I want to know if has anybody here gone trhought something like this, i kinda need some help

i want to know if has anybody here gone trhought something like this, i kinda need some help...

>i was 14 and i saw a video saying that it was nice to masturbate holding a dump
>i should go to a bath tub holding a shit and masturbate until i cum and shit at the same time
>i tried on my toilet not to make a mess in the bath tub
>it was AWESOME
>better then any fap ever
>i tried to resist doing it often, it was weird after all
>i did it once a month
>eight months passed
>i couldn't resist, it was too good
>i started doing it everytime i could

>a year passed
>i wouldn't masturbate without pooping at all
>i started getting erections whenever i wanted to poop
>some more months passed
>i started masturbating every time i went to poop
>there was one time i wanted to poop during class
>did it in the school toilet, didn't give a fuck
>1.5 year after the first poopturbation, girls wouldn't make me as hard as wanting to poop
>you see i still liked girls, but i had never been with any, my only sexual activity was pooping and masturbating
>years went on like this
>in high school i even kissed a girl but it didn't go any further

>i'm 18 now and i'm kinda dating a girl
>i met her in a summer job i did
>when we kissed i didn't get hard, but i loved her company
>i tried watching gay porn but it didn't make me hard, so i wasn't gay
>i figured maybe if i stop poopturbating i would be sexually attracted to her
>i couldn't do it. i was able to poop once ore twice without masturbating but it was way too hard
>so she invited me to her home
>we made out and she went to my cock
>not hard
>i tried to say that i was nervous and stuff, that she had nothing to do with it at all
>she said it was okay and she was actually very nice about it
>next time we saw each other it was quite normal
>you see, we always had a lot of fun and laughts, nothing changed

>a week later she invites me again
>she says to me that i shouldn't worry about anything
>i went there and nothing again
>i felt very unconfortable even though she didn't stop being nice about it
>i ended up fingering her
>she said it was very nice
>i figured i NEEDED to stop doing that shit. it was ruining my relationship
>i tried once again
>one poop, two poops and no masturbating
>my cock was getting harder and harder each poop
>the fourth poop i couldn't help it
>it was like my brain turned off and my body assumed control
>i regret the moment after cum
>but i forgave miself, i was improving
>everything stood normal with my gf
>3 poops after that i was able to hold it

>so i went to her house
>nothing at all
>i ended up fingering her again and she didn't stop being very nice
>i went along with my no-masturbating program
>after 3 more nights with her nothing changed
>even thought she didn't stop being nice, i could see she was getting tired of all this shit
>i had an idea to hold a dump and go see her
>that's what i did and ended up being the worst idea ever

>i went to her home holding a dump and already hard
>we kissed and it was very exciting
>i actually felt attraction to her, to kissing her, to putting my dick inside her
>it was actually awesome, i could see she was VERY excited as well
>i felt strong, i felt like a man
>she sucked me
>it was awesome
>my cock was FUCKING DIAMONDS
>i sucked her a bit
>she said "put it in"
>i did it
>god, it was awesome
>she moaning to me
>both of us swetting
>her wet pussy around my dick
>we got wild
>i fuck her like a fucking male talent
>so it's time to cum

>that awesome girl moaning to me
>her eyes in my eyes
>my pelvis hitting her pussy
>that holding dump
>so i came
>i couldn't hold the dump
>while cumming i shat all over her bed
>it did make a noise and i moaned loud as fuck
>in the exact time i didn't care at all, i just wanted to feel pleasure
>as i stop cumming she saw all that shit on her sheets
>she stood and said "o my god" with her eyes wide open
>she quickly went to the bathroom
>i had absolutely no idea what to do
>i said "honey, i'm so sorry! i don't know what happened"
>she stood silence for a while
>than said "please go home"
>i said "we talk later?"
>"just go home" she said
>i was devastated
>i went home
>it's been a week and she hasn't answered my messages

help guys

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you never specified what you needed help with OP.

i have to stop relating poop to sex, man

also what do i do to fix this shit with my gf?

i had the same problem, here is what you do: you will want to get a butt plug. whenever you feel like you need to masturbate/have sex, duct tape the butt plug to your anus to make sure the poop doesn't come out. once you poop and ejaculate, you will feel uncomfortable because of the butt plug. release poop into toilet and wash plug. repeat this process everyday. the feeling of poop not being able to come out will eventually become a turn off because of how gross/weird it feels and you will no longer have that problem. if that fails, try eating or masturbating with the poop. and if THAT fails, you have no choice but to either A: cut of penis inside hospital to ensure immediate medical treatment (blame on drugs, might get arrested but at least you aren't a fuck up) or B: find someone with the same poop interest as you and make it work.

you can't, boat has sailed. i wouldn't be surprised if she has told everyone in your friends circle (assuming you have any)

i'm most astonished by the fact that you got your whole story out without a single other poster posting in the mean time O_O what wizardry is this XD

he wrote this out ahead of time because he's a faggot

she probably told all the girls, then if he has any friends they will hear it from one of them.
OP is fucked.
maybe youre just a scatman call her with the song in the background

If you can afford therapy, it would make it much easier. What's the name of that psychological technique you need to use? Tell gf everything or dump her, depending on the type of relationship you had .

k

basically he already took a dump on her not funny ok here is a pic.

christ just get a buttplug or a dildo already

you should've done that years ago

Also go as far as bribing or light threatening to keep gf quiet

Can't believe I read the poopurbate story.shameful human.Sup Forums is unholy.oh well back to/b/

the first step to resolve the problem is to get in contact with her.
maybe you can ask her to give you your poopo back and then invites her to a nice restaurant

you need to advance the whole process to stop it:
>masturbate
>shit, but in a bucket
>eat your shit
by time you will either enjoy eating your shit or you will stop doing the shit while masturbating

another thing that came to my mind is to play a specific song while masturbating and shitting for 2 months. this adds another risk, if you hear that song somewhere else so i advise you to pick a unknown song. however, after about 2 months you wont be able to masturbate AND shit without the song. now you are free to masturbate without doing the dump

did the butt plug help? i'm sure i won't find it to sell in my city but maybe i can build one