Molestation thread:
Anyone here molested as a child? Gay or straight, hot or horrifying. All greentext is good greentext.
Real preferred: However,
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Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.”
I'm not the op how usually starts these but I've saved them from time to time. Never contributed.
My contribution is incoming.
>Be warned it's not happy
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this is fucked up but I'm intrigued
Not good at greentext and I just gotta get this out.
From the time I was about 11.5 to 13 I was molested/raped by a much older teenage guy who lived in the apartment upstairs. He made me feel like shit for the stuff he was making me do and I felt powerless. He made fun of me constantly, told me my cock was too small for women, said I was too short, etc etc. I have been short all my life and was picked on in school and I still have a much smaller than average cock. He took, what would have been normal anxiety about my shortcomings and amplified them. He did this while he made me suck him off and while he fucked me. He, of course, was much older and black and was hung so it was a major power trip for him. I didn’t enjoy it but I felt compelled. Part of the reason was that while he doing things to me he would eventually start saying things like “That feels so good” and “You are the best cocksucker” and I started to crave that praise. I felt if I just did what he wanted, well, I would get what I needed which I guess was positive re-enforcement of any kind. He never got caught, never went to jail, and I never told. It all ended when one day, while he was raping me, I came. I wasn’t touching myself or anything and I’d never orgasmed before with him, only on my own. His response was to call me a faggot and punch me in the head, hard, 4 times. I guess he knew he crossed a line because he left me alone after that.
Now try to imagine how bad that fucked me up and killed my confidence. I have dealt with it, and I am a happy person now but it took years before I could get the point where I didn’t hate myself and have performance anxiety along with a general fear of intimacy.
>tl;dr
gay rape and selfloathing
Straight please
i'm sorry user
stay strong
i see these threads in /soc/ usually but lets see where this goes
monitoring
fucking faggoty hell dude
I would hunt that nigger down and kill him
Girl here. Touched by uncle and older brother between the ages of 9 and 13.
thanks user
>I would hunt that nigger down and kill him
I'm not going to go looking for him but If I ever saw him I'd probably freak the fuck out. I don't know how I would handle it but if I had it in me to kill someone it would be him.
elaborate?
I'm sorry user. I have a very similar story (he was 16 - I was 7-8)
Still fucked up to this day (29yo kissless virgin)
I'm outgoing otherwise, decent looking even, but I feel like whenever anyone gets close enough I purposely sabotage it so I don't have to show them the real me.
That, and he fucked me up sexually. A part of me feels like I have homosexual tendencies I don't want. I'm attracted to girls but I feel like I should just give up and be gay because I sorta already know how that stuff works.
Some people are fucking animals user.
I'm bad at greentexts but I can answer any questions, I guess. Uncle started touching in my sleep when I was 9. I started waking up and he'd just continue, telling me to be quiet. Brother saw him one time and started to do stuff with me too. I learned to like it (sort of) with him and it continued for a few years. Not sure what else to say but feel free to ask.
That's just gross. :\
How old was your uncle?
Are you okay now?
I wouldn't call it gross, not sure why. Uncle was in his 40s. Brother was in his 20s and I sort of found him hot (as a typical girl that age does when it comes to older guys) and was curious about that sort of stuff, so I guess that makes that part not as bad.
Yes, I'm completely fine. It was abuse at first, maybe, but a lot of the times I felt good and had fun, especially as I started to go through puberty and become curious about that stuff anyway.
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whore kill yourself
What, only men can enjoy sex? Fuck off, pig.
>true story
>8th grade
>sleepover at friend's
>has 1st grader sis
>cute and playful
>we play together while wait for food n' shit, friend on PC, playing in other room.
>playing and play-fighting
>next morning - weekend
>we both wake up early
>whole house is asleep
>i get on pc
>show her porn, explain how stuff works
>touching, she concents (as far as a 1st grader can concent) and plays along
>kissing and stuff, hands under shirt, on crotch etc.
>nothing else happens that weekend
>another sleepover
>surrounded by family whole evening, nothing.
>at the morning we bot wake up early
>she comes over in nothing but panties
>could not convince her to get them off, tried but she pulls back.
>the end, switched school, never heard of her again.
>hope this won't bite me back one day, over 10 years passed now.
Do you think it affected any future relationships?
...cute
Sounds innocent enough. You were both kids and despite the age difference I think it still falls under childhood exploration.
kill yourself scumbag
My uncle's passed away since then... my brother and I are still sort of friendly, not super close, but we don't speak of it. There were some good times and some bad ones - I just hope he doesn't think they were all bad or feel sorry for me or anything.
the only thing traumatizing about this is you didn't actually get to molest her
Do you have a fetish for being dominated by men now that you're older?
he probably jerks off to the memory every day
If you need to relieve some urges, in BDSM community a sub that can take a forced bi is considered a gold find.
Hey, so do I sometimes. Whatever.
You suggest i should have raped a 1st grader?
Jesus christ can you trim it down a little? I don't have time sitting here all day reading a fucking novel.
