When you lost the control of your life, Sup Forums?

When you lost the control of your life, Sup Forums?

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finding this website

when I was born

When you lost the control of your banana, Brazil?

when I was about 10, way before even puberty

it's been downhill from there

2008
but it's ok, i'm going to quit this website very soon and start making some progress

Since highschool which was like 6 years ago.

Best of luck, Nigel

y-you too

t. class of 2008

Never

march 12th 2013 it was the day my indentical twin brother passed away

Me too, friend. Me too.

this, i was born to fail

Loserposting/self-pity threads don't belong on Sup Forums. Go away. Thanks.

never had any control to be desu

these

2013, just after highschool. I was a semi normie then, but now I'm a furry porn artist that's making no money. I miss the feeling of hanging out with friends.

Unfortunately they do now. A few very dedicated losers made it this way

>I'm a furry porn artist
here's your (You)

Gotta make money somehow, but unfortunately I ain't making money off it.

I'm sorry for your loss. He will be always with you.

become an art teacher instead of a degenerate furfag

Around ~2000. That's when the depression started.

My lowest point was around 2005-2007, then a couple years were good, then I slipped back to those levels again around 2010-2012.

Around 2012 though I started to have some physical health problems, which started earlier but that's when it got bad. Took a few years before I realised what was going on and knew I had to see a doctor.

I've been pretty stable the last few years, but I maintain absolutely no social life.

Haven't had a proper diagnosis for my physical health problems, found what's wrong, but the underlying cause is unknown, and could be a few different things.

I got a kitten last year which makes everything more bearable. Coming home, and having her excited to see me is nice, and she follows me around like a dog. In fact, she's got a pretty good balance of typical dog and cat traits.

fucking hell that's tragic man.
can't even begin to imagine

When my mom and dad got divorced when I was 4

Bad raising made me shit, it's all parents fault

Fag. You blame your parents to not see your fault and weakness to deal with the problem as was getting older

If they raised me to see weakness and problems I would have seen them

When i got into college

Você descobre suas fraquezas através do exercício do autoconhecimento, ninguém é capas de apontar suas fraquezas tão precisamente quanto si, minha mãe tem espectro de sociopatia e meu pai de depressão, eles se separaram e tive uma criação complexa por causa de separação, mas consegui lidar com a loucura de ambos e me tornei uma pessoa até que tranquila, caso você não seja adulto tente fazer isso, mas se a situação for ruim vai em uma psicóloga, é uma boa

>switching to native language
Uh oh. Shit just got real.

In any Med-influenced culture, family is a gentle topic, so you treat it as such.

I don't speak Portuguese but I'm pretty sure that guys going off on him for not respecting his parents.

I`ve said that only you are able to discover your weakness and problems, it is not the parents responsibility to do this for you and if he is old it is good to going to a psychologist

after uni

don't remember, probably when I was 4 and my mother started beating me up, since then I've always run away from hard situations and have always feel self conscious about trying to like other people.

Sua criança foi """complexa""" mas foi boa então

Eu já perdi meu desenvolvimento fundamental por causa da minha má criação, agora terei danos mentais pra sempre

Criação é tudo

Learn to speak japanese then translate dojins mate

>sua criação
Fix'd.

Circa 2001, my life derailed and everything went to shit. Lost the will to live since then. This year, i'm positive everything will come to an end.

Does that pay? Asking for a friend btw

young age, when I became addicted to the computer and video games
then this website

I wish I had a time machine desu

there have been a couple of moments

basically my life since 2008 has been a cycle of losing control then finding it again

2009 and 2015 were probably the two worst points though

how old are you?

2015, when I made the decision to pursue Ph.D instead of Jo.B

Depends. I've got one that I'd give $20 for and if you lurked about you could probably find more people who'd chip in

When I lost my dad, grandma, and grandpa within all in a year.

And then I grew some balls and to this day I'm suffering to make my mother's and my life better.

>2015, when I made the decision to pursue Ph.D instead of Jo.B

I know that feel

to all euro teenagers here
work as early as you can

I don't know. Lots of ups and downs. Last year was massive downward spiral.
Then I picked myself up, got a job, finished uni, banged some sluts.
Now it's downhill again. Left job, no sluts want to bang a kid who is broke and lives at home.

Next phase. Military.

