I don't know what to do anymore. The past I don't even know how long of my life has been a mix of frustration, sadness, anger, yelling, and feelings of helplessness. All I want is to be with friends, my girlfriend, and not be alone, but every single one of them (girlfriend included) makes plans, and then cancels them to be with other people. My life for the past 8 or 9 months has just been me in my small room day in and day out, I can't get a job because no one hires me. (I gave up applying because it was the same deal every time, no callback or anything). It's getting to the point where my only happiness comes from when I occasionally get to see my girlfriend on saturdays if im lucky. I don't want it to be this anyway and my only solutions I can think of are leaving everyone I know behind and going to a new state, or just ending it all because I have nothing looking up in the future.
My only problems are:
>Too Poor to start a new life, I have $6 in my bank account.
>Too Pussy to actually do anything about ending my life.
I'm turning to you Sup Forumsros as my last resort and place of advice. What do I do?