What's upsetting you, Sup Forums?

What's upsetting you, Sup Forums?

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Loneliness
›inb4 "just go make friends"

just go buy a gun

I'm not gonna lie user, that feels like the best option

i just don't feel like being alive anymore and there's no particular reason why i feel as such, yet it seems like a hassle to kill myself in terms of finding a place, do i write a note, which form seems most efficient, do i call 911 so they can find me, etc....so instead i just put it off and i suppose one day that too will be come irrelevant then i will just do it.

Fuck bitches

Same. I've resorted to watching Blue Jasmine to distract myself. What a great movie.

Get pickles

Nothing is enjoyable anymore and I keep doing shit I tell myself to not do.

Also I saw my name typed out the other day and felt super nauseous and anxious when I did.

I'm sorry to hear that bud.
I wish you luck no matter what you do.

The fact that I will probably never amount to anything with my life.
My GPA in community college is a currently 1.4, Ive been bring my GPA down for the past year or so that I ended up getting suspended this semester so all I've been doing is working a job at kroger, but now I just loathe the job all together.
I've been going through a rough time knowing my sister is doing well in University while I've spent the last 2 years wage slaving so I can at least appear to be doing something with my time along with trying to get through school.
I've been so indecisive on what I want to do in terms of a career that I've built a sense of insecurity that the career I pick would be short of something I'd really enjoy, unsure if its something I'd want to do for the next 30 years of my life.
Im going to be 22 this year and I am just at a point where I've lost all motivation and don't care anymore. I probably just need some therapy to sort myself out but really I just feel so guilty that I am just wasting my time while my parents try to support the both of us that I just feel useless.
Everything that I used to enjoy doing isnt fun for me anymore. I hardly play video games anymore, my hobbies just seem like a waste of time for me, I just don't go out anymore like I used to. Ive been going through these phases where I just feel like ending everything and be done with life. But I never do it, it just ends up in the back in my mind until months later when I go through the same thing over again.

That was my high school GPA. I'm sorry.

Some bitch nigger put meth in my shrooms

That i got with this girl and she is madly in love with me. But there is still part of me that wishes to get back with my ex from 2 years ago.

Told my girl this and we had a talk. And the guilt of getting with her is gone but i still feel a bit off

i don't have enough time

My dick is chaffing from jacking it too much

I'm sick of watching western civilization commit suicide.

You sound like me.

feel like i'm losing control of my life and myself
trying to make things work but can't get anywhere
turning into an alcoholic because i can't stand to be beside myself
DID is ravaging me because i can't stop the anxiety and self loathing. meds aren't helping but hoping to find something that does.
>mfw all my discretionary income goes towards meds and alcohol to combat my own self hate
>mfw i have no face because idk who i am anymore

id pay someone to kill me at this point because im too much of a bitch to do it myself

Not hard dude. I have one as assurance. Just in case anything goes waaaaay down south, I have at least 1 reliable way to go. Shotguns are like 300 bucks. Sell all ya got if you're desperate.

Damn man that sucks, I remember barely getting through high school, mostly barely passing my senior year. I never put much though about my future in detail, just that I get through college and live on my own. Getting through my first year at community college really got me thinking that this could work, but once it all started falling apart I just felt helpless at that point.
Sad to know that people are facing similar issues as I am, what sucks for me is that I live in Texas and jobs are non-existent and the ones that are have a lot of competition. It just really makes me wonder of school is even worth it at that point. My other option is to move out and pick up an extra job and work 60-80 hours a week just so I can get by on my own or pick up a trade like my dad did but knowing that he'd probably would rather want the best for me even in these hard times.

black dudes taking all the hot girls

what lengths will you go to prove yourself wrong? you are the only one limiting yourself. if there is a girl involved, leave the bitch. if its your job, quit. you'd be surprised how strong you are. you don't see how strong you are because you haven't tried hard enough. i have been there man. addictions are just ways to take the main idea away. focus

This.

5 years ago, i made a mistake and got with the wrong girl. My current gf and i are just alright, i thought i was happy, but the other girl recently came back into my life, and just talking to her makes me happier than I've ever felt with my gf.

I dont know what to do, or how to feel, and the other girl is very subtly letting me know she's still interested in me. I can't just end a 5+ year relationship because i found someone better, can i?

