General Feels Thread

>General Feels Thread

Come and get whatever you need too off your chest on this shitty Saturday night

Pretty tired of the relationship I'm in with my girlfriend, but I love her, so ending it seems so difficult. She is constantly mean and rude to me while I am not with her, sums it up to her "missing me" (we don't live together), but when I am studying for my finals in some of the hardest years of my undergrad I do not need the extra stress... She is gone to a party tonight after being cold and rude to me all day. Pretty sure she's going to cheat or at the bare minimum flirt with some dudes.... The worst part is that I hope she does it, I hope she destroys me because I don't have the power to end it myself. I'd rather be crushed and feel worthless, what a fucking beta I am.

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youtube.com/watch?v=GatpGFlMcAE
soundcloud.com/iamsamsa/i-should-have-been-a-pair-of-ragged-claws-prod-tomppa
soundcloud.com/offthejump/samsa-solo
soundcloud.com/iamsamsa/haunt-me
soundcloud.com/iamsamsa/butterflies
soundcloud.com/atlas/suchnicesounds
soundcloud.com/atlas/severance
soundcloud.com/atlas/anxious
soundcloud.com/atlas/nooneeversaid
soundcloud.com/atlas/stfu
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Don't waste your emotions and time on someone who isn't worth it.

She's also a chronic liar over stupid things that don't matter, and I've caught her in them several times and always give her another chance. Starting to think the bitch is psycho...

She told me how she fucked five different guys drunk at parties, and cheated on one of her boyfriends, only to later tell me she hasnt even had sex (after we fucked hundreds of times)

Stupid little shit like that all the time.
Fuck women.

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Bruh you're already a step ahead of most people: you realise there is a problem. If you cut it off now it may feel shitty but only temporarily, you will breathe much easier after cutting her out. I was in a similar situation myself and I was kinda fucked for several months after I split it up but looking back now I feel so much better.

Sounds totally nuts. Pump and dump my man pump and dump. Incidentally Flip chicks are the worst for lying about everything. It's in their blood.

I know user, but how did you do it when you love them? This girl is mentally fucking destructive, abusive and brings the worst out in me (im not normally a yeller). But everytime I've tried to leave her in the past, she cries and says she can't afford to move out and she has to care about her alcoholic mother and her cokehead dad and im all she has, and I always end up giving her "One" last chance....

I'm petrified to lose my best friend, but I know there is no solution to this issue besides ending it.

Reading posts on these threads makes me so glad I'm single.

you gotta drop that girl OP

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Don't let her beat you to the punch. Dump her and you'll feel better and in time be so glad you stood up for yourself. Walk away with a shred of dignity.

I feel you user,

>Be me
> 23 years old, moved out with my girlfriend of three years
> first time moving out, working and going to school full time
> she works but doesn't go to school, just a local barista at a coffee shop
> come home 2 days after moving in... halfway across the country to her getting fucked by some fat stranger.

Fuck psycho bitches dude

That's the hard part, and there's not really an easy way around it. You just gotta /do/ it. Psych yourself up, don't think about it too hard, and just cut it off cold. You can deal with the aftermath, as long as it gets done and you cut it the hell off.

She's manipulating you with those tears. You have to think of her as a block of wood when you're dumping her. Just say to yourself in your head. Block of wood block of wood block of wood. You can do it.

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Fuck you Jessica for what you've done to me,
Fuck you...

You'll get better. I'm betting she was just a stupid bitch and there will be other stupid bitches.

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dude, it's just one part of your life, more to see bruh

bumping with feels photos, I know 90% of you fuckers are sad as hell, come share.

I think my drinking and smoking habit might actually be killing me. In constant pain all over.

Not so much sad at this point. Just tired, fed up, numb and going through the motions.

I regularly have sex with a 550 lb girl and the sweat smell when she spreads her legs makes me gag a little.
but it's all I got right now.

>all my friends are down in Disney Land for oneitis' 21st birthday
>mfw I wasn't invited
>mfw they keep sending me snapchat of them having fun

When will this ride finally end?

