So Sup Forums

So Sup Forums,
I'm curious about your opinion on my situation currently.

Short version: I've been accused of rape.

>Be 20
>In program for homeless young adults to help them develop independence

Submitted early on accident.

Cont.

>Have 5 months to get my shit together so I can get my own apartment
>Get a full time job within the first month and immediately start saving
>Bretty gud so far
>Get through the program a-okay.
>While I was in the program I developed a crush on one of the women from the staff
>Shes a little older (Late 20's) but Idc
>First night away from the program which was also a sober house for obvious reasons
>Decide to go out drinking with co-worker to celebrate after my shift the day I "graduated" the program

>Low and behold guess who shows up to the bar
>We make eye contact but decide to ignore each other out of respect (maybe fear idk)
>We ignore each other for the most part of the night, I happen to notice she was getting a lot of attention from some African dude who she keeps turning down
>He won't back off
>Getting slightly annoyed, yet relieved when she continues to tell him off.
>Few drinks later its last call and we're both still there
>She's stumbling. falling down drunk
>People she met there at the bar (group including a couple girls) offer to walk her home but she refuses
>I offer to walk her home instead
>After a few obvious questions I pass myself off as "someone she works with" and she seems okay for the moment
>Start walking her home and realize shes REALLY drunk

>Okayplayitsafe
>She continuously says shes good to walk home but she can't even stand up on her own
>Tell her just going to walk her home and thats it.
>She eventually says fine
>Not even 5 minutes after leaving the bar African dude rolls up in car with a couple friends offering her a "ride"
>Fuckoffcreep
>"No we're fine"
>Now I have to make sure she gets home for sure
>We're making more physically contact then we'd ever had (if any) since I have to hold her upright.
>Being the drunk asshole I am my hands kinda roam to the hip

Bump

Fuck off rapist.

>"Hey! user, stop it, you're making things sexual"
>Apologize and let up
>She asked to stop to get back her balance
>Lean her against a nearby wall
>Middle of main street
>End up in a position where shes against the wall and I'm leaning up against her to keep her still
>Can feel her breathing on my neck
>"Femanon... I love you"
>"What?"
>She kinda argues for a second about it being inappropriate
>We end up making out
>Holyshitholyshitholyshit
>She stops kissing me
>"You want to fuck me?"
>Noshitsherlock
>She pushes me back a bit and starts to undo my pants
>Harder then a round of Bullet-ball

post rape video

>Next thing I know shes blowing me in the middle of public
>After a while I realize how fucked the whole situation is
>Try and stop her to get her back home
>Not going to lie was anticipating carrying on in private
>She leans against brick wall behind her with her ass out
>"You wanna fuck me in my ass?"

>Sofuckingtempting
>But clearly shes too drunk
>Button back up and start walking home
>We occasionally stop to make out
>Eventually get to her place
>"Okay I guess I'm going now"
>She starts walking inside
>I hover behind her kinda lost
>"What am I doing"
>She turns around and sees me
>Looks inside, looks at me
>"C'mon user"
>Takes me by the hand and brings me inside

>We end up having drunk sex until she passes out
>I'm kinda lost in nirvana not believing this is real
>Stay up all practically all night cause she fell asleep on my arm weird.
>Okay whatever I'm happy
>morning comes
>She wakes up and I'm still spooning with her
>She's at first seems happy, slight moan here
>Then she looks at me
>thats the moment I won't ever forget

>Eyes look of pure shock
>"No... no no no no nonono!"
>ohshitoshitohshit
>"uhh hey..."
>"Did we have sex?"
>"uhh yeah"
>More denial
>She starts reviewing the night with me
>Recounting how many drinks shes had saying there was no way she was black out drunk from so few (her words)
>She asks me if I drugged her
>What?! Fuck no!
>Tell her about creepster African dude
>She remembers him at the bar but thats it.
>Fuck fuck fuck

lol ur fucked dude

>She starts crying
>WhatthefuckdoIdo?
>Can't stand to see her so fucked up
>We're still holding eachother
>Start grinding into eachother
>Next thing I know she's grabbing my dick
>Initiatesex
>Continuously have sex on-and-off for several hours until about 6pm in the evening
>She starts going psycho on me a bit
>Tell's me to get the fuck out

Yeah but whore did you get rape accusation from that

>Okay
>Leave in shock
>What the fuck just happened?
>What did I do?
>Contemplate suicide on the way home, and ever since
>Worried if I do she might follow suit
>Forgot to mention that when she was initially shocked after waking up she start spouting off at the mouth about how pointless life is and how suicide is inevitable when you have depression
>Excuses I know but still
>Tried to get into contact with her since no reply
>She files a restraining order against me

Nothing official yet, but there's alot to it.

