As you may not have known yet, I am a fire fighter, I joined the fire department a little over a year ago...

As you may not have known yet, I am a fire fighter, I joined the fire department a little over a year ago, throughout my time as a fire fighter, I have grown very ill-tempered with petty bs & have grown into PTSD as I've lost a few close fire fighters close to me and my district, staying up countless hours during certain calls puts a toll on someone's life. 32+ hours would be the longest time I would have been up during a 2nd alarm, house fire with trapped victims inside, these victims, did not survive. The memory will always be played in my head, "How could I not save them?".This is me letting you know, today I will take my life and end the suffering around me. Today will be the end. Today I will be an hero.

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u cant die if u got dubs

Oh sheet

set teh fucking build on fire faggot

Nu

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you got 800800 don't do it you are a lucky dude, if the guilt bothers you that much then use it as fuel to save more people

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Let em die, he's a feggit

fuck you faggot fires are the shit

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god even this thread sucks
nobody ever gives a shit about anything firefighters do or say kek

user, you don't need to an hero.
You are already a hero in the flesh.

you could have saved them.
why didn't you save them?

Those dubs are kek saying wait until civil war 2.0 is over

M8, you fucking suck that shitskin dick.

Confirmed

what a waste of a jackpot

They...just it couldn't be done. They fell through the floor before I could reach them. I tried to help them...but they were trapped

Think about it OP , you may be the hero that gets to hang from a tree

God damn...this thread is filled with luck. Look at all those fucking dubs

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I want to save lives not end them...ironic isn't it

did you hear their screams? women, children?

It was muffled through the flames crackling...I could see the horror on their faces when the fell...that shit still sticks.

its ok youll see them in hell after you kill yourself

today a dub getting fag died

So your gonna kill yourself

Little harsh don't you think...

I think op will be ok.
If he was actually trying to stop himself from been an hero tonight, the he's fucked.

This is now a role reversal thread.
The white knights are the anons telling op to kys.
Anybody trying to talk him out of it is an edgelord.

lol as harsh as burning to death?

>facebook is back that way

That's good and all, but fuck my dick.

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Are you a firefighter in America?

Could be worse, you could be a fucking pig and kill people instead.

Yes..I am

The fuck you talking about? He let people die. He basically killed them himself.

Did you ever play the Firefighter arcade game? Shit was lit af.

youtube.com/watch?v=cuhx5clJ2sQ

I have a few friends who are firefighters here in Norway. One of them worked in 'Murica for a year. He says its the worst he ever experienced. Everyone was just macho hero-wannabes who cared more about looking good than actually saving lives.
If you really are considering kys, try moving to scandinavia and work as a firefighter first.
I think you'll find it much more rewarding.

I'm a fire fighter, I don't make that kind of money to move and get some place to stay.

And by Scandinavia,I mean not Sweden. Sweden is fucked. But i guess you already know that.

Firefighters in Norway make good money. Way above average.

Yeah, I'v played it before I think.

By murican fire fighter standards.
Only falling through 1 floor is good going.
Imagine the poor souls the fire fighters were trying to "save" on 9/11. Only falling through 1 floor...

They died instantly, these people suffered for god knows how long.

sorry just curious

The problem is getting the money to get there.

No need to brag about it then?
I bet you're abit of celebrity at the circle jerk police go to, to compare who can tazer niggers the most times before pulling a real gun.

My point is, in other country firefighters are respected for the right reasons.
If you get to do your job in a healthy environment, you just might realize how much you like it.
Despite the terrible things you are bound to experience sometimes. I know FF's here in Norway have a substantial psychological team to help them.

I'll rethink all of this then. Thank you very much.

No problem.
Get in touch with some of the firestations in the big cities in Norway/Denmark, or even Germany or some of the other westeuropean countries, and let them know youre interested. They'll probably help you find a place to live, too.

Please Don't OP... You're already a hero. Think of all the people you've already saved, and how many more can't be saved without you there!

This thread has already been fucked by some nore fag. The nigger should've shutten the fuck up and let him go through with this.

can't you read you stupid faggot
he just lets people die

But not on purpose, he couldn't have saved them.

yeah but maybe a better firefighter would have saved thoses people faggot

he just couldn't cut it

I agree that you have too many moronic people in America, and you need to thin the herd.
But this guy is struggeling because he wanted to do good, and the world need more good people.
So i try to help him.
You, on the other hand: If you want to see someone kill themselves, get a mirror and go for it.

How would he know what to do? He's from America what do you expect? Nobody should die because they didn't know what to do.

a real fireman would have saved thoses people

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You can't always save everyone. All you can do is help as many as you can.

OP is only human.

Also, consider: Even being able to save as many as were saved is an achievement.

This world is fucked and you helping one guy won't do anything. No matter how hard you try, you will always be fucked. Letting this man die could've let more die. Then we wouldn't have anymore waste on this planet.

