Music for depression and/or self loathing. Help me over the edge, Sup Forums

Music for depression and/or self loathing. Help me over the edge, Sup Forums

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if it has to do with a relationship

do it

Usually does, at least a little bit.

Thx bb. I kind of lost track of this dude well before this was released.

weren't you like 10 when that was reliesed?

Listened to this on repeat while reading Anna Karenina a few years back. Fuck me, how does it have such a duality of beauty and utter despair?

What's up OP?

Brave Little Abacus's Discomfort is an essential everyone hates me-core album

A new favorite.

Haha, yeah. Not 10, but you're right, it was earlier than I realized. I guess I just didn't make it that far into his discography.

youtube.com/watch?v=K02aiv7jrEs

Well, I was already out of college and in the "real world" when Dear God I Hate Myself was released. It feels like an oldie to me, and it came out in my adult life.

Excellent call, that's what's up.

Surprisingly decent, considering I don't generally get into emo. Thanks.

Very nice, I've never heard of them. Thanks.

At this point it is an oldie. I just missed it. I got into him around the time that album was released, and liked him a lot (still do), but I guess I didn't dig it enough to listen to everything he had made at the time, which is a shame. I'll correct that.

Still listening to this, and wondering why the fuck I haven't heard of it before. They seemingly don't even have a page on discogs.com, which is unusual even for relatively unknown artists. Anyway, it's really fucking good. Thanks again.

yall are welcome bros, found it in that thread where they were making a chart for power electronics and harsh noise the "endurance chart" it got taken off but holy shit this hit me like a ton of bricks when i first heard it

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Listen to the latest touche amore album. Get better soon user.

Carissa's wierd - songs about leaving

Listen to the song So you wanna be a superhero
That should send you over the edge

youtu.be/12RnKyivaVc

Pornography by The Cure is some heavy shit

Try this

you can make it

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Do it OP

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Wait so is it a general self-loathing over a girl? That way I know what to recommend.

isnt anything - MBV

or listen to noise rock if you want to give yourself a break from the negative self talk you bludgeon yourself with... i recommend "sign of four" by metheny/bailey/bendian/wertico

records of my voice

youtu.be/Ea6gZmli16w

youtube.com/watch?v=03yOgbABX8w

Wow.

Great thread.

Sup Forumscore and other associated albums anyone who's lurked for over a week has already listened too.

Just a great, great thread.

Well that's the thing about depression and/or self loathing, it tends to limit you, make you less imaginative, creative, interesting etc so you just repeat the same old routines and memes. Why would you want more of that shit, why would you want to be pushed closer to the edge? If you can't climb down there yourself you don't deserve to be there. I suggest going and taking a listen in the Bossa/Samba thread and cheering the fuck up you wastrel.

I'm currently listening to this

only for the truly masochistic

Unless everyone that's posted a recommendation ITT is depressed and/or hates themselves what you just said is of complete irrelevance.

And that's clearly not the case, because people who were depressed wouldn't have the energy and motivation to post a recommendation, and people who hated themselves wouldn't hold their opinion in high-enough esteem to even post it.

So, basically, you're full of shit, and are trying to excuse the pedestrian, trash fucking recommendations that litter this thread, and you should stop.

Seriously. Just stop.

Don't try to defend this shit-stain of a thread any further. I'm already a wrathful person, and I already don't like you.

Just stop.

Depression doesn't work like that as I am sure you know, that is why it is so easy to goad you in to an angry response. Just calm down and listen to bossa you idiot.

I don't think you belong here

Depression is defined by an absence of feeling and/or motivation. It objectively does work like that.

Also, you didn't goad me into doing anything. I didn't make this thread, you dumb shit. As if I'd let some bullshit failed romance or miscellaneous teenage trauma hinder me. I'm beyond that, beyond your bullshit, and beyond you.

The only thing I shouldn't be doing is responding to such a lazy, bullshit post. I should certainly not be rewarding whitenoise shit-stains like you with a reply, but I'm angry and this board is beyond saving, so what's the harm.

>tfw cheated on my girlfriend (made out with someone else not sex)
>told her and shes incredibly upset
>i feel very guilty

i cant even wrap my head around this. i never thought i could do something like that.

That's ok, let it all out, you're among friends here.

Don't fucking patronize me.

You people are beyond a shadow of a doubt not my friends. The only reason I'm talking to you, the only reason I'd EVER talk to you, is to tell you how much of an insufferable SHIT you are.

That is LITERALLY the full extent of my interest in your existence. You couldn't pay me to give a shit about you beyond berating you at every conceivable instance.

