Ask a depressed Schizophrenic anything

Ask a depressed Schizophrenic anything

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hello, schizOP. how are you doing tonight?

Not too shabby. Had a good nights sleep, watching some Gabriel dropout now.

nice, good sleep is best sleep. what's gabriel dropout? i've never heard of it.

It's an anime about an angel named Gabriel who drops out of angel school, or something.

>angel school
with a name like Gabriel, i see what they're going for. i still need to give bakemonogatari a chance. clearing mental backlogs is something i'm not great at.

What makes you schizo?

How old are you?

Haven't actually dropped into any of your threads yet OP, so this has probably been answered before: Is it the Schizo part that makes you depressed or something else?

Have you every hurt anyone and not remembered?

>i still need to give bakemonogatari a chance.
Then get on it. It's a great show.
What do you mean?
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> Is it the Schizo part that makes you depressed
It doesn't make me depressed but it does contribute to it and make it much worse sometimes.

Fuck off faggot, you are only a loser

What do you spend the majority of your time doing? (Besides sleep)
What reasons do you have which force you to not take your life?
What is your body type?
How (physically) does your schizophrenia affect you?

i might as well start tonight. i'm playing rocket league and getting my ass handed to me. i've been just retarded in game in general today for some reason.

I know the feel bro.

Dont do crazy stuff
> same diagnosis here
Your mind is messing with you and you need to take the parody out of all of it. Stay strong.
> don't let it catch you.

>Fuck off faggot, you are only a loser
We're all losers here user.
>Have you every hurt anyone and not remembered?
Not that know of.
>What do you spend the majority of your time doing? (Besides sleep)
Play vidya, watch anime, post on Sup Forums. Basically I all I do anymore.

>What reasons do you have which force you to not take your life?
Are you asking why haven't I commit sudoku?
I don't really have any desire to die, if that's what you're asking.

>What is your body type?
Short, and skinny.

>How (physically) does your schizophrenia affect you?
Makes me tired a lot, so I don't do too much except sit around.

how do you know you are schizo?
how did it start?

im starting to wonder if I am becoming a schizo

sieg heil comrade

>Short, and skinny.
ooh now i'm curious. how short exactly?

>how do you know you are schizo?
A psychologist confirmed my suspicion a few years back.

>how did it start?
I'm fairly sure I've been like this my entire life. But certain parts of it got worse as I got older. But the early serious symptom changes I saw were talking to myself (voices) a lot, my thinking got really erratic, a lot of the time I actually can't even figure out how I got to a conclusion, or what I'm actually thinking about.
I have a lot of emotional breaks, I get extreme anxiety attacks, that make me extremely paranoid which causes me to have psychotic breaks.
Glory to the 3rd Reich, comrade.
a tiny bit taller than 5'6"

>a tiny bit taller than 5'6"
ooh itty bitty schizOP. not to offend, though.

god it must be awful for you. my husband is schizoaffective, bipolar type, and I watch him struggle so much.

are you able to find good things in life OP?

Why are you such a pussy?

>ooh itty bitty schizOP
I am tiny, it's true.
>not to offend, though.
It would take a lot more than that to offend me.
>god it must be awful for you.
It can be.
>my husband is schizoaffective, bipolar type, and I watch him struggle so much.
Sorry to hear that, user. Stay strong.

>are you able to find good things in life OP?
Not so much anymore. I kind of just float by and kill time for the next day to start.
To what are you referring?

i'm a loser pos, and i have no idea how hard you have it...
but i hope that somehow you find satisfaction and peace
can you wish me the same?

Hi OP,

I have bipolar disorder and I'm always scared that one day I will start to hear voices or develop psychotic symptoms... what are yours like?

>i'm a loser pos
I'm sure that's just a contorted view of yourself, user.

>but i hope that somehow you find satisfaction and peace
Thanks, friend. I hope you're able to find whatever it is you're looking for, user. Don't give up, I'm sure it's out there.
>I have bipolar disorder and I'm always scared that one day I will start to hear voices
Don't worry too much about the future, worry about right now. I'm sure all will okay.