I'm the original op on these threads. Cool to see these going without me. They can be good and bad but always interesting.
I finally put together an image from old screencaps of my story.
>pic related
Saves me from spamming the thread.
Sorry to head about that op.
You too brother
I agree with Brohugs all around
>i see these threads in /soc/ usually but lets see where this goes
I usually post there but I have posted in Sup Forums
>pic related
I explained more in a later post. As I said, I'm not good at greentexts, but go ahead with any questions you have if you want.
>getting triggered this easily
What did you expect from Sup Forums, a support group?
No.
>implying that is a real girl
>implying it isn't a loser trying to condition idiots on Sup Forums to think it is an ok idea to molest children
Damn, I love having 130+ IQ. You low IQ dubhumans are so dumb.
I didn't say it was OK. Ever. Fuck off.
My IQ's similar, for what it's worth, but you're likely lying as well.
157 here. It's a wonder most of these monkeys can even breathe on their own.
>being this naive
most of the girls in cp enjoy it. don't derail the thread
>Much IQ
Kys. You're dumbarse trying to make make yourself feel adequate.
proof
>citation needed
Not OP but 10th post down (similar story)
I do, even though I don't want to. Sometimes I go on grindr and look around, and when someone inevitably tries to hook up I chicken out and hate myself later on for even having the thought. Lol I can't even "gay" properly.
feel sorry for you. obviously the guy wasn't about sex but about bullying and being mean to a weaker person. maybe it helps you to rationalize that, dunno.
Enjoying it physically (body's natural response, even in the case of rapes) is not the same as not feeling abused/taken advantage of/hurt - especially when it's with a family member. Even if victims don't feel hurt at the time or whatnot, society will tell them they were abused later on and they will still be hurt by it.
that's what most childhood sexual abuse is. it's done out of desire for dominance, not attraction. hence most child abusers are not pedophiles and vice versa
molested from early as i can remember to 9 by my grandma and uncle.
Completely unrelated to me currently dating a 45 year old at 21.
society needs to stop mentally raping children
wat
i'm so sorry. hope you can find someone to talk to about it and you're doing good.
>wat
You can't remove the culture from the action, which is why it it is most always truly abusive and a morally despicable thing to do.
dont be sorry. i love my family and im happy. i just cant connect with people my age.
why not? you need a controlling figure in your life? if so, that may be indicative of more deeply-rooted problems. talking with someone/therapy can really help, based on my experience.
>i just cant connect with people my age.
I bet child molesters say the same thing!
BUH-DUM TISSS!!!
i mean they likely molest because of the fact they can't connect and are social outcasts and need to feel a sense of power over someone
really sad, actually
>scared user might be right
>leave thread dont look back
it is scary, but getting therapy shows bravery and willingness to deal with things, not run away from them. be strong.
thanks user
and now I'm fapping to the idea of your brother catching you and getting mad at you and fucking you, everybody wins.
Also there's a movie where the dad fucks the daughter in the ass and the brother finds out and then rapes her, your post reminded me of it- warzone, might wanna give it a watch for traumatising memories
>be 12
>older cousin is a creep that always tries to make me sit on his boners
>whatever tho he lets me play his ps2 and eat junk food when i come over
>one day decide that I want my own playstation
>tell my cousin if he didn't fork over 100$ from his his checks I'd tell his mom what hed been doing to me
>he fucking freaked out, but still he handed over the cash ever 2 weeks
>milked him for clothes and shoe money for years before I got a bf to get me all that stuff
>mfw told his and my family that he'd been molesting me since i was 12
>mfw his mom begged me to not press charges
>mfw my brothers jumped my cousin so viciously his face is slightly deformed
>pedos make me lol
I've got two stories but I don't know if they could count as molestation
When I was about 8 there was this neighbour girl a couple of years older than me who would hold me down and try kiss me and pass it off as games, I remember one time she had a friend and the two of them tried to make me expose myself.
I've never told anyone about what happened with me and the girl partly because of how unbelievable it sounds and because back then I didn't want to upset my mother or ruin my sister's friendship with the girl. Although I sort of accepted it then I feel terrified of any kind of relationship or doing anything sexual with someone else, I feel very confused about what happened.
Another one was maybe a year or two later, a bully my age took off his pants when we were alone and asked me to do the same and touch him, I ran away. I have mentioned this story to friends but got made fun of for talking about it.
he likely did it for dominance not attraction, so not a true pedo. fwiw
It wasn't fun most of the time with my uncle. I mostly waited for it to be over. It was actually fun with my brother a lot of the time at least once we got into the rhythm of it.
Haven't heard of it.
>getting erections from little girls sitting on your lap
>not a pedophile
kek
alright, fine
but most people get erections from anything sitting on their lap tbh
I was 8, and my mother had just passed away. The person I looked to for affection had died, and I was left with my shitty father. One night he started touching me, and I just took it. I was homeschooled so I didn't have any teachers to tell, and I didn't have any friends. Eventually he started saying that if I told anyone he'd kill me. I still think about it, and if I had the chance I'd bash his skull in.
