Routine thread, describe your day in a few sentences

Routine thread, describe your day in a few sentences

>Wake up at 12, scrounge for some carbs and coffee, proceed to basement to play vidya for several hours
>Maybe fap once, think about failing uni afterwards
>Supper (hopefully tendies) back to vidya, generally until 3AM
>Repeat

>wake up
>go shower
>get food
>get coffee
>put on some clothes
>go to uni
>make some rascist jokes
>go home
>eat
>play vidya
>sleep
>repeat

>same here

>shitposting
>excessive boredom
>waiting 1 more week and im free again ( for now )

We sound very alike

wont be neet forever. this has (possibly) been the shittiest 3 months of my life.

On weekdays wake up at 9 and work for 6-7 hours. Get home and Play video games/Watch TV/ Computer. I have gone from a regular social life to wanting to be a hermit. On the weekends I do the same except wake up later and no work.

Also smoke hella weed which probably brought on my anti social ways in the first place.

>wake up around 10
>Make coffee
>Drink coffee
>Meet girlfriend before class
>Socialize for about an hour
>Take girlfriend to class
>Go home
>Smoke weed and slam some h
>Sleep
>Repeat

>wake up
>coffee
>shower and shit
>commute
>office desk job
>go home
>get blowjob
>dinner
>netflix
>fuck gf
>sleep

funny how weed can effect some people differenly. i used to be really sociable and outgoing while i smoked weed. i think the benzo withdrawl years ago permanently changed me.

now i cant smoke weed around other people anymore, even close friends. even when im alone it makes me paranoid as fuck.

only useful for medicinal purposes in small doses (for me)

That has effected me as well. 2 years of multiple bars a day which completely erased any anxiety and then once I quit my anxiety was worse than ever.

Same but once I get a tolerance I am pretty normal and can be social. If i take a month long tolerance break and smoke I will be extremely paranoid and " trippy" high.

I feel that, use to smoke every day, got drunk then smoked had a panic attack and can't smoke anymore. I think other drugs really fuck with the interactions of the pot

its fucked up eh
>inb4 canadian
seriously though, i had a legitimate prescription for valium for almost a year, 5mg daily for minor anxiety. then i moved away with a bottle of 80 pills, took one a day and once they ran out, i wasnt wven able to eat. id wake up, try to eat then vomit because of the anxiety. muscle spasms, extreme social anxiety, depression and other symptoms. i shouldve tapered off but i had no idea what the side effects were and i was already under a ton of stress so everything was 100 times worse. id sweat like crazy just sitting in class, and i was so tense that id go home with a migraine and my neck would be sore. it was horrible, even worse than opiate withdrawl because the some of the symptoms stay around forever. 3 years later and i'm still recovering from the withdrawal. didnt mean to post a fucking diary but i think people should know that benzos are fun but like opiates; theyre definitely not to be fucked with. 4 years layer and im still not the same as i was before i started taking them. all the symptoms they were suppose to "cure" became twice as bad after the withdrawal. i stick with xanax now, sparingly.

>wake up a little before noon
>start coffee
>having a cig while playing mobile games
>come inside and drink coffee while watching Netflix, maybe cook/smoke weed if I feel ambitious
>take a shower
>procrastinate while the world of debt and despair envelops me
>drink 3pm coffee
>do chores
>go to work around 5pm
>scoop ice cream for rich people and feel happy when someone tips me $3+
>drink 9pm coffee
>come home around midnight
>get high
>make a promise I'll wake up around 8am
>never happens
>watch trump arena runs til around 3am as I make up World of Warcraft stories based on nostalgia from when I played as a kid to put me to sleep

Do I have any hope of going back to college or am I just fucked?

same as pic tbh

I clean my parents house and get stoned all day. Can't hold a job very long, the autism is strong. Drink to excess every night, eat one meal a day and sleep from like 4-8am. No friends, no romantic prospects. You guys and my parents are the only people I talk to, save for the liquor store people.

Could be a factor. I went from smoking 1/8th - 1/4 oz a week to maybe 2g a week. Definitely felt uncomfortable, but even then i still had fun blazing with other people. The paranoia was too much though. Especially when i was going to school in a run down, ghetto-ish area. Still got good memories though. Ill probably never smoke socially again.

Benzo withdrawal is a fucking nightmare.

The stories and information posted here are artistic works of fiction and falsehood.
Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.

Weed is useful for medicinal purposes imo, it works really well for migraines and getting your appetite back but other than that ive completely written it off as a recreational drug. For some reason i love to smoke tons of weed while im on acid but one joint while on shrooms will turn my trip into a nightmare.

