Remember time in high school, emotional issues and socially awkward

>remember time in high school, emotional issues and socially awkward
>usually ate lunch by myself
>actually had a few friends, but they had a different lunch period
>sitting by myself one day
>out of nowhere, cute 8/10 girl sits next to me
>nearly piss myself
>i'd say i'm pretty good looking, but she's another level to me
>decide to hold in all my spaghetti and talk to her
>eventually find out she's single and new to the school
>have a lot in common, especially music taste because she liked my Clash shirt
>talk all lunch, find out a lot of personal stuff about her over time
>keep sitting together for weeks
>learn that she has a lot of emotional problems
>anyway
>we decide to hangout at a park one night
>"you're one of the most amazing people i've ever met"
>don't believe what I'm hearing
>offer to walk her home, it's late
>before we go into her house
>"you like me, right?"
>reassure her that i do
>everything is going better than i dreamed
>very confident, decide to go for it
>eventually kiss her, she looks so happy
>responds with "i've been waiting for you to do that all night"

>offers me to come in
>obviously say yes, nobody is home
>little to no time later, we're naked and making out
>fuck her, both virgins
>extremely sexy, 8/10 with 9/10 body
>has lots of cuts on her thighs
>tells me not to worry, because she hasn't cut since we met
>next month
>oddly misses lunch with me one day
>text her asking where she is
>eventually responds later that night
>getting ready to head over to her place, short walk through the park
>read text "i need you. i'm hurt."
>only thing i can do is worry
>only person i've ever cared deeply for
>damn near lose a lung running to her house
>eventually get there
>haven't heard from her since
>text her saying i'm here
>no reply, walk in since she usually leaves it open for me
>every light is off, find my way up to her room
>prepare for what i'm about to see
>only thing i hear is silence

Haunts me everyday, guys.

also general feels thread

read the whole thing. Hope it helps knowing there's people listening to you getting it off your chest.

WHAT HAPPENED OP MOAR

read the first letter of each line bottom to top and that will tell you

thanks man

You piece of shit

What the fuck. Did this guy just post a happy story on Sup Forums.

yeah man

there is no need to be upset, my friend

yup

Open the door, get on the floor, everybody walk the dinosaur!

shameless self bump

Nice job b8ing everyone op
8/10

thanks

Is that it?

trips get

see

kek worthy

Fuck user you had me emotionally invested and shit. Should have known better, you autists can't hold in your spaghetti ever.

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