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yesterday I drank my self to the point that closing my eyes made my head hurt really bad and i threw up at least 3 times. and i am drinking right now the next day. i am only 16. its not like i dont get my school work done or slack, i actually skipped a grade and do really well but do i have a drinking issue?

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Its ok im slavic and im used to to this almost every weekend, dont drink alone its getting to addiction. Take alcohol like part of socialization with your friends

B&

lol nigga
what if i have no friends

>i am only 16
GTFO of this site you underage virgin faggot

shit miss type i mean 18 nigga no ban
also i am not a virgin lol
at least i am not a fat neck beard loser
does ur mom still wipe ur ass because of ur autisim?

wow! what a comeback.

Dude, do NOT keep drinking the day after getting drunk. That is called a "bender", and it is how full-blown alcoholism begins.

Suffer through the hangover and learn the lesson.

i am '18' i barally get a hang over no matter how much i drink. as long as i drink a shit ton of water during and in the morning. like i litterally have a shit ton of bottles next to my bed

Just start doing heroin.
Than your only worry will be running out and having to feel minor wds while waiting for you dope guy to get over there.
Srsly I hope he's here in the next hour and a half I'm getting really antsy..

underage and b8

lol i have something called a life nigga
how often u do heroin cuz thats not good

I would recommend killing yourself now because you are not going to amount to anything in life. Seriously, do it.

You have a drinking problem. Tell an adult and ask for help.

lol i will get on that nigga
yea but then i cant drink anymore. drinking is literally my favorite thing to do

Enough that I get withdrawls 12 hours after my last dose lol. Hey I have a life too it just also involves heroin.
In terms of usage if I binge 2 grams will last me 4 or 5 days.
If I conserve maybe a week.

why not slowly try to switch to weed or some shit
the idea of actual withdrawals fuck with me, couldnt do anything that causes that regularly

Oh full blown wds are terrible sitting vomiting pain a cold chill with sweating anxious you always feel the need to be moving around RLS no sleep ugh it's the worst.
I do smoke weed but the kind of sedation I want is from opiates...
I mean to quote renton who needs anything when you got heroin?

lol yea but dont u see ur life going down hill until u die of overdose or withdrawl

hell no party on

Heroin wd death is really uncommon but I mean an overdose yeah maybe or a fent cut bag. Honestly it's not something I think about really I know it can happen. Hasn't happened yet knock on wood but it might it's just a risk I take when I use. I'm not going to go all I want to die blah blah blah but ya know if it's my time it's my time.
Like to think of my self as a nihilist.

lol i am a nihilist but heroin is probably gonna fuck ur life up really bad
like do you have a job or some shit
how do u even live

I have a job a decent one.
Here's a day in my life.
>pass out about 9pm
>wake up around 4am
>if I feel fine i go to work and use in the bathroom if I don't I use than go to work.
>work and use through my shift
>come home lazy about the apartment use or call up my dealer and get more.
>sometimes I get minor wds waiting if I'm out
>rinse repeat
The worst part is waiting for my guy he likes to take forever but most of the time he's here at like 6pm
Gotta tough out another hour.

shit what do u do as ur job.
like mc donalds or some shit

Gas station assistant manager
Not glorious but I pay bills and still and able to use I'm pretty functional as addicts go.
I do want to get on suboxone someday but not right now I just want brown sticky ignorant bliss.
FYI I identify alot with renton from trainspotting hence my avatar fagging.

are u like a scrawny white kid or a huge muscular black guy
i am a big white guy not fat but not buff

Just like renton. Skinny white guy that is really underweight but that's not from drug abuse I've always been that way.