OP YOU DON'T LOVE HER, YOU LOVE THE HER SHE USED TO BE. YOU'RE FOCUSING ON WHAT YOU LIKED ABOUT HER AND NOT HOW SHE MAKES YOU FEEL NOW. DON'T BE A RETARDED CUCK. DUMP HER.

OP here, another beta feels of mine

Relatively good looking guy, strong jawline, dirty blonde hair and dark features.

But my hairline starts too high on my head, not receding just very high from birth.

>be me two years ago
>starting university, lifting a lot, feeling very good about my change, attracting grills left right and center.
>exams come, lose 20 lbs of muscle in the span of a month, look relatively unhealthy (stress, not eating properly)
> all gains depleted to a somewhat flat version of the gains I had before.
> make new friends, things are looking up, exams pass and gym routine picks up again
> new friend group consists of two girls and one dude.
> one day, out for a hike with them, go to piss in the woods, come back and before i turn around a tree, hear them all talking
>"user would be so good looking if it wasnt for his huge ass forehead, it takes him from a 9 to a literal 6, i could never be with someone that looks like jimmy neutron"
> Spend days researching forehead reduction surgery, hairline lowering surgery.
> realize I can't afford it, lose motivation to better myself,
>gains leave, depression ensues, settle for bitch girlfriend (see first post)
>self-hate, go to the washroom to try and make my forehead look less shitty every 15 minutes

When I say I am always here for you, I have a strong feeling that they don't know that I truly mean it, but that's okay.... I'm here all alone in the dark, just looking around the web, while they have fun with others. As long as they're happy, it's what matters.

That's some nasty practice pussy.

The worst part was rejoining them like I never heard them talking about me with that lump in my throat like the little bitch I am

My autistic weirdness prevents me from actually ever carrying about anyone. It's hard to explain, but it feels bad. My dad was in the hospital one time from a heart attack and I just found it exciting. Keep in mind my dad has always been there for me and has always taken good care of me. WTF is wrong with me?

Wow...

I know that feel all too well. I'm so sorry, user.

sounds like she is a borderline personality disorder chick.

You've identified the problems, you aren't happy, you want it to end.
End it and take responsibility and control of your life.
It will make you stronger.

If you let it continue, it will fuck up your self esteem.
Be rid of her, study hard and live well.
I wish i had followed the advice someone told me when my relationship had been a mess - but instead I hung on for another year or more, she left anyway and my health fucked up permanently.

my girls parents were out
went to hers to have sex with her first time
my dick couldn't get up, slightly got hard from head

>fucking xanax
>fucking impotence at 19

op here, last story

Be me, senior in highschool

>beginning of fit career, happy, going out everyday
>bestfriend is the most intelligent, fit and attractive dude ever
> been bestfriends ever since our first day of school
> could always count on him to guide me through relationships, pussy getting and generally anything I needed.
> Now when I say the dude was amazing, I mean, he was so intelligent, caring and attractive that it left most guys hating him, and girls drooling to wrap their lips around his cock.
> he was accepted to the most prestigious engineering school in Canada, I was staying at our home town university for the incredible science program.
> planned to meet up for several more experiences towards the end of highschool
>one day, schools water pipe breaks, rainy day and we all get sent home early.
>bro messages me and says he's going to a girls house from school to fuck her and hang out
> i go to work, and get a fuck ton of calls while out on the retail floor
> go out back and read a text from another friend saying "user"
> another text from another friend saying, "are you okay man? What's going on?"
> confused I call friend #1, she answers the phone crying.
> Best friend is kill, car crash.

>fast forward through suicidal spout, grief and hate for everything, my brother eventually starts dating the girl my bestfriend was on his way to fuck that day when he was hit
> reminded every time she was here about that day, not her fault, but made my heart sink everytime.
> I miss you bro

hahaha u sound like my room mate. his gf literally treats him like shit, cheats on him and he is still cucked. i never understood people who are willing to take this much shit for security. stop being a fucking pussy OP and dump her ass, let her know you are better without her which u will be message her right now and post screenshot of convo, your days of being a beta fag ends tonight. DO IT

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That's so true for me.

