Be me

>Be me
>22 years old
>Paranoid schizophrenia
>Can't hold a job down
>Not interested in anything
>Spend my days wanking and smoking weed
>Waiting to go insane enough that I finally kill myself

When did you first notice you were fucked, Sup Forums?

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Kill yourself?? ... maybe killing others would be more productive.

It's definitely a thought that comes in waves

What you do sounds about right for a 22 year old. Might wanna take it ez on the weed though, it can induce psychosis if you smoke too much.

I agree, but everyone else I know seems to at least appear to have all their shit together. It's embarrassing to have to tell family members and friends constantly "No I still don't have a job" when I know if I get one i'll just quit or get fired for not turning up

Darling, do not focus on what others expect. We tend to do it too much

Stop smoking weed. You are not everyone else. Weed affects ppl
Differently. I had to cut back because I lost my mind. Its not reversible as far I can see. If you want to hold a job down, you should start a reward system for yourself. Amp yourself up on energy drinks during work and then later reward yourself with weed and a good fap for finishing up a days work.

Often, it is one of main reasons we build certain mental issues. Focus on your problem and after you find solution (there always is), focus on other things such as job or some progress.
Aaaand yes, stop with the weed

Why would that be more productive?

Stop smoking weed dumbass

are you with income?

Bit late for that, lol. There's always been a correlation between cannabis and schizophrenia. I reckon it's a case of one is genetically predisposed with the potential to develop schizophrenia in later life, from birth, but that it can then be "activated" by exposure to certain environmental stimuli (such as weed)

Are you me?

I know excess weed doesn't help- but shit, I was broken before all that.

Take it from a bipolar guy who had his first psychotic episode from smoking lots and lots of weed. Quitting the stuff will help you get a handle on your life.

Your dealer is in custody.

We're coming for you next.

Don't try to run.

21 here not interested in anything either just sit around smoking weed all day. You sure you're not just paranoid from the weed? I made the mistake of thinking symptoms i had were my body and not the weed. Smoked from 16-20

SSRI + Stop smoking weed + stop QQ about your "condition". at 22yo your pre frontal cortex is not yet fully developped.

you can be in great mental health if you quit weed. People really inderestimate thendamage it can make

>When did you first notice you were fucked, Sup Forums?
The first time I was reading Sup Forums and right clicked then selected "View Page Source" that is when I found the messages they were trying to send to me.
I do not know how many I missed but now I have to spend my days reading the source so I do not miss anything important.
There are messages for other people too but I ignore those.

I sometime I wish the messages were not coded but if you read them, you'd know why they are.

thx mama

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