>what are yours like?
I suffer from a lot of anxiety and paranoia, on a fairly daily basis.
I sleep. A lot.
I can't keep my thoughts organized very well anymore. I often lose track of what I was thinking about, or how I came to a conclusion. Or what that conclusion may even be related to.
I have basically no social life at all anymore.
I have auditory and visual hallucinations, which include hearing voices and seeing figures.
My thinking can get really deluded if I have a psychotic break too

do you know any other schizos in real life?

I've met a few.
I don't really "know" them though.
Whenever I meet one we both know that something is up with the other person though. It happens 100% of the time.

you sound like a kind person OP. I wish for good things for you.

>we both know that something is up with the other person
it just keeps getting more and more interesting.

do you believe in god?

>you sound like a kind person OP
That seems to be a common theme in these threads. I'm not sure why people keep saying that though.

>I wish for good things for you.
thanks, user, best of luck to you too.

that's a cute dragon.
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>it just keeps getting more and more interesting.
and the plot thickens.

I am Pantheist, so I don't believe in a personal god, such as Jesus, Mohammad, or what-have-you.
I believe that the Universe, and everything that it encompasses is the entity "God". Without the Universe, you and I wouldn't exist. There would be nothing.

if our world is made into a movie, your scene would be longer than all of ours...
i know it

>if our world is made into a movie, your scene would be longer than all of ours...
Only because I would be the bad guy.

if its a choice between the joker and superman...
id take the joker, every. single. time!

You and me both.
I'd love to be the villain of this world to just cause as much destruction as possible.
What a fucking edgelord I am, kek

even if i didn't ask questions or talk to you like i do, still seeing the stuff you answer is cool. in unrelated news, i got just fucking wrecked in rocket league, so i'm done. time to start watching bakemonogatari while i still remember.

Glad you enjoy it.

>time to start watching bakemonogatari while i still remember.
Let me know what you think of it.

i'm probably gonna binge it because i have nothing better to do. i'll keep you updated throughout because yeh

>i'm probably gonna binge it because i have nothing better to do
It's a good one to binge, it's a really long anime.

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My dad's a lawyer and he talks about his schizo/bipolar clients to me...
i feel a kind of empathy but then at the same time i feel like a faker, because i have no idea how terrifying it must be to know...
i dont know... i just dont know...

>My dad's a lawyer and he talks about his schizo/bipolar clients to me...
That sounds pretty neat actually.

>i feel a kind of empathy but then at the same time i feel like a faker
You don't have to know exactly what it's like to be able to have empathy. Everyone at their core has problems. Just because my problems are different than yours, doesn't mean you don't understand what I'd be feeling.
Don't discredit yourself just because you don't understand completely.

>i dont know... i just dont know...
I'm glad to share some light if there's anything you want to know about.

Have you done anything sexual?

I am a virgin, but I have been in sexual scenarios, as it were.

okay, i have to be honest, i wanna start watching, but there are like multiple series and a movie and it should be watched by air date order and fuk i never thought i would be confused by something like this.

Hey schizOP, ive been thinking about doing gay escorting/prostitution. Do you think im cute enough?

i'm not OP, but i can you say you have got it going on. definitely good enough for that. i would advise you don't do something like that, but it's up to you.

pic related

Depends, where are you from?

Bleh sideways image how do I phone?

you probably didn't do anything wrong, the way phones tag rotation metadata is fucking cancer.

>Depends, where are you from?

Australia

whether you're a troll or not,
gay-male prostitution is a sure way to death,
by AIDS, or other various crippling sexually transmitted diseases...

>Australia
Yea, you could pull it off.
You look hella young, so you could get all the pedos, extra dosh cause it's a kink.

I finished bakemonogatari after you introduced me to the loli vamp the other night.
I wanted to say thank you :))

Also, are you a neet or are you trying to further your education // work?