>worthless, what a fucking beta

ya

Im a wagecuck and I cant unwind from work. All I want to do is go chill with friends on my days lff but when I do chill with them, all I'd rather do is just chill at home and do nothing all day. I think my anxiety is keeping me from really wanting to be around people sometimes.

I've felt that too, sounds like you're wound really tight.

hahaha jimmy neutron

never heard anyone reference that

Well, fuck them dude.
Never listen to a cunt girl as shallow as that. Don't let people affect your emotional state, especially not long term.
It will become easier as you become older, but you can be developing it all the time.
You are who you are, and the insecurities you have about yourself usually aren't important.
You look how you look, doesn't matter shit. One girl will make fun of it, another down the road will find it something she likes about you - something that makes you you.
When I was young, people made fun of my lip being big, I was self conscious about it. My mother said, when I would be older, my lips would stay full when others have become thin.
Well, eventually met a girl, she loved my lip.
A girl after that too.

High forehead, jimmy neutron or not, suggests intelligence.
Most men will have a receeding hairline, and maybe you'll keep yours beyond them.

Concentrate on improving yourself, not changing yourself.
Work hard, study, exercise again and keep at it, learn new skills, apply for a new job.
Stay positive and never listen to negative people, just stay away from them like they cause cancer, ok man?
After a while of being positive, you won't even remember your old insecurities or problems.
You'll be too busy enjoying life and you'll have a bunch of accomplishments and experiences under your belt.

Also, dump this chick, she's negative and unhealthy if you are wishing for her to fuck someone else.
Be rid of that negativity now.

Stop penetrating yourself.

Be positive about yourself.
You built your body up before, do it again.
When problems come, conquer them.

It is hard to start, but everything in, life is practice.

Man I hate this, I just realised I'm falling back into depression

It's a matter of time untill something bad happens while I'm under a lot of stress and I break down, and I feel like I can't avoid it

Such a fucking shame bros, I was doing great, managed to put away depression for almost a year, I wasn't truly happy but I was alright. Now I'm fucked

Why is that everyone around you when your a virgin has to brag or make fun of you for being a virgin? I'm sorry I can't keep a relationship down long enough, let alone ever have one half the time. I don't even care about being a virgin, I'm just done placing my feelings in someone who doesn't care

Maybe you've never lost anyone and can't imagine what it is like.
Do you miss anyone when being away from them?

One day I will burn myself alive.

Right? That picture sums up my entire fucking shitty life except for like one thing.

Sorry OP, today's my birthday and unless someone changes it in the next hour, it wasn't even recognized. Oh well on to another year.

This guy is right Also, as a fellow big foreheaded guy, I gotta say fuck 'em, if you get the right haircut and carry yourself with style you'll look amazing, high forehead or not, trust me I went from being a 6/10 to a solid 8 just with a haircut, a beard, and a better posture

Someone on here last year said "fight against depression like it is someone trying to take your life".

Fight it dude.

Exercise every day, eat well on a schedule, go for walks every day, study and work hard, force yourself to socialise.
Complete accomplishments.

Also, stay away from porn, fap less often - maybe twice a week maximum.
Eat more brasil nuts, walnuts and fruit, and have plenty of sunlight.

No. The only one I ever seem to feel bad for is myself. I don't know what to do about this.

Hey it's mine too and I'm in the same boat. Happy birthday.

I'm starting to catch feels for my 2nd cousin and I wanna fuck her badly. I am going to her house monday or tuesday to replace her phone screen anyone have any ideas on how I can fuck her?

youtube.com/watch?v=KZqkMWGc0js

Start helping people, volunteer or something.
Also, having a pet builds responsibility and a bond from the work you put in.

I'll try that.

Happy birthday Sup Forumsros.
You may be anonymous, but I care.

