Be me, back in 2005

>Be me, back in 2005
>Freshman in college, pledge fraternity
>In hindsight not too sure about that decision
>Has it’s perks
>Has it’s downsides
>Regardless has little to do with story
>Just a segway to how I met Tom
>Tom was fellow pledge brother
>Tom and I become real close
>Tom has a great big house just off campus so it is party central
>Tom loves to drink, but not too much or too often
>Exact opposite of me
>My alcoholism really started to rear it’s ugly head about this time in my life
>Tom and I both have our respective high school sweethearts back home
>Both are a year younger, seniors in high school
>Tom has no problem staying faithful
>I on the other hand get my dick wet anytime the opportunity arises
>Tom also comes from money
>I not so much

Hopefully that is enough background for now. This is my first greentext. So cut me some slack. This whole story has just been weighing on me and I have to tell someone because I can’t tell anyone I know.

any interest?

(2/?)
>One night at the bar
>Phone is dead, trying to find a place crash for the night or continue to party
>Find some people I know outside waiting on a taxi
>They are going to Tom’s neighborhood
>Just jump in with them
>Tom stayed home to cram for a test
>We were both engineering majors, so we likely both had the same test the next day but I partied instead
>In many ways we were exact opposites but it ended up being a good fit
>I knew he would still be awake and he always had beer in the fridge
>When I show up I just walk in the front door without knocking as usual
>Tom is in the kitchen
>Oh shit look on his face
>I’m confused
>Felt like I did something wrong but at the same time I knew I hadn’t
>Then out of the bathroom walks Kelly
>I know of Kelly
>Hangs around our fraternity a lot
>9/10 but as far as I knew a prude
>Smart as hell
>Also in some classes Tom and I have
>So her stopping by Tom’s to study wouldn’t had been too abnormal
>except by the looks on their faces I know what had happened
>After some small talk Kelly leaves
>I confront Tom. Ask him if he fucked her
>He is real bothered and keeps dodging the question
>I just assume he did fuck her
>I can see the guilt in his eyes
>Tell him not to tell his girlfriend under no circumstances
>He goes to his room for the night
>I sit up and drink his beer
>Take an Adderol with intentions of looking over the material for that test
>Next morning I get up to email professor about how I’m sick and won’t be able to make it for the test

I guess no interest....

one more

(3/?)
>Log onto Facebook
>2005 Facebook, when you had to have a .edu email and you couldn’t even post pictures yet
>The good days
>I regress
>I see Tom and his girlfriend Sarah are now “It’s complicated”
>That bastard had told her
>Tom walks out of his room
>Confront him again
>Confirms he fucked Kelly
>Confirms he told Sarah
>She took in well considering
>Tom and Sarah agreed to open their relationship up
>She lived 4 hours away
>They used “it's hard to have a long distance relationship” excuse
>Tom seems devastated

interested keep going

Thanks. Been wanting to get this off my chest

Yeah keep going, bumping for potential

np

(4/?)
>Fast forward to spring 2006
>Everything is pretty much the same
>I’m drinking too much and not going to class enough
>Tom still is still perfectly balancing school and partying
>He is also balancing Sarah and Kelly and whatever piece of strange he can find
>He seems really happy
>Still claims Sarah and him are meant to be together
>They will be married one day
>I don’t know Sarah well
>Her mom wouldn’t let her visit Tom until spring semester
>So I actually have never met her
>It is Friday and Tom is all excited because Sarah is finally going to visit
>I’m interested in how Tom is going to juggle all his girls when they are in the same town
>Sarah shows up
>She is a 8/10. Girl next door look
>amazing personality
>I see what Tom sees in her
>Thought crosses my mind about the open relationship thing and I wonder if I could score
>I dismiss it. That would be a good way to fuck up a friendship
>We play drinking games friday and go to the bar saturday
>Tom gets wasted and give zero fucks about flirting with every piece of ass in the bar
>Sarah doesn’t seem to mind too much
>Sarah and I end up taking care of Tom the rest of the night
>Try to figure Sarah out. I feel she truly loves Tom. There is also the whole status bullshit that goes on in the south. A girl like her was supposed to be with a guy like Tom. Its hard to explain but after that weekend I believed they actually might be right for eachother.

I know this is boring but I have to give a little backstory so my situation can be understood.