Around 2013. I just stayed home for about a year or two and played dota2 and chinese powerpoint games.
Imma gonna take it back again though. I'm still 22 and aint gonna give up so easily.

I'll look into it but translating entire douzinsi for $20 is ridiculous unless you're into it yourself. You can make that sort of money in minutes doing tiny passages of text if you know moon.

right now

please respond

30.

They make a LOT more than that. I think the quote for a translation I got was like 300$. Just I'm a cheap cunt hey

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I was never in control of my life to begin with.

I think I'm still in control
I kinda wish I was a kid again though

Yes, university is a trap.

I'm unironically stuck on my master thesis. I wished I started working after my bachelor degree.

Probably around the age of 12 when my parents divorced and our house was sold and we moved into a shitty apartment in a house owned by a turkish family.

My mom was absent most of the time and gave us basically free reign so now I could play computer all day, I failed in school and had to repeat a grade, lost all my friends, stopped celebrating birthdays (only "celebration" like the OP image) and found this website.

you're ALL FUCKING cowards and escapists

you've always had the control of your life and you are having it in this VERY MOMENT but you are just fleeing from the fact because it didn't go like your thoughts


t. i know because i am one of you, an escapist

You are kind of like my cousin but without the divorced parents.

My cousins parents drove him insane. They live in Meinz.
He was a brilliant kid but their fighting tore his wee little brain apart. Now he works in some factory folding boxes and plays video games all day. He's almost 30.

2012 - 15 y/o.
Paradigm shift, since that times, I became a Memelord.

I too and in fact I tried, but here we have this "not Master’s, not employable" mentality.

and then you'll have the "sorry, you're too qualified"

18-19

I don't even have a masters and I got this answer.

I went above and beyond studying econ and finance, starting a business investments club at my uni that grew very large, played sports. First few entry level finance jobs I applied for I was told to apply for something a bit higher. The positions a bit higher required a masters. Like what?

ahahaha EPIC you all are so good at life you're concerned that you're too good, try almost FAILING uni RIGHT NOW as I type this

why cant I be like people like you

When I became an uni-student.
I was really hoping to become a developer and work in a normal office doing some coding and enjoying life.
However it never actually happened. I was too dumb, passed some courses, failed some courses then when I tried to take re-exams of the courses and it didn't go too well. I fell down to depression and when I tried to consult with teachers for aid and guidance they didn't seem to care. Now I am 28 with an unfinished uni-education no proper outlook and no one will hire you because "no experience/too little experience", "you're too high educated even through you didn't finished it", "you're not fit for work".
Basically I am just waiting until my spirit/mind and body breaks down so I can just take the easy way out of life, because too pussy and still clinging to life(that I can "make it")

Puta que me pariu mane, desculpa mas que bosta de familia que você teve para ter te fodido tanto

>1st worlders complaining about their life

Stop.

Well, I have a bachelor degree. So I figured I'd just do another degree afterwards and get a neat masters. So I wasted some years on it, but now at the end I can't manage to finish this goddamn piece of shit thesis. It's so frustrating. It also looks horrible on my resume if I don't finish it, because I did way too long about it. If I don't finish it this year I have to do some subjects over again, which I don't intend to.

user I fall short all the time. Most of the time. The trick is, (but very hard to apply correctly) attack things piece by piece. I still have this problem of going above and beyond and wanting to do everything NOW. And then I do nothing.
If you break down your day into
>Read one chapter of this book
>Do 15 minutes of Khan academy math
>Clean/fold cloths

And actually stick with it the day will fly but you will have accomplished mad shit and feel really good about yourself.

6 months down the road you wake up and realize you have just finished a Uni textbook. You have just learned some new skills. etc. etc.

DO you think that only poor cunts like us have a fucked up life?

I don't think, I'm absolutely certain, because I know the 1st world

Shhh don't talk to him.
He forgets only successful people have it good. The only "remedy" first worlders have is the benefit of neetbux and not being killed.

Fui criado com mãe e vó, cara

Elas até tentavam ser brutas mas não davam conta

Thank you mr japanese man i feel better about myself now

>I was really hoping to become a developer and work in a normal office doing some coding and enjoying life.
>However it never actually happened. I was too dumb, passed some courses, failed some courses then when I tried to take re-exams of the courses and it didn't go too well. I fell down to depression

in the back of my mind I know this is exactly what will happen to me fucking christ

>starting clubs and shit
>studying a lot
>"no you're too good for this position go elsewhere"
you are so far removed from me it's not even funny

I know too, i`ve been there, but family problems are nationless, don`t mean you live in a developed nation that you have a good life with a love full family, idiot.

