Who wants to form a suicide pact with me tonight?

Who wants to form a suicide pact with me tonight?

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Whats a suicide pact?

we both kill ourselves in 5 hours.

Of course, a japanese one would require us to meet up and sleep in a tent together with burning charcoal. But im not into that.

Oh its some kind of weeb shit.
Okay kill yourself faggot.
My life is too good right now

>too good
teach me how to be happy. when im not drunk, im depressed.

Whats your problem?
No friends? No job?
Tell me about your life

I have no friends. Or really, no one i can actually relate too. I have some small friends who are nice to me, but honestly, they are just very vanilla to me. I feel guilty just saying this, but I honestly dont relate to them at all and they never want to talk to me about anything. Its always one-sided My only best friend literally stopped talking to me one day and pretends he doesn't know me.

I lost my first gf and still email her to this day despite all the other girls ive looked at

Im too depressed to pursue my hobby of writing and drawing

I try to distract myself with anime and movies, but they are fucking awful. I just want friends to watch it with.

I have no job despite applying everywhere.

Don't mind me I'm just here to laugh at you.

Hahaha oh that's just sad

Okay i was in pretty much the same situation.
You gotta pull through all that shit.
Theres times in life where i wanted to kill myself because only my parents would cry for me. I even thought they hate me but it was just my stupid head telling that everything was bad.
I even watched the the first 2 twilight movies. What a horrible time it was.
So theres 2 things to do right now:
Pull through it. Theres better times coming but only if you try your best (sounds cheesy but its true).
Or you choose the way that shows everyone what a lame weak pussy you are an kill yourself.
I went for option number 1.
Got a house. A wife. A good job.
Im just so much of a fag that i come back to Sup Forums.
Some things never change

Shit dude that all sucks, but you gotta just keep fighting the good fight man

Life is full of opportunity, maybe you'll will the lottery or meet someone great tomorrow

Its true that something phenomenal probably wont but hey if you're dead it sure as hell wont happen

Lots of people make fun of me. Yet you guys never convince me to kill myself. Thats all i want, just more reasons to kill myself.
How do i even pull through it? Honestly, the only thing that truly makes me happy is watching avgn and playing retro video games.

I never liked watching anime or movies. And ive forced myself to watch so much of it. I hate it all. Its boring, its cliche, and i have add too. But, if i dont watch it, ill have no friends.

I want to write comics, but the actual act of writing is fucking atrocious. Its so boring and frustrating.

sucide is not an option.
stay on Sup Forums
don't give up our community
you are a part of us

bump

user, do you have any form of communication?

I also wrote a lot a couple of years ago.
I am still trying to bit theres not a lot of progress.
Its all psychological. Some neckbears dwell i moms basement their whole life and are okay with the situation becouse they are stupid.
Some ppl like us see that the situation is shitty as hell.
But you gotta do something. Dont be socially awkward. Go out. Doesnt matter where. Just see ppl. Talk to them. Be interested in them (or at least pretend. I dont care about some ppl but i am nice to them).
And stop mailing your ex gf. It will make everything worse.
Get your past behind you an concentrate on your future.

. . . .Stop drinking
If you feel like that when youre not drinking it's because you're too much of a bitch and addiction will ruin your life. Of liquor had hands it would pistol whip your bitch as. Man the fuck up and do something about it

I have gmail discord for internet friends. FB and twitter for real life.
I dont like hanging out with people irl. In july early this year, every single day, i tried meeting up with friends. They would forget about me, no give me any reminders, and then they would just go out and do nothing but play pokemon go. Im a ghost a to everyone.
Nothing makes me happy except drinking. I even have days where i fap to porn 6 times, yet nothing beats the euphoria of being drunk. As soon as i turn 21 and get a job, im pretty much just going to drink myself to death. My dad took away my booze and said shit like, "just workout instead". I already workout, i already go out and do everything thats suppose to make you happy. Yet, at the end of the day, the only true happiness is alcohol and lots of avgn re-runs.

Stop being a beta and find yourself something to live for. If you're living to get drunk or get high or you're living for some kind of false euphoric feeling. Then you're addicted. This is what addiction feels like. If you quit drinking your life will improve. I was an alcoholic because just like your stupid ass I drunk to much at a young age and became dependant on it. I quit drinking for 3 years and now have the ability to live my life happily whether I'm drinking or not. I'm still an alcoholic the difference is when I'm sober I now have shit to live for. Also get a girl. Not some hot bimbo cheap lay. But an honest determined loyal chick. That will do wonders

hmu with that discord.