Back for my (You).

>I finished bakemonogatari
I hope you didn't stop at Bake, there's a lot more to that anime. See picture here :>I wanted to say thank you :))
You're welcome.

>Also, are you a neet
Yea, I'm a neet.
>or are you trying to further your education // work?
I'm trying to find the motivation to go back to college. But, it probably won't happen.
P-pls, lewd-user!

Okay it should be straight now

>You look hella young, so you could get all the pedos, extra dosh cause it's a kink.
True. I'm 22, but maybe I should claim to be 18

>gay-male prostitution is a sure way to death,
by AIDS, or other various crippling sexually transmitted diseases...
I always use protection, user.

Does it sound like the schizo simulators on youtube?

whaddup dude?

Thank you once again. You do not know how much I love you for this. Until next time.

>Does it sound like the schizo simulators on youtube?
My voices aren't like those. At least none that I've seen. Mine are very quiet whispers but inside my head. I don't actually know what they're saying most of the time.
>whaddup dude?
Nothing much. Just killing time.
You're welcome user
>You do not know how much I love you for this.
Glad I could make your day.

>Until next time.
See you around, lewdanon.

Mmm thats interesting. I have some anxiety problems and meditation helps alot. You ever try it?

I just noticed and I'm starting season 2 now.

We're in the same boat for the most part it seems.
At least this anime series is bringing some spark back into my life. Until next time!

>You ever try it?
No, I haven't. I try to avoid all medicine if at all possible.
>and I'm starting season 2 now.
Have fun.
>At least this anime series is bringing some spark back into my life. Until next time!
Glad you're enjoying it. Catch you around.

meditation not medication lol. i also try to avoid medicine.

>meditation not medication lol
I'm retarded.

Yea I've tried meditation before, it does help calm me down if I get too anxious.

cool anyway im gonna head out hope things get better user

dont watch monogatari made by anyone other than nisiosin.

Take it easy user

this image though uwu

Here have another one.

i'm close to the end of the first episode of bakemonogatari. there were some style changes, i guess i could call them. is that a thing that happens throughout the whole thing? asking because i'm curious and also to bump.

I think they're pretty common, yea. It's a weird anime

unf, i loved it. very stylish. the typography is also pretty interesting. unique stuff.

hey schizop
you're a pretty cool user. why do you do this every day?

It's something to do.
It's a really unique anime I think. thats why I love it

Are you a femanon?

sadism or masochism

Did notice I missed it.
>but maybe I should claim to be 18
You could get away with it
What do you think?
sadism

Because he is an attention whore and isn't even shizophrenic

Which one of the monogatari series do you like the most?

>You could get away with it

Probably. My main concern right now is that I'm not good enough at sex (mechanically), and I'm not the best kisser. I've always disliked kissing and as a result I avoided it and never learned to do it well. Considering hooking up with a bunch of rands to get my skills up before I try and do it professionally but I'm not sure if I aught to or not. I'm probably just being anxious.

Sorry just thinking out loud.

Bake was probably my favorite, I haven't seen the newer ones though
>Because he is an attention whore
Literally everyone is, user.

Can you buy me NieR Automata?

You should watch the movies they are pretty good

I don't have the money to buy it for myself, let alone you, user.
I intend to at some point

bump

so i finished two episodes now. definitely up for watching the rest of it. right now, i have some stuff to do. fucking toilet to clean, not excited for it. wish me luck, schizOP.

I'm not

Good luck with that shit.
Everyone, user.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

hey Op, because of my family and childhood i can p much say i dislike people with specific disorders now, only problem is i've been diagnosed with a very similar disorder to the main one i hate, you seem very nice, its very refreshing to see and maybe i will stop being so closed minded and give people with mental issues a chance :) thanks op for showing not every person whos mentally fucked is also a raging cunt

Not everyone

walked outside my room to just get the cleaning over with and it was so fucking cold i just decided to do it later. still, i can't go to sleep without doing it.