> wake up at noon
> Sup Forums/vidya/YouTube/eat for 8 hours
> go to gym for an hour
> take shower
> jerk off
> work shitty overnight job til 8 a.m.
> come home
> jerk off again
> fall asleep
> repeat

>try to wake up
>wake up
>get ready to take shower....
>end up not taking shower
>get ready to go out....
>end up staying home
>play vidya and browse Sup Forums
>pretend to be alpha on forums
>lurk for cp
>find cp
>jerk off furiously
>eat junk food... sleep..... repeat

>Hell

Don't even get me started on shrooms,
No one told me that you need to wait for the stuff to kick in to eat more
>I ate more

just go what is stoping you?

What are you interested in user? College is never unattainable, you just need a plan Sup Forumsro
>Btw if you see these pepe's it's OP

>Wake up a 7
>Breakfast and shower
>Work from 8:30 to 5:30 pm
>Get home a 6
>Get high
>Go to bed at 11pm

i want to die

Join a boxing club, it helped me a lot. Youll meet people, learn how to fight and get fit. Even better if youre the stressed or angry type, punching people and bags is a great way to let out all the suppressed anger. I promise youll feel better after a few lessons. Plus there are some hot girls, along with the stuck up bitches and douchebags. At least you get to hit them though :^) nothing to lose, everything to gain. Go for it dude

I had the same experience with acid. Two hours in of feeling nothing and everyone around me tripping balls I ate four tabs on top of the three that I had eaten already, 30 minutes later I ate another for a total of 800ug. 15 minutes after the last tab my face melted. It was super intense.

> wake up
> lament didn't die in sleep
> browse job websites
> find nothing, so shitpost on Sup Forums and play vidya
> eat shitty food
> walk dogs a few times
> get skateboard out, try to do a trick, fail, put it back, go back to shitposting on Sup Forums
> go to gas station and buy alcohol
> come home, see disappointment in parents eyes to raising such a sperg
> drink and cry til I black out
> repeat

It really is. it lasted months for me, and even after that i wasnt the same. i dont think ill ever be. What was yours like

Drink OJ and wait a while, once you feel sick and shit starts to look weird and youre smiling a lot youll know its working lol. Smoke a joint and its an instant bad trip.

Work days:
>wake up at 6:50 am
>leave house at 7am
>contemplate suicide on commute
>arrive at 8am
>sporadically work and browse Sup Forums & twitter
>continue contemplating suicide
>leave work at 4pm
>arrive home at 5pm
>let pets outside, then sleep until wife gets home
>watch shitty movie or youtube, maybe eat
>go to bed at 10pm, fall asleep at 2am

Days off:
>sleep for as long as possible until kicked out of bed by wife, usually 6pm
>chores
>sleep


All days:
>Hate myself for being depressed and dropping college
>take enough drugs to be wasted during all hours I'm awake (usually opiates, adderall, booze, and benzos).

Haha that's fucking crazy man, maybe you got weak shit or have a slow metabolism.

>wake up
>think about attending classes
>usually decide not to because no mandatory attendance
>skip breakfast
>contact some of my friends about going to the student mess hall
>go eat
>go back home
>play vidya / program / study / shitpost on facebook or Sup Forums / play the guitar(and silently weep because I don't have my piano)
>now comes the fun part: dinner
>either order some pizza or make some of my "specialties"
>eat and go back to doing the previous list of actions
>go to sleep

Overall a very meh existence which is sometimes seasoned with the occasional going out to a metal concert and university activities.

Sometimes I wish i was born as a wood elf.

Good idea. Thanks user.

Money. Tl;dr I have a lot of debt. Yes, ik the FASFA is a thing but it works 1 year from when you applied if you are accepted. Bureaucratic bs is what it is.
Being a math teacher, already almost 2 years in, and I have a plan, just hard to see it through when school isn't a part of your life anymore

Very slow metabolism. I went kinda nuts when it kicked in.

No problem man, good luck. You'll feel better within weeks.

First time? And did you wait at least an hour first?

I feel that feel, gotta get back in that routine of production and class and shit.
>Shave balls

Scary shit my dude, now we know about edibles and their danger!
>Tfw when out of pepes

It was the first time I had tripped but not the first time I had eaten acid. Finally figured out that I needed to take more because of SSRIs which I'm off of now thanks to regular trips, it just takes about 600ug to get me going.

Change a single pixel on all of them and recycle!

But what about the Game?

Aren't SSRIs and drugs dangerous? Couldve been why it didnt kick in for a while. And 600ug? You either have a crazy tolerance or the SSRIs fucked it up for you. How was your trip?