I say all of this in order to make one, simple thing crystal fucking clear: Neither you, nor ANYONE ELSE HERE, is my friend.

If you say that you're my friend beyond this point, just know that I know that you're full of shit and I will NOT respond.

I REPEAT:

BEYOND THIS MOMENT, IF YOU RESPOND TO ANY OF MY POSTS CALLING ME "FRIEND" OR SOMETHING SIMILAR, I WILL KNOW THAT YOU'RE FULL OF SHIT AND HAVE NO INTEREST IN THIS THREAD BEYOND MAKING ME MAD AND I WILL IGNORE YOU.

relax love

someone needs a hug

hmmm where have i seen this autism before?

Well I won't call you friend if you take against it so sweetie but I will repeat my prescription for bossa. It's a little quiet though you might have to turn it up so you can hear it over your furious capslocking.

youtube.com/watch?v=BSjJN10i4Ls

The most seriously suicidal people don't talk about doing it. Like my cousin who after having her kid a few years back, ran out in front of the high speed Amtrak here in Connecticut. That's wanting to die, and doing it. And it sucks for everyone else. Don't treat people in this thread like shit who try to say nice things to you or actually care. If you're in the USA too though here's a number you can call. 8002738255

holy fucking shit my friend

Sorry dude. This is a terrible feel

I told you I didn't make this thread.

I told you I don't identify as "depressed."

Whatever reason you have for responding to this point, I can't reasonably attribute it to anything beyond stubbornness because an intelligent person would have realized by now that recommending me something is an exercise in effectual nothingness within an eternal ether.

Anyway, I'm done with you.

yea its weird. feel like i dont know myself. not something i ever thought i would do and cant wrap my head around how or why it happened. made myself feel awful. made my girlfriend feel worse.

Cliche sad tunes, but I loved this album. Got me through freshman year at uni

it working

been in the same situation. I don't understand what I even do anymore

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ladz if we can put aside the usual unnecessary/ infantile namecalling a sec, it is true that these threads do show a fundamental misunderstanding of depression.

i don't think i'm just speaking for myself when i say that if you're genuinely clinically depressed then all music is 'for' depression. doesn't matter if you're listening to navel-gazing slowcore, post-rock, jazz, hip-hop, funk, soul, or even the most mindless pop or EDM. it's all just a distraction from having to face the real world or confront your problems in any meaningful way. music is an escape. listening to music is an escape, collecting music is an escape, reading about music is an escape. i'm sure plenty of well-adjusted people like Low and Carissa's Wierd - similarly there will be huge swathes of depressed peeps who love Taylor Swift

tl;dr the habit an individual forms around consuming music is a much better indicator of any psychological disorders than the kind of music they listen to.

this is all you need my man

i just did the same thing but neither me nor gf think its a big deal cuz i was drunk plus its a long distance relationship so... a boy gets lonely sometimes...

but also i know how you feel when you say you feel like you dont know yourself cuz this wasnt even the first time i've cheated. The first time i cheated it was a huge deal and i had an identity crisis to some degree. but humans are irrational and impulsive so what can you do.

>i just did the same thing but neither me nor gf think its a big deal cuz i was drunk plus its a long distance relationship so... a boy gets lonely sometimes...
i was drunk at a party at my own house. my girlfriend was there in my bed sleeping.... i wasnt lonely. i love her and am happy in out relationship. i dont know why i did it. a sellfish impulse.

I think a lot of people are trying to find stuff that they can empathize with because of their situations I guess.

You're an insufferable cunt. This thread is supposed to be calm and healing and as far as I can tell you're the most unhealthy thing about this thread.

get off my fucking board holy shit
i don't even care if you're an oldfag, your time here is over

of course, and it's great that people can find that. i just wonder how much of what people talk about in these threads is melancholia rather than depression. sadness - especially sadness with valid cause (often people mention broken relationships or lost family/ friends) is very different from depression, which as one of the more hostile shitposters itt correctly pointed out is the absence of feeling and motivation at all.

i dunno, the music i feel like listening to rarely correlates in any readily apparent way with my state of mind. now you could say that makes me an outlier and there must be something wrong with my brain chemistry and uh... yeah. isn't that kind of the point?

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yo chill bruh

Lmao

80's U2 ballads and downbeat songs are where it's at. I'm 100% not shitposting.

youtu.be/5bF-8cCCNoY

Listen to the haunting beauty of them, and think of the pervasive sense of wistfulness and longing that they show for a simple, innocent happiness that long since passed you by and isn't ever coming back.