Let's be friends, user.

if what you said is true about the fact nothing make you happy accept drinking and avgn I think you should see a doctor. there are pill for this kind of problem and there is nothing to be of shame for this having problem.

You can have friends without watching anime and movies user, I always bail when my friends go to the movies cause I cant stand that shit and I watch some anime whereas most of my friends dont and yet Ive been friends with the same people since grade school and preschool, even 15 years later

If writing is shit to you then search for an inspiration and idea that you just love and writing it comes naturally, when inspiration strikes jot it down
And if writing isnt for you then find someone who you can team up with to make comics, not everything has to be done alone

Also finally if you are depressed and have been for a few months its probably time to talk to a proffesional and maybe get on some meds, I did and It saved my life probably and now Im finally starting to turn shit around in my life after breaking down in the final months of grade 12

Man i talked to a lot of depressed ppl but you are a hard one.
So its not socially awkwardness its just being tired of life.
We are closer then i thought...

Have been sober for 3 weeks. If it wasn't for my dad, i would probably have gotten drunk 3 times in those periods. In october this year, i would get home from school and have a shot of whisky. Am only 18 btw, a senior in highschool. I have 3 things to live for

1. Get a kawaii asian engineer wife, or maybe a cute blonde like rachel alucard.
2. Write a bunch of gag comics
3. Get rich as a financer and penny stock trading

I like trading stocks, working out and drawing in my notebook. But, i guess i just get sick of everything.

$CashAnimePanties$#0429

I really think you should just end it, all existence bows to the laws of entropy, you mean as much to the universe as a spec of dust. If anything your death will birth life in the form of maggots and other life which will feed off your rotting corpse.

In the long run your existence means nothing.

kys

Your choices of females are narrow.
My wife is pretty thin, small and has brown hair.
I saw my waifu like black hair, big boobs.
You can just fall in love with someone who is not what you are looking for

My parents have pretty much shunned any idea of getting medical help. Everytime i bring up depression, my mom just shames me for not being a normie. I could try to get pills now that im 18, but that would cost a lot of money i assume. And i heard from a bunch of neets that they addicted to those things.
i wish there were just some meds to help me watch anime. Literally, all of my internet friends are neets that can watch up to 10 eps of anime a day. I used to do that, but now my backlog is too large and anime takes about 6-12 hours to get through per show. Just too much, and its hard trying to force myself to start.

ive had a few friends at one point, but they dont go to my school. I hate everyone in my school pretty much. And its pretty much impossible to have friends without having things in common. For instance, i cant be friends with the video game kids because they always talk about dota 2 and LoL plus pc specs, i cant be friends with the normies because all they talk about is netflix shows and movies, and i cant be friends with anime kids because of what i mentioned.
I just wish i didn't have adhd and repeat actions over and over again. I wish i could be more retarded and not question everything i do.

Have you ever smoked weed? In small doses it can help but start to binge you can kiss your personality goodbye.

You dont get addicted to antidepressants and if youre parents are stopping you from getting help then fuck them, talk to your doctor next time you have a physical or make an apointment yourself

I actually believe in heaven. so....
I have fallen for all sorts of girls who did not meet my criteria. They've all rejected me. But i still have specifics anyway. I figure, no women wants me either way even if i workout. So, Im just going aim for the best girls instead of settle for a girl who'd just reject me either way. Its a bit hard to explain. Basically, when it comes to women, its like im choosing to buy a 100 lottery tickets instead of going to college and bombing out because i know im too retarded to succeed.

Fuck this idiot that shit only makes mental illnesses worse
My cousin is a total burnout piece of shit ever since he started smoking, that shit worsened his adhd, depression and Im pretty sure hes starting with schizophrenia from what Ive heard

getting weed requires friends. besides, i rather just wait till im 21. Ill have so much money, i could drink 6 packs a night.
i could try that. But, i dont want to be happy perse. I just want to be so retarded and oblivious that i could binge watch 20 eps of anime a day like all my neet friends. Do you know which pill could do that for me?