She'll leave u again

I really see no reason to live. I've just been coasting most of my life.. I feel like I don't matter to anyone really. Even the people I hang out with I feel are getting tired of me. If it wasn't for me paying for everything most of the time they probably would've stopped hanging out with me a long time. My life isn't horrible it's just nothing. Why should I force myself to live everyday when deep down I know I don't matter? I know I'd be the last person they'd miss. I stopped caring about myself a long time ago but there were people close to me that I cared about. I thought maybe if I could at least make them happy it wouldn't be so bad. That I could at least find joy in that. Those people are gone. Gone because I don't matter to them.

yeah. I failed it. went the full 4 years and didnt get a diploma. didnt keep friends. Never dated or anything. I think a lot about the lyrics to the song Time by Pink Floyd.

[spoiler]That she admits that she was gonna fall for me, but she stopped herself, and she's asking me to stop pursuing her if we're going to continue being friends, because apparently I'm dangerous to her morals, and that I've already 'casted a spell' on her once before, and she won't let it happen again because she doesn't want her emotions to 'take over her logic'. That's bullshit, I know it, but I don't think she does. She's justifying her religion in the weirdest, most outlandish ways, it's stupid. The amount of cognitive dissonance that goes into her beliefs is unreal. And yet I've still fucking fallen for her. The guy who's spent his last 1.5 years trying to make sure that he DOESN'T fall for this, that emotions don't take a hold and to use logic instead of passion. . Sup Forums, I did what I could, god dammit, but shit, she's put a spell on ME. I fucking offered to go half-goodie-goodie for her, and she said no. I fucking offered to stop SWEARING for her. I mean, FUCK. what am I supposed to do,here? She admitted that we had chemistry there, but that I was dangerous. I get it, she's a hardcore Mormon, and she's questioning her faith now and all, but, for someone of her intellect and of her fucking perceptiveness, how is she just following this stuff on faith. She's got no skepticism in her, well, she does, but not when it comes to the thing that's controlling her god damn LIFE. Fuck me, Sup Forums, she was the perfect girl. Playful, smart as hell, trusting in me, I could trust in her (except for that one time, but I've basically forgiven her there). We both loved hiking and camping, talking smart shit, everything. Hell, she even wanted to go on walks holding hands, and lie under trees and stuff, like I've always wanted but never could with anyone, shit, I didn't even realize it at the beginning, but she's hot as hell.

Why does this have to be so hard, Sup Forums? Should I even try? Is it even possible to be just friends? Should I just come back here to Sup Forums?

Stay with the current gf
> Eventually she'll leave you.
Get with old girlfriend
> Eventually she'll leave you. Again.

>society is falling :(

I can't finish anything.

I want to finish my business plan so I can figure out if my ideas make any sort of financial sense, but I keep getting distracted/disinterested. Yes, I am on Adderall, it only helps so much...

I wish I could work out harder, but I only have so much time to put into it. I'm barely deadlifting my own weight, and my 10k time is shit, but I just can't seem to find the motivation to push harder.

I want to be a better friend, I have not been a very good friend to a few (maybe more than a few) people in my life in the past. I wish I could tell them how I feel, and that I'm sorry I was a dick most of the time. I'll probably just not bother though, as my life can continue just fine without them, but I wish I could find it in myself to be a better person.

I want to be more creative, but not much seems to spark my imagination, and I don't have the intellect to just go and naturally do some genius/prodigy level stuff. I tried hash/weed, but it just made the end product of my expression seem paranoid and nonsensical, sort of like the middle of that book The Naked Lunch, but not in a good way.

I usually think about the song Piano Man by Billy Joel
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you're a great person user. i know that it takes work and skill to get past these roadblocks in life but i can't help but feel i've reached my limit, not unless something breaks

which is why i think i'm trying so hard to break myself

maybe if i break, i'll patch it up the right way around this time

pt. 2

Sup Forums, fuck, I think it's love on my end. That's gonna fucking hurt real bad to get rid of. She's got a guy, just like me in all the ways she doesn't like, and yet doesn't talk philosophy, basically has a fucking identity crisis right about now, just looks at his phone all the time and distributes memes to all the fucking cool guys (I enjoy them, of course, but when he's got a girl that amazing RIGHT, THERE! and he's still on his phone). I don't want to put myself through the pain of what's gonna come this summer, and what'll happen then. Sup Forums, I think it's time for me to close up shop on the outside, enjoy my own company a little more, trust less. Look where trusting more got me: in love with a girl who's rejecting me because I'm too tempting.

I'm fucked for now Sup Forums, and with finals coming up as well...

Whatever, Sup Forums, cheers to fucking meaningless

tonight's gonna be a fun night
>gonna finish this flask of whiskey
>gonna jack of to weird shit
>gonna brows Sup Forums for fucked threads and gore and porn
>gonna retract myself. "do what any sane man would do in your appalling situation"

any advice, Sup Forums? I know I can't go full Goodie-goodie, but I can give it my best shot, right? I never thought I'd be in this situation, actually WILLING to give up shit like Sup Forums just for a girl.

she's worth it, Sup Forums, but I physically can't become a straight-and-narrow Mormon. I can go half way, but not full.