Wake up 5am
Feed animals
Shower/shave
Commute
desk job/surf Sup Forumssome IT crap
Commute
Bar/Drink
Commute
Home/Food
TV/Sex
Bed

Repeat

>wake up at 5:12am every day, includding sundays/holidays
>breakfast
>smoke weed, unless i have a bad night. If so, take a nap
>do general internetting
>fap
>work if i have to work to do
>have a snack at 9am
>go to the store, sometimes
>workout if its workout day
>lunch at 12:30pm
>smoke weed
>more internetting
>have a snack at 4pm
>smoke weed
>smoke weed one last time at 5:30pm
>fap, or nah
>make dinner, eat at 7pm
>internet until past 8pm
>hit bed at around 9pm
repeat

Can confirm, currently on venlafaxine. Can cause seizures coma etc due to serotonin storm.

>shower and shit
you better fucking shit before you shower, you fuck.

>wake up 530am
>contemplate taking pick of huge boner
>wash face piss brush teeth
>put on cool guy uniform
>have coffee, pack lunch
>drive 5 mins to high paying job
>work 630am - 3pm
> come home, have coffee
>prepare dinner for wife and kids
>have dinner as a family
>help kids with homework
>find something constructive to do
>possibly play vidya with kids
>put kids to bed. Maybe fuck hot wife
>definitely get some kind of action
>bed at 1030pm
>repeat

>slam some h
>die

Skip a few doses then trip. SSRI's are shit anyways. I could list all the reasons why but thatd take a while

Wake up 22:00
Eat breakfast
Midnight Packing Newspapers
Running Newspapers to subscribers, Im running Free yeaaaaah.
Stay up until 16.00, Sleep

>wake at 6
>super long commute to school because of London's fucked traffic
>be 8:30
>slit wrist
>sit through 2 hours of bullshit
>15 minute break
>fap
>2 more hours of bullshit
>45 minute lunch
>get phone taken away
>2 more hours surrounded by fucking normies
>end of school
>go home
>play vidya
>eat and cry self to sleep

They are dangerous and it's exactly why it took so long. Needing more than a usual dose is a theme across the board for anything I take. Anesthetics, alcohol, anything really. I've been off of SSRIs for two years now and it still takes 600ug to have what I would consider to be a mild trip. I also prefer to trip alone in my room, some other psychonauts that I've talked to can't even fathom enjoying a heavy dose like that alone. That 800ug trip I talked about was pretty fun, I had a really good time. My 600ug solo trips are nice, I watch Off the Air on stream and play Battlefield on my big monitor. I get lost in the game and stand still sometimes but with the fields all on fire the enemy just pops out and it makes it super easy and almost like you're shooting in slow-mo. Might have gotten a little rambly with this, let me know if I need to clarify or missed a question.

I'm retired. I do what I please. Of course, I only had to work for 50 years and live, to be able to do this. I hope all of you can be able to hang in there and do the same thing.

I honestly wanna try H one last time. My first experience was amazing, words cant even describe it. Despite the fact I almost died it finally felt like I was at peace with everything. So peaceful I went into respiratory depression and aspirated in my "sleep". I'm older now though, and I'd probably be able to handle it without becoming an hero. Also got a lot more knowledge on opiates/addiction. Convince me to do/not do it. Anyone else here tried heroin and stayed clean off it for years? Its been a long time since ive tried it, and I wanna feel it one more time. I'm just worried that I'll find a steady source and use it again. I have shitty impulse control sometimes.

Fight in any wars? Rare to see an actual oldfag on here, it's nice to bridge the generations sometimes.

Eric?

Withdrawal is a serious bitch, if I could quit I would

If you don't have a source and can get your hands on one (ONE) dose I'd say go for it. I tried meth twice and won't ever touch it again.

same but instead of vidya I shitpost on Sup Forums

wake up at 8
goes to work at 9 as 3d modeler in a Video game company.
back home at 7
play videogames until I fall asleep
go to bed with my girlfriend

Feel sad as fuck du no why

> feed animals
do you live in a fucking farm or what?

Restless legs, the sweats, insomnia, anxiety, the shakes. Yeah man, I know your pain. I was so happy when I finally got off venlafaxine.

I agree dubs.

Never knew SSRI's had a withdrawl. Maybe tell your doc that they don't work for you, then list all the negative side effects and they'll taper you off. Nothing worse than having an amazing trip then getting serotonin syndrome. Stay away from molly tooZ

4:20 am get up, vape bubblehash go back to bed. 8 am get back up and do whatever needs to be done. Then when I get home I smoke a bowl and watch TV, play games and read until 8 pm. Then I have sex, eat an edible and go to bed.

Hey, thanks man. You ever go through a drug phase yourself? Nice to hear from someone in their middle ages not being condescending. Not trying to be rude.