Grill me with any questions

(5/?)
>Sarah has been visiting about every other weekend
>Tom usually behaves and pays Sarah the most attention
>I try to tell Tom he is in the perfect position for a threesome
>He says Sarah doesn’t care if he fucks someone else but she doesn’t want to hear about it or see it
>Tom is the same way. He never had asked her what she had done
>They had a mutual understanding and I guess it worked
>One weekend Sarah comes into town but has a overnight thing to do to rush a sorority on Saturday night
>Me and Tom go out to the bar that night
>I get thrown out of the bar and head back to Tom’s
>Around midnight Tom stumbles in with this slut named Laura
>She was a 10/10 and she knew it
>I had been in Tom’s house before while they fucked and she was a screamer
>And they would go all night
>They both just stumble by me and go to his room and start round 1
>All the screaming kinda gets me going so I get on my phone to contact one of my regular hookups
>Around 1 all is silent and I hear the front door open
>Its sarah
>I ask her what she is doing back
>something went wrong with one of the charter busses on the trip
>She was just ready to go to bed
>I tell her she better not go into Tom’s room
>She gets the hint
>I can tell she is a little hurt
>She gets a beer and sits down next to me

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kek

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(6/?)

>We chat for a while
>Then Tom and Laura start round 2
>Sarah goes silent for a while
>I text Tom to tell him Sarah is here
>He is too busy to read it
>Sarah and I move to Tom’s spare bedroom
>All it has is a futon and a tv, stereo, xbox, ect
>It is a little quieter
>I turn some music to try to drown out the screams from Tom’s room
>She is obviously bothered
>”How often does he do this” she asked
>I tell her i'm not getting in the middle of all of it
>”I love him. I can’t sit here and say it doesn’t bother me” she says
>I tell her he loves her and that I had no doubt about it
>We sit in silence for a while again and then she admits
>”I have only been with one person since Tom and I made our relationship open. And it was a girl. And it was weird. Didn’t really do it for me.”
>I jokingly ask for details
>She tells me without hesitation
>She had started making out with her best friend. She finger fucked her a little because she thought she wanted it, But decided she didn’t. Her friend went down on her and she didn’t want to be mean and stop her so she just laid there for a while and faked an orgasm.
>Her story kinda turned me on
>I looked at Sarah a little different
>she was still all dressed up from the sorority thing
>A blue sundress
>I don’t know why but I quickly leaned over and forcibly kissed her
>she didn’t stop me

Continue with details of the night? Or just sum the night up and move on with the story?

Details

I'd say sum it up

This is getting good user pls continue

(7/?)
>we immediately laid back
>her hands were digging into my shirt
>I was slowly moved my hand to her chest
>She had a tight sports bra type thing on
>I wiggled my hand underneath is
>I was on top and she shifted her body so her legs were spread and i was in between them
>I tried to move my hand up her dress but she stopped me
>I hadn’t realised the music had stopped
>”turn some more music on” she whispered in my ear
>I got up and walked to the stereo and found another mix cd
>I turn back around and she is still on the futon spread eagle no panties with one tit almost hanging out
>”I took them off before I walked in to surprise Tom”
>She stood up and walked over to me and we started kissing again

Moar

Glad there is a little interest

(8/?)

>Her hands played around my waistline and then she started rubbing my dick through my pants. >She stepped back and took her dress off and the tight fitting top
>She looked at me
>”well?” She asked
>I took off my pants and she was on her knees before I started to take off my shirt.
>She started teasing me kissing my thighs
>She finally started to lick the tip while slowly stroking making eye contact the whole time
>”I can’t deep throat. But I’ll try my best.” she said
>I’m just average but she took it as deep as she could until she gagged and did it again
>Honestly she wasn’t doing a good job but it was still hot because of how hard she was trying
>I stopped her and we moved to the futon
>I went down on her
>And then we fucked
>I would be more descriptive but it was just rough passionate sex
>great rough passionate sex
>we laid there afterwards for a while
>I didn’t feel guilty because it had felt so right
>But i knew it couldn’t go on
>My regular hookup had texted back
>I found it as an opportunity to leave
>told sarah I had to go take care of a friend
>As I was walking out the room to go meet the girl she asked “kiss goodbye?”
>I kissed her adding even more confusion to the situation
>was she into me?

Still here, keep going

This is getting juicy

Keep it coming OP. Just grabbed the popcorn. Don't let us down.

Go fag

OP, pls

(9/?)