MODS

does anyone know u do drugs, u got family or some shit

stfu nigga i misstyped that shit i meant 18

Yeah I have family they live on another state we talk they knee I used to but they think I've stopped. I do have a kid and live with my ex girlfriend and kids mom. I use but I still take great care of my kid and pay my half of bills and most of the time her half too she doesn't know I still use I keep it hidden.

lol fuck how old are you?
shit u have a fucking kid.
i mean do u think u will do this for ur entire life just getting high as fuck all the time

28 and no not all my life sooner or later I'll get on the subs maybe clean up live life sober.
You know when I decide to choose life instead of heroin. But right now I'm not going to till I can control my wds. But waiting for the dealer is hard and time moves so slowly.

u should watch mr robot, it talks about drug abuse. he takes fuckin anti withdrawl drugs
are u waiting for ur dealer rn

Yup he usually gets here around 6 and its 523 right now but sometimes it's later sometimes earlier it's saturday so I figure he is busy. I just asked if he's in my area but no response yet some times it takes 30 mins till I heat from him. Ugh I hate this I get so antsy waiting and just want it now to feel normal and not like a sweat anxious mess lol.
But I mean no diarrhea and vomiting so it's not as bad as it could be.
Yeah they have that for opiate wds it's called suboxone they work but you gotta be real careful if you take it too soon it will make the wds worse.

this is me everyfriday

And this is me every day pretty much.
He said it'll be like an hour so 630 I guess that's pretty standard.

>do i have a drinking issue?
Obviously.

Dude, you're going to be dead by 35 drinking like that. I had a good friend who drank beer from morning to night from the time he was 16 until he died from cirrhosis at 36. You're high-functioning now but that'll change. Cut the shit now or your whole life (this is not an exaggeration) will be shit.

mods please. you are throwing up like a bitch because you are a child

do u fuck a lot on herion
isnt that like the best thing ever
i fucked a chick on a shit ton of adderall best experience of my life

no i was throwing up cuz i drank a bottle and half of gin dumb ass
yea i really need to stop but drinking is the only thing that makes me happy in my bleek life of work

18 means you would have some shred of maturity and could handle your alcohol

Hahaha ha no it completely kills your sex drive today was the first time I even jerked it in like a month.
No way if I'm too opiated out that no way in hell I'll get an erection.

lol nigga
what?!?! how do u live without sex
is meth the one that gives u gr8 sex?

Yeah meth does it.
Who needs sex when you have heroin?

>yea i really need to stop but drinking is the only thing that makes me happy in my bleek life of work
I understand, bud, but you're young and you really have no idea what you're up against here. It's not pretty. Really. It's not a fair trade.

meth gives you baby dick syndrome

damn how does herion compair to meth, is it like having sex for hours straight or some shit
yea it sucks. i need to stop but i dont think anyone actually cares. they are all off doing their own shit my family is filled with asshole who fight all the time and i have no friends

what? lol

you even sound like a 16 year old, nigga

lol thanks nigga.
nigy boy over here making fun of people online
good for u here is your reward

Different ends of the spectrum it makes me just want to lazy around and nod out. It's sedating not like meth witch is a stimulat.
40 more minutes the countdown begins.

Where are mods when u need them

it shrinks your dick. was i not clear?

fuck have u ever tried injecting in ur dick
do u run out of places to shoot ever?
nigga i missed typed that shit
sheit thats not good

I started drinking when I was 14 at parties but now I'm 16 and I drink hardcore I feel your pain

I smoke it acually I've never shot it but I have been giving it some major consideration now.
I've become very adept and smoking it but it still tastes like nasty and not very effective.
I would snort it but being in the PNW all we get is brown black shit no white powder shit.

Fuck off, you poser faggot attention whore.

Jesus Christ, Irvine Welsh is getting a pain in his dick and doesn't even know why because of your shitposts.

Why are you so mad I love Irvine Welsh.
Filth was amazing and skag boys was better than trainspotting.

its mostly stems from untreated depression
fuck if u can smoke it i might actually try it sometime i have a pipe for weed but dont smoke weed ever. i dont like weed too much
hahahahah nigga that hilarious

Yeah smoke it off foil but burn the dull side first so you don't inhale chemicals.... I mean it's still bad for you but meh what's the use of my brain if I'm dead lol

I hope youre an actual nigga, nigga

MODS MODS MODS

na i am white as fuck. i just say nigga as a joke.
its stupid a race needs a word all for them selves. if u get offended by a word all the time ur giving the word the power u dont want it to have
i am going to fucking kill you

Na but you use that shit a lot bro

yea i do nigga nigy boy nigster
thanks for the advice
did ur dealer show up yet

No not yet hopefully any min now if this is still around I'll show you what I got.
He said an hour almost an hour ago so idk...you know when they say an hour they mean like 3.

yea i got a weed dealer he shows up 5 mins after u message him and he is lit af

yes you have a problem.