I know I should be doing this but every day I drop a bit lower

Untill a month ago I was doing excersice daily, I stopped and told myself it was because I had no time (started studying for SAT which I'm doing in june with hopes of getting out of the shithole that is Spain)

Tried to do nofap and failed, I'm back at daily fap now

Stopped talking to even my best friend

Started feeling more numb and stressed


At least I'm fighting it a bit, I picked up a bass and I'm managing to get myself to study too so at least I'm moving forward. I just hope I can hold on untill I move to the US and staart a new life

I saw you in a thread either yesterday or two days ago and you haven't made any progress? well idk any sure-fire way to fuck her unless she already wants to. Are you getting vibes from her and you think she wants to fuck you

It might also be that you just don't allow yourself to open emotionally.
You can try opening up to some people, a little bit at a time.
Share something, they should share something back.
Continue trading like that.

Happy birthday guys, we care for you

talk to your friend
my friends are the most important people to me and if that's not how you feel about your best friend you need a better one

It is true it's hard for me to be emotionally honest.

anyone want a list of soundcloud songs that get me in a feels mood (it's only two artists but a ton of songs)

man fuck this shit,im killing myself someday
i don't give a fuck if i go to hell or something

Do the exercise again.
Like a robot. You have no excuse or thought in the matter, you just do it.
Exercise, sunlight and healthy food can all directly affect your hormones and neurotransmitters.
Do those things without hesitation.

As for no fap, doesn't matter if you slip up after 20 tries, keep trying. Every time you quit for a while you raise your self control and determination a bit higher.
First week is the hardest, second is easier - just stay busy and around other people.
Exercise when you feel like fapping.
After a few weeks no fap, you should have lost the addictive part of it.
When you feel in control, you can fap again to your imagination, a couple of times a week.

the girl at work strung me along for weeks. she gaslit me in to questioning my sanity. when she saw i was in pain she had no empathy. she's a sociopath and a narcissist. she used to be a dominatrix. no one at work will ever believe this sweet girl is capable of such cruelty. there's a chance she might fuck me over as well by claiming i assaulted her. i'm so fucked up right now.

I'm surprised you don't just leave your phone on daily to record any private conversations you have with her.

not yet and I can't really tell if she would fuck or not we don't get sexual and snapchat but at school we sit next to each other and were basically shoulder to shoulder if that means anything but in defense she is kinda slutty too and the advice I've been is just ask to fuck her and I'm not gonna flat out do that I have hinted of it though

I actually had a pretty awesome relationship last summer, but she decided to end it because she realized i didn't have too much "life experience."

Thing is, I don't really develop a great interest in most people, my current best friend is who she is because she helped me a lot in the past year and I helped her too, we are friends because we have been emotional pillars for eachother, but when it comes down to having fun and just feeling like I want to spend time with someone none of my friends comes to mind, I met someone who was THAT person for me but after a couple of months she just stopped being interested


I feel like I can't find people that I'd really enjoy spending my time with

Try it man.
Just a little bit at a time.
When you open to someone, a friend or a girl, it is a two way thing.
You will feel different and it should make a bond.
Opening up is always a risk, but it is part of life.
It is also worth experiencing.

Tell your dad about a girl you like, or something on your mind, or a worry.
Keep it small, in small chunks, and share an equal amount that they share.

Thanks for encouragement Sup Forumsro, I'll try to dig myself out of this hole

I'm fucking drunk and I just realised that I'm still in love with my high school crush.


The worst part is that she also had a crush on me and that I was just too beta to make moves
Holt shit I want to fucking die


Random sad peep
Wtf I got the captcha wrong like30 times lmao

fuck it why not
i kinda got my own. i just keep playing this shit
youtube.com/watch?v=GatpGFlMcAE

Do new things, you have free reign.
If you are so tired of things that you want to die, just kill your old life and do new stuff.
Change your job, or study hard and do nothing else until you are awesome, go on a trip, hike, learn survive! skills, talk with everyone you meet, learn an instrument.
You have nothing to lose.

i have text. it only proves she was flirty.

