its my birthday and im feeling more depressed than usual and yet have to act like im fine so my family doesnt freak out and force me to get psychological help (their idea of help is to put me on antidepressants and essentially zombify me)
any Sup Forumsros want to donate literally anything at all for my birthday at steamcommunity.com/id/crualninja or even just have a normal conversation?
>feeling more depressed than usual and yet have to act like im fine so my family doesnt freak out and force me to get psychological help are you me?
Austin Smith
OP you can get all kinds of crazy drugs for depression. My advice would be to act out and get them. ESPECIALLY if your parents are buying the drugs for you. Also happy birthday faggot
Aiden Perry
pretty sure both of us are like majority of Sup Forumsros on here
nice trips btw
Gabriel Clark
tempting but i'd rather not as addiction is extremely common in my family and I've seen what drugs have done to some of my friends and family
also thanks faggot
Noah Ward
Honestly, the only solutions are drugs to help forget about it or to just kill yourself.
Life doesn't get better.
Noah Fisher
Shit it's my birthday today and I feel the same way
Noah Clark
well shit, happy birthday and i hope you somehow feel better at some point
Charles Rodriguez
Happy birthday user.
Why are you depressed?
I'm currently in bed feeling terrible, hope talking will help.
Ian Nguyen
In all honesty user i'm not entirely sure why im depressed,its been probably two years since ive been in and out of depression but back then i had legitimate reasons as to why i was depressed. been off of weed for just over a month now as i used to smoke to deal with it but the temptation in unreal at the moment.
what about you? any issues you wanna get off of your back?
Evan Myers
I've been depressed for about 10 years, carrying on with life as best I can.
Few things lead to this I guess. Dad used to batter me as a kid, Mum made me homeless at 15, both step parents committed suicide, best friend fucked me over and stole my girlfriend, got into drugs in school and have no qualifications.
Things are better than they have been lately but I'm still hating how I feel.
I got a job working in a nursing home for people with terminal illnesses to try and make me feel that I'm making a difference in people's lives.
It works kind of, but the money is so bad so I'm having financial difficulties now.
It's like you can't win sometimes.
The worst part is I have to trudge on for another 40 years before I die naturally.
Tyler Roberts
Well same case during all of my birthdays since I was 10. Honestly it isn't the matter of situation or depression. It's just the time passing by makes me feel sad and forces me to think about my life as of something pretty meaningless. I usualy pour myself a glass of bourbon and smoke a cigarette to get into a meditation mood and the feelings just slips away after some time.
Easton Moore
i feel ya man, its almost like no matter what situation you're in, whether bleak or hopeful, theres just that feeling and thoughts of depression and that somehow everything is going to go to shit again.
as cliche as it sounds the only thing that has really helped me is try and focus on the positives and really see where you've come from the situation that you were in when you were younger.
Julian Adams
>its my birthday Grow a pair. Only women and children give a shit about birthdays.
Adam Ortiz
Off weed for a month? That's really good man.
I'm two weeks clean today, before this I've smoked everyday for 5 years
Still having mad dreams
Andrew Lee
its an excuse to get shit faced when you have actual things going on in life, whats not to like?
Jeremiah Peterson
Play more hours Faggot, who wants to donate to somebody who only plays a half hour to an hour a day
Christopher Watson
shit my dude, i smoked semi often (whenever i would feel down or depressed) so it varied alot but everyday for 5 years? being off for two weeks is great
Jace Rodriguez
I havn't had the time since ive been trying to sort my shit out for once in my life and actually get things done but i'm probably going to get back into it soon enough
couldn't care if you donated or not, its just decent to have a chat with someone every once and a while
Jonathan Barnes
>its an excuse to get shit faced That sounds pretty pathetic.
Camden Sanchez
it is but its just how things are, like i said im trying to get my shit together so i cant just drink myself unconscious every night
Jackson Sanchez
Happy birthdays.
Dude get on the meds but don't take them and send them to me.
Jayden Stewart
thanks user
Lincoln Rivera
Thanks man, I feel so different, much less reclusive, more confident, less meek.
Temptation is there constantly so I'm quite proud of my progress.
Doing much today user? I'm gonna put lotr on and stay in bed all day as I'm not in work until Wednesday night
Xavier Mitchell
Honestly, you're doing really well user, im about to head to sleep since I have to get up in 5 hours for work
I need to watch lotr all over again, been ages since i've binged it, hope you have fun and stay strong with fighting the addiction.
Andrew Barnes
Happy Birthday user, assuming you're not gonna have many people to celebrate it with? I hope you're able to enjoy your day/night.
Justin Nguyen
I have a few friends and family but majority could care less but thanks user, means alot
Parker Fisher
i was going to buy you a game but you seem like a shit cunt going by your profile so nah.
Dylan Nguyen
You too bro, hope you feel better, I do already.
Jason Cook
Well i'm off now Sup Forumsros, might make a thread later but even though im talking to a bunch of random anons who couldnt care much about me, it still means alot to actually have a normal conversation and for some reason actually does help
Hope all of you manage to deal with whatever issues you have aswell, Love you faggots
Mason Hernandez
Absolutely this. List full of friends and over 100 games. I have like 10 games, 1 of them being Insurgency and its got like 2k hours. Stick with one thing and finish it, probably why your depressed.
Brody Adams
Fair enough, hope you have a good day user
Nathaniel Hughes
Yeah, i used to play gmod a shit ton but ive considered getting into insurgency since im going to have more time to play more soon
Josiah Watson
Happy Birthday! Also, you should seriously consider CBT. It can help you stop depression. You can be happier. Drugs not needed.
Thomas Mitchell
user bro dont sit home fucking about playing games you wanna get over a down spell go get into a fight and then go treat yourself at a brothel.
nothing makes you feel better than a fight and a fuck.
Jose Anderson
Happy birthday mate, why are you feeling down?
Jordan Gonzalez
Thanks, means alot user and im heading to a therapist tomorrow and so i'll see what they suggest i do i guess
Jordan Foster
>nothing makes you feel better than a fight and a fuck
Actually made me chuckle, thanks user
Alexander Myers
Night faggots, talk to you guys later
Brandon Allen
your welcome mate. i do do it often. works for me
Owen Ward
Happy birthday OP! Why don't you go clubbing tonight?