>be me
>beta whole life
>every girl ignores my existence
>one girl finally likes me and wants to marry me right away, wants sex 24/7, but doesn't even want kids
>loves me even when i dont make a lot of money
>Even though shes perfect, i still dont want to marry her, sick of the sex already
But im afraid of being alone and depressed beta again b. What do i do? I dont feel depressed, but this relationship stuff is stressful compared to my neet life.
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Why does she like you?
idk why myself really. I make her orgasm and all and she says im really good at sex. but shes fully capable of fucking anyone and has already had tons of sexs. We dont even talk about anythig at all. She never wants to talk. She just wants sex and sex. But she still says she loves me and wants to marry me
It might be a divorce scheme.
ill check the vid out
im borderline neet friend.
she could still take half your shit, if not your money.
i have nothing to give dude. And she doesn't want to get married right away/ She wants to wait a year, but still wait.
This divorce thing is out of question.
Huh, then you're one lucky bastard.
The thing your feeling with sex is normal, and almost every guy feels it with his girl.
best solution i've found is to either hold off for a while to make you both more desperate the next time, or try anal or some kinky shit every once in a while.
But i dont see the rest of my life with this girl. Im just dont want to feel lonely again.
help me anyone
bump
help
>Wants to marry right away
>perfect
>implying
>imp
>lying
YOU GUYS ARE NO HELP
whats wrong with ehr?
just stop being a faggot
she wants me to move halfway across the world
and... all we do is literally fuck and call eachother sweet names
... and. yes. i am this pathetic. ive always thought i would marry an asian girl. And i fell for my current gf because i was lonely and depressed.
God. *sobs*
Where does she want you to move?
Does she currently live with you?
Europe. Shes exchange in America. And ive never even wanted to visit Europe in my life, let alone live there.
It's called being afraid of change you fat pussy.
Man up and make a decision. don't come to Sup Forums to not become a beta, become an alpha by yourself. Or live forever alone and depressed regardless of your choice.
She wants a visa sounds like.
pics of her or it didnt happen
I mean if your life sucks now anyway why not just go for it? You might like Europe user.
Im only 18! WAH
no
No. I want asian wife!
So your current gf isn't Asian?
Do you really believe you want an Asian that bad?
Most of them don't look like the models and porn stars you see fyi.
yes. I love asian girls. Ive only had a few of them in class. Everyone says theyre not hot without make up. But thats simply no true.
I know its shallow. But its my fault for getting in this relationship knowig i have incurable yellow fever.
OP here. i think i have to tell her how i feel. Im sick of lying about my feelings. Even if i do like her a lot...
>every girl ignores my existence
>find your ideal girl
>going to leave her
biggest mistake of your life, sure hope you get what's coming to you
truth is, ive done this before, and i know ill just be lonely afterwards. but why the fuck am i even in a relationship i cant put my all into? You betas act like you'd marry any girl who shows an inch of attraction for you without even thinking if you like her as a person, and you're not trying to escape how much of a loser you are.
just fucking kill yourself faggot no one has tine for you, you waste of space
Her first name? Sounds exactly like my ex.
i know im a failure. But she still seems to love me anyway.
probably not dude. And im not giving it out for privacy.
But, can you describe this ex to me? Why did the relationship fail?
>You betas act like you'd marry any girl who shows an inch of attraction for you without even thinking if you like her as a person, and you're not trying to escape how much of a loser you are.
That's a lot of projection.
She desires you romantically and physically even after knowing that you're a pathetic failure. I'd say that's a lot more than an inch, and probably would be the envy of a lot of normies too.
Instead of fixing your relationship so that it's not stressful, all you're doing is bitching on Sup Forums before you run away like a coward (I bet this isn't your first time running away).
>before running away
you got that right. Im only 18 though. Who the fuck picks out their wife at 18? You know we did on the first date? We fucked twice.
Holy shit dude I feel like this girl must have a fetish for autismos or something. From the way you're framing this situation, you sound like a whiny 12 year old. Grow a pair and make a decision for yourself instead of going on a chinese flip book website populated by virgins asking for their advice.
Wtf. This is almost identical to my last relationship. But she was Japanese, she was exchange in murica as well. Only thing that's different from what you've written is that I'm European, and she's Japanese. Also wanted me to move to Japan, halfway across the world.
I lost my mind after 2 years though. Seriously high maintenance. Like 110% of my time went into her. She simply wore me out. She was great at first, but as time went by she complained and demanded more and more. She was super skinny, but still ate dinner like every hour. We'd bang, eat food, bange, eat food. It was easy for her because she had a black hole for a stomach and didn't have to do any of the work while fucking, but to me it was like running a marathon every day and have an eating competition every mile.
