Who can relate? Wanting to just kill themselves, but to scared to do it

Who can relate? Wanting to just kill themselves, but to scared to do it.

I want to die but I can't. It hurts more then anything else.

You obviously have a small shred of hope to hold onto if you haven't done it yet.

Not trying to encourage you, just pointing it out.

i can't, but my advice would be to wait awhile. it's gonna hurt eventually -even if you do nothing. just hold on for the ride bro,... we're all headed that

My grandfather would be so hurt. I just don't understand why someone would give birth to kids knowing how much pain they would feel. I just am so done. I wish I could just stop thinking of suicide but I cant. I mean there isn't even a point to this shit. Get a job. Work every day. Waste your time on people who don't care. I just am so sick of it.

attempted 3 times by hanging, and twice off overdose. not fun as far as od goes cuz permanent liver problems . i want to try again but ill probably fuck up like the other 3 times

I will OD on H, having never tried the stuff, When my parents are gone and I can no longer stomach the passionless career.

Why do you want to kill yourself OP? Life can suck at times, but there's plenty of happiness to be found, if you just look for it.

Don't kill yourself user, not because i care for you but because it's better if you go out into the world and just do you. Explore with no plan and no aim leave your life behind and make another. Killing yourself is for beta spineless faggots, you gotta be better than that.

>caring about people

Weak bastard.

I joined the military thinking I would feel something. The only time I feel is when I am drunk. Otherwise I never feel. Do you guys feel like everything is pointless? It is a funny thing. I try to get a relationship and I just know how it will go. I will raise 2 kids who feel as horrible as me. I will do a job I hate for 30 years. What is the point? Life is a joke my friends. I tired to end my life while I was over here. I destroyed a picture of my family and took the glass a cut myself deep. Fuckin nothing. Maybe I should just jump in front of a train.

hey, i used to be like you!

How horrible do you still feel?

Well good luck guys. I wish I could do this any longer but, I just can barely keep my eyes open any longer. Love you all.

I don't... I take meds and work for better things in life. found a passion and love. corny, but it's meaningful

Have you ever thought about trying to be less self-absorbed? Life isn't just about you user.

I want to, but I've got to wait until my 2 cats and dog get old and die. I don't trust anyone else to look out for them. Maybe by then I'll have changed my mind, or not. Since my wife died I don't really care to keep living.

What do you mean? Life is meant to be lived however one wants to. Your life is supposed to be all about your own wants and needs. Fuck all else. Do what makes you happy. Everyone else is doing the same and if they aren't then thats just pretty wasteful of a life.

>>Who can relate ?

The world. That's the question we've been asking ourselves since reason came in.

Do or do not.

At least in the meantime try to do something useful for a living.

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i always like to just imagine what being dead is like
surely it cant be just nothing forever and thats it

Yeah, it probably is nothing, but you won't notice.

You've got to get something in your mind that makes you happy and keep on that thought and just work towards it. No one should kill themselves that is not why we are here, get out of your comfort zone and go find yourself. Be happy

so where do you go? i have a hard time picturing what happens to you when you actually die

shit argument
>your leg is broken? just make it not xd

Heaven Man, if you don't believe in God that's you but I know where I'll be going

Git gud you fucking faggots
I leave for 4chin for years, comeback and first thing I see is self loathing teeniggers
If you want to be happy, leave Sup Forums, leave porn, wait a week to your selfesteem to recover, then go socialize
fucking niggers

If you break your leg you don't just sit there and say well I broke my leg I better just sit here and think about how I can't walk for a few months. You deal with it and eventually it gets better ;)

yes, however, trying to walk on the broken leg will cause ever more damage

Well you see when you have a broken leg you don't continue to walk, you get help usually crutches. Then once the leg heals you won't need the crutches anymore and you can walk on your own

get some therapy man. everyone deals with this existential shit - but for some people ( like myself ) I really need medication. my depression is soul crushing and fucks up my life. on meds? not so much. have decent life.

Finally someone smart lmfao

i can agree with this part
sorry for being a cunt

What is it that you dislike about your life ? Can you changé it ? Then make à changé. Is it yourself that you dislike ? Thats à liltle bit harder to changé, but it can be done. Only you are in control.

No cunts here just some hamburger P A T T I E S

You're right, you can live your life however you want, but human beings are social creatures and therefore a lot of our satisfaction comes from pleasing others, not just ourselves.

Thinking only of one's self is ultimately unfulfilling, empty and soulless.

It's just like before you were born / became aware. Or like that empty space of time in between falling asleep and becoming aware of your dream.