If you believe in heaven then why the fuck are you talking about suicide idiot. Suicides go to hell. Though since they are both as real as Narnia it doesn't matter.

nah. I invent my own religion. I think if i get married before i die, ill go to heaven with my wife. But if i just kill myself, ill recycle into another lifeform until i succeed. Yet, i still believe in having some form of ethics towards humanity. Not sure what religion that would fall into.

This thread is just masturbatory crap. Your not suicidal you're just a loser looking for pity.

no no there isnt a neet pill

But for real my dude you've got some seriously fucked thinking I know Im just some random on the internet who you'll never meet but seriously GET SOME HELP

a year and a half ago I started getting overwhelmed in school and I couldn't handle my depression anymore
I basically dropped out of school with 2 1/2 months left in grade 12
At that point I saw only two options, to die or to magically obtain the means to live life without working
See I though I was screwed cause I fucked up, that I wouldnt get into uni, I wouldnt get a job and therefore I would life a short shitty life before dying on the street
But my family and doctors helped me through it, convinced me to get on meds (even though I was vehemently against them) and now life is good, Im in night school so I can get into uni and Im going for my pilots license in the spring
I went from seeing suicide as my only way of avoiding a shit life, to having a real dream, direction and a possibility of doing it

GET HELP

I never asked for pity. I just want convincing arguments for why i should kill myself. Its hard to explain, but im looking for reasons to commit suicide that are so convincing, that i just go out and shoot myself right now. I get really depressed like right now, but i never have the courage to do it. I'd figure since this is Sup Forums, you guys would be the experts in why someone should commit suicide. Yet, its always the same, "You're an idiot" or "Were all going to die one day anyway" its all bullshit. Ive told you my lifestory, now i want ver convincing compelling arguments of why i should take the loaded shotgun in my house and blow my brains out. Id figure if i made a suicide pact, it would be more compelling.

Hmmm
well, i actually do have a small clinic literally in walking distance of my house. Maybe i could visit after school. Maybe the anti depressants are neet pills. But, if it costs someting like 200 bucks a capsule, i dont think i could go through it. I could ask my dad to pay, but he would just side with my mom and lecture me how i have to be a norm.

There is no solid reason to kill yourself
There is no solid reason to live

Killing yourself fucks your life and believe it or not everyone who cares about you, yes you because no matter how shit you feel you are there are people whose life you will fuck up by blowing your brains out

If not for yourself do it for them, your family maybe the friends you dont think really care about you, hell maybe the clerk behind the counter at the store you buy your smokes at

Death is final, Life is possibility, Keep on keeping on man and youll find your own reasons to live and die

my pills are like $30 a month

Also im not saying its like flicking a switch and makes you happy right away
It could take weeks or maybe months, and youre doctor might need to take time to find what med is right for you and in what dose, it might take alot of pills that you feel arent doing much but eventually youll find it
and It works best with doing other things too
Exercise, get therapy or just talk to someone, try to find some friends hell maybe just someone online to play games with

not killing yourself just to not upset your friends is stupid. my "friends" have always ignored me and treated me like shit. That would be like, "You shouldn't divorce your abusive husband that ignores you and sleeps around, because then he would be sad". The family argument is more convincing. But, i believe i should have my own decision on my life either way.

There is solid reasons for why anyone wants to kill themselves. The more details in someones life the better. I just want someone to come in thread and destroy me instead of leaving me in this purgatory.

Well fuck you then man cause Im gonna keep trying to keep you in purgatory until this thread 404s and make you see even a very dim, very small light at the end of the tunnel

that sounds like a lot of work tbh. Plus, i would need to get my dad to pay for it. Honestly, if this what it takes to get pills, i would just prefer to shoot myself.

not really all you gotta do is go to the doctor every once in a while and pop a pill or two once a day not much harder than pulling the trigger is it?

It's more tilted against than for imo, I lost my father to suicide less than a year ago, and you'd be surprised how many people you affect when you do something like ending it all because of emotions. Emotions I agree suck massively and I had to climb outta my own hole when my father did what he did, but I kept actively looking for a passion and have a much more positive regard for working and being able to live comfortably on my own.

TL;DR Suicide sucks for everyone, actively pursue something, even if it's something trivial like being better at a game or something.

Ive already had many threads like this. I see a dim light at the end, but the happiness only lasts for a day or two.

