Don't know why I'm asking Sup Forums for this but I haven't got much to lose. I plan on killing myself soon...

Don't know why I'm asking Sup Forums for this but I haven't got much to lose. I plan on killing myself soon. I don't really want to die but I feel that I need to as it's my only option. Thing is, I would like to get some help but I have to idea how to go about doing so. I live in America so help isn't free and I have no job and am nearly out of money so I have no insurance or anything to pay for it. Unfortunately, professional help is the only thing that I think can help me. Trying to talk me out of it isn't something that will work as I am an irredeemable piece of shit. I'd also rather not burden anyone I know with all my shit either.

tl;dr - I live in burgerland so how do I get mental help without paying for it?

Also, tits.

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healthcentral.com/depression/c/84292/70431/money-insurance/
careforyourmind.org/what-to-do-when-you-cant-afford-therapy/
nimh.nih.gov/health/find-help/index.shtml
mindhealthconnect.org.au/low-cost-or-free-mental-health-services
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Try doing something to get your mind focused on something else

I do that everyday by playing video games, watching shitty YouTube videos, and browsing Sup Forums. But that can only last as long as I have money to pay the bills.

You are missing a timestamp there on the other hand you didn't mention wether you're a girl or boy. So here have my pro-tip: Move to a country where the government actually cares about their citizens.

>Move to a country where the government actually cares about their citizens
So I move to a country to free mental and take up their time and resources? Seems like a cunty move to me. How much would that even cost? I have a few thousand left.

>be 22 m
>Fuck around in Uni
>Don't get qualifications
>Friends are all finshing UNi and moving to get jobs
>Left in city where we went to Uni on my own now.
>Work in a shitty store
>No friends anymore
>Too old to hang out with new uni people
>Haven't had sex in almost a year now
>Fap a lot the past few weeks
>When I'm not working I'm fapping
>Zero social contact except online
>All guys
>Found a irc jerking community
>Spend all my time in there talking about jerking and girls
>Past few days been rping as a fuckboi
>Hornyasfuck.jpg
>Depressed as fuck
>Want to die
>Considering whoring myself out in an attempt to fight off suicidal thoughts
>Put an ad on craiglist last night
mfw no replies..

At least you have a job user
>20
>graduated high school
>first job I got I lost in two weeks because fat lazy fuck
>september 2015 mom dies out of no where
>october 2016 cancer kills dad
>last friday cancer kills cat
>over 300lbs now
>money running out
>hardly go outside and when I do it's between 1-4am for water
>only food I can have delivered is pizza so live off that
>so socially inept and physically fucked even if I got a job there's no way in hell I'll keep it
>don't want to die but have literally no redeeming qualities

I'd hang out with you.
I enjoy pizza and if you like porn and stroking it we'd get on fine.
Would be nice to have someone worse off than me around to make myself feel better

You guys should do "the double awesome" and live stream it

Nice to know the only thing I'm good for is making someone else feel better because at least they're not as bad as me.

Or do a bunch of m4m Craigslist hookups. Maybe you're both gay and don't know it. You'll get a few responses. Say you're into older guys and you'll get more. Either way they'll treat you like you're a god (cause no one fucks them) that'll build self confidence and you can go on from there.

That's the thing man, I posted in m4m I'm not sure if I'm gay or not I'm just so fucking depressed and looking for a girl is too hard, my life is too much of a shitheap that even if I got a girl to talk to me and come back I'd be too embarrassed to let them in.

At least with guys they don't give a fuck and it's easy human contact.

Or at least I would have said that if I got zero fucking replies in almost 18 hours.

Where OP fucked up (probably) is he asked for money IN the Craigslist ad. Find an older gay with money and time, build a relationship and just start borrowing money or accepting it in the form of gifts. (PS this probably won't work for fatty as not even guys like fucking fat guys)

I think they mean do something actually productive that will benefit your future

Post the ad as a pic, I will critique if you want. Getting fucked by guys has been my self esteem booster for years now

Cut out the response link obviously or Sup Forums will ruin your inbox lol

Every local health department in "burgerland" has mental health services. I took my ex's sister to one (junkie), they hospitalized her, sobered her up, gave her counseling, etc. Didn't cost a dime. And this was before fucking Obamacare. If you can't pay, they still have to serve you. The wait time may suck with all the other freeloading niggers, but to answer your question about how not to pay, there you go.

Dude there are behavioral centers for people just like you (usually if you're in a big enough city), I was put in one a few years ago for mild suicidal thoughts. Go to the hospital and tell them about how you've been having very suicidal thoughts and they will put you in a safe place with food and shelter and a doctor to figure out exactly what's going on and how they can help. Trust me, I've done this exact thing and it really propelled me in a positive way. Please get help, don't be afraid.

Your mental health is fine. You're in a shitty place in life man. I'd want to die too. The only thing that's going to fix your suicidal ideations is to improve the quality of your life. Make it liveable again

I'm a Brit. On the offchance OP is genuine (a long shot I know) I did a little light Googling.

It would appear that there are some free services, even in the land of rapacious capitalism and Trump.

healthcentral.com/depression/c/84292/70431/money-insurance/

careforyourmind.org/what-to-do-when-you-cant-afford-therapy/

nimh.nih.gov/health/find-help/index.shtml

mindhealthconnect.org.au/low-cost-or-free-mental-health-services

Your time may be better spend looking for help rather than trusting you mental well-being to the denizens of this corrupt shit hole. Good luck, OP

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Thanks for the research fam. I'll be reading through and see if I actually go outside to get some help.

gif sauce?

I got it from Sup Forums so unfortunately I don't have it.
Have these as an apology

You're welcome. There's more - I just posted a sample of the links I found. Try Googling stuff like
>Free mental health help in USA.
You could even add your state or city for more local assistance.. I think you should abandon this thread and Sup Forums now and start looking and phoning. No time like the present to start to get better - the first step will be the hardest, but the most important

sitting inside alone being a NEET all day isn't doing something
I've been doing that shit for 5 years, have the funds to live for another 6 months before the money runs out (it was all loans I can't pay back) and I'm in your position lol

at least I already have the song picked out if it makes it that far

also OP if you really want free help but don't to look for it yourself call your local suicide prevention hotline, they'll jump at the opportunity to hook you up

if you have no job you qualify for literally FREE insurance. Take advantage of it before it's gone. You can see a therapist and get on stuff that will help, or at least get the advice you need to get you on the right track. And it will be free.

there's no one in your town your age? Also i dont think you're too old to hang with 19 year olds etc.

At worst just hang out with people older than you

Sign up for public assistance you dummy. Welfare and Medicaid and food stamps. Section 8 housing. Car payment. Cell phone.

It's literally a 20 minute form to fill out that covers all the bases. Then go from there.

You're welcome.

Do it faggot

>become an amoral leach on society to fix all your problems
Just neck yourself

ORRR. USE IT TO GET HELP SO HE CAN BE A HEALTHY PRODUCTIVE MEMBER TO SOCIETY IN THE FUTURE. you fucking dildo.

>oh no I hadn't had sex in one year D:
kys

>become a leech now so you don't have to become a leech later
>no incentive to get off welfare
>no skills and becoming a healthy productive member of society
>draining resources instead of gaining human capital
You have no clue what morality is, do you?

try doing some work at home maybe ? You must have some computer skill or at least time to improvee it.
Go do sports, it's super good for the morale and makes you go out or in gym when there is actual people and you dont HAVE to talk.
keep posting on Sup Forums if you want to an hero

I have severe depression and suicidal tendencies too. I have good insurance and access to every health orofessional out there. Pro tip: There is no help to be found. This is a lazy myth.

This is bullshit.

OP, where do you live? Do a quick google search for a local FQHC, Federally Qualified Health Center, these are usually called Town Community Health Center or some variation. These are non profit health centers that usually operate on a sliding pay scale, meaning what you pay for a visit is based off of income with a minimum of maybe $15? Depends on the center. The also take uninsured patients.

I work for one here in my town and we offer medical, dental, mental health, and OB services and have a pharmacy. All at discounted prices for uninsured and low income patients.

Look up your local clinic, see what services they offer, and get the help you need user

Everyone needs a hand up every now and then. Statistically, most people who go on welfare don't stay on it for long.