In the end she was upset about literally everything and complained nonstop and demanded that I explained why I did and said stuff that was harmless but upset her for no reason. So during the daily routine argument I snapped and slammed her head into the table (she totally provoked me btw, I didn't do it out of the blue. She just kept pushing). Crazy thing is that me doing that wasn't a deal breaker for her at all. So I threw her out of the house and she had to reschedule her plane ticket back home. Skype with her twice after that, but she just wouldn't give up, so I said everything I thought about her, and that finally made her stop calling me.
Maybe the worst episode of my life. Not sure if it beats my little brother dying, but it's hard to say.
>implying anyone can do anything with a first name
How big is your dick op
is your name maxime and you live in quebec?
Very eerie indeed user. I think it has to do with the language barrier. She gets upset over the most random things i say, and she doesn't speak english.
I think i got to break it off.
>implying anyone can do anything with a first name
I know, but, i dont want any connections being made whatsoever.
6 inches is my max. 5 and a half is average boner. SO, just average.
fuck no
i too wonder if this is the case. I sort of, lost my virginity to her.
Strangely, she keeps saying im really good in bed. Did years of hentai watching really do that to me!?
That's it, I've decided. I am officially diagnosing you with Asperger's syndrome. Congratulations.
user.... are you me?
idk user. i guess were both looking for love here. And even though i love asian girls, i dont think i could ever move to china.
sigh. but, i guess being a neet isn't all bad.
wats the difference between autism and aspergers?
if anyone cares
lets do this, no dinosaurs no john cena no nothing here besides a story that changed my life, names have been changed obviously
>16 during this
>go to a school thats in the nice part of the ghetto
>know this girl (we'll call her zeli) since middle school but never really talk
>she's hispanic but has the complextion of a white girl, she's athletic, nice round butt, the most beautiful green eyes that i had ever seen
>back to the story
>sophomore year im put into a math class with her but never said a single word
>she transfers out and into my P.E. class
>we share a mutual group of friends
>im a normie so it was quite easy talking to her and becoming close friends
>so life goes on as normal and i just continue to admire her from a distance.
>christmas break rolls around
>im doing stupid shit with my friends
>end up on a school roof top with 2 of my closest friends and a bottle of jack at 1 in the morning
>keep in mind, im pretty much an emotionless human being, i dont cry and i keep all the shit i feel locked up
>couple of shots later, friend asks if one of us has every tried to commit suicide
>raise hand and conversation continues and eventually gets to my friend saying all this motivational bullshit
>next morning, that conversation sticks with me, so i decide fuck it, im going to text zeli.
>she actually replies
>but eventually finds out she has a bf
>dont care, still friends
>February now
> she breaks up with douchey white kid
>still nervous as fuck to ask her out on a date despite what i suspect is flirting coming from her
>we are best friends at this point,
>march comes around, notices she's been missing a lot of school day
>fever one week, strep throat the next,
>comes to school, see her and she tells me about how she is going to the doctors after P.E.
>get home and doing hw, get a text from her which is quite unusual because we tend to text at night
>"user, i have cancer"
>shits just fucking running through my mind
>im devastated
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im going to some up 2 months prior to her death as best as i could
>shit was hard on me
>started drinking way more than i already did
>her cancer was terminal
>2 months
>visit her every single day, laugh and talk about dumb things like we always do
>im in love with her
>she starts gets worse
>loses her tan, losing lots of weight, etc.
>im at school in trig. and im on my phone just fucking around, get a text from her mom saying she passed away
>stiffen up and just stare at the chalk board for the rest of the class
>leave school without saying a single word to anyone, hop in the car and haul ass to the hospital, nearly crashing several times
>her body is just on the bed, lifeless and grey
>can't even go into the room, just leave without saying anything
>find out from our friend Emily that zeli had a huge crush on me
>cant take life anymore
>drop out, drink, take pills to numb the pain
>my parents try to help me through but just block the whole world out
>this was last year
>im siting in my room now, i can't keep going, my best friend passed away and i just completely lost the will to live, i already took 23 sleeping pills and washed it down with some sky vodka. i guess im on my way to find out if there is a god or not
What the fuck? IF this is real, call the emergency room now.
You have a whole fucking life ahead of you user. Youll never even know if the relationship would work out.
Sucks dude. Glad my life has been a huge fucking party
thats not enough to kill you
enjoy the liver pain
and nausea/headaches
and loss of hearing if theres tylenol in them,
not the fact, about relationship, its about watching what she had to go through and the fact i lost one of my closest friends, too much to take
indeed. i have no idea who would do it.
Its much easier to buy a remmington for $500 or burn charcoal.
thanks for letting me know, plan b, this is op's last post
i know you feel horrible. I know it feels like something is missing and you can never get it back. Its, sort of like losing your right arm.
But you cant just stop living. Lots of people lose friends, even their best friends. Sometimes friends you think will be around for the rest of your life just do a complete 180 one day. You have to realize that life gave you an unlucky hand, and you have to deal with it.
Im sitting here in my room, and haven't done ANYTHING for 5 months. But i still hope i put in the discipline to do something one day.
hes not the op, retard.