You're mistaken.

This thread is for recommending music. It's not your therapy session. This thread isn't for alleviating whatever bullshit affliction and trauma you've convinced yourself you suffer from and warrants constant melodramatic whining.

Your board?

YOUR board?

HA

HAHAHA

Oh God you're fucking cute.

This is my board. It's my home. You're just a wayward migrant from some tumblr off-shot trying to supplant your bullshit, ill-conceived desire to appear counter-culture and edgy.

Jesus. I can't believe I even wasted time responding to you two shits. You're not even SAYING anything.

Your contribution is nothing but nasty, black, negative bullshit. What are you trying to achieve exactly? I think our responses are exactly what you want, to feel like you're triggering a reaction. As some retard once said, "I'm done with you."

My contribution is an observation. It is a consequence of what was posted before me.

If you're angry that my observation was scathing disapproval, share that discontent with the people that littered this thread with pedestrian bullshit that everyone on this board has already listened to.

You are clearly narcissistic as fuck to assume that my ultimate intent ITT was to make YOU mad. I don't give a FUCK about you. Not about how I make you feel, not about your circumstance, not about a SINGLE, GODDAMN THING.

I'm posting angrily because this thread made me angry.

>Angered by thread
>Stay to make all others miserable, trying so hard to do so, meanwhile insisting you don't care about what we think

Sounds legit.

I just love spiteful pieces of shit.

what kinda pasta is this

>nasty, black, negative bullshit

user, do you need reminding where you are?

This album really helps me go through hard times.

youtube.com/watch?v=yAf01cef70U

Also XO is probably his most healing album

youtube.com/watch?v=elWEQzv5sXY

Ok this made me laugh. You're right.

John Prine - s/t

PRETTY GOOD, NOT BAD, I CAN'T COMPLAIN, 'CAUSE ACTUALLY EVERYTHING IS JUST ABOUT THE SAME

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holy fucking shit dude

gdsenn.bandcamp.com/releases
There you go.

I'm depressed, AMA
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youtube.com/watch?v=LkmUn0WUgFE

i can't say for the whole EP, but this did it for me

fucking lmao

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Jesus christ, this is the edgiest fucking thread i've seen here in ages.
The funniest thing is - he's unironnicaly posting this shit.

Okay, friend, try some silencer. It's pretty depressing.

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>told her

that fucking cover, man ...

When is dan going to re record this instead of spending all of his time being bald and gay

she would have found out. people who know all involved saw. i would have felt incredibly guilty. sure i guess internalizing my own guilt and inflicting the entirity of the pain on myself would be ok rather than hurting her with the information. i feel fucking awful about it.

>re record

the poor sound quality adds to it though

does anyone itt have any experience with any kind of self-medication

so sick of useless ssri's & nhs 'therapy'

I'm not staying to make others miserable. I'm staying because I expect responses like this from shits like you and I take it upon myself to tell you how retarded and wrong you are.

I don't give a fuck about how you feel, narcissistic shit.

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Self medication is usually the worst thing possible, especially in regards to mental illness. If you are not mentally competent to deal with society what makes you think you will be competent enough to judge your moods accurately and objectively.

i self medicate with marijuana, works for me

try cheating on her and feel that feel next time

>Bashes everyone else's recs for being pedestrian
>Doesn't recommend anything new or different

What did he mean by this?

Some Sup Forums for you.
youtu.be/9zwg8KrjwNY

I don't tend to listen to music like this actively, but here's a I couldn't stop listening to while depressed, even though it wound up giving me a long lasting anxiety.
youtu.be/RGIbR5jdA58

Usually I prefer comfy sad songs, though.
youtu.be/ZNrexCxTOv4

Most of the Modest Mouse's The Moon and Antarctica is pretty edgy, but Life Like Weeds has always been kind of soothing for me.

why do people think he's wrong?

Firstly, I don't want to be the only person giving decent recommendations.

Secondly, anyone that is content and/or pleased with such pedestrian "recommendations" hasn't explored music with any sort of depth or grandeur for more than a month and quite frankly doesn't fucking deserve the spoils of years' labor finding obscure releases.

You don't.

I'm not going to fast-track you from basic-bitch to my level just because you ask. You work and demonstrate that you've genuine fucking interest in this shit and then I'll give you some recommendations.

Lmao dude I didn't even come to this thread to get recs, I don't care. I'm just saying you could've posted at least one amazing rec before calling everyone out. Now you look like a hypocrite tbqh.