He's more realistic then you. What he is doing actually helps people, while you just sit at a computer and jack off to child porn.

Okay

Also OP, remember, you didnt start the fires, its not your fault that people get hurt or die. You do your best to save them.
Think about all the people you have saved. They wouldnt be alive if it wasnt for you. Youre making a hell of a lot more difference in the world than everyone else in here, just by saving one life.

You just need to go somewhere where youre appreciated, and get the support you need to do your job right.

I agree with you

no he sits on Sup Forums and acts like a fucking faggot like the rest of us. At least I never let anyone die at my job.

oh lol wait wait I got this
... lol okay are you listening? omg this is so good

wait for it...
okay here goes AHEM

Well, I tried to, but...
It was behind a FIRE WALL

BILLY JOEL LYRICS

Harry Truman, Doris Day, Red China, Johnnie Ray
South Pacific, Walter Winchell, Joe DiMaggio
Joe McCarthy, Richard Nixon, Studebaker, Television
North Korea, South Korea, Marilyn Monroe

Rosenbergs, H-Bomb, Sugar Ray, Panmunjom
Brando, The King And I, and The Catcher In The Rye
Eisenhower, Vaccine, England's got a new queen
Marciano, Liberace, Santayana goodbye

We didn't start the fire
It was always burning
Since the world's been turning
We didn't start the fire
No we didn't light it
But we tried to fight it

Damn, your on FIRE today.

Pretty hard to kill someone flipping burgers.

Oh sheeeeit, dare I say...
BURN

lol thoses people burned to death and you can't even be bothered to come up with anything better faggot?

Cough, cough, I'm feeling the BURN

op is always a fucking faggot

Dont need to.
All i know is that you dont have the balls to have a job where you save lives.
And as in every other job, it doesent always go as planned.
The only reason you havent killed anyone in your job, is because you dont do anything that matters.
Luckily.

Sounds like we should get together and BLAZE one

M8, when your mother wants a big ass Mac she's gonna get it. I'm killing her to her save from you arnt?

if i get dubs or higher no hero

I would like that but only if we have a bbq and COOK some meat on my GRILL.

Looks like he is gonna kill himself because of you. His death is on you now.

Under the assumption this is legit anyone saying anything besides this is legit a fucking mole. I'm a piece of shit deprived godless fucker but these people are actual hero's no god damn two ways about it. No I'm not idolizing or creating a complex but EMTs and firefighters do everything in their power to do what is simply right and what they can do.to help.those in dire situations. I served for 25 years lost many close friends who were brothers to me in every sense of the word. And my legitimate blood brother. It is fucking hard and at times you come to a point when you feel you will never see the light at the end of the tunnel and as fucking ridiculous as it sounds you have to keep moving forward because it's not for just you and me and the brothers that we have lost
We knew when we started these professions that we were doing It to better humanity and help the world around us and that no matter how much we have to/had to go through we would continue to fight for those in need. If you want to talk we'll find a way to.do so but do no be so willing to.give up.your life when there's so much more you can do

lol nigga you're fucking stupid if you think firefighter is the only job where people will die if you fuck it up.

tldr;
>OP is a bitch who didnt have the balls to be a soldier and thinks he has ptsd. You deserve to die

Feg

Why are you not a soldier m8? You to much of a bitch to go out and die for ones country? Hell your not just fighting for 1 your fighting for all from those sandniggers

I never said firefighting are the only profession were lives are at stake.
I said that a moronic neckbaird holding the "Jump"-sign doesnt have a job that matters.

I'm down. As long as we know what's at STEAK

What? That I would set FIRE to my own house? that's some SMUT right there.

>losing several fire fighters in a year
where do you work, fucking syria?
sage

Alak kabr

send nudes

BILLY JOEL LYRICS

Harry Truman, Doris Day, Red China, Johnnie Ray
South Pacific, Walter Winchell, Joe DiMaggio
Joe McCarthy, Richard Nixon, Studebaker, Television
North Korea, South Korea, Marilyn Monroe

Rosenbergs, H-Bomb, Sugar Ray, Panmunjom
Brando, The King And I, and The Catcher In The Rye
Eisenhower, Vaccine, England's got a new queen
Marciano, Liberace, Santayana goodbye

We didn't start the fire
It was always burning
Since the world's been turning
We didn't start the fire
No we didn't light it
But we tried to fight it

lol yeah what the fuck do you do then faggot? I get paid by the city to either safely remove or make sure that hazardous trees and breachs don't fall and crush people in public places. Theres over 100 people die each year in the US alone from falling tress and braches.

Impressive digits

Lol, i guess you can make every profession matter if you try.
"It's important that this hamburger is cooked long enough, or else people can get sick and die"

so does fucking up at your job cause loss of life or property damage?

Well, since im an electrician, yes, it does.