>what do Sup Forums?

i relapsed last month after over a year clean from heroin. the past month or so ive just been getting high, had to leave my job cos im unable to function like this and spent like half my savings from the past year. i emigrated from my home country about 4 years ago so i have no family or any long term friends here.trying to get clean right now, on day 5 and depression is hitting me hard

Any good advice you receive will likely be too difficult to penetrate your shitty comfortable existence. Here's what I've got for you: Ween yourself off of your vices (not too slow but not too fast either), and express what is most meaningful to you (this is different for every person). Hope this helps.

Maybe try something new and volunteer or start a new hobby. Maybe share where you have gotten to with your hobbies. Hang in there user.

I'll try, man, I'm willing to grasp at laser pointers at this point.

It ain't the same as the other shit in this thread, and my heart goes out to everyone here, but this is the one fucking emotion I haven't had plenty of experience overcoming

Exactly is it worth it? I have been having some thoughts recently. But I keep thinking about what someone said to me once. If you don't like how things are going, hows things are right now. Change something about it. You have the power to. Don't like the place and environment you live in, save a bit of money, move to a new place, find a regular job, and new place and start something new. You are worth it user and maybe you can help someone else realise that as well.

I so relate user. My GPA is a 2.2 or a 2.1, but the main thing is I failed a course twice and I don't know if I have the motivation and drive to go through with it. I have only one more chance with this course then they will kick me out. I feel like I letting my mom down, I am letting her down and myself. I will probably have to get help with depression in the future. I am in engineering here in Canada (Ontario). I really don't know what I am doing, but my mom keeps pushing me forward, so I might as well try and see where things go. I have considered some really bad thoughts.. recently though. I am 22 as well. I don't have too many courses to take to graduate as well maybe 7 courses. I feel so sick of it all. But we gotta keep trying, at least that's what I tell myself. I used to be so much more optimistic. Hopefully you get though this user. Start thinking about the present and now, it's good make back ups and prepare for hardships in the future. But for now now focus on the now.

Lotion or lube that shit up. And chill on the number of times you jack off. You'll get sensitised to that feeling. I know it feels good but try to limit how many times you do it in day.

I don't feel like doing this
I'm trying to be a better person and get my shit together
I want to be normal

Exes are exes for a reason, you have a girl that is madly in love with you now. What's the point about thinking about your ex. She is gone. Who is here with you know and is ready to spent the rest of their lives with you. Who makes you happy? Is your ex giving a shit about you? Priorities mate. If you don't love your current girl, stop wasting her time and yours.

You do, make time.

An user passing through, quality advice user.

user passing through, there is a lot of material ans resources online and in community centers. Reach out and say you have a issue for X and where you can go to relieve some help for it. Maybe you need someone to talk to straighten things out and sort out things that have been hindering you. All the best user

Stay with current girl.
I think you are just bringing up old memories with your ex and it's fogging up your perception. Your ex seems like she likes attention, and you are giving it to her and she likes that. How do you know she has changed. Exes are exes for a reason. If you want to gamble and see, go ahead. But if you have everything going right with your current gf talk to her about how to make things better and stronger between you two. Get your ex out of your life mate.

hey OP. did you take these photos yourself? they are really cool for some reason.

My dog is dying right now (congestive heart failure) and there is nothing I can do.

>>Been to vets million times
>>got meds going

You matter user. I am sorry some people in your past are gone. People come and go through life, sometimes people change and some they don't. Really think about a life long plan what you want to do. Whether it travelling, advocating climate change, adopting a orphan child or animal, volunteering on your free time, just find something that really speaks to you. If the environment around is not challenging you or making you a better person. Then you probably need to change your environment, maybe try something new, take up a hobby, maybe share your hobby with others, volunteer your time to help others so you learn from their experiences and possibly meet people from a wide range of backgrounds and beliefs. I wish you all the best user, take care.

Every friend I make ends up running away the second I make the mistake of showing them how I act at my house

My girlfriend of 3 months decided to ignore me for 3 days and proceeded to tell me she needed space , that was three weeks ago , I am conflicted on how to feel because prior to this she had been telling me how much she loved me,how perfect I was,and she even asked me to move in with her,this was the first real relationship I had been in for about 2 years because I was afraid of getting fucked over ,which is exactly what happened, good one universe.

How?

I'm a neet.