>Weeks pass and no word
>Randomly get a message request on facebook
>Its from an account named after her dog
>She wants to see me
>I meet her at her place
>We immediately jump into sex
>this continues on and off for about 2 months
>Eventually I realize she still thinks I raped her while I was actually trying to pursue a relationship with her like a fucking idiot.
>Didn't know about restraining order at this point

>Cops show up
>I die
>The end

To be honest the end is alot more boring then that, but I still live in fear everyday that she me retroactively decide to press charges and pursue a rape-charge.

I know very well how likely that will show up,
feel like the only reason she didn't just call the cops on me was because she had already threatened the company she used to work for before she told them what happened and managed to settle out of court for paid-leave.

Tbh this post was more for me then anyone, gotta get this shit out of my system cause otherwise I want to an hero.

Sad part is, I truely legitimately loved this woman.

We had at one point talked about Marriage and kids, before I realized that she was trying to set me up.

So whats your love story Sup Forums?

>dont trust women ever
>proceed to bacome a homo

This took too many paragraphs, it'll end up in bel air or some shit.

you're actually not too far off

Post her pictures

Heres her dog

Fine I don't really fucking care at this point.
I give up.

Any nudes?

She's hot. I mean, I'd rape her

You're not in love, you just really wanted to fuck her. And she's really wanted to fuck you, from what I gather, it's just that the two of you go back to your daily delusions when you stop fucking. Her delusions are, sadly, much more intense than yours.

Look at that pathetic face, that's what you get for getting with an unstable low self esteem having daddy issued cunt like this.

You're probably right

Oh fuck, if that's not a face of a bipolar insecure bitch, I've never seen one. And I really think I've had my fair share of those psycho bitches in my life.

post some nudes at least

You shouldn't have fucked her if she was blackout drunk. Just saying.

If you don't mind me asking, with how many woman have you been in your life? Not trying to poke fun, I'm genuinely interested in your situation.

Yeah I fucking know.
I was pretty drunk that night too.
Trust me I go back and wonder what the fuck I was thinking

You'\re a faggot and you probably did get that chick drunk and raped her, don't play the victim now and don't pull that ''oh but women blame rape sometimes on men and get them in trouble'' shit you know you're some horny faggot.

She was my second
before her I had one other sexual encounter that wasn't exactly healthy and before that I was a kissless virgin.

Eh go fuck yourself, we drank separately the entire time, and I didn't do shit to her drink so eat a dick baitfag

But you did bang her while she was pissing drunk, shut the fuck up faggot this is all probably made up bullshit anyways, get a job dumb fuck if this was a real situation you wouldn't bitch about it on /b get the fuck out of here autism.

Thought so. I'm a virgin too user, and I recognize that mindset because it was quite similar to my own until recently. I mixed "love" with "wanting to fuck the brains out" too, but it's something that you have to train yourself to recognize.

tl;dr

Eat dick faggot I work full time
Fucked up thing is I didn't think of her in any sexual capacity until that night. Had too much respect for her. Who knows I'm probably just delusional.

Yes you are delusional indeed, you just made this whole scenario in your pathetic autistic mind hoping to have an interesting chat with other border line autistics on /b , kill yourself you pathetic maggot.

tl;dr
OP fucks a drunk coworker and is afraid of being accused of rape

I was her client not her co-worker

Guess I need to check my eyes, my bad user

You can respect a woman without not viewing her as a sexual object.

Thats news to me

I have to go to work now I'm going to be late.

Thanks fags, this actually helped in some fucked way. I hope.

>be me
>guy
>break up with long time girlfriend
>go drink with friends
>bump into this girl who used to text me
>turns out we went to the same school at one point
>she kept a photo of us and some other guy we she said were the best friends ever...kill me.
>she offers to buy me shots
>i say im good
>her friends jump in say im a pussy so i say fine bring on the shots
>now blind drunk
>want food
>she offers to buy me some food from some awful burger/hotdog thing that was outside
>regain conscious thought in the taxi
>next to this large girl burger and lipstick on my face
>now at hers her mom offers me a joint when i walk in
>i enjoy weed so sure why not
>proceed to smoke weed with her mom eat the burger and watch the news at 4am with 2 other guys
>her mom says 'i hope you put out you've been treated well'
>big girl now takes my hand takes me upstairs gets on top of me and proceeds to fuck me

wake up next day go home
if i was a girl would that have been enough for a rape accusation

if you were a girl yes

why is that though?

>>"Femanon... I love you"
great fucking timing telling this to someone who cant stand straight cause drunk

holy fuck you're an idiot.

i mean, if he's pretty drunk himself...