First time Extacy user, just took 180mg.
Got a history of depression, so I'm hoping it "forces it out".
It feels like it might, I feel less /r9k/, more /soc/.
Will this feeling pass? How can I maintain this? Keep that sociable aspect.
Currently got Pink Floyd's "Echoes" on. Fucking hell.
I feel pretty fucking great right now. Sadness doesn't exist in my world anymore.
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Looks like Kek is blessing your buzz
Just wait for the hangover tommorow...
Are you alone?
be carefull if you take them over a long periode of time you will fall into a hole of sadness when you dont take them anymore
Lad, I have no friends at all. Yeah.
DUDE WEED LMAO
\DUDE WEED LMAO
what's your experience with drugs?
Yeah, done my research, this'll be a once every 4-6 weeker thing, backed by 5-HTP to replenish the lost seritonin chems.
Shame theres so much red-tape around this, it's obviously neurotoxic, but we need further trials to reduce the damage done.
Same with psylocibin and cannabis (to a lesser degree)
DUDE WEED LMAO
prior with weed, valium, xanax
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he can take 5-htp against it...
>180
Dude you're probably brain damaged.
Fact: Ecstasy will make any sadness go away
Fact: You will become disillusioned by how shitty the world is and only be able to find true happiness with said ecstasy
Fact: The wonderful effects of the pills will no longer outnumber the downsides after years of going to your happy place
Fact: Killing yourself into your 30s becomes a very real possibility after becoming jaded and hopeless
Fact: Given the chance, 10/10 would ruin my life again.
Where are you from?
Hook up a Sup Forumsro with that dank, mane
>you will feel great
>tomorrow you will be depressed more than usual because your body will need time to reproduce the serotonin youve depleated
>as an ex user of extacy i recommend lots of weed plenty of rest and water the next day
>First time Extacy user, just took 180mg.
>Got a history of depression, so I'm hoping it "forces it out".
>It feels like it might, I feel less /r9k/, more /soc/.
>Will this feeling pass? How can I maintain this? Keep that sociable aspect.
>Currently got Pink Floyd's "Echoes" on. Fucking hell.
>I feel pretty fucking great right now. Sadness doesn't exist in my world anymore.
When effects wears off you are back to normal + you have used all your serotonin so you will get even more depressed, try reading about it only
lol get outta here u need way more than that for any sort of neurotoxicity.
ive taken upwards of 400mg of pure MDMA in a night and I'm a medical student at one of the top 10 universities in the world, functioning perfectly well thank you very much
I feel happy. Actually really happy.
It's been so long since I've felt like this.
Anyway, I'll stop blogging now, go enjoy the feel. Thanks for the posts folks.
I feel like E helped me from the brink of depression about a year ago.
I feel like I mastered the art of beeing high and sad though nowadays.
just try to keep the perspective , use it as a reminder that not everything is shit but you're perspective makes it out to be shit.
your first time? i doubt it
Fact: Not everyone is the same and you are just retarded
have fun!
>Medical student
>in Sup Forums
Nigga stop playing
tips: smoke weed, have a shower, play good music on a nice system. bassy stuff sounds great on e. tell someone you love them, even if its ur mum or sister or someone, it feels good on e
go out if you feel like it you'll probably make friends
also fuck anybody saying you'll have a hard come down.
your a first time user and took a moderate amount, if anything you'll bathe in a nice and mellow afterglow tomorrow.
-certified bean fiend
one hundred percent not kidding i would prove it but lol no I'm not getting doxed by Sup Forums my friends are normies i would not live it down
DUDE WEED LMAO
My opinions are only valid if I force them on to others...
Shh.. let me have this
yeah back this, after my first time i had such a nice glow i can remember talking about the weather with my friends mom and really really enjoying it
What's so surprising about that?
Cuz we're all retards.
no not my first time obviously but 180mg first time is not gonna give you brain damage don't be stupid
My brother was depressed.
Had his first xtc experience on a festival. Didn't take a big dose. like 100 mg or something.
As he said: "I experienced life the way it could be."