Don't talkt to him, reeeeeee.

Way before I ever found this site. Thankfully.

Oldfag here. I often look back on my life and wonder where it all went wrong, and I can tell you so far I've narrowed it down to the Summer of 2003. I graduated high school, all my friends were going off to universities whilst I was still working at a local fast food joint.

I had no friends anymore so I resorted to playing way too many video games, browsing the internet, and smoking weed on a daily basis when I wasn't working.

This went on for 2 years before I realized I was never going to succeed, I was never going to afford to go to college on time and meet expectations everyone I know has set forth and I was too stupid to get past community college because I'm probably the dumbest person in the World when it comes to Mathematics.

So now, here I am, General Manager for a restaurant, making $60k a year, 50lbs overweight, disgustingly out of shape, developing a Philadelphia Collins gut as we speak, and living in a shitty apartment, drunk as fuck. Ask me any questions if you want. brb gotta pee.

Advice of a wise samurai.

Well in all fairness I did say that I don't think I've actually lost it all. I think it's a matter of perception.

Im this guy btw. I've had some rough times user. You gotta just push forward and maintain a somewhat positive attitude.

I'm totally fucked guys.
I've been in uni for 6 years now, switched my major twice,
my dad pays for everything out of his pocket and he's no longer obligated to by law
and when he questioned me about how my studies are going I basically always told him that I'm making progress
since my siblings are doing fine and he knows from them how the timetable works

I told him that I will do my bachelor thesis in a couple months and in reality I haven't done jackshit and haven't attended university after the first semester and I didn't finish a single course

I can't admit that I lied to him the whole time and that I just used his money to finance my NEET lifestyle

I'm considering just breaking off all contact with my family and moving somewhere else and living off NEET bux there till the rest of my days.

thank you takashi, i watched kanji and i thought i wouldn't become like that but i did become like that and now i am sad and gonna kill myself

You should unironically pick up something like boxing. It will be good for your body and lots of fun.

t. comfy NEETfag beside his heater with 600 mpbs internet
>family problems

THAT'S LITERALLY the only problem they can have

I'd never see my family anymore if I could live in Sweden right now and I even like them, family isn't equal to life
shut the fuck up ungrateful FUCK

I'd wish you you'd die but you won't, you will live to 90 years in your fucking peace unfortunately

Fui criado pela minha mãe mas por "sorte" eu tenho um QI emocional baixo então sempre fui uma criança nada afetuosa que por outro lado não se importava com as coisas, o que me ajudou muito.
Desculpa a pergunta mas quantos anos você tem cara?

Cool, maybe I'll get into that someday. I'd rather focus on normie shit at the moment. I wish I knew anything about IT so I could do IT related translations.

Sorry Karl...

>t. comfy NEETfag beside his heater with 600 mpbs internet

I actually live in a group house with gypsies, niggers and other people because I am poor. So called "Härbärge" and the speed here is 4mb/0.5mb down but thanks.

t.spoiled and loveless kid

Good, don't talk to nerds, he hasn't seen how it is to live poor and outside of society in sweden, it's pretty much like anywhere else in the world.
Also getting neetmoney is gonna be harder soon as government is losing money due to their multicultural crusade.

Accurated

Not here. Back when we were occupied by russians, only a few got into university and they were expected to all go for Master’s. Only those who failed stoped with bachelor’s, so people have it ingrained in them that bachelor’s = failure.

I genuinely don't think I've ever had proper control over my life.

>I'm probably the dumbest person in the World when it comes to Mathematics.

you can't beat me

You are "pure swedish"or son of immigrants?

I've thought about it, but due to an injury I sustained to my shoulder playing American football, I can't swing for shit.

I was an athlete in high school (wrestling and football) so I know what you mean, I just can't do much outside cardio these days. (if my fat ass would ever get the time and energy after work).

Pure swede

I can literally do basic algebra (8th grade level here, probably 4th for you given our education system).

Come at me.

Whens the last time you got laid