I fucking hate my life, Sup Forums. About 3 years ago now I got hit on the highway by an older woman, the crash killed her on impact and left my spine severed, leaving most of my body paralyzed below my sternum and my arms and neck extremely weakened. Since that day, my life has been absolute hell. I obviously couldn't keep my job (I worked in a factory) and my girlfriend pretty much told me she wasn't interested in staying with me anymore. My parents do pretty much everything for me now, including helping me change the diapers I must wear because of being rendered incontinent. I wouldn't say I ever had a god body, but being unable to work out at all is making me put on weight really quickly. I'll never get another girl to touch my dick, it doesn't even work anymore. I'm so fucking depressed, Sup Forums. I need to figure out ways to kill myself right now, bearing in mind that I don't have the strength to use a wheelchair or lift items heavier than 5-10 kg, and typing this out has taken me about 20 minutes.
Pic related, it's 3AM and my parents are asleep which means I'll be sitting in my own piss for at least a few more hours. Someone please help me.