How often do you think about suicide?

How often do you think about suicide?

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You stop?

It's getting harder to.

too often

Always am, my dude. I use memes to cope.

I use sleep and porn.

For some reason, I haven't since I took the acid

Constantly. Always like thinking about how my one real friend would deal with. She probably wouldn't care, she's been to war and is dead inside too.

Don't you talk to her about it?

you'll get to my level soon; i was like that back in 2012.

That's what a lot of people say, psychedelics help with that. I want to try shrooms, but always forget to ask my dealer when I'm getting weed.

Every morning i wake up and i realize that i'm still alive.

I'm trying to crawl out of this hole tho.

lol there's no way out user

*kicks you back in*

I've gotten a taste. Now I've fallen back again but I know I can get out.

It's just going to be harder now.

No. I'm afraid I'm gonna make her sadder. I think she is more depressed than me. She fucked her back up really bad in Afghanistan and has to use a cane, makes her feel like a old woman. She's 28. Oh and the army doesn't want to take resposibility and called her back to the reserves last year for another 2 years.

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Because this fucking country is a shit hole.

You can always try, user.
Maybe she likes having someone who can relate.
Maybe she'd like to talk about how everything sucks and shit she feels.

Most days i contemplate it, the worst I've done is buy a gun. I don't know if I'll go through with it but i know it's always there if i need it

daily

When you're depressed, you're way, way more likely to have a bad trip, but that's exactly what happened to me and it changed my life for the better. Realized that some of my problems are my fault and started fixing them, and wasn't really scared of anything anymore. It's a worthwhile experience.

Im in the wrong thread .-.

This one guy I know on Discord might've committed suicide the other day.

story

Can I redirect you?

What makes me want to committing suicide is my curiosity about what happens to your soul/consciousness after you die...
Not the " I'm worthless nobody likes me or cares about me suicide."

No you're not

Why not just bide your time?

all the time

We each owned servers, basically operated them together as opposed to against each other.

Then he asked me to give someone else the highest rank, but I couldn't b/c I was below him.
So he gave it to someone below me and de-ranked himself.

That guy screwed up big though and gave power over the chat to some guy who was banned for a while.

Now, I'm locked out of the chat, that guy is going Rogue, and for some reason, unless it was a really good Photoshopping job, the guy was chatting with the Rogue guy while he bled out from slitting his wrists.

Currently, though, there's still room for doubt.
But the picture was pretty convincing.

We could repair or Matrix screens faster than ruemenating on that.

To anyone feeling depressed and considering suicide believe it or not things will get better if you let them

Anxiety and asperbergers is killing me. I cant do anything anymore.

Wanted to buy new pc, get paralyzed for 3 days with panic attacks.

Have to move in a year, panic attacks every day.

Its not getting better. Pills does not help. I am old and tired now.

When your brain is chemically imbalanced and produces next to no dopamine you're kinda fucked forever. Everything is forever grey and there is no getting better because you physically cannot feel that way

I think about that when i'm listening to: youtube.com/watch?v=5lrSdW8p4u4&index=9&l
For me it's just something interesting to wonder and think about.

You're lots of fun

Nooo..

Things MAY get better if you WORK on them.

Well that's kinda the point

not suicide (porn, drawing, working out, internet, work, and friends).. but once in a while.

more like wanting to off someone..

mario vega (league city,tx)
if anyone can do a solid.
guy is a pedophile

shit's only gonna get harder and I don't have what it takes

Pretty much always

You don't know if you don't try

The point of what? what are we talking about?

Just saying that "things will get better if you let them" sounds like you could just sit on your ass waiting for things to change.
It doesn't work like that. Living is a struggle and it will continue to be a struggle till your last breath.

probably sounds like that to you cause that's all you do fatty

I know it doesn't work like that I life is a struggle but that doesn't mean you should accept that and let it consume you like you do with cheeto puffs

Mainly when i am bored

Everytime.

What i mean is nothing is really fun for me. It's like I'm nothing or I'm really down to the point of suicide. I end all my relationships because i have no happy feeling with anyone. If i had to rate life itd be gay/10

Every God damned day.

jokes make everything a joke try to laugh at everything but dont fake it try to find things you will genuinely laugh at thats what I do and it helps a lot

I'm a pretty "cool" person, it's weird. No one believes me if i tell them because I'm charismatic but i just get Down thinking about the future. Knowing I'll never be able to have a family that I'll care for. That's why i want to end it. I get dealt a shit hand but it is what it is

a pie in your face haha

Almost all the time. I was okay for like 3 months and now lifes hit me 10x harder.

see what i did thereyou got all gooey and gay so i thought of something funny and now i dont want to kill myself :))

yay i win therapy

Not as often since I started working out. I'm pretty sure it'a a placebo effect or maybe it'a causing a change in my hormones or something but I don't barely feel suicidal at all now

It used to be once a month when I felt like shit.
Then every Sunday afternoon for some reason.
Now it seems to be at least once or twice a day.
I've been taking somethings to help, but it's not doing much other than making me feel like I'm floating.

what has Gunsmith Cats ever done to you?

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I used to before I grew my self confidence, I still don't have many friends but I'm still happy with what I got

What kind of compost do you use to grow self confidence?

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I never get dubs :(

kisss

Used to think about it every day. Got anti-depressants, cut back drinking, no more drugs, and gave my problems a few years and now the thought never crosses my mind

Every day or so. But when it comes down to it, i only have this one life to live so I'm not going to waste it. That and i don't want to have someone have to deal with my corpse

You're already wasting it tho, with the way you're living.

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same, I would love to know what happens in the afterlife

this ^

Lately it's getting worse, my only goals are starting to become
>get as fucked up as I can
>save money to not live on the streets