>I honestly would had avoided Tom the next day but we had planned a party down at the lake
>I dreaded going
>I showed up late on purpose already good and drunk by 10 am
>My alcoholism had advanced to quite a level by now
>I never really sobered up
>I was just drunk or really drunk or asleep drunk
>I never cared for liquor so I just drank massive amounts of beer
>I had probably already had drank 12 and brought two cases more to the party with me even though there was a keg
>I’m not trying to sound like a bad ass. A typical day was at least a case of beer. That was just to feel “normal”. Some of you may understand. If you don’t, just hope you never do.
>The party ended up being quite a gathering
>A ton of people showed up so it was easy to avoid Tom and Sarah
>I’m not sure how much he knew
>I just was hoping it didn’t turn into a shit show between us
>Once the party died down Tom and Sarah came and stood with some of my friends
>They acted as if everything was normal so I just went with it

thanks

Np, just keep it up

(10/?)

>But the stress of the situation was getting to me
>I was drinking a lot even for my standards
>I blacked out
>I came to one state over the next day
>its not as crazy as it sounds
>I just rode with some friends to their college town
>But Tom and Sarah didn’t know that
>My phone was filled with voicemails and texts
>They were both worried sick
>The first person I called was Tom
>He ended up driving the 4 hours to get me and bring me back
>On the way back he said out of the blue “I know you fucked Sarah last saturday”

Moar

Now it's heating up

Rev up them ruined friendships

(11/?)

>I froze and before I could even try to explain he said “It’s cool. She came home and had to listen to me fuck another girl, Glad you were there instead of someone else.”
>We talked a little more about it
>Mostly him expressing to me that nothing more than sex can happen between Sarah and I
>It was weird but I was oddly fine with it
>But the trip back most of the conversation was about me and my drinking and how he was worried.
>I promised I would cut back and I did for a little bit
>He made it clear though that I would lose both him and sarah if it kept on

;_; Beautiful bromance

Moar!

(12/?)

>The next few weeks and month were weird
>I wasn’t hanging out with Tom as much because I didn’t want him to know how much I was still drinking.
>Our friendship really started to suffer
>My highschool sweetheart found out about my sleeping around
>We broke up and I felt liberated but so devastated at the same time
>I started to see this girl named Megan
>She was engulfed in an opiate addiction
>I really loved her but my alcoholism and her pill problem made for a nightmare
>Things got real dark real fast
>Tom never approved of hard drugs so I couldn’t bring her around
>I was suicidal
>so was she

Nope, nope, nope

Oh no

Here we go

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AWW SHIT

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(13/?)

>It was memorial day of that year Megan first used the needle
>June 5th I came home to find her cold and dead with a needle hanging out her arm
>Imagine frantically cleaning your apartment of beer cans (I was still 19) flushing pills, getting rid of pill bottles and needles all the while your girlfriend is dead on your bed.
>after the paramedics hauled her off and the cops ended with their questions I was pretty broken
>I call Tom
>He lets me stay at his place.
>I didn’t drink for 3 days
>Went into DT’s and woke up in the hospital from having a seizure
>Didn’t drink for 3 weeks after that
>I slowly got back into it but I didn’t drink like I did
>Tom and Sarah and I are back to being friends
>feels good

Not gonna lie that was a bit anticlimatic

moar

That's it. I give up on this thread.

y?

My birthday is literally 5th June. I was partying with my friends from school while she killed herself with some drug. Kek.

(14/?)

>Fast forward to Fall 2006
>End up moving in with Tom
>I never could shake the feeling I got when I walked into my apartment after I found Megan
>Sarah was now living in town
>She got a scholarship so she lived in the dorms but stayed at our place most of the time
>Everything was going great
>My drinking was “controlled”
>Still unhealthy and still a lot by most standards
>Tom and Sarah were tolerating it
>Tom Sarah and I were pretty inseparable
>Almost nobody knew of the real situation
>Typically Tom and Sarah would commit to each other during the week
>Most of the time the three of us would go out on Friday and Saturday night
>Tom and I would prowl for chicks
>If Tom didn’t find one him and Sarah would just go home together
>Most of the time he would find one though and bring her home
>If I also found one I would bring her home and Sarah would just go back to the dorm
>But most of the time I would come up empty handed and Sarah would stay with me that night
>It was a great situation
>My anxiety with approaching girls was gone because I knew I had sarah if all else failed
>And Sarah was better than most girls anyway
>Many nights I went out with every intention of being with Sarah
>Sarah and I became really close but we both understood where to draw the line
>Tom was also cool with it all
>Sarah really had no desire for anyone else so he wasn’t insecure
>It was great but I knew it couldn’t last

MOAR OP MOAAAR

Sounds like a dream

If this doesn't end with a picture of Sarah, consequences will never be yhe same.

