Hello Sup Forums,
Did something really gay tonight and I am having horrible regrets. I will never ever repeat anything like this. I am a fucking degenerate and deserve to die.
Please post the most depressive shit you've got out there, so I can get drunk to it. Pic related is what I'm currently listening too.
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what did you do user?
here's an album for you
op did you suck a man
Been posting this everywhere tonight, but it really matches what you say you want. I hope you're ok friend :)
Waiting for the greentext.
lel drinking wont make you forget
read a book you gay loser
it's only degenerate if it's a mainstream nu-conformity trend, a little homo gay never turned anyone gay gay, chin up babe
>2017
>not gay
>what did you do user?
Had buttsex with a random guy I found on the national irc for homosexuals
...
Will check out now
Hmmm will check out if I don't like the one before
Worse
I don't really feel like it
I know, but my organism needs some alcohol
Was thinking about it, but, I can't drink while reading
Being gay doesn't make you a degenerate, it just makes you a fagger
>Had buttsex with a random guy I found on the national irc for homosexuals
it's alright man, what made you wanna do it?
also yeah listen to sufjan stevens, he's right up this alley
I'm finally getting around to reading the compete works of Poe, his early stuff is quite interesting! His poetry is quite standard as far as content in the romantic period goes, with a few exceptions, but his short stories are getting more and more well-developed for their time. What have you been reading lately, friend? I'm always open to suggestions! :)
just post the greentext faggot
Why did you fuck a guy if you are not gay lol
Are you just sexually desperate or legitimately fag?
You're right, that's pretty degenerate
The only mistake you made was being homophobic, user
you can't bait us like this and then not tell us the story, user.
Warning / 40 Watt Sun is obligatory.
Skumring is pretty sad too.
And having anal sex with a stranger
...
i was re-reading a portrait and finding it much more compelling this time around after reading dubliners, but lately i've been sidetracked by the trial which i'm about halfway through. probably going to read hunger after those.
I was really horny, can't find a girl, I don't know how to do this, so getting fucked by a guy was the best closest thing, said my brain, brainwashed with porn from /gif/
Started drinking, am on the verge of tears.
Started listening to Sufjan Stevens, this is nice.
Nice trips Satan, not falling for that shit
get some sleep my dude
It's 3 am, I can't.
I will not sleep tonight.
Thankfully, I have enough beer to destroy myself.
thats the stupidest idea i have ever heard
I am the kind of person that takes action too soon, this is not good.
I know God hasn't abandoned me.
I abandoned God.
no joke, get tested. especially if you were the one sodomized. also stop watching porn.
you'll feel more remorse if you wake up hungover, go easy on yourself, + I had a lot of fun ; )
that shit's hard, mate
try to talk to someone about it. can't be easy to go through alone.
smoke some cigs, i don't recc this but they're calming as all hell
>can't get a girl to let me fuck her
>I know! I'll let some random guy fuck me in the ass... that's *almost* the same
Legendary, OP. Legendary.
He used a condom
I will not overdo, I'm drinking only beer.
I'm kinda trying here, as well as with people I know who care about me and who are awake at the moment, but not many are.
Maybe to someone addicted to it, they are. My addiction is porn and alcohol.
Yes.
Nice, I've heard great things about The Trial, I've only read through a couple of his short stories. I can't wait to get around to it, but man Le Comte de Monte Cristo is still on my to-read list for this year. Hopefully I can get to Kafka's novels and maybe even some Joyce finally, but I'm not sure I'll be able to this year! Here's hoping! Good picks by the way.
Also I still hope you're doing ok OP :)
still get tested. it's free some places. also stop with the porn.
You can still get hpv, which can manifest as sores/warts. Unfortunately you can't get tested for hpv as a guy as far as I know. Apparently I have it (my girlfriend was a virgin and it popped up on a paps smear). On the bright side, I didn't get it by taking a dick up the ass.
Well good for you friend :)
What's HPV? This was a one time thing, I will see in the following months.
Although I'd rather die than let people find out I got sodomized like this...
