>be me suicidal as fuck these days >been on accutane for a year >addicted to alcohol, but quit >replaced with weed but quit >sober life was depressing , but took Xanax and adderal >shrooms and acid >nitrous oxide >cocaine and now I'm on antidepressants >do acid two more times and more drugs >but worst drug for my depression is weed >in the chronic pot smoking. phase >realize I have to quit >feel so much agony and pain >about to graduate college >no job >huge crippling debt >mfw cute, but beta personality makes me bad with women >memory not sharp anymore, probably brain damage >could've went to med school and became a surgeon
why Sup Forums why...
and for those wondering why I got into all those drugs were in college my cheating gf literally cucked me so hard and I couldlnt ever recover seeing the new guy at my local gym. I also betrayed my dog of 10 years, giving her moreattenion than my animal companion who got very ill and I had to lay down
then my friend died. also went to a stem field major.
op here, guess its time to go. I'm legit an Elliot Rodger keeping a diary of my cuckeries and acting like the supreme arrogant being I am. but I'm not filled with angst and anger but more like crippling hate. thanks for the laughs Sup Forums and making me turn gay by traps
Jose Wood
pls god op deliver. im so bored
Ayden Barnes
don't...
Lucas Howard
winrar
John Perez
if you can't handle suicide get off b
Kayden Brown
...
Daniel White
bumping til op is kil
Adam Cook
I can, i threw myself off a building a year and a half ago, i just find it sad man
Connor Gomez
type winner like a normal person faggot
Lucas Cruz
summerfag, get out
Ethan Murphy
obiously you did a shit job killing yourself. try again
and OP post link to stream faggot
Benjamin Hall
no
Caleb Wright
Do more drugs and overdose, it's better
Parker Davis
...
Charles Carter
still stream tho
Cooper Russell
nah, life is worth it you bitter fuck
Jayden Perez
op don't be a fag
Nathan Anderson
DO IT FAGGOT!
Stream it for +3 internets!
Daniel Foster
yeah well the only reason i havent performed sodoku on myself is cause someone would find my dragon dildo collection
Asher Thompson
Hey OP, if you do it, I will follow soon.
I'd do it right now, but I want to get a bunch of things taken care of so its easy for my family to deal with my assets and I have some nice things to give to my siblings, like my bitcoins and ethereum and sweet PC.
Just to cope through my days in undergrad right now I'm taking as few classes as possible to be full-time and am under performing and doing lots of drugs and drinking to help me just forget/relax/cope. I'm planning to stop school after this semester because I'm pretty certain I'll kill myself at some point anyway and don't want my family to waste more tuition money than they have already on me.
I just want that sweet, sweet release from existence. I've wanted it for so long and have just waited for maybe, just maybe, the small chance that I actually find some purpose or something to hang on to. Not a day has passed where that has happened.
Recently though I've started playing golf and I'll play a ton over the summer until I plan to end it in the fall. Looking forward to a peaceful last summer while I get things settled.
Anthony Mitchell
you stream it too
Matthew Campbell
Shut your fucking keyboard and mouse Gordon you shit licker
Gabriel Phillips
kek, aight. if op is still around, i'd love for you to live my man, i know it's hard af but life is beautiful.. i've been there and i'm seriously happy i didn't die, i got friends and they make me so happy, i got an ambition (music), my social anxiety is getting better.. it does get better
Aaron Peterson
I'm not planning to, but maybe I'll make a thread about it and do something nuts. Still got a few months and a sweet internship ahead of me so I can give some $$$ to my favorite sister to help her cope. Expect the stream/thread around August or September.
Dylan Davis
If your family loves you, that's reason enough to live. I'm alone and doing just fine.
Hudson White
That doesn't mean anything to me though.
Cooper Morris
Maybe you become a kamikaze. Fight for something meaningful and go out a hero.
Cameron Smith
You dead op?
Jacob Diaz
OP! DON'T DO IT JUST YET! If you're going to kill yourself anyway, at least buy me PlayerUnknown's Battlegrounds before you off yourself. You won't need your cash when you're dead.
