>be me >23yo virgin >loser all my life >make money but not enough to impress grills >fat >don't shave or look after myself bc wats the point >look like shit anyways >creep out in local pub/bar hoping to find some companionship >been turned down more times then I can count bc creepy >one night decide fuck it >spike some bogan grills drink in said local pub/bar >take her to my shitty studio apartment >don't rape her >just cuddle for an hour or so >just want to feel what it's like to hold another human in your arms >all while nearly vomiting from nervousness and guilt >drop her off in park >sick as a dog >hang around for a bit to make sure she is okay >she's going to wake up from worst night of her life >want to kill myself for being an awful person
Haven't been game to do it since, it was a nice feeling but I get guilty every time I think about what I did to her.
Guilt thread?
Joseph Young
Ask god to forgive you as you are a piece of flith.
Zachary Taylor
at least you didn't rape and kill her
Ryder Lewis
>fat literally can change it in 3 months
>don't shave or look after myself bc wats the point literally can change it in 5 minutes
Ryan Rogers
He Did rape her
Jace Peterson
You're a madman. Or in this case, a sadman.
Jack Mitchell
Some people can't just lose weight because of health issues fag
Lucas Howard
He doesn't want solutions, he wanna release his shit for feeling sorry for himself, he will never do anything to change things even if you will show him point by point how to do it
Zachary Green
I know I'm a piece of shit, I just wanted to see if anyone else had a similar experience
Robert Myers
You see?
Jacob Roberts
T. Fatfaggot
Bentley Cox
nobody has had a similar experience, because nobody else is as much of a creepy beta garbage person as you are. kys, I'm being serious.
Samuel Williams
I've tried changing myself, this is just how I am and I've accepted it, I just hate myself for it.
Jackson Reed
So, now what? Are you going to keep hating yourself and be unhappy until you eventually die? Or are you going to end it one way or the other?
Asher Clark
just end it dude. You're a waste of oxygen. Nobody will even give a moments notice to your sudden absence, and with you gone, 5 starving children will be nourished and go on to live productive and fulfilled lives. Go out knowing that you did at least one positive thing with your life by ending it now.
Grayson Hughes
Honestly I wish I could but I'm a pussy and just scared of death, and I'm still semi hopeful that I might find someone someday
Nathaniel King
Honestly reported you. What you did is creepier than penetration tbh. She's probably 50% aware of what happened, she was just out of control because you drugged her and she drank. Probably felt like a nightmare for her. Sleep paralysis + hell on earth as fatty swears all over her, releasing her at the park like a dog as she's still in a zoned out state. For all you know the next guy picked her up there because you set her up to fail. Surprisingly I've never said this on the internet before (active browser of this site, too) but you NEED to kill yourself buddy. What you did is worse than actually getting deep and physical. I'm sure the bartender knows btw. No way he doesn't. Watch out creep
Owen Robinson
I wasn't talking only about suicide as a way to end your suffering.
Mason Kelly
You're not going to find anybody. Women can instinctively tell when a man is as much of a degenerate sociopath as you are. Even if one made the mistake of becoming close to you, theres no chance you will treat her right, make her happy, or give her a life that she deserves. Bringing another person into your septic tank of a life is inhumane. Your mother should have shook you to death as an infant.
Liam Ramirez
you are fucking retarded.you say there is no point in looking after yourself and then you say you want human connection and cuddles and shit.well,there is the point you dumb pice of shit
Isaiah Davis
I thought /b might have understood where I was coming from but I guess not, funny how reddit has become a refuge for guys like me.
Brayden Ortiz
Top kek.
Isaiah Gray
I know what you did is fucked up but, i kinda get where you are coming from. Just try to work out and look after yourself, it will al go better. Trust me.
Elijah Barnes
You're a disgusting person. Please get help.
Liam Parker
I'm proud of you. That was very resourceful and you got what you wanted. You should do it again if it's fun
Jacob Cooper
Just lower your standards
Elijah Jackson
Honestly dude, you didn't even really do anything that bad. Sure, you spiked her drink, but afterwards you could've done a lot, and I mean A LOT worse shit than what you did. If all you did was cuddle her, then what's really so bad about that?
Chase Roberts
bullshit
start the keto diet and stop being a fatass
Jayden Flores
TITS OR GTFO
Cooper Rivera
Stop eating. Observe. The weight will disappear.
Joseph Bell
Do you even /fit/ read the fucking steaky
Angel Gutierrez
>mad about nogf >doesn't see the point in shaving or looking after himself It's like seeing the tendies on the top shelf while you're hungry and not reaching up because "what's the point"