Ask a cutter with 2 suicide attempts under their belt anything

Ask a cutter with 2 suicide attempts under their belt anything

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do you like milk shakes?
im lactose intolerant

>carefully not mentioning gender
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what's going on her op

>filename acknowledged
Do you take drugs before cutting to reduce the pain?

>two suicide attempts
Can't you do anything right?

Why not wear suspenders?

You say attempts like you're proud. It's just failing twice, though that's probably all you're good at.

Why haven't you finished the job op

>2 suicide attempts
You're just an attention whore. Stop being a pussy and really do it.

Isn't it more about the pain?
If you are suicide-"serious" you aren't doing it just for attention.

Can't you succeed at anything?

do ants sleep?

You caught me.

My day dreams of death are what keep me alive

No

Why are you such a pussy?

So, tell me what's been bothering you.

You're just doing it for the dubs op stop lying

I'm good at making people pity me, though it's about the last thing I want

Why did you fail to an hero twice?

If it seriously bothers you then get the things that people think that are important so they leave you alone:
>job and/or education
>hobby that's not browsing a chinese cartoon board
>optional: a partner

Mostly that they were emotional, irrational decisions as opposed to carefully thought out attempts. First time I slept in my car in the garage, but I was found. Second time was a Tylenol OD, but Tylenol can't really kill you. Just fucked up my liver

How can you be so bad at everything that you could fail at killing yourself twice? Please kys.

>2 attempts
Wow you are so much of a failure that it took 2 attempts to try and end it, yet you still fucked up twice.
Bravo Op, bravo

Are you just too stupid unsuccessfully kill yourselves TWICE?

I go to fucking school but since the attempts people won't leave me the fuck alone and the cuts keep popping up so people won't leave me alone. Just keep asking if I'm ok. Tell them I am and they don't beleive me, tell them I'm not and they just tell me they don't know how to help me like no fucking shit you don't

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Those are barely a bunch of scratches you pussy

And it's so fucking easy to kill yourself, you're just crying for attention

If you were really suicidal you'd be dead

Deal with it fagget, can't change the past, focus on the future.

It really isn't that easy. If I fuck it up again I'm going to the looney bin forever so unless you have some actual fucking way to help me die I don't know what you want

Stop being a faggot and stop cutting your fucking arms. Cut your thighs if you have to cut. That way no one will see them and no one will ask about it.

It fucking hurts more though

Your jeans and shit rub against it and tear it open

I have 2 on my leg but never again

The question is do you like milkshakes

Are you going to fail again?

plus people avoid talking to me when they see the cuts. lets me wallow in self hatred easier

If I do it again, which I am considering, I will not fuck it up. No more emotional, zealous bullshit. I will fucking leave.

That means you just cut for attention. Feeling the pain is the whole point of cutting.

I mean they're not bad but there are plenty of far superior dairy treats.

bruh I got 4 under mine, obviously I cannot do a single thing right

I want the pain when I'm thinking about sad shit not all day on my fucking legs

Nobody cuts without even a sliver of intent for attention, anyway

>under their belt

you make it sound like an achievement

Poor diction I suppose. Didn't really mean to make it come off that way.

>2 suicide attempts

Fucking casual.

I did. I was a young suicidal fuck and I cut the shit out of my legs. Never showed anyone or told anyone. I didn't want anyone to know I did that. The reason I cut was beacuse the pain made me take my mind off of everything else. It was almost like a high. The longer it hurt the less I thought about all the shitty parts of life.

yea i feel you

its kind of nice here because everyone is telling me what i think of myself instead of some juxtaposing bullshit

feels kind of nice to constantly be called a peice of shit honestly

Describe your reasons for wanting to die

Try for a third?

>only 2
nigger I OD'd on random meds in the cabinet just to see what would happen

The only thing thats going for me is college, and Im in the honors society, but, it doesn't make me happy nor even make me feel accomplished. Its just something everyone else does.

I don't cut for that reason often, just sometimes. I mostly just cut because I enjoy hurting myself in the most literal sense. I want to hurt myself because I hate myself and I want everyone to know how pathetic I am. Not for sympathy, just so everyone can think less of me

>5
why dont you just slit your throat? surely you you couldn't fail an attempt that way

Lol, wtf, are you retarded? If these are your hands, then start cutting the other way, remember kids, across the road for attention, down the road for results.

I'd have to be pretty emotional to bear through that pain, but now that I'm thinking about it.. I probably could

>2 suicide attempts

why not 3? seriously tho ur pretty shitty... can't even kill urself on the first go

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I have a few vertical cuts, but it doesn't really feel different; Don't see why it matters.

Yep...

you want attention from your cutting. Negative attention is still attention and you love it and you know it.

If I can figure something out, sure. Maybe I'll stream it, if I can figure out some way to keep my identity away from the internet.

Why are you such a beta fag?

I wish I knew, but it doesn't really matter to me

Y3ah man i know, probably why i have been drinking every night lol

Yea I want the attention, but the pain IS a bigger part of it. Not denying either but I do cut because I hate myself

correct grammar is correct, nothing to see here

Why are you so bad at suicide?

I mean I have a few vertical slits, but it doesn't feel different or hurt more/less; don't see why it matters.

I'm bad at everything.

Bloodplay/cutting fetishist here, do you have any scars or cuts you could share pictures of?

It would be pretty great.

If I get trips will you kill urself?

I have the ones on my arms and 2 on my legs. If you want I could cut something special for you

It's only a matter of time so sure

What do your parents think of that chicken scratch on your arm

Can you cut a happy face in your arm or leg?

"Slut" would be best but a happy face would be a good second.

Or both!

Sure, why not.

Pics!

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Potassium OD is super easy and painless, asshat. Just goto the store and buy potassium supplements, they aren't over the counter drugs. Or get a hold of some hydrocodone and you'll basically just get really high until you fall asleep and never wake up.

You ever heard people say "that's razor sharp"? Thats cuz razors are sharp. Get a razor blade, spot the vein that runs in the interior face of your forearm, it's right beside the tendons coming from your wrists. Cut down the length, deep and fast, doesnt matter if you fuck up your muscles, you wont need em. Bleed out. ???. Profit


>too lazy to greentext it all.

my stupidity shines through once again

how can I get hydrocodone, and how much potassium would I need? Can I get a price estimate maybe?

2 attempts is a weaksause number come back when you have at LEAST 5.

D-don't actually cut yourself.

I was just being edgy

Im cutting in right now

You had it coming you dumb bitch, stay in school and you'll probably learn something and if you graduate then you'll finally do something right for a change. Stop being a depressing little shit

You don't have to.

wait what\\
im gonna assume you're a different person

I feel guilty now...

But this is Sup Forums

It would be hot but I feel bad if someone else hurts themselves for me.

I'm a shitty Sup Forumstard.

Why don't you learn to cut down the wrist, not across...

Thanks.

Being under the belt is probably why they're attempts and not success, you need to be within the belt to do it right.

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They sympathize

>failing at suicide
why don't you just stab yourself in the neck right now if you want to die? Attention seeking faggot.

As easy as suicide is, why the fuck did you fail twice?

Sounds like you want attention

kek

DEEPER

try again?

look im cutting it in right now just fuck off and enjoy your free porn

2 suicide attempts here, getting ready for the final one. I never understood why people cut, explain to me why.

Thanks user.

1. Attention
2. Self hatred (The satisfaction you would get for cutting somebody you hate with a passion)
3. Distraction / Adrenaline

At least that's why I do it. Plenty of actually capable and intelligent people try to figure it out