My brother (13) forced me (6 years old) to jerk him off and suck him, lick his taint. Had to share a room with him, he would jerk it in his bed while he thought I was sleeping which at first I was, until i noticed the odd sound of beating your meat. Sometimes though he would stand next to my bed and do it, cum on my fucking pokemon bedsheet, but i digress. We were always beating each other up like brothers do, except he had this nasty habit of choking me unconscious. Physically beat me into submission, i still am deaf in my left ear, and lazy eye (also left side) from when he curbstomped my head into the asphalt. That summer, we got to use the neighbours trampoline. Now keep in mind this is in buttfuck nowhere rural Norway, population fuck-all. We're alone, the neighbours were out on a town trip (which takes hours considering we lived up in the mountains), wrestling on the trampoline. After getting exhausted, just laying on my back gazing at the clouds, he comes up and stands above me. Says to me: "I wanna show you something". Whips out his johnson. Now i knew about the birds and the bees, courtesy of my fellow kindergarten pals. (vintage vhs porn with cheesy 70-s outfits and the dude even had a porn stache. nabbed from my best friends dad). Since i had ADHD, the state gave me my very own pc with a rec room at the kindergarten + a vhs player for cartoons, lost the vhs player after getting busted blasting porn at max volume.
So, i look up at him and go: "Yours smaller then the other ones I've seen", He didn't like that. Slaps me over the head and goes: "Touch it", i refuse, he slaps me again and says: "Don't be a sissy, do it". Confused, crying, i do as my brother says. Didn't have a dad around on account of him being locked up at the time (white, not a nigger) so my brother was the sole male image i had to look up at. I touched it and let go, he coerced me (beating me) to keep going, i would refuse, he would slap me, rinse and repeat. Cont?
Stuff like this is why people think women aren't human, just fyi.
report him. now.
This. People get erections for no reason too. Boners are entirely involuntary.
He's already in jail. I called the cops one night when he got violent
>ITT: Sadic Shota
There are people who still think women are people?
Nice try fucker. Everyone knows girls can't be on the internet
Dat story doe
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Similar to the movie. They have a love/comfort relationship because she's scared and abused by the dad but it starts off rapey
You are retarded thinking IQ is a good measure of intelligence. You could be autistic and have a high IQ. Oh wait
This is why men see women are cunts.
Any creative writers/texters wanna help me role-play my boy (me) / uncle (you) fantasy?
Drop me your kik and lets make it happen
No your dad is a nigger it doesnt matter if hes white lol
>Anyone here molested as a child?
totally sounds like you're searching for pedo-stories.
MODS !
>true story
>I was/am too ugly to be molester
>the end
Um the mods are posting their own stories...
see
Thanks pal, i needed that
>concents
>concerts
kek'd hard.
>hope this won't bite me back one day, over 10 years passed now.
just wait until you have some money to spare.
what does this mean
that pic... it's Killary Klinton !!
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>Be me, femanon
>I know, tits, gtfo, all that
>Mom was a slut
>There was practically a revolving door to her bedroom
>Poor, on welfare, etc.
>90% of the guys ignored me
>8% were sort of nice
>2% actually felt sorry for me, living in those conditions
>Mom meets so rich guy and we move in with him
>Rich by my standards anyway
>He had a house, and a stable job, so to me, that was rich
>Things are okay at first
>But he's kind of touchy-feely with me
>No real men in my life, maybe that's just how it's supposed to be?
>After awhile, things are getting worse and it's NOT supposed to be like that
>Tell Mom
>"Oh, that's just his way! He just really likes you!"
>Tell Mom after he groped me and put his hand down my pants
>"I'm sure you're just exaggerating. But I'll have a talk with him."
>Tell Mom after he made me perform oral sex
>"STOP IT! I'M SO SICK OF YOUR LIES! FIND ANOTHER WAY TO GET ATTENTION!"
>One night, he's literally raping me
>The door opens, mom is there
>Finally she'll see the truth! This will all stop! Everything will be okay
>Mom looks at what is going on.
>"You better not get her pregnant."
>Door closes, and he goes right back to it.
>Later, tell mom I'm going to tell my teachers and the police
>Mom slaps me
>"Without him, we'll be on the street! Is that what you want?"
>"So you either learn to like it, or learn to keep your mouth shut!"
>Only learned how to do the second thing...
i hope you get gangraped and die early because of aids.
means that every Big Name in the industry, politics, religion, always has someone accusing them of child molesting. And yes, not all stories are made up.
how old were you?
you can get away with essentially anything with money, unfortunately. and obviously not all are made up.
12 when we moved in with him. 13 when he started raping me.
Where's the rest?
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I might have been, not sure. I can't fap to anything other than imagining myself as a child being molested and have failed to maintain an erection every single one of the few times I've managed to be intimate with a woman.
He wasn't raping you, he was fucking you. Has to be violent to be rape.
>>Be 4yo me
>>Older sister and friend teach me new game "sex"
>>play new game daily with sister and her friends (all girls)
>>This went on till I graduated high school...
>>I still cry when I remember that these were the best years of my life...