Not him but this is the hardest part of life for me

Either I'm compeltely closed or I pull an emotional version of superman's solar flare

Hey, OP. I'll tell you my story. I just got back home from my best friend's wedding, and I don't really feel like I have anything to live for.
>be me
>23 years old
>graduated college summa cum laude
>got my dream job with a nonprofit after graduation
>lots of work but I felt like I was making a difference in peoples' lives
>eventually I realized my boss was a complete douche (He asked me to lie on an IRS form among other things)
>I gave my month's notice and he made my life hell for that month
>He gave me bad references for every job I applied to
>Month ended, still no job, so I had to move in with my dad
>girlfriend dumped me because I didn't have a job, was living with my dad, etc
>friends disappeared (except for best friend)
>felt sad, but I wanted to push through for my best friend's wedding
>cousin that molested me as a child moved in with my dad about two weeks ago
>feel completely depressed now and I can't find any reason to keep going
Now that my best friend's wedding is over, I don't see any reason to keep going. I feel like I'm such a deadbeat now, and every time I see my cousin in the house, it makes me feel sick and helpless. I just wish that I had the strength to kill myself and stop hurting.

I'm not great at advice but you need to somehow get a friend that you want to spend time with, my friends and I are constantly hanging out, even if we do nothing but sit around and watch youtube it's better than doing nothing alone

Anytime.
Don't stop digging once you are out, keep digging and build a mound to stand on to see the horizon better, and keep digging and build a castle and keep adding to it.
Think positively.
Research healthy foods, foods that build testosterone naturally.
Write a list and eat as a routine.
Same goes for exercising.
Keep it simple, good quality pushups and squats.
Go for walks, appreciate nature and the sky.
Pause for moments and empty your head, look around and focus on your environment.

Give me at least one reply you faggots, I'm really sad

It's my birthday and I'm on a feels thread....... Nuff said.

>>Holy Check

>Be me
>Parents are kill
>Mom died of cancer
>Dad remarried
>Dad's new wife died of cancer
>Dad couldn't handle it, suicides
>Several years later
>I nostalgia hard
>Remember when I was young, parents take me to Disneyland every other summer or so
>decide to go to Disneyland alone
>Plan disney trip
>expensive as fuck
>realize how hard they had to save to take me so often
>Go to Disney for 5 days
>1st day have all the nostalgia feels
>2nd day realize it's actually not that fun by yourself.
>3rd day trying to decide if I just just cut my losses and do something else from the rest of my time
>checking out critter country
>see girl, maybe 6 years old?
>she's crying, is all alone. No one is reacting to her
>Feel I should ask if she's ok
>paranoid of being an adult male approaching a child at Disneyland and looking like a pedo
>Fuck it, can't leave the poor child
>Ask her name and if she needs help
>tells me name is Erin. she is lost
>Ask where she last saw her parents
>says she is with her sister, and can't find her
>Tell her I'll take her to the lost child area on mainstream
>get there, her sister is already there, in an absolute panic
>thanks be profusely, offers to buy me dinner as thanks
>Sister's name is Sarh She's my age, maybe a little younger and 8/10. Not going to say no to that
>over dinner learn that she brought her sister to Disney as a distraction from their parents ongoing nasty divorce
>Tell her my story
>she offers to have me hang out with them by remaining two days
>tonsoffun.jpg
>Go back home, stay in contact with her
>year later, become armyfag
>after training, get posted to same city that Sarah lives in
>date her
>after a year, marry her
>shortly after her mom is kill from heart attack.
>Erin comes to live with us
>Erin graduates highschol next year
>planning to take her to Disneyland as a grad gift and for thanks in her part in getting Sarah and I together

That's the emotions building up and bursting.
Try releasing them - any emotions - more regularly, in little pieces.

When you are angry, say "fuck it!" and let it pass.
Same goes for talking to people.
A good example is with girls.
If you meet one you like, let her know as soon as you realise you like her.
The same day.
"hey, I like you, let's go for a meal tomorrow so we can talk more". Flirt with her lightly and build it up.

Otherwise, it builds up and you spill out "I LOVE YOU!!!!" after a year or two and you've never said anything about it before. Then she disappears.