Last time I was really really drunk I tried killing myself, although there was a friend to stop me by force.
I won't drink that much.
I like this Sufjan Stevens stuff.
listen to steely dan - aja
>also stop with the porn
I've been watching too much of it in the past month. It's usually when I get into that phase when social anxiety takes the best of me.
but being gay is cool, user
>social anxiety takes the best of me
>chadhowsefitness.com
im gay and i highly recommend my bloody valentine - loveless
This but don't stop watching porn. It's wonderful.
I don't have this problem man
>don't stop watching porn
do you have self esteem and self consciousness issues?
Just take a breath and don't get carried away drinking, OP. Even anons will care.
>AND DIE BEHIND THE WHEEEEEEEEL
>his name is literally chad
you cant make this shit up
Maybe don't get really really drunk if that's what happened last time m8.
No. Where do I get that.
I am crying again.
Sufjan Stevens is good.
Hey I didn't say pay for it, no one does that shit. Just download every Sinn Sage video you can find on The Pirate Bay. She's my girl but I'm willing to share.
do this
Why are you bragging for having a whore as a girlfriend?
No I mean I like to pretend she's my girl while I jerk off and hate myself.
>Where do I get that.
what?
>I am crying again.
are you ok?
>what?
Self esteem and self consciousness.
>are you ok?
I think I am not.
>I jerk off and hate myself.
>It's wonderful.
Try wallowing in self-hate more. I do it every day and my friends say I'm the most miserable person they've ever known. But I know they're wrong so it's all good.
>friends
Based whiny normalshitter.
i posted that estrogen thing. take those steps for some relief. longterm: stop masturbating and watching porn, stop drinking as much, come up with goals, listen to more sufjan.
>Listen to more Sufjan
I thought you were trying to LOWER estrogen levels, not raise them :^)
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in that case
Listen to this
got em
I don't have a problem with high estrogen.
Listened to most of their discography already.
Now it's time for this one.
if you don't want to the estrogen thing at least try the others. but everyone is adversely affected by estrogen.
>said my brain, brainwashed with porn from /gif/
I'll admit that I look at a few traps now, because I got too curious with the Bailey Jay threads on /gif/ (I feel terrible afterwards too because it feels so degenerate), but how in the world did you get to this point of wanting to get it up the poopchute from another guy?
>brainwashed with porn
I spited Lucifer when I was younger, said he can make me do a lot of things, but that he will never make me a homosexual
Gorgeous album
What did you hate so much about the experience?
bicurious george here. this. for research.
Does anyone feel the worst about stuff and feel the strongest regret and sadness early in the morning? I'm not talking about after a night of degeneracy waking up. Just any morning in general
>tfw Sup Forums has literally brainwashed people into thinking that exploring your sexuality is bad
Op you did nothing wrong, you need to stop listening to what anons on Sup Forums deem acceptable.
Dealt with something similar like 5 years ago. Felt so terrible about it. If you wanna talk let me know
>guy was having a panic and already felt like shit
>anons try to help him feel better
>levy oner here tells him we're the one's making him feel bad
>anons on Sup Forums
There's a thing called common sense.
I do want to, actually.
Degeneracy is once again starting to no longer be acceptable. It's a good thing. But it's also good that we support a brother through a hard time
Why the hell should he feel bad about having gay sex? Theres nothing wrong with that, your just feeding the fact that he did something wrong, which is awful.
Lemme know how I can contact.
pic related, most the songs are about gay sex and especially your type situation
Homosexuality is wrong you nu-male degenerate.
Literally the opposite is happening, what are you talking about?
Unless you just wanna talk here
You haven't seen the shift? The fact that almost everyone here is on board that it's degeneracy in Sup Forums, a place that should be super liberal is a testament to shifting arttitudes.
>having sex with strangers you found on irc is perfectly acceptable behaviour
HAHA YOU TOOK IT UP THE ASS XD
What are we supposed to say?
>"lol stop crying you pussy, you should just try topping next time"
To OP: you'll recover, my dude. Just take it easy and don't fixate on it beyond health concerns, since it's done and in the past.
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