This part is going to go a little faster

(15/?)

>Fast forward late spring 2007
>As a common theme in theme in my life my drinking escalated
>Slowly at first
>it crept up on me
>Before I knew it I would go through withdrawals if I stopped
>My shitty grades got shittier
>In an effort to salvage everything I convinced a doctor to give me a medical leave for the semester and I moved back home
>I thought the college town was the reason I drank but I just brought all that with me
>I talk less and less with Tom and Sarah
>Living in a small town with no hope my alcoholism grew to new proportions
>Literally drinking myself to death
>On a drunken whim I take a road trip to see Tom and Sarah
>They are glad to see me but can tell
>End up having a good talk with Tom
>Find out him and Sarah decided to commit to each other right after I left
>I was happy for them

Where is this going? Why is your alcoholism from 10 years ago an issue?

Good read op . Kinda just trailed off at the end though but fair enough. How else do you end a story like that ?

>From 2007 to 2012 are a blur to me
>I sobered up here and there
>Mostly sitting in a jail cell
>Stayed sober for a year in a rehab
>During that time Tom had graduated with an engineering degree
>Sarah had graduated with a Social Services Degree
>Thankfully during that year of sobriety I got to go to Tom and Sarah wedding
>I was a groomsman
>It felt good
>My life was in shambles but I had these two people who still cared for me
>It kept me alive
>But still with my drinking we could never be friends like we had been
>Somehow during a period of lessened drinking I managed to get an associates degree from the local community college
>Things were starting to look up
>I also had a girlfriend who I truly loved
>She was the one

rape

Where is the story even going?

what is this art?

(17/?)

>My girlfriend ended up taking a strong interest in a co worker
>Still not sure the extent of it while we were together
>They are married now though
>Pretty devastated
>Picked up my 3rd DUI around the same time
>Courts are ready to lock me up for good
>Get a job offer across the state
>Make a deal with the DA if I get out of town I will get leniency (small town politics)
>This job, by no accident happens to be in the same town Tom and Sarah moved to after he got an engineering job
>Move down and try to start life over
>And things go well for a while
>Tom, Sarah, and I hang out all the time again
>Sarah and I don’t fuck
>But it's cool
>I’m back with my friends

Alt-J shit

Thats it?

Monitoring bread

Either a suicide note or an "it gets better". Calling it.

This whole part will go real fast. I could write for days about all of it because of how fresh it is on my mind but it doesn’t advance the story too much

(18/?)

>July 2013 i get 4th DUI
>Courts are really not happy
>Neither are Tom and Sarah
>They are growing up and don’t have time for it
>Get a deal and only have to serve 60 days no felony
>Decide to take getting sober seriously
>Check into rehab
>Tom and Sarah visit me but I can tell they don’t believe I will get better
>Released from rehab in June 2014
>Drunk 2 days later
>I’m done
>attempt suicide
>Darkest days of my life
>Friends and family begging me to get help. To take it seriously
>Go back to the rehab begging to be admitted again.
>Everything I own is in my shitty running truck
>They let me in
>Get a job
>Not really sure what happened but this time I truly wanting to never drink again
>I was just so broken I finally could see there was no alternative
>Get sober sober Oct 2014
>I think Tom and Sarah see I really want it this time
>Sarah cries one night when I show up to a surprise party Tom threw for her
>She never thought id be able to come to one of their parties and not drink or be fine with not drinking
>All is good

I’m done with me getting sober shit. Yeah it is great. But I’m not here to preach. It just included because its part of the story. It goes to Tom and Sarah’s perspective for the next part. The part that i have been leading up to.

No spoilers pls

Nah, this is fresh as far as I know. Just calling it ahead of time based on a hunch.

