in there. Have a little rape. Kill her. Obviously take steps to leave no evidence of your having been there. Other dude will have left plenty for an easy frame.

my fantasy is raping a femboy/trap

I appreciate that they're are people on her able to keep an open mind. I mean, it's not like I have done anything yet...

I love you op, no matter whats going on in your mind.
The world also loves you, go and hug a tree, go and smoke a joint or two, go to a animal shelter and help these poor bastards instead of THINKING WITH YOUR DICK.

pick related, its op

You've only been talking about yourself now. What do you think will happen to the girl if you rape her. Don't you think you will damage and potentially even destroy her if you actually do rape her?

Do you think that is fair? Doing that to another human being?

No, I absolutely don't think it's fair but when I have urges I tend to feel selfish and those thoughts which are counter-productive get pushed to the back of my mind. I do think about the damage I could cause and I am certain I'd feel immense guilt directly preceding the event.

You have to understand that I'm not some heartless monster filled with pure evil. I am a human being. I am capable of love and empathy and guilt. I'm not saying the urges I get or the fantasies I have are okay. I know they're not.

A therapist won't report you. Go there.

Goood user, now heal yourself. You need to go on a personal journey to help not only you but everyone else including the potential victim, your family, and friends.

Now I am seriously leaving the thread haha. I hope you have a bright future user don't fuck it up with your stupid thoughts. You got the tools to help yourself.

Good answer. If you really feel this way, you should start to heal yourself. Use the internet to find different ways for healing and/or find a therapist; Which I assume must be one hell of a difficult step to take, but one that you must decide is worth taking or not.

Either way, heal yourself. If you can't do it by yourself, find help. Good luck OP.