This guy gets it. Btw how tough was getting off it?
And yeah look of brain zaps, that's the gist of it
Not sure what to think of that, either a terrible or amazing life..

>Basing your schedule on weed

I too make the sex when I come home
Also nice nondescript allusion to illegitimate income.

Sounds almost like benzo and opiate withdrawal combined. Is that an antideprssant?

Reminder that dogs, cats, and fish are also animals.

>drive 5 mins to work

>2 am wake up
>2-4am read aloud
>4-5am gym
>5-7am dick around on pc
>7-8am go for a run
>8am to 5pm dick around on pc while pretending to "work"
>5pm to 6pm read
>6pm sleep

It was pretty rough. They had me taper down for two weeks and my body thought that was too fast. Had to drink myself to sleep for a month, maybe longer.

>wake up in shitty apartment
>put espresso on, eggs on
>feed sad old dog
>scrape together homework into bag
>listen to white trash downstairs yelling
>instantly get reminded I am 40
>used to be an architect
>with a beach house in La Jolla
>now a student
>in a discipline I have no interest in doing
>will never make money again
>now deeper in debt every day
>go to school
>feel like a teenager again
>but get annoyed at stupidity of all the teenagers
>watch $2000/month disappear from bank, year in, year out
>consider suicide

> 8 AM: Wake up
> 8:10 AM: Up from bed, Shower etc, get ready for work (no food)
> 9 AM: get a coffee and start work
> 12 PM: go out and eat, alone
> 12:30: PM PM work
> 6/7/8 PM: I drive home from work
> 7 PM: Sit in utter despair and lament the meaningless of my life leading nowhere.
> 2 AM: Go to sleep

My life have repeated like this for three or four years now, i dont even know.

Why don't you try confiding in your wife?

Yeah. I'd take benzo withdrawals over it any day, they last so much longer in comparison for me. At least with benzos I can smoke a little weed and feel a little okay. Getting off antidepressants is tough for some people.

>wake up around 7:45
>ride to work
>work till 5 as mechanic.
>ride home
>sit on xbox or watch tv/films or shit post here
>try get gf to put out
>succeed or knock one out
>go sleep
>wake up and repeat
>wish i dint have to go work for other people and work for my self. Dream of starting my own business but cant think of anything that hasnt already been done. dont even like cars but like taking shit apart

>wake up at any fucking random hour of the day in my mothers house
> feel bad for because my mother is dead
> get of ma fucking crib
> go to barber shop an try 5 haircuts
> steal a car
> crash this car steal another one
> shot some modafucking niggas out of my neighborhood
> flee the cops
> go to Riders house
> smoke some dank weed
> get no sleep in days shooting stealing and gangsta shit
> back home and sleep for 5 seconds
> repeat

Congrats, I fear the day when tapering comes

those are pets you dip

Straight busta

HI GUYS ..
WERW TO GO ?(TELL TRUTH)
UNI OR COLLEGE?...
AND WHY

Why wouldn't your doctor taper you off? And what's the trade name for whatever drug you're on. A lot doctors prescribe bullshit, dangerous meds to people like they're guinea pigs. Just look at the history of opiates. I can definitely say that benzo withdrawal is way worse though, because its life threatening and has permanent after effects. I had a few tachardiya episodes and seizures while i was withdrawing. Was over at a friends house, literally just walked over to get some water because the house was hotboxed and I dropped right on the kitchen floor. Barely missed a pot of boiling water.

>shit before you shower
>wasting time doing them at different times
Like the old saying goes:
"If you stomp it down the drain, time is the only thing you gain."

Satanic trips, change something man
Try meting someone to eat with and such, doesn't have to be you eating alone forever user
Not bad, keep the dream alive
If only you followed the train..
What are you interested in?

>Wake up at 11am
>Coffee
>Get on the computer
>Eat lunch at 3-4pm
>Still on the computer
>Shower
>3-4am get in bed
>Repeat

Just be strong and stick with it when it comes. You can do it user, I believe in you.

>wake up at 2PM
>eat
>play vidya/ code/ read/ watch something/ do nothing all day (whatever fits my mood)
>eat
>shower
>do to bed at 5 AM

i did a aprentice ship come out with a skill and no debt, ok pay (slightly better than average), guaranteed job (as long as you arent a lazy twat but if you are uni will fail anyway) and make money while you learn.

I had taken klonopin for 8 years as prescribed then ran out of insurance. I experienced delusions and psychosis, violent outbursts, severe depression, mania, and seizures. I was arrested for assault (charges dropped) and later institutionalized for a month. A friend of 13 years filed a restraining order against me. It’s been 2 years since abrupt discontinuation, and I still don’t feel myself. My life is a fucking mess.