But since you persistent. I actually had multiple opportunities to have internet friends. I even had a long distance relationship going on with a japanese girl(my first girlfriend) and my best friend didn't really abandon me. I abandon them. Even in these most recent months, i found 5 good internet friends who i could talk to anytime i want about anything, and i would play video games with. But, i did with them all, so i could pursue drawing actually. I had a steam friend recently i could play fps with anytime i wanted, and i removed all contacts because i figured friends are clutch, and i should be working on making comics. And i abandoned my ex jap gf who loved me, all because i wasn't ready for a commitment that would last years. there was even a girl i asked out, and she said yes, but i backed out at the last minute because i didn't feel like going out on the weekend. (i didn't stood her up, just didn't plan anything)

I now regret everything tho.

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Well Ive got the flu, its 4am and I want to go to bed and Ive got shit that I was supposed to do that I didnt because I dont want youre dumb ass killing yourself

For now add me on steam, I will talk to you whenever you need to and im on, and dont just not add me or unfriend me before I get the chance to convince you not to aerate your skull

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You can listen to me or not but its your life you waste when you pull that trigger

Goodluck user

im sorry, but 30 fucking bucks a month is out of question. I mean, i could handle walking in every week and buying a 20 dollar pack of pills for a year. But 30 a month is too much. I would need to get my dad involved, and i dont know how i could even convince my dad im depressed. I told in the past i was, and all he said was to try being a normies. He even caught me chugging alcohol, but wont except i needs pills. I rather use the 30 to trade stocks.
i see your point. But, all those people outside of my family, i would not give a flying shit if they were depressed. In fact, i would probably be happy. Honestly, the biggest reason i voted for trump is not because of his policies, but just to piss off all the normies. Yet, even normies do worst things to me. Most of the people i know always talk shit about other people behind other peoples backs, they cheat, they steal, normies are actually pretty awful people in general. So, i would not care about anyone except outside my family.

And my family, eventhough they literally do everything for me, it would still have no major influence. I mean, i already have siblings. And also, theres a difference between a parent and child omitting suicide. For instance, if my dad killed himself, i would pretty much be fucked financially and be homeless. If i killed myself, everyone would be depressed, but they all just move on in some way. And if they really want me to be happy, they should just buy me the pills instead of telling me to be a fucking norm.

i will add you and will try talking to you in the future. But if you dont want to, i understand.

please post lolis

don't do it.
i really don't want you to. I also don't want to be the person who says life gets better, because it doesn't.

I've tried it multiple times, always botching it. but, don't try.
if you survive you end up fucking yourself in the ass for life. if you're under 18 like i was, this is whhat happens

> almost commit
> Botch
>Cops get called
> if you resist =handcuffs and and you be restraind
> arriuve at hospital
> wait an actual 12 hours
> you're fine by the end of the wait
>doctors don't give a shit
> you are sent to psychiatric hospital (childrens ward)
> Miss your family
>wanna go home
>don't know how long its gonna be
> get out2 weeks to 6 months later
>stigmatized by normies
> probably gonna go back again and again
those fucking places are jail
the worst expiriences i've had are there and the system only made me worse
> now 19 taking meds
>in bullshit programs that stunt your growth as an individual.
i started ten years ago and i still go back.
Find a vice a hgope orb a hokey religion to make yourself feel better.
DO THAT
i will love you for it

don't do it
i wrote a very long on why it's a bad idea
but the catcha fucked up
and i lost my post
Don't fuck yourself in the ass dude

if something happened where it affects me my whole life. that would just be more convincing of why to do it. Not sure what convinced you to keep going. Already stigmatized by the normies.

Wont be killing myself for now. I just dont get why Sup Forums is not its pro-suicide self anymore. Want to know where i can find people who can convince me to.

I sleep now.

So then what you're telling me is you associate yourself with normies and can't find non normies? Or is your definition and my definition of a normie different? because first of all a normie would've voted for anyone.

Family wise, you literally can't even say that until it happens. I thought i'd be fine if something like that happened too, until I was moving into my new place and boom, I got the worst phone call of my life from my crying mother. It's not something you can just play off, I know, I tried, and it ate me up until I lost it and had to be outta work for two months.

You're assuming future emotions of loss which is such a shit way to look at things mate. As for friends, it's so easy to get them, hell I live with one, and we know each other from online gaming.