I try that but it's just... I don't feel like spending time with many people, and the last (and probably the first too) person I met that I actually felt like I could spend time with... well, she kind of stopped talking to me and it hurt even more than before I had anyone, so now it's even worse

happy b-day Sup Forumsro, we care for you

It takes practice dude, just try it and keep trying to let something out.
Share your fears with someone, one at a time. Or say what you like even if it might be a bit foolish.
Take little tiny risks by telling people stuff a piece at a time.
You'll find they then take the same risk and tell you something, and it keeps going over time.

I remember the first time I got quints.. it was literally 2 days ago.

>had a date on tinder, pretty cute girl nice and all
I hadn't had a relationship nor sex for almost 3 years so i'm like go johnny
>get in couple fast
>not the best relationship but sex was good and we laughed

>one day she told me she thought i considered her as a fuckbuddy and she basically felt she meant nothing for me.
>Recomfort her by telling i would not have let her meet my friends.
>3 weeks later, after epic sex she says she not sure of what she is searching for
>a month later she stopped responding to text, phone and fb (at this time it's 3 months in the relationship)
>ask for a coffee for clearing all this shit
>no response

>2 weeks later, go to a bar kiss one girl, kiss her best friend
>get one to muh rape dungeon
>at the second i insert the pussynator
>text message from ex "hey sorry user, would you like to take a coffee"
>take the coffee we laugh blah i tell i'm okay since i've fucked my hate on someone else
>1 month later, this thursday, "hey user how is your cat?
maybe i'm at a bad time like always ahah but would you like a drink this week?"

dream't of her all week
i kinda have feelings for her but i can also fuck other girls
inch allah

wat do

Same boat, now she's engaged and it looks like it will work out for them. The worst thing is I can't sever those ties no matter what I do.

Idk man...i just finished to read this picture and its true.i will always be this fucking failure,.i failed to do 99% of the things people have already done at this age (20) and im fucking tired after dealing with depression for more than 4 years
i appreciate your good will tho

Fuck you guys,I'm not even I'm in a party, I'm actually in house alone after drinking 2/4 of a 3$ dollars vodka anyway, also I don't need replies sober me can deal with his feelings,I just lied about the whole party thing because ima 19 y/o virgin who will never get invited to a party and my birthday is tomorrow

songs seperated by the artist and ordered by how sad they are
Samsa
komodo - soundcloud.com/iamsamsa/i-should-have-been-a-pair-of-ragged-claws-prod-tomppa
solo - soundcloud.com/offthejump/samsa-solo
Haunt Me - soundcloud.com/iamsamsa/haunt-me
Butterflies - soundcloud.com/iamsamsa/butterflies (this isn't sad just a good song)

Atlas
such nice sounds - soundcloud.com/atlas/suchnicesounds
severance package - soundcloud.com/atlas/severance
Anxious - soundcloud.com/atlas/anxious
No One Ever Said - soundcloud.com/atlas/nooneeversaid
stfu - soundcloud.com/atlas/stfu

thanks for the advice Sup Forumsros, really appreciate it

Find ANY job, work as many hours as you can, save all of it, and move out to a rented place, even a room so you have your own space again.
After that, keep applying for better jobs, save money and move into a better place when you can.
Even another town, city or state where you can find better opportunities and more peace of mind.
The girl wasn't worth keeping if she left like that.
Focus on the future.

Had a similar instance happen to me in highschool Sup Forumsro.

My good buddy told me "You can't miss what you never had, so why are you still caught up on what could have been years ago?"

That got me thinking, Was my oneitis due to my thoughts and fantasies, or was it the real deal? A year later, the girl I spent years depressed over because I 'loved' her, hit on me at a party, and literally drunkenly begged me to fuck her.

That wasn't what I fantasized about with her. I fantasized about making love, about knowing her, kissing her face and laughing. I fantasized about a thousand years flying by in just seconds because of the comfort of the thought of her.

The point is, that you can't know that you are in love with her, you are in love with idea of her, and the fantasies you have associated her with in your head. Learn from this, and next time, approach the female of your interests. Try and retain from attaching love onto things, and just take them as they come

I promise you the rest will come into place Sup Forumsrother, much love.

Holy shit user, i'm almost in tears.