I'd just like to say user, thanks for such a great read

(19/?)
>April 2016
>Tom gets promoted to new position
>Has to work on site on some jobs
>Out of town for a week or two
>I help Sarah out as much as I can
>We hang out on the weekends
>She fails at trying to hook me up with some of her friends
>Tom finds out he is going to be out of town for Sarah’s birthday at the end of June
>He is bummed and asks if I will take her out to dinner
>Of course I will
>The night of her birthday
>I go and pick her up and go eat at a nice restaurant at the top of a skyscraper
>Get a text from Tom telling me him and Sarah had talked about it and if it works out it is cool with him
>I thought I knew what he was talking about but didn’t want to jump to conclusions
>I just didn’t respond
>Dinner went great and I was trying to feel her out
>But I could see no indication

Elaborate

Your worthless life/toxicity destroys their marriage. Im calling it.

bump

Spell "segue" right

Keep going...

Does the story end with suicide?
Because thats how i feel right now.

fire away then OP, I'm checked in

(20/?)
>On the way home she says “So me and Tom talked…”
>”Yes” I replied
>She nervously laughed “It has just been so long since you know…. And we decided if you thought it was something you wanted to. And with Tom out of town so much. And it can’t be as often. But…”
>I reached over and grabbed her hand a squeezed
>Things were a little different. We ended up meeting somewhere so I could leave my truck.
>Didn’t want her nosey neighbors wondering why my truck stayed overnight and her house
>and she is 29 now
>Still beautiful, but sex is different when you are older
>definitely more sensual
>We made up for lost time though
>Tom was out of town for a week and we stayed together almost every night
>But I knew it wasn’t right
>I knew their relationship was strong and it was fine for them
>but I am 30 and want to settle down
>having a fuck buddy is nice but it's hard to motivate yourself to get into a real relationship
>I texted Tom the day before he got back and told him it couldn’t happen anymore and to break it to Sarah so I didn’t look like the bad guy
>He agreed
>And I regretted in but I knew it was best

Alright. I swear i’m about to wrap this up

Absolutely no interest

did she actually die or just look dead?

Really liking your choice of pics, OP. Alt-J is my shit.

Losing interest op

Guys bump thread is about to 404

Keep going op, loving this story

Ok bump

she was definitely dead. I know she wanted to escape life. Still not sure if she wanted it to be permanent

bump

I shit you not, I just won Alt J tickets in a radio contest like 3 days ago. I'm not even going. I'm going to scalp the tickets for cash. Kek.

You have such a weak mind to become an alcoholic you pussy

Bump

bump

(21/?)

This may be it

>About a month later I go over to Tom and Sarah’s
>They are having a barbeque
>I get there early to help set shit up
>Tom and Sarah are standing there and Tom says “Im not sure how to say this, but we are expecting”
>I was genuinely happy and excited for them
>But then it hit me
>I ended up leaving the party early
>I was just flooded with all kinds of emotions
>The next day I text Sarah and tell her we need to talk
>She knows about what
>She replies we don’t need to talk about it. That Her and Tom had been trying to conceive for a while. They had gone to the doctor and it seemed they both were a little at fault but she could take medicine to help.
>I was not wrong to suspect but Tom was under the impression we had used a condom
>which we did not
>I never cream pied her but….
>I also didn’t know she was super fertile
>She told me she understands it was a mistake and even though Tom had asked her she reassured him the child was his
>She asked if I would not question it
>I told her I wouldn’t but was still torn
>I wish I had known beforehand
>I’m sure I would had been happy to father their child
>They literally are closer than family
>But I feel tricked in a way
>I have accepted it and will let it rest
>Julie was born earlier this month
>and she does look like Tom
>So who knows
>Regardless it has been a long road for me
>And i’m the happiest I have been in my whole life

OP needs to get a life and stop bothering Tom and Sarah

What a phenomenal story one of the best green texts ive read in a while SHIT WAS LIT BRUH

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Please don't kill yourself.

that was lame as fuck and you know it

This is Sup Forums i know im supposed to be negative and call him a fag but i thought it was an interesting story so whatever :/

pepe with you... i thing...

Best story ever you 3 get to wait 17 years or so to find out if julie becomes a heavy drinker/loser. Like a 17 yearold time bomb that will destroy you guys.

Bruh. This literally happened to me

>good friends couldn't conceive
>call drunkenly one night asking for a 3 way
>refuse
>fast forward 3 months
>have party at my place, get blackout drunk
>come to blowing my load in friends wife
>they planned the whole thing
>have a child now they raise
>cut off all contact with them

People are fucked up OP

tl;dr

Tom n Sarah's child MIGHT be his...