It was a start for him to work at his depression. And it worked.
no we're not there are loads of clever people on here we're just antisocial and have addictive personalities
Do an 1/8 of shrooms instead and confront that shit like a man. I did this a few times in my life. It changed my mentality dramatically. I'm 32 now and almost nothing bothers me for more then a couple minutes. It taught me to move forward cause life don't give a shit if it gets ahead of you. Wait to take the shrooms until a few days from now though.
Just because you're a doctor doesn't mean you're not a retard.
yes, you will have 2-5 days of good "glow"
then you will "crash." i hope your psyke can handle it.
GL
Yeah you're gonna kill yourself as soon as the blue tuesday hits you
Curing depression by releasing everything that keeps you happy is a pretty shitty idea
Assuming this idiot has that on hand. And still, 5-htp is only a precursor to serotonin which makes it easier for the body to produce it.
But don't act like it's a miracle cure for everyone who ever did ecstacy
It's most likely gonna be extra slow for someone with a depression to recover even with 5-htp
Jesus christ, googling for a few days does not count as doing your research. I can tell you right away that ecstacy is the last drug you want to try curing depression with
Yea, good thing ops plan to become you is right in check! And he conveniently has an eight of silly sibens in his back pocket, scheduled to your order. You are a miracle worker.
I took ecstasy on Friday for the first time OP. Also depressed.
It is not the type of drug to do alone -- I did NOT want to sit still and went out to some parties for the first time in month. It was excellent.
You may feel great the next day, too. Maybe even the one after that.
But it fades.
the high is really nice
beware of the down that follows...
can last a few days
I used and sold thistles for the better part of 2 years, don't take them like medicine and you'll be fine.
Back when I was selling single stack mdma based pills were great for the daily pick me up, double, trip, quad stack mdma based pills for down days, and acid/meth/speed based pills for parties and raves. Also only pokeballs are a must. Don't know if it's still the same, but molly really fucked up the demand for thizz.
Here's some simple rules to follow
>don't take more than 2 in under 4 hours
>drink water, not more than a half gallon throughout the day
>no more than 6 pills in one day or 10 in 2 days or you'll get sick for the next week
>take half the amount you normally would if you're drinking alcohol
>when coming down smoke weed or take a bubble bath
>more thizzles when coming down does not help
Best of luck cosmonaut!
High functioning retards. It doesn't take much to just mute what your first instinct might be to say or act until you come onto Sup Forums. I'm in the law field, not that it isn't a field filled with retards.
You can get drugs anywhere idiot. He asked how to help with depression so I told him what worked for me.
bahahahahahaha you took illegal drugs to manage depression
you're gonna fuck your brain up and have nobody to blame but yourself, enjoy =)
when I was 16 I did the same, it showed me that I could be the guy that I wanted to be. That I could be that guy that was happy and social.
The only thing that stayed was the perspective though. The feeling will pass and you can't microdose mdma. If I were you I would visit a psychologist, showing that mdma can make you happy is a good sign. It shows that you're body can make you happy, even though it needs some adjustments.
>blue tuesday
highly overrated, just take enough vitamins, eat good, and work out.
>anywhere
Literally?
>I told him what worked for me
Thank GOD we have the default, human template himself. Anything that works for you certainly helps every other human being in the planet. Like I said, you're a miracle worker bro. Thank you so much for your insight. You're changing lives here.
Quads?
Spot-fucking-on. For the first time in a year I was 'on the outside'. Scheduled help two days after the crash.
5 HTP supplements aren't some miracle drug that insta cures an MDMA hangover you fucking retard, he's going to be hit twice as bad too because of his history of depression
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Nah it literally works like that. He'll be fine +3
Trust me I'm in the medical field too. There's a tree out here, and some dirt. A huge sign saying "medical feild" and some Hispanic farmers to collect some basil every once in a while. I would love to become a medical professional however.
haha ended up back here while trying to ctrl+shift+t a tab about unit testing opengl
Thanks for all the concern, every poster has to do the captcha so I value that you spent the time to do that.
Don't worry about the depression lads, I've booked a week off work for this, I've done a little more than erowid, and I think it'll be ok.
I want to tell a few people (siblings mainly) how much they mean to me, but it's so out of character for me.
By the way, if anyone knows of a unit test mocking layer for OpenGL I'd be happy to listen. Might just abstract out GL/DX/Vulkan to a layer, worried about performance hits for that...
Grow up.
And don't call or message your siblings while tripping. Write down the things that you'd like to do. Do them later.
Turn off your phone.
Enjoy your fucking trip.
Opiates stronger than heroin are legal drugs. Anti-depressants with lower efficacy rates than placebos but also destroy your sex drive and may lead to suicide are legal drugs.
You're an idiot who doesn't understand how the world or even how their own body works for that matter.
It's better then being an angry little teen boy like you're acting. Have fun keeping up that mentality towards everything. You will get tired quicker as you get older.
ENJOY YOUR SEIZURE. HOPE IT DOESN'T HAVE LSD ON IT OR YOU'LL PROBABLY GET ASSHOLE CANCER AND DIABEETUS!!!!
Hey, brother. Willing to read something I wrote from the heart?
Did you just admit I'm right while throwing in a stomach punch due to lack of argument?
Sure, unless it's "DUDE WEED LMAO".
The market is saturated with that content, 'we're looking for fresh new idea at High HQ.
Jesus christ you need to grow up.
Here's another captcha filing monkey going out of his way just to reach out to you. How does that make you feel? Your mom and your sister may mean a lot to you, but know that I truly do love you more. Not your fake persona or the character you play for family, but the information seeking, antisocial, depressed human that's searching for love and hope. You've found it. My love is yours. The captcha is worth it. Just like you. Do you hear that sound? The sound of the air conditioning operating as it should, the fan in your computer, the beating of your heart? There's no coincidence here. I'm with you, just like I will always be past this point.
Bad enough he died for your sins, now he's the immature one? Come one man. Getting off topic again.
Dude, mdma is never a good idea if you ask me especially when you're depressed, bcz of the hangover.
If you wanna fight depression drop acid (250ug+) a couple of times till everything makes sense, then occasionally smoke weed to expand the knowledge you get even further. I did that and got from suicidal to genuinly happy, i got friends now and just feel good 24/7 without any drugs.
No, you're not worth arguing with because you will just say the same thing over and over. Your first two posts were almost identical. Why even bother?
How does this make you feel?
What is this? A reply? A response? A continuation to the "argument" you happen to see no worth in feeding? What is irony? Is it something you can taste?
Go outside.
Dude what?
OP, what comes up must come down...The after effects will more than likely worsen your depression way past the point you were at previous to taking the roll. It feels great for 4-6 hours then youre just left with a terrible depressed feeling because your serotonin is drained. Should really only roll when youre already up and happy. Experienced psy user
That weed looks terrible. I hope you weren't trying to prove a point by showing that
You're going to have a serotonin crash and you will feel more depressed than you did before taking an eccy
Do something fun tomorrow. The day after is always rough. You may want to smoke some weed when you're coming down. So that it's not as bad.
I paid $40 for tha bag, was I ripped off or something? He said it's the best in town
Lmao you act like you can do better or something
Not him, nobody can be that stupid.
Fuck off dude every town is different. I got like 3 bluntz from that. A grinder made the difference
who needs xtc if you got uncut & pure cocain ;)
I'm just stopping by to check these bad boys.
You are right modern day grinders have a magical portal inside them that throws your weed into a parallel universe in which everything is a bit bigger and then sucks it back and voila you have 6 grams worth of weed for the 3 blunts instead of the 1 gram you put in.
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Since your alone get some headphones and listen to some blackmill and clams casino.
Also masturbate.... Don't be gay but put something in your butt. You're welcome.
jesus,don't fucking masturbate! I tried it, i knew it wont work out,it didn't work out. After 30 mins i had a wetty in my pants.
Was thinking about trying some coke,how is it ? How long do the effects last ? How much would i need for my first and probably last time?
Some people love coke. I wouldn't bother. Its super expensive and only lasts a couple minutes.
Once in a lifetime ill try it with my mates.
Beware the come down on a heavy session have some weed ready and beware your friends coming down too.
Coke is a shit drug.
for me its great, I take it couple times a year, and I really like the dopamine rush. It last fore like 10-20min if you have good coke, after an hour you are back to normal if you coke is clean - but it all depends on the quality and if it is uncut or cut with active substances like speed - you dont want that
just my opinion
That's fair enough. My opinion is that its not really worth it especially due to how addictive it is I hope you have a good night.
weed is more addictiv than coke