When I was 16 I was getting in way over my head with coke and e's and all that shit. Fast forward 11 years and I ruined my life with that shit. Best to take heed now and calm down with it. Debauchery is a dead-end road.

also underage b&

Wish my guy was like that no word from him yet...Fuck this waiting if he didn't mean an hour why did he say it lol

WITNESS ME

must suck, try not to die

Eh the worst of it has yet to come but it's slowly creeping in I'm getting sweaty antsy and pretty irritable oh well.

you need to calm down bruh. Heroin ain't cool son.

Don't start banging it either. Cotton fever, arteries, blood infections. It's about as safe as drinking a shot of bleach every morning.

You seem like you're still somewhat in the honeymoon phase of that stuff. You have a lot of pain ahead of you. You will come out of it with understanding that we reap everything we sow. Good life lesson.

fuck, hold on nigga i am routing for u
nigga what
its honeslty pretty bad stuff

No I'm not in the honeymoon phase this isn't my first battle with it I've been there many times. Been through wds used subs never methadone but yeah.
I respect you are trying to help and I'll stop one day just not today.

Inb4 B&

I hear ya. Just trying to help because I can relate to your posts.

How was Skag Boys? been meaning to read it.

It was great reading it gave new depth to trainspotting and a better understanding of renton and the gang. Way better than porno and just as good as trainspotting. Can't wait till I can watch T2 it came out on my bday so I feel really attached to renton now.

I forgot to say thanks I understand it's nice to hear someone can relate to me sometimes I feel I'm the only one with this problem and I'm scum.

ur not scum man, i am here for you
you should join my discord we are all friends and hang n stuff
discord.gg/QQB7e5j

I don't know what a discord is but I am trying to waste time...I'm just laying in bed waiting for that marvelous I'm here text.

I actually liked Porno. Don't remember much of it now though.

Check out Diary of a Drug Fiend by Crowley. Not at all the same style as Welsh but he alternates writing style based on what drugs they're on. Captures the spirit of coke and heroin in an artful prose pretty well. Has a lot of micro lessons about drug use in it as well.

discord is like a texting / voice chat app
its really cool
we can voice chat and send pics or chat n stuff
its reallly easy to set up

Alright I'll check it I like to do reading when I smoke weed or I'm not too on the nod.

No prob. unfortunately your problem is all too common. I think it's karmic debt for what the Chinese went through 200ish years ago with our forced opium trade. Hehe.

Hold yourself in high regard no matter what life is throwing at you. Your choice to experience this was a choice of the soul beyond all reproach.

Ok ill give it a shot I don't like talking but if I can text yeah just got it downloaded.

yea we can just text, one guy in the group got grounded and he cant talk either

Less alcohol, more weed.
Sometimes it takes a while to realize what's really good

Hahaha that's a great way to look at that I never thought about it like that.
I'm just going through shit gf left me feeling down on my self self loathing all that fun stuff.
Heroin makes me not care at all.

5-0 alert. Fuck all pigs!

Most people spew after drinking, not drinking too much is fucking hard. Most people go on 3 day benders, not having fun is hard.

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I'm young and love coke and Molly and stims in general but i spread my use of any hard drugs out for a while. How did you grt addicted? Was it slow and subtle or were you just like fuck it?

Ya weed always comes first in my book man

Until you try heroin.

OP just smoke weed daily. Its not quite as bad for you and imo at least is a lot more fun its also easier to do every day cuz unlike alcohol you can control yourself more (in many ways) plus when your coming down you just get tired and if you smoke up again your good also no hangover just kind of a brain fog. Also doing anything daily catches up with you not just physically but also mentally

Natural drugs only

Never done it yet but im young af and am already into a fair amount of hard drugs but after any binge there's always the blissful familiarity of Mary jane