>be 19
>socially awkward
>no friends since I moved to the university town
>during the second semester a 7/10 qt3.14 starts to talk to me
>she sits next to me sometimes during class and speak about her
>don't really know how to react so I nod and smile
>she has her own friends group, but seems interested in a lonely guy that listen to her, don't know
>we never see each other outside the classroom and I don't even have her number or anything
>a little bit before the end of the year we start to meet outside
>first time in my life that I drink with a girl
>tells me I'm her best friend
>friendzone.jpg
>even if I knew it all along it make me feel really sad
fastforward to this day
>be 20
>still studying at university
>7/10 is my only friend
>still tells that I am her bestfriend even if she didn't introduce me to anyone
>I bought her some presents for christmas and her birthday
>I talk to her about my new computer (i7-7700k - gtx 1080)
>I tell that I'm going to sell my old PC cause he still works fine
>Stars appear in her eyes
>tells me something like "oh user ! I really want a computer for a long time now"
>ask her why she didn't bought one
>tells me it's too expensive but she is happy that her bestfriend have an extra computer to give away
>too beta to do anything else but nod
I coul have sold that computer for at least 300€, but now I don't have the choice anymore. And I'm even going to buyspeakers and a mouse cause I don't have that in double.
I know I'm like really beta, but I thought about something : could I install a spying software that would send me everything she does on the computer ? That would be so great !
I'm even ready to buy a webcam if that could be transformed into a spy cam or something like that, but my computer knowledge is near to zero.
What do you guys think ? Is it possibe? Is it a good idea or should I do something even greater ? I mean, I'm going to give a 7/10 my computer, and I can do anything I want with the computer before hand.