Be me

>be me
>relationship lasting for 5+ years
she's about to come and live with me in 1 month
>catch gf chatting with someone hiding it
>give her trust, allow her to
"He's just a friend, user, I can't fuckin fall for a 18 yo faggot"
>she wants to "think"

Ends that I fuckin dump her after fuckin 5 years cause she's fuckin retarded and she wanted me to wait untill she took a decision.

I feel shit now, anons, and I don't know what to do. I'm a huge faggot and it's harder than I expected

Fuck that. Indecisive makes you a safe backup plan. Never be someone's backup plan.

No you're not, you're not a huge faggot. What you did took balls and you did the right thing. I commend you user, kudos and may you soon be fucking hot bitches. Godspeed!

>how do i english

you a tough motherfucker OP. I feel like I want to die without her and my thing only lasted 8 months.

You did the right thing user. If I had balls and did that it would've saved me a lot of pain.

be strong user u a good person

Pretend nothing happened
Give her a chance

thanks user.

how can you suppress the loneliness after so much time?

Everyday you were used to do some stuff with her and now you're on your own

she doesn't care.

I left her cause I was forced to

Put on some anime, get some good shit to drink and chill my nigga, the girl wasnt worth it

Same here user. Ex thought she could hurt me with another guy. I banged an old friend the night I told her I was gone. Sux. Old friend and I got so close again in a few short hours... She and I feel something. Just can't stand being around ex. Gotta split. Best thing about life is knowing you're going somewhere wile loser ex is still shit.

fuck off
faggot

>remember when I was 18 on Sup Forums
>every day I'd browse Sup Forums and /x/
>pretty lit
>later, about five years
>yuk yuk it's another reply to post or mother die in sleep post
>Tfw skipped it because sick of that shit
>ok moving on
>three days later off to work, getting promoted at my bank
>hell yes nigga
>I get a call from my brother let's call him Sam
>"shit man what do you want?"
>pretty rattled right now because in traffic and needed to be focused for promotion
>on the phone with brother, seems shaken and cant understand his words
>"Sam calm down wtf is going on?"
>then I hear the words that would change the rest of my life
>out of my brother's mouth
>"REEE MOM IS IN THE HOSPITAL"
>yank on the steering wheel to veer out of traffic to hospital
>out of nowhere some hulking nigger wanders in front of my car
>uwotm8.jpg
>run him over because natural instinct and natural selection
>mfw pic related
>on my way to hospital thinking to myself
>tf, I might have just killed an innocent man
>hell with it, keep on driving to hospital because worried about mother
>eventually hear sirens and some cop cars trail me
>REEEEE.webm
>whale tail it out of there
>i finally make it to the hospital, at least 3 cops chasing after me as I run into the doors
>"LEAVE ME ALONE" I cried out
>"LEAVE ME BE I JUST WANT TO SEE MY MOTHER"
>doctors rush to intercept me
>I dodge and keep running
>every attempt to stop me was brutally shut down from rage
>I frantically search for her room for a good 20+ minutes
>Not giving up, tears flying out of my face from rage wondering wtf happened to my mother
>Heaving in misery as more doctors come to stop me
>Every attempt was again failed
>roiling pain in the back of my leg, an officer shot me
>shitshitshit
>limp to last room as officer fucking stumbles and falls
>eventually find her room
>every moment has lead up to this
>pussy out and pass out in front of door

...It turns out my mother died that night and she left me a note saying this:
"Read every first letter."

You did the right thing my dude. She was a fucking slut and didn't deserve you. You will find someone better.

tried, not working.

I know the lad was not worth it but after 5+ years you are retarded and your eyes are covered.

...

How about you take up a class in a marshal art or lift weight, to fill the void

5years is just a snippet in life, even though it sucks

bet the grill will be running back soon enoff though

Fu

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OP is a faggot.

xd

While it was a good idea to break up with an indecisive bitch you're still a faggot for dating one in the first place... let alone 5 years.

(you)
Atleast you put in effort.

Good question. I asked the same thing an entire year ago after my gf of 5 years broke up with me. I still don't know what I done every day to get over her, lived I suppose. It's going to be the worst year of your life, so prepare for it, and allow yourself to have days where you feel sorry for yourself.

Oh, and prepare for the nightmares

fuck

You're good homie you'll be fine and happy again as long as you realize how you feel in a meta cognitive sense and allow your negative feelings to pass