If she can't see what you got to offer. She isn't worth it. You spend enough time trying to woe her. She maybe that great as you say, as you put her up on this pedestal. I think you should move on to another girl, this girl seems like a waste of time. She picked another guy over you. Cool now move the fuck on. You don't have to stay on /b, it's full of cancer anyway. All the best.

Thanks, yeah i did.

cool. that's the first time i've ever been impressed by anything on b. You have a good eye for photos. what camera do you use if you dont mind me asking?

Lay off all that crap that you are trying to use for help. If it doesn't help, I personally never tried it though. You will only get to where you want to be if you work your ass off. If you half ass something, you are going get a half ass result. Really think about where you want to be, and what you should be doing now to get there. Make action plan of what you need to now. Think in the now. It's fine to relax and take breaks and try to look for inspiration from others in the field you want to excel in or other fields. Look at what others that are doing better and more successful in those areas are doing better. Follow in their foot steps. You only live once why not reach out to a few people and see whats up. Don't take people for granted, make sure you apologise, and stay away from cancer people. Try to meet new people, by going to events, volunteering, taking classes, workshops whatever. All the best user.

Keep trying! I know you can do it.

I am so sorry. Make the best of the time you have with him/her. A lot of cuddles and maybe do some of their favourite things. Stay strong.

I'm trying to write an essay but it's about feminism, a topic I don't understand or care about and i'm spending the last couple hours I have to write it panicking and being frustrated.

Nikon D7000
to be fair I am posting my best out of thousands.

I am sorry to hear that. Try to stay strong user. Take the rest of your savings and put it in a fixed deposit in a bank. Only keep some in a chequing account for emergencies. I really think you should talk to you family and friends back home to reconnect with them and talk to them. Then I think you should reach out to a doctor, police officer, look online for help with addiction to heroin. There is help out there, and you deserve some help. You have to try yourself as well. As things get better, maybe volunteer your time and help others and meet new people like that. Start going to events, classes, work, and make friends like that. Make a goal, understand why it is important to you. Why it is more important than anything else. You have to stick to it. Don't let it win. You can do it. I believe in you.

>Nikon D7000

user passing through. I Like your photos too. :)

How do you act in your house?
Maybe you should change something about that, or explain to them why you do what you do. But I really think if it's recurring problem that you should work to stop doing what you do.

What the fuck? I think you deserve an explanation. That's basically saying fuck you. Sorry to hear that user. I hope you get over her. Because it seems like you dodged a bullet there.

Then what are you doing to get back into the groove of normal society. I am sure there are numerous things you can be doing. Maybe look up some ways online. Also maybe you might want to watch an anime related to neets. It's called 'Welcome to NHK' it's a funny show. Give it a go. I hope you see some progress soon user. All the best.

Do you want some help? Well personally I don't care too much about that topic. But you gotta give props to the women who fought for their rights, because they were 2nd class citizens. They weren't allowed to vote or do anything a man could. Women have right too. They are human beings. etc etc. To this day women are viewed a certain way, there are objects, ideas and stereotypes associated with them. In many cultures and places around the world. They are still viewed as lesser than a man. And so they are treated like crap and women in those circumstances are told to accept it. Just some thoughts to start some juices flowing. Maybe google some videos on what is feminism, how it started and how it relates to todays issues. Best of luck user kun.

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My itchy cock

Nigger

Me too friendo

>notice April 27th is coming up quick
>wonder why that's important
>suddenly remember that was the anniversary date with the love of my life
>we broke up two years ago, because I got wasted and cheated on her in our apartment
>casually ask a friend of hers how she is doing since we split up
>she met someone in January of this year
>they are literally the perfect pair, never seen her so happy
>he asked her to marry him this month
>she said yes

How did he know that he would never find anyone better?

The constant search for opiates. I cant escape it. Im frodo after return of the king but the elven boat isnt coming for me.

You have some sweet dubs tho

If you felt the need to cheat back then this means you didn't really deserve her, therefore she wasn't the right one for you

>were all gona die

Fight it you bastard fight it!

Why won't anyone help me with my itchy cock? I miss the friendly user.

you

Nice trips faggot

I'm gonna go to sleep Sup Forumsros. I'm sorry I didn't post much but i do hope you guys air your grievances with each other.

But she was perfect and you are right. I didn't deserve her. I never did, but I can still love her, damn it.
>witty
>hilarious
>short with long legs
>big tits
>nice ass
>athletic, went to the gym a lot
>long, long hair
>super sweet, donated to charity every month
>conservative
>made me home cooked meals every Sunday and baked from scratch
>always gave me head as foreplay
>always gave my balls attention
>always swallowed
>always cleaned me off right after sex
She was my 10/10 girl