Did anybody ever "practice" with a friend when they were younger? When I was 6 I moved to a new town and made a friend who was 2 years older than me and he convinced me we needed to practice for having a girlfriend so when we were teenagers girls wouldn't think we were losers.
My house had a small garden shed in the back that my dad turned into a play house for me since neither my mom nor him liked gardening and he had just bought a bigger aluminum tool shed anyway. My friend and I used to go in there and practice. At first it was just kissing but then he said we had to practice sex stuff so we'd know what to do with girls. He told me his teenage cousin taught him how to practice sex stuff. It started with blowjobs. He used to say I had to practice being the girl with him since he always had to practice being the girl with his cousin so most of the time it was just me sucking his dick. I would pretend I didn't like it and was only doing it because we needed practice but truth was I liked pretending being the girl more than when he would.
When I was 10 my dad changed jobs and I had to move again. I made friends in the new town but when I tried to find out if any of them "practiced" it didn't seem like they did so I didn't get to "practice" with anyone until I was 15 and found another gay kid. By then we'd given up the pretence that we were practicing for girls.
I still like sucking dick/getting